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I Want This To Stop

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    Stoooooop!!!

    Too many things to list - simply put, "I want this to stop".
    Kittah Kittah 31-35, F Nov 7, 2011

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    ...i just said this out loud to myself (yes i talk to myself sometimes in private). my head is (due to my mental illnesses and command hallucinations and negative impressions...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 23 mins ago

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    A girl made me blow my load when i was 16 at school, just by pressing her leg or feet against my upper outer thigh, could she have been doing it on purpose/knew what happened/was...
    Th3Notorious Th3Notorious 18-21, M 53 mins ago

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    My name was Veil, I was one out of twenty children selected to live in a subspace called "The Portal Gardens" and save everything. Or try to. This is important! The war is still...
    Brightfire101 Brightfire101 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    I know that I am a dirty pervert but I like to be honest. I don't need to see any skin or sexy pictures of a women. Most of the time her smile is enough to get me going. I use to...
    Koogerboy Koogerboy 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    this is me, I don't care for make up or use filters in my phone. I stopped caring how people saw me when I started college. I would like to know what you think because everyone...
    luv2pee23 luv2pee23 18-21, F 43 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    To The Girl Who Stole My HeartYou're the first person I think about.In the morning after I eat and go out.When I jump in the shower to wash my body and head.And the last, after...
    theophilusmartins theophilusmartins 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    I can't stop! I cant wait to see him soon and give him a huge kiss on the cheek. I think about everything about him. :)
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    You do not need another person to complete you. You need to be happy with who you are, right now. Learn to be alone. Learn to thrive alone. Yes, it is nice to have someone in your...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 6 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I didn't expect this. This wasn't in my plans. This wasn't supposed to happen, I had my heart on ice, my walls up high, all I wanted was a little fun, distraction. I wanted to feel...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    This isn't what the title makes it sound like. I am 16 and I want to be teenager because it feels like I haven't yet. I'm just wondering if anyone else feels like this - like we...
    notquitehuman notquitehuman 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I met someone like that once. His name was Randy. He knew I struggled with mental illnesses and rook advantage of it every moment I spent with him. He would always say I was the...
    Nmetb Nmetb 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    1. If I get something, I get it right away. If I don't, I will probably never understand it. 2. I have entirely too much knowledge for my own good. 3. I stopped writing when my...
    monsterchic monsterchic 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want to stop lying but its so hard.I lie about everything under the sun.I lie to Mom, Priscilla, Chassidy, Andrew, Ayesha,boyfriend, Kari,stepdad, Daddy, stepmom, Mike, boss...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am upset and having anxiety.My ex called me and told me he wants to take my 'newborn' son out for the weekend to stay with him and his racist mother on a two hour drive. Is this...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I tried over the years several times, throwing away many pretty clothes only to go get more and more, i realized and accepted the inner feminine girl in me and that i am and want...
    alexiswcd alexiswcd 56-60, T 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F a week ago

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    Just a fantasy: My week of feminization with my Aunt turned into the full summer. I wore pretty panties and camisoles every day. I loved being able to wear pretty summer dresses...
    julia09 julia09 56-60, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I seriously need to slow down on how much I'm eating...because I eat and eat and eat then forget how much I ate and keep going :O the only way I seem to really be motivated to...
    cherriberri cherriberri 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    RELENTLESSLY HAUNTED by every instance of poor judgement or just common errors. Can't turn my mind off, I just relive every single moment! Even ones looong forgotten by people who...
    HollowBravado HollowBravado 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Although years have gone by ,i will always remember my art teacher in school.im going to refer to him as John. When i was at secondary school i hadnt been there long when i...
    thetideisturning000 thetideisturning000 36-40, F Jan 27

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    I hate when people hurt you and vow to stay away, but then come back with another account. Stop lying to people, stop being an ***, and especially stay the hell away from me.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I understand this is a mainly free site and EP needs to make profit but the commercials, especially a couple or more videos playing at the same time are very intrusive. When one...
    Fmina Fmina 51-55, F 7 Responses Jan 26

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    Rite now im 19, and my gf is 15. We are deeply in loveee, it seems like we been dating forr years. Wen we first, she had a bf but I liked her wanted her. We still kinda but then...
    Legend1boyy Legend1boyy 18-21 1 Response Jan 26

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    I want to start exercising and eating healthy, the only problem is that I can't stop eating fast food i.e. fries, burgers, chips. I try to cook but I get sick of eating the same...
    fosterpaste fosterpaste 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 25

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    Everything fell apart before me, everything and everyone I loved has completely fallen apart. My entire world has been taken from me and the worst part was that I could have...
    SecretPulse SecretPulse 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I found this article on the internet and i found it very useful. I can never understand if I love myself enough, even if I am a very self confident woman (yes, the two things can...
    ellaison ellaison 22-25, F Jan 24

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    I highly recommend you to read this http://m.wikihow.com/Stop-Self-Harming Even if you think that it's bullsh*t.
    ghostdolly ghostdolly 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Place your hand over your heart. You feel that? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason, so don’t ever give up.The person who completes suicide, dies once...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23

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    But then, who is? It's very rare to find anyone who actually gets to where they wanted to go by this point. No reason to moan about it, though. When I was a little kid I'd imagine...
    HuntressX23 HuntressX23 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I found this personality test on SummerWind18’s profile and thought it was kind of interesting. On most tests of this sort, you’re typically presented with a series of...
    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    Well if your female I have hope for you. I will be 40 next month and have never, ever truly wanted children. This was tested when I was 24 and got pregnant fr a casual relationship...
    Childfreetx Childfreetx 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 22

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    At some point you have to stop being so angry, you have to stop being so sad, you have to stop killing yourself and start being gentle with yourself. At some point you just have...
    MissQueenB MissQueenB 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 22

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    They didn't really raise my brothers and I. They provided us with clothing, food, entertainment. You know the stuff you need , but when it came down to actually teaching us wrong...
    Forsakenbeauty33 Forsakenbeauty33 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    i was born on the 23rd of December, 1998. my parents were 18 (mum) and 21 (dad). they fought a lot throughout my first few years and i still have fragments of memory from this time...
    dontknowwhattomakemyname dontknowwhattomakemyname 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Unhealthy and tragic, that's what our love is. But it's strong, the strongest I've ever felt. So what do do you do with that? What do you do with a love that is so strong and...
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