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I Want To Actually Live To Be The Person I Am

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    I Am Lost

    This is not who I am. The guy who was a few months back, the same guy who never feared anything, never felt like giving up. I just wanted to go back and live it again. Yes, it is not possible and no way to achieve it, but still I wanted to do it. I am completely unaware of the...
    redmaniac redmaniac 22-25, M Sep 25, 2012

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    Urgh This Website

    i dont get it im getting more stress then what i was when i found this site !
    fallenangel80 fallenangel80 31-35, F Sep 21, 2012

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    Why Can't I Be Me? Without People Being Negative...

    I can't even be me around people...There's just to many secrets and all of these lies I tell them to fit into there little world...and its really tiring to keep up with it all, and if people could just accept people for who we are there wouldn't be these problems. All I want to...
    britishpielover britishpielover 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    Glow Girl

    I get tangled a lot. The erratic way I write here is the way I think and the way I speak. (Those of you who have spoken to me can attest to that. :-) What this translates to in my life is a very disorganized mind that works overtime to compensate for the sheer volume of thoughts...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    It is thought-provoking to me, to look back over my childhood and realize that all I ever wanted was to run away. Don't misunderstand; I did not have a bad childhood, as they go...
    disastercupcake disastercupcake 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    I was in my English class waiting for the bell for lunch to go by listening to music alone when someone I dislike comes up to me and starts singing the "so lonely" song. I decided...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M Feb 3

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    I want to live overseas alone within 3 months to take deep breath , relax and meet new friends to amuse with them
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    I can really enjoy little things like rain and snow or seeing the first flowers of the spring again. It just gives me a really happy feeling for a little bit. But at the same time...
    kindofmagic kindofmagic 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Is vulnerability weakness? I thought it was until I listened to Daring Greatly by Brene Brown. Brown challenges everything we think we know about vulnerability and based on...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I am tired of retreating into myself. I am tired of reliving the heartbreak that I have experienced from the time that I get up until the time that I go to bed. I need to learn...
    2020dreamscreen 2020dreamscreen 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    Things have been difficult for me over the years. College is not working out for me. It just isn't worth my time and money. Job searching is tiresome and, lets face it, extremely...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I resolve to live life fearlessly. So many people act so predictably. Why are they so predictable? Because they are all motivated by the same things, self preservation and fear...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Wanted to share some of my favorites from an interesting and thought provoking read by Sam Harris (author, philosopher, and neuroscientist). “There is now little question that...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 19

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    I'm planning on dropping my current life and starting over in a tiny town in the Canadian wilderness. I'm burned out by life. I have to go away if I'm going to preserve myself...
    Undeadly Undeadly 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I want to actually get stuff done! I want to be remembered not by just my future children but by things I created. I want people to random talk about me without ever having known...
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I often think about moving abroad, maybe just for a few years. But you can't tell if you'd not want to come back.... It just seems like such an upheaval and you have to leave...
    PixieDust2015 PixieDust2015 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    For the longest time, I didn't know what to do in life. Although i enjoy a lot with my family and friends, I felt left out because all of them had a plan and they seem to know...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    we can't control our past and future..but we can control our present.. i like reading biography books especially journey of their life..i hope one day i can write my own book to...
    myselfhere myselfhere 22-25, F Feb 15

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    For some time now, I have wanted to remove myself from today's society. I love nature and animals and have wanted to learn how to live and survive in it. Once I have that...
    WildernessAndNature WildernessAndNature 16-17, M Feb 12

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    wow .....E.P so helps me yo realise my own faults and helps me to be a better person . with so much support I'll die happy .... thank you thank you .. ....... I now realise...
    MariaAmor1 MariaAmor1 18-21 1 Response Feb 9

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    Looking forward to this weekend. With all the shoveling of snow and the cold weather the non nude people have not left the house. Well that all change this weekend. As soon as...
    L2BANBM L2BANBM 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    Laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the moment! Live, laugh, love, forgive & forget. Life is too short to live with regrets.
    cat20079 cat20079 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    Why can't I just live and not care what other people think of me. I feel judged when someone stares at me. They think I don't notice but I do. I've felt that vibe far to many...
    trulyspoken trulyspoken 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Me, two more guys, and two girls are making plans to live in the Alabama wilderness as a tribe. We are looking for either another couple or a single girl to go with us to even out...
    readytoprimitive readytoprimitive 18-21 1 Response Feb 8

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    Anime lovers will know what I'm talking about.. Those who don't, Sword Art Online! I would thrive.. Somewhere where I had to take my life into my own hands, where I could fight for...
    WolfieParks WolfieParks 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    This sounds greedy and maybe it is. Technology and our understanding of the world around us is growing at an alarming rate. This being said it has been proven that all animals...
    ianbrewman ianbrewman 26-30, T 1 Response Feb 13

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    Live everyday as if it's your last, because one day you will be right
    Dazzer2K Dazzer2K 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    Forgive me if this sounds too story'ish . but here it goes There I was trying to catch some sleep. Eyes closed darkness - Wondered about Life without eyesight , without Sound...
    iscapegoat iscapegoat 18-21, M Feb 5

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    Life gets harder and lonelier each day. I suffer with mental and physical issues. So you see why it's hard to wanna live.
    freshlove freshlove 31-35, M a week ago

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    Or at least my version of fullest.. Do you have a motto in life? After my parents' divorce, my life motto became 'no matter what, no regrets'. Sometime early last year i went for a...
    zalynnzach zalynnzach 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Money and power are but just one of the reasons why people becomes greed. Why people had to sacrifice. Why people do filthy things just to gain a lot of wealth. I won't deny, we...
    ShadesofWhite67 ShadesofWhite67 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I need a way to die I can afford n please no try to live positive advice
    Ghost10236 Ghost10236 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    Would like to know if anyone wanna live in jungle with me for a month or maybe longer please pm me
    garryliew90 garryliew90 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    life's riding is good. You ride down the life's highway... it's a roller coaster you try to have fun along the way no matter how hard it may seem we learn to cherish this life like...
    Phyphy Phyphy 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Well it's a strange world and its funny how you can go from one life to another. Glad I am getting done with one and moving forward with the other. Day 1 in my new life. Live life...
    scifiguy scifiguy 36-40, M 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    Over 30 years of big city living and the noise, quick-pace and unfriendliness as well as the huge expense of city living is finally getting to me. It's time to plan to move out...
    singlemom1254 singlemom1254 36-40 Feb 13

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    I don't see the point anymore. What is life? I know that pain is supposed to make you stronger but it's made me too weak now. I used to want a lot in life, I wanted to do things...
    XxMisguidedxGhostxX XxMisguidedxGhostxX 13-15, F 7 Responses Feb 21

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    I do and I want to have my dearest friends by my side. I love them all so much, I thought I'd write something silly... As I sit here drinking my EXPRESSO, I am thankful I have a...
    RedTearsFall RedTearsFall 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I want little blue birds to help me get dressed in the morning :) Good morning everybody!
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 20 Responses Feb 6

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    We can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind Coz' if your friends don't dance and if they don't dance then they're no friends of mine
    DorkyGuy90 DorkyGuy90 22-25, M Feb 18

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    I'm so done with keeping to myself and being reserved. I just want to have fun in life and life a memorable one.
    21falloutsatthedisco 21falloutsatthedisco 16-17, F Feb 20

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    I was watching rise of the guardians and I thought that I wanted to be jack frost so after watching it I didn't slept and I fell in a existential crisis what do I do !!!!!
    maikkra maikkra 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    ive wanted to do this for a while, anyone in washington? looking for a group like minded people here.
    loudawg420 loudawg420 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I want a house with my friend. Her and I will pay rent. Preferably a 2 bedroom house with nobody else living there. It'd be perfect! However, this is going to take a lot of...
    WishMeLuck15 WishMeLuck15 13-15, F 4 days ago

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