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I Want To Actually Live To Be The Person I Am

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    Why Can't I Be Me? Without People Being Negative...

    I can't even be me around people...There's just to many secrets and all of these lies I tell them to fit into there little world...and its really tiring to keep up with it all, and if people could just accept people for who we are there wouldn't be these problems. All I want to...
    britishpielover britishpielover 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    Glow Girl

    I get tangled a lot. The erratic way I write here is the way I think and the way I speak. (Those of you who have spoken to me can attest to that. :-) What this translates to in my life is a very disorganized mind that works overtime to compensate for the sheer volume of thoughts...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow 31-35, F 9 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    This is not who I am. The guy who was a few months back, the same guy who never feared anything, never felt like giving up. I just wanted to go back and live it again. Yes, it is not possible and no way to achieve it, but still I wanted to do it. I am completely unaware of the...
    redmaniac redmaniac 22-25, M Sep 25, 2012

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    Urgh This Website

    i dont get it im getting more stress then what i was when i found this site !
    fallenangel80 fallenangel80 31-35, F Sep 21, 2012

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    I want to live in a small village in Southern France because i've been going to the same spot every year since i was 6 for pur vacation,it feels like home. Unlike where I live now
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    How long to you want to live in this world? I've thought about it and the answer has always been the same. I don't want to live another second. You're so young when you're 30...
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    I don't know why but I just want to live all alone in a small apartment or a studio. Earn little and be at peace. I'm sick of everyone around me and I want to get rid of all the...
    bar206 bar206 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I want to live in Israel..Jerusalem or Tel Aviv.
    dcguy123 dcguy123 36-40, M a week ago

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    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I actually am saving now to live in Spain after college and my teaching career is finished. It'll be 20 years or so, but it's going to happen. :)
    LostSoulx3 LostSoulx3 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    MiniMe57 MiniMe57 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    rsco6969 rsco6969 22-25, M Sep 10

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    DANTESSTORM DANTESSTORM 36-40, M Sep 20

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    BIackyChan BIackyChan 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 21

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes, you just need to take a step back when life gets crazy; breathe in, breathe out and just "be." I have become a much more positive person lately by just simply living...
    Anxiousgirl13 Anxiousgirl13 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    There's this funny thing in life. People needed people. You, me, everyone else relies on someone for comfort and to be happy with life. I don't really know about anything that...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I don't know why it took me so long to realize how good life can be. I was such a pessimist for such a long time! And since I had a bad attitude I was also lazy. This year has been...
    alcool91 alcool91 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    If I died tomorrow night. Would you care? Would I? Would she? Who am I kidding, you have no reason to care, and everyone has to have a reason... Naturally she wouldn't cause she...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    EastTNNudist EastTNNudist 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Do you believe life is more about the moments we experience than the things we collect or have? I do and I feel challenged to live by that value. Why? I live with a woman that...
    spiritnow spiritnow 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 10

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    Well I now currently live in Myanmar (Or Burma), which is probably the most amazing country iv ever lived in.
    SophieSeal SophieSeal 26-30, T Sep 11

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 10 Responses Sep 14

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    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F Sep 15

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 3

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    wintersecret wintersecret 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 14

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