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I Want This To Stop

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    Stoooooop!!!

    Too many things to list - simply put, "I want this to stop".
    Kittah Kittah 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    I detest my audible hallucinations the ones

    that belittle and make me stay up until approx 0420, no doubt I'll be up longer because they have nothing better to do. I'm tired nay exhausted, but alas, they keep screaming.
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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