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I Want To Actually Live To Be The Person I Am

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    I Am Lost

    This is not who I am. The guy who was a few months back, the same guy who never feared anything, never felt like giving up. I just wanted to go back and live it again. Yes, it is not possible and no way to achieve it, but still I wanted to do it. I am completely unaware of the...
    redmaniac redmaniac 22-25, M Sep 25, 2012

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    Why Can't I Be Me? Without People Being Negative...

    I can't even be me around people...There's just to many secrets and all of these lies I tell them to fit into there little world...and its really tiring to keep up with it all, and if people could just accept people for who we are there wouldn't be these problems. All I want to...
    britishpielover britishpielover 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    Glow Girl

    I get tangled a lot. The erratic way I write here is the way I think and the way I speak. (Those of you who have spoken to me can attest to that. :-) What this translates to in my life is a very disorganized mind that works overtime to compensate for the sheer volume of thoughts...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow 31-35, F 9 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    Urgh This Website

    i dont get it im getting more stress then what i was when i found this site !
    fallenangel80 fallenangel80 31-35, F Sep 21, 2012

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    I've felt the heavy chains of duty for as long as I can remember. I've done what I was expected to do forgetting that maybe I should have first done what was best for me and my...
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    I remember the first time I realized I wanted to die. I was in fourth grade. I had a dream in relation to a book we were reading in class. A women was about to execute me and some...
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    today was one of those days, where i found myself staring into a blank point in space without seeing anything, and i considered the notion of suicide. but the problem is, i don't...
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    I just want to live in Sweden with no reasons. If it's possible in the country side in a big house with a lake view. I'd like that I can have a chance to do that!
    Puretwilight Puretwilight 26-30, F Jan 3

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    always wanted to live home at 18 and at 27 still here
    thejoyprovider thejoyprovider 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I want to live in world where everyone is welcome and treated equally, nature is everywhere, And there isn't excessive deforestation. No one is greedy or hungry, everyone is nice...
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    I try everything to stay 14 forever.......to finally see this world grow, I don't want to die,I want to live as long as life:/
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    I want to live in London too It's My dream ........
    riya101 riya101 22-25, F Jan 16

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    Some time ago I read this article on some website, theunboundedspirit.com There's nothing new, but in my opinion the article is very well written. It made me think... 1. The...
    DiscoveringTheTruth DiscoveringTheTruth 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    Since we're kids, we don't fully understand life. We just observe, try to discover new things, and we're always having fun. The problem is when we grow up. We realize life is too...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 9

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    I can't accept that life is short. I can't accept that... It's hard. You just want to grab someone you love and tell them how much you love them and how much they mean to you...
    undeadsuperhero undeadsuperhero 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    She was a shy, and a dainty breakable one. A girl who looked lost, and too shy to compare any of her beauty. Walking down sealed halls did her lungs build formations of the...
    shhhX shhhX 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    So yesterday was my birthday and I can honestly say that it was simultaneously the better and worse I've had in my entire life. If it hadn't have been for my friends and family...
    Babygirl872901 Babygirl872901 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I don't appreciate people when they judge someone with their appearance but not their feelings. It feels like they want to rule that person for rest of their life
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    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    "Sugar Mountain" - Neil Young Oh, to live on Sugar Mountain With the barkers and the colored balloons, You can't be twenty on Sugar Mountain Though you're thinking that you're...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    Life is a beautiful gift. Even through all of the problems and struggles, life can be gorgeous when we step back, take our minds away from our daily lives, and just enjoy the...
    Lala365 Lala365 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Why do we rely on dumb quotes and trite sayings when we are sad or struggling? Like we get encouragement from something someone said once. It shines some new light on our...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I am that kind of adventurous soul ...that doesnt like to rest ...i like to feel my blood boil ...i want to fly ...i want to fall ...but never stop !!! I want to wake up everyday...
    FreedomVirus FreedomVirus 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    "This false self is never happy or fulfilled for long." An EP user suggested Ekhart Tolle to me and I am very grateful. I wanted to share "living in the now" in this experience...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I need a lot of changes done to my life. One major one is taking charge of my own life rather then letting others run it for me. Another thing I would like to see happen is to...
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    Struggling with motivation. I feel mentally exhausted. I hope these feelings pass soon. I don't want to do anything. I feel worthless and like there's nothing to keep me going...
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    I live in West Yorkshire in the United Kingdom. I am currently planning and gearing about for a LONG term survival trip. Go back to how we were MEANT to live. Any advice or company...
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    But do I just have to die? You don't love me. And living a life where is absolutely no hope of being considered by you is a torture I can't take anymore. But I wish I cud live...
    EternalWanderer EternalWanderer 31-35, F Jan 6

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    I mean think about it we spend 12-13 years in grades school just to get out of that school and go into another, and then we work for the rest of our lives. I have one life and I...
    mstv1112 mstv1112 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I want. No need to leave civilisation as soon as possible. All this materialism I hate it. Working to get paid to buy useless shite I hate. Working to pay for food isn't how it...
    livelovewild livelovewild 16-17, M Jan 8

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    many people keep asking me "Would you live forever and immortal if you could?" my answer always yes. and they said, damn, why, you would witness so many sad thing, you would suffer...
    11f3 11f3 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    In a couple years I plan to leave& truly live in the wilderness. Can anyone just tell me if they know where any "communities of people living in the wilderness are? I don't want to...
    Britiz Britiz 70+, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    My father is a conspiracy theorist who doesn't care about anything except my sister and me. However, he doesn't bathe, he let all of his teeth rot out, he never cleans up after...
    peanutturtle peanutturtle 26-30, F Jan 16

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    After recently ridding my life of the toxic marriage I was in I'm feeling amazing! I'm starting to feel like exploring things I've always been a little too afraid to do. I've...
    wheretooranywhere wheretooranywhere 31-35, F Jan 18

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    The only thing keeping me from suicide is my lack of independence. If I had more money and didn't live in the city, I'd find a way... I hate living such a boring and meaningless...
    dinorap1 dinorap1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    We all dream, we all wish sometime's wish's don't work, i would kindly watch tv without hearing murdering. I would love to sit with my girlfriend and play in the park. I would love...
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    Life is way to short.. I live my life to fullest.. So many people are closed minded.. Why.. Just enjoy life.. We only have one life why not enjoy it..
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    Time to log off permanently and live life to the fullest fill my notification bell
    AlphaGrey AlphaGrey 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    mstenvinkel mstenvinkel 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 9

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