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I Want To Actually Live To Be The Person I Am

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    Glow Girl

    I get tangled a lot. The erratic way I write here is the way I think and the way I speak. (Those of you who have spoken to me can attest to that. :-) What this translates to in my life is a very disorganized mind that works overtime to compensate for the sheer volume of thoughts...
    onceandfutureglow onceandfutureglow 31-35, F 9 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    Why Can't I Be Me? Without People Being Negative...

    I can't even be me around people...There's just to many secrets and all of these lies I tell them to fit into there little world...and its really tiring to keep up with it all, and if people could just accept people for who we are there wouldn't be these problems. All I want to...
    britishpielover britishpielover 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I Am Lost

    This is not who I am. The guy who was a few months back, the same guy who never feared anything, never felt like giving up. I just wanted to go back and live it again. Yes, it is not possible and no way to achieve it, but still I wanted to do it. I am completely unaware of the...
    redmaniac redmaniac 22-25, M Sep 25, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    Urgh This Website

    i dont get it im getting more stress then what i was when i found this site !
    fallenangel80 fallenangel80 31-35, F Sep 21, 2012

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    I Am Christine

    and I want to live life as a woman to dress and act like one and to have a husband to be sexy to be wined and dined and treated like a lady
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T Nov 23, 2012

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    I never wanted to live. I can't even begin to explain the identification I have to this sentence. For many, many years I wanted nothing more then to not exist to feel nothing to...
    endlessinnerbeauty endlessinnerbeauty 22-25, F Sep 13

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    We are not truly free. We live in a world full of restrictions and prohibitions. We pay to exist. How can one be truly happy living this way. Armed with this new found realisation...
    Wildfocus Wildfocus 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I don't want to live my life in a holding pattern, neither good, nor bad... just existing. Barely holding on until the next trial lays me flat once more. I want to live my life...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 2

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    My parents just told me I better stop listening to this kind of music (muse, radiohead, etc) because it's to depressive "for my age", and because I am just writing lyrics like this...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 13 hrs ago

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    I don't know why but I just want to live all alone in a small apartment or a studio. Earn little and be at peace. I'm sick of everyone around me and I want to get rid of all the...
    bar206 bar206 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    For some reason, I suddenly want to live in Argentina
    Experiencevisionary Experiencevisionary 13-15, M Aug 22

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    A Question for the candidates in the 2014 Senate Race: The single most important issue facing America, its government, its economy and its people is, undeniably, an issue virtually...
    icDavey icDavey 56-60, M Sep 12

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    as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. you'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. you'll...
    alifia alifia 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    And i don't actually. But sometimes that can get boring, too.
    stonedalone stonedalone 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I wanna travel the world. First stop: Paris, France. Mostly because I'm in my first year of French and by the 4th year, I will hopefully be fluent in the language. Also, I think...
    MiniMe57 MiniMe57 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    At age 13 I was self harming and keeping it secret until my 14th birthday I tried to kill myself for many years I've been fighting my mind to live yet what's the point? I'm 22 now...
    rsco6969 rsco6969 22-25, M Sep 10

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    In my perfect world there is a diverse culture but only one belief and that's to do good and be good. There is no mortal that will do harm or cause harm to you. No one is perceived...
    DANTESSTORM DANTESSTORM 36-40, M 12 hrs ago

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    I never asked to be conceived and born. I hate my life so damn much! My mom hates me, my dad molested me and abused me and then left me, my sisters call me names all the time and...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I don't know why it took me so long to realize how good life can be. I was such a pessimist for such a long time! And since I had a bad attitude I was also lazy. This year has been...
    alcool91 alcool91 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    If I died tomorrow night. Would you care? Would I? Would she? Who am I kidding, you have no reason to care, and everyone has to have a reason... Naturally she wouldn't cause she...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    It is back to school time, and the non nudist ones are heading out during the day. That is great news for me. Once the last one left out of the house and was on the school bus, I...
    L2BANBM L2BANBM 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I mean like why not end that like now ... If I suicide no one would even notice .. Or maybe just one person would .. But .. I can't take this anymore .. I wish someone was there...
    frozenteer frozenteer 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Basically what I want to do is set up an organisation that promotes and makes it a reality for people to live in the wild. Hunter-gatherer style. A way of life that doesn't harm...
    Christianmckenna Christianmckenna 16-17, M Sep 7

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    I want to go on a road trip and just not give a hoot about anything. I want to go with lively people who love to dance and have fun and aren't afraid of the world or being...
    killingallparamedics killingallparamedics 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    We are all going to die one day we might as well live life to the fullest. If you are suffering and thinking your life is meaningless, it's not! Live life and forget your worries...
    SweetAussie SweetAussie 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I just took the "WHICH U.S. CITY SHOULD YOU LIVE IN?" and I got San Diego! What is it like to live in this city?
    JAD01 JAD01 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    I was taking pictures today because it had been a while since I took the time to capture a moment and I realized the most obvious, but scariest thing ever: I'm not going to be...
    Mirabal19 Mirabal19 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    My wish. I've been there on 2011 and fall in love with New Zealand. How I miss bring there ad how I wish I could live there. Anyone here know how to get a job and live there? I don...
    Jojopay Jojopay 26-30 1 Response Sep 5

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    One of my life dreams is to either live at Caliente Clothing Optional community/resort or live in Cap d Adge, France known as "the naked city".
    EastTNNudist EastTNNudist 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Do you believe life is more about the moments we experience than the things we collect or have? I do and I feel challenged to live by that value. Why? I live with a woman that...
    spiritnow spiritnow 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 10

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    Well I now currently live in Myanmar (Or Burma), which is probably the most amazing country iv ever lived in.
    SophieSeal SophieSeal 26-30, T Sep 11

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know that books are figments of someones imagination- I would know, I'm a writer myself. Regardless though, there are some worlds that I just wished that I lived in. It seems...
    Rememberthescript Rememberthescript 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i dont belong here, i feel fre in the nature and it´s where i wanna live. i wanna live freely and fully where i belong and it´s not here
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    She Isn't Cruel. She's All Heart. I've lived by her my whole life, even when I was in other towns. You don't grow up with the sea and ever lose it. You can tell the scent 20 miles...
    notext notext 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    The people that surround me 24-7 ... Live to work even on days off. Grrrrrrrrrr rawr. ! I feel like a lion in a cage because quality time sux 24/7. It's like how do you change...
    PillsNpotion PillsNpotion 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    But they wont let us. Slavery lives. The lords are the haves. And the slaves are the have nots. The poor get no protection. We get broken but not fixed. An ep...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 22

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    I stay on this planet for the ones I love. I live for them. They are the only reason I breath. But if they weren't around, I wouldn't be here, I don't tell many people about this...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I am bursting out to just live and do crazy things. Just have no one to share the experience with. My friends are too chilled.
    Findingmylittleself Findingmylittleself 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    Who knows ... when life stops living you so its better to live it as your last second, last minute, last hour and last day !
    darkpassion darkpassion 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    This is my backyard in Alaska (lake iliamna) my grandmother (Gram) Anecia Wassillie owns a lot of this beautiful land, my grandfather (Uppa) Alex Wassillie is the chief of our...
    AlaskanBeautyQueen AlaskanBeautyQueen 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    Everyone says I know how you feel "But!" I wrote this poem when I was 13 if you understand it then you will know your not alone and now I'm 33 not happy but alive. SMILE The...
    MyTest MyTest 31-35, F Aug 26

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    For years I have wanted to sack off society; it's broken, every part of modern life is dominated by money. I have written a lot of private stuff on my views and opinions of our...
    Wildfocus Wildfocus 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I would love to live in the fantasy world I created. :)
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'd love to just take a month and just see if I could do it, to be able to survive and live off the land.. It would be quite the challenge that I'm more than willing to take on!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 3

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