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I Want This To Be Real And Lasting

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    I Want To Love...

    I once had a BF who was patient with me..who took time to love me...but he left...Now i wish I can find someone who would treat me like he did..and for whom I would feel total love and trust...because now I find I cannot trust people...When I heard BFs who afterward came say they...
    awk7hd awk7hd 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 5, 2011

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    Looking For ''real''.....

    I've been through several relationships in the past few years. Most of them we met online, seemed to have a great connection...at first, then it seemed to me that little fibs started showing up as we started getting closer to meeting, and most were flying in from another state...
    MusicMouse MusicMouse 56-60, M 16 Responses Mar 6, 2010

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    Let's Make It Work This Time, Baby...

    Although I've been burned before when it comes to love, I've recently mustered enough courage to try again. Currently, I'm looking for a commitment, not just a "relationship."
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2011

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    I Do.....

    I am tired...... Sooo tired of the hurt..... I just want something real..... To feel something again..... And I'm scared.....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M Mar 6, 2010

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    I'm at a point in my life that I don't need a relationship, nor do I really want one now. I've found a peace unknown to many and on my own I feel at ease. But when the time is...
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    My name is Angee I'm 20 and really bored so if you would like to text me that'd be great. We can talk about anything you'd want really. I would rather talk to a male ANY AGE ABOVE...
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    I don't want to change the whole world. I simply want to make a difference in people's lives. I am a middle school teacher. I got a text from an old student this week telling me...
    dovie6 dovie6 31-35, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Pushing away my bestfriend, my childhood friend has been hard. I almost can't believe I just did that. I haven't felt anything for a long time, till now. My cheeks are burning, my...
    AviatorHH AviatorHH 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    My last few relationships have been kind of sucky. My first boyfriend was really nice. He made my heart race and we liked the same music. He moved away and we tried to make long...
    TiffanyRaven TiffanyRaven 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Goals are a means to an end, not the ultimate purpose of our lives. They are simply a tool to concentrate our focus and move us in a direction. The only reason we really pursue...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    Oh man, I really do. Someone under the age of 20 please be my friend lol
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Random facts about me 1. I have about 16 names. And I get called all of them by at least one person in my family or group of friends. Sometimes I forget it's me 2. My dog is...
    littlegirl03 littlegirl03 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I am in the process of updating my resume cause I definitely want to resign and find a different employer. I HAVE BEEN VERY UNHAPPY AND STRESSED. I believe it's enough and it's...
    itcheru itcheru 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    The way I see things: Everyone. And I mean everyone.. Changes themselves so a guy/girl or new person will like them. But why? Why do you want them to fall in love with someone...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    It's realising a friend who you really care about and would give your right arm for decided to go out partying instead of being there for you knowing you really needed them to be...
    andywil andywil 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    With my health deteriorating, a lonely marriage and no friends, I look forward to a convent time to throw in the towel. I don't want to cause anyone any kind of lasting burden, but...
    TwistnShake TwistnShake 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    In my community I started a group on meetup.com that meets every month to go for a walk and talk about life experiences. From these walks I meet likeminded people, hear stories and...
    jon656667 jon656667 46-50, M Jan 16

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    Just to try weed. Already on noz or balloons whatever you call it. Love that sh*t. But need something a little longer lasting. Especially if it's with a hottie. I'll be loving it.
    tt1987 tt1987 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Lately every time the weekend comes around I fight with my husband because he wants to go out with his friends (who are single or divorced, have kids who they see every other week...
    Marie0585 Marie0585 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Give thanks Standing here in the rain Thinking how nice it is to be drenched With grey shroud above my head In the embrace of my own two arms Thinking about nothing but the rain...
    frankenstaine frankenstaine 26-30, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I tell my sister all the time that I don't want to get married. Truth is, I really do but to the right person. I don't want to get into a marital decline like the rest. If we got a...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I don't really even come on EP anymore. The only reason I don't leave is because I have a few friends on here that I wouldn't ever dream of leaving behind. I just want to have as...
    DestinyDivineXD DestinyDivineXD 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm surrounded by so many people from the LGBT community irl, but I don't have any online friends who are. I legitimately only have one friend whom I text and I just want some...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm almost 33 and have never had a "real" girlfriend. I say "real" because I had a girlfriend in high school, but you're so young and it's such a learning experience can that be...
    dirtydan3 dirtydan3 26-30 15 hrs ago

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    I dream a dream. This dream last night ( 30th Jan 2015) was so vivid, it made me angry to wake up . I tried to go back to sleep , but I knew I would mint get back to where I left...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 14 hrs ago

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    I really want to travel this summer after I graduate from high school. Just imagine the beauty of it. Waking up and just driving into the unknown.
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    I made the biggest mistake of my life when I chose to be with him.. Still am and still crying. Gave him too much to back down now.. All I feel is regret, no love no happiness, no...
    lurveruinsit lurveruinsit 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    Oh man! Rawr I really wanna drive, but I can't yet ); one more year to go, lucky bro can get his international driving license end of this year, I anticipate putting my hands on a...
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    You don't really need someone to complete you. You just need someone to accept you.
    raldy raldy 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'm selfish? I was worth it. You were too conceited to realize that.
    gurldeleted gurldeleted 41-45, F 9 hrs ago

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    Hey I'm 15 I'll be 16 in about a week I'm gay and looking for a relationship and friends also. But mainly a relationship. I will usually reply if I don't it bc I'm not on or haven...
    sebastianandrew sebastianandrew 16-17, M 6 hrs ago

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    I have never been touched by a girl before. it is really quite sad. if desperate there's brothels in nevada(not vegas) that have about 5 legal brothels with legal prostitution but...
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    don't just love for the reason that you need someone beside you or to cuddle with or to brag about. love someone because you love her/him and that you wouldn't want it any other...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 55 mins ago

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    iamfreedom iamfreedom 18-21, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    One of my internet friends from Morocco fell out with me last night :( It was over a stupid comment I made. I offended him and I apologised to him today. I also said "I hope we...
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    I want to travel the world. I want to write a book. I want to learn everything. I want to research if parallel dimensions existed. I want to live in a fantasy world...was what is...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I want to learn to surf someday and I want a necklace of bear fangs as my only accessory I would wear almost every day. I like making random beats and songs out of anything to my...
    RainMazerra RainMazerra 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    I can't take the fighting anymore. I want to run away. The fighting the yelling. The emotional and mental abuse. I can't do it anymore. It's too much, and I don't want to stay here...
    Anna2852 Anna2852 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago