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I Want Things I Can't Have

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    It'll Be A Miracle...

    I guess by the title, i'm already setting myself up for doom but the one thing I really want is a nice home that I own! I probably will never own a home because I am saddled with so much std loan debt it is crazy! I will probably be a renter for the rest of my life and that...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2009

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    It Hurts

    I'm a shopoholic with no $$$....buying things makes me happy...I guess it replaces people? I understand hoarders to a point. Not being able to walk through your house easily and it getting to the point where you have mold and dust lurking is the limit. If I had money Id probably...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 9, 2011

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    I, Also Want Things I Can't Have

    I  want  a new cell phone, an mp3 player, a  computer that isnt ghetto, a bedroom, a family, a job, money. Had em once but gave em up for drugs. I admit it. But it used to be okay with me cuze I had a man in my life that fulfilled me. that took care of me and...
    wonkey wonkey 18-21, F Jun 3, 2010

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    Not Big Things But Still Cant Have Them

    I dont really want much from life. i never have. All ive ever really wanted was for someone loyal to love me. Apart from that i struggle to think of a single thing else that i want. i mean sure money and all that superficial stuff is nice but i certainly dont dream about it and...
    formerwhinger formerwhinger 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 26, 2009

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    Like Grandparents

    I never had any. Not on either side. One drank herself to death, another died of emphysema, another while being treated for a rare form of leukemia and the last I am not sure. All before I was ever born. I wonder all the time what my life might have been like if they were in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 7, 2011

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    Can't Have

    I want this I want that I want him All things I can't and will never be able to have. This makes me sad.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    It's Always A No...

    We're an average family And there are certain things we can afford. But when I ask something that I really want, I just can't have it. And I hate it so much because every time I ask for something, it's always a NO. You know why I'm posting this? I just had a bad day when I went...
    firecrescent firecrescent 16-17 Jun 2, 2010

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    Is This My Life?

    I just look at my life and wonder sometimes how I got here and especially why almost nothing is the way I wanted it to be. I want to move back home. I want to be with someone I love and who loves me. I want to be near my friends and family. And above all else, I want...
    NEgal NEgal 26-30, F Sep 12, 2007

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    Never Satisfied

    Just seems like I can never be fully satisfied. I always want something.....
    jcpforhowlong jcpforhowlong 18-21 2 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    In Iowa and In My Everyday Life

     i want Jake ... but he lives 3 states away .. its not feasible and im trying to tell myself the honest truth its not gonna happen ;... " it'll make you cry , make you break down shatter your illusions of love  Is it over now do you know how to pick up the pieces...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Aug 22, 2007

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    Out Of Reach

    I'm not an unrealistic person ... in fact I'd consider myself pretty level headed and sensible.But there are one or two things that I want right now that I can't have.  No matter how much I tell myself they are unattainable it doesn't stop me wanting them. It's stupid and...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 4 Responses May 6, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Their's just something about people i can't have that make them hott lol. A teacher? Idk about someones husband..they are all mostly ugly lol. uhh someone elses gf/bf. yes but i...
    Muffin19 Muffin19 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I am attracted to people i can't have. When i find someone who i want to close to,i'm very happy. But once they literally close to me,i push them away due to fear. Fear of love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 22

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    I spoke to her for the first time in a year and a half on the weekend. it was only for 20 minutes. It was a milestone Birthday and I wasn't going to let go by without...
    jackflash3300 jackflash3300 31-35, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    It's so painful..so much so that I can barely focus on anything else. Every stupid little thing reminds me of him. Especially good stuff, things that used to make me happy..like...
    MyMindCravesNectar MyMindCravesNectar 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    So this is quite a long story, read it if you dare..I'm not sure if I could say I'm in love but I have definitely had this person on my mind for the last few years..every since I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 9

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    I've known my best friend since we were 7 years old, now we're 18 and we have spent most of our life together. I had my girlfriends and he had his, but recently I've been having...
    LipieCastro LipieCastro 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I met this guy who I had an incredible connection with - we slept together for the good part of a year, until we decided to stop the physical because the relationship wasn't going...
    catonfire catonfire 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    I want him. I have the feelings that I just want to hold him and hold him. I have no idea why. I have to keep telling myself I mustn't even look in his direction. I keep telling...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    we're both married but that doesn't matter. I want to be with her and she feels the same way. very soon we will see each other and the time we spend together will be like a dream...
    sephiroth04 sephiroth04 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 15

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    I can't describe the pain I feel seeing her so happy with someone else. I wish I could just tell her how I feel about her but there's no point, and there's no way I'd want her to...
    Milo77 Milo77 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    She lives just in front of my house. She is young as me but married having 2 Small kids. I love her since last 2 Years or so its a form of deep crush that makes me smile Holds my...
    neeraj8king neeraj8king 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    I'm in love with someone I know I can never have. We used to be super close then he just stopped acting like he wanted to talk to me. I'd give just about anything to hold him again...
    CassidyRose4905 CassidyRose4905 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Always and every time, I crush on girls every 5 heart beats, it gets real annoying since most of the time I have no reason to like them it's just cause they look good (can't get...
    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    Is it too much to ask for someone to love you as much as you love them?? I seriously don't know anymore. I love her I really do, but God please let me forget her. Or move on from...
    itscake itscake 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    I met him two years ago. He is my coworker and married with two beautiful kids. Our connection was imminent the minute we met. We connected like no other. I knew that day that I...
    freebutchained freebutchained 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    To tell you the truth, at times i just don't know about people on this site, you havn't heard from them for a few days, so you send them a simple hello how are you doing this...
    kimheart1992 kimheart1992 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 19

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    it would be easier on everyone involved if I could just walk away. but how do you break an attraction when you're attached like this?. when their part of your everyday life. when...
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ok him again... We finally talked after a month of forced separation by people around us. It was difficult seeing him at work but unable to talk to him. But the moment we start...
    Prulla Prulla 26-30, F Apr 19

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    We had our day yesterday. A day i was waiting for all my life. It was nothing short of amazing. We just spent an entire day together..doing whatever we wanted to do. We lay in...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 10

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    when they start one. Do you want to talk or interview me? I'm done really fast with those people, asking question after question about where I live and what my relatives do for...
    KidAgony KidAgony 22-25 Apr 9

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    kayccaa kayccaa 26-30, F Apr 16

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    dalidacc11 dalidacc11 26-30, F Apr 21

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    dalidacc11 dalidacc11 26-30, F Apr 21

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    after 4 long years i can finally get to see her again. I'm so excited!!!!!! i just want to hold her, look into her eyes and tell her how much i missed her ...
    sephiroth04 sephiroth04 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    from time to time when i no longer can control my heart i write here at ep each time i hope she will read it some day after each time i write i wonder why my words cant win her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I tried so hard to move on and live my own life, but no matter how hard I try I couldn't move on. The sad part is I don't think I can love again; I went out on several dates but he...
    ruthm ruthm 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    We'll probably never make love but if we do, this is how I want it to be. Love you 💋 http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WZkuuUe97_s
    Chpt17 Chpt17 22-25, M Apr 11

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    I still like my ex who is dating one of my best friends cousins and I am happy for them but I cant help but smile every time I see him because I think of everything we did together...
    cuttergirl16 cuttergirl16 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    This is a test that I am failing hard!!!! How can one stop this!!!
    Lastpoppy Lastpoppy 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    When he merely glances in my direction my heart bursts in to flames. He leaves my lips dry and parched, longing for his to be paired with, to go home to another who believes she...
    StygeanHugh StygeanHugh 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    "I choose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I choose to adore you from a distance, for distance will shield me from pain. I choose to kiss you in the wind...
    deadkid deadkid 22-25 2 Responses Apr 20

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