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I Want This To Stop

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    Stoooooop!!!

    Too many things to list - simply put, "I want this to stop".
    Kittah Kittah 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    I detest my audible hallucinations the ones

    that belittle and make me stay up until approx 0420, no doubt I'll be up longer because they have nothing better to do. I'm tired nay exhausted, but alas, they keep screaming.
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 13, 2014

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
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    it's getting worse since it has been raining last night. i need to get good sleeeeeeep!! please..stop it.grrrr
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