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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    Glow Girl

    I get tangled a lot. The erratic way I write here is the way I think and the way I speak. (Those of you who have spoken to me can attest to that. :-) What this translates to in my life is a very disorganized mind that works overtime to compensate for the sheer volume of thoughts...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    This is not who I am. The guy who was a few months back, the same guy who never feared anything, never felt like giving up. I just wanted to go back and live it again. Yes, it is not possible and no way to achieve it, but still I wanted to do it. I am completely unaware of the...
    redmaniac redmaniac 22-25, M Sep 25, 2012

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    Why Can't I Be Me? Without People Being Negative...

    I can't even be me around people...There's just to many secrets and all of these lies I tell them to fit into there little world...and its really tiring to keep up with it all, and if people could just accept people for who we are there wouldn't be these problems. All I want to...
    britishpielover britishpielover 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    Urgh This Website

    i dont get it im getting more stress then what i was when i found this site !
    fallenangel80 fallenangel80 31-35, F Sep 21, 2012

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    Lol it's all I've ever wanted.... To live in the USA, have an American husband, cute little American children lmao I mean... What's wrong with that? :)
    MissLorii MissLorii 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 19

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    do you know the feeling like you dont want to live anymore? i mean lately Ive been feeling nothing, the things that used to make me happy doesnt anymore, Im not sad,but not happy...
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    XeniaFedmov XeniaFedmov 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Pineapple3000 Pineapple3000 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    whitenut whitenut 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well it sounds great, but it's just getting there. I'm making baby steps. started swimming and walking. I told my spouse I was a fat ball. He said I was his butterball, sweet. I...
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