I Want This To Stop

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    Stoooooop!!!

    Too many things to list - simply put, "I want this to stop".
    Kittah Kittah
    31-35, F
    Nov 7, 2011

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    VioletVivid VioletVivid
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    16-17, M
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    PhoenixTearz PhoenixTearz
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    thendofmisery thendofmisery
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