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I Want to Allow Myself to Be Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 69 People

    To Love Or Not to Love

    Hi, through life I have made friends ,lost friends, and not have any friends at all calling to ask me to do things. I loose friends because they ether move away or die. Right now my friends live to far away and are to busy for me. My social life consist of when I see people at...
    Luv4SouthAfrica Luv4SouthAfrica 21-25, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Allow Myself To Be Loved...

    Maybe that's why most people who I allow to love me, end up back-stabbing me.and maybe, that's why I back-stab some people. and maybe, it's because they allow my love, that they get back-stabbed by me.Love...such an interesting feeling, it can make you want to die, laugh, be...
    PuppetArtist PuppetArtist 13-15, M Feb 1, 2011

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    Me

    give  me the love ..im always pushing people away
    HeLpLeSsPiXiE HeLpLeSsPiXiE 13-15, F Apr 27, 2009

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    I'm Getting Stronger

    Well my boss left the office.  I guess yesterday was his birthday.  I would say something.  I swear I would try and be nice but I feel like if I do then he'll take it the wrong way. My boss is a nice guy.  I think he thought being a business...
    nique26 nique26 36-40, F Jan 18, 2009

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    Sometimes I Wish I Understood....

    Love makes people weird, they act weird, they forget what's even going on sometimes. They go along thinking they like someone and they like someone else. It is hard to understand. I hope that in the future I can understand what love should be. I am confused a bit. I have an...
    Christian02 Christian02 22-25, F Oct 31, 2012

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    Me And Love Don't Mix Well

    I never feel loved by myself, my god, by my friends or family or whatever. I can never feel love, it's so weird. It's like I am immune to love
    HeavenHearts HeavenHearts 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2011

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    Pizazz

    I think I'm too romantic. Without the pizazz of a fairytale romance I won't let myself fall in love. I need the stability and assurance that comes with the unconditional love of love at first sight in nearly all romance movies.
    CleoShilu CleoShilu 18-21, F Jan 17, 2009

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    Made a Lotta Progress

    A LOT!  I mean, if you had told me 5 years ago I'd be with an amazing man and letting him explore the depths of my heart, I would have laughed in your face because there was no way I was gonna let somebody come that close to me.
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    I want love so bad. And I believe I've found it in my boyfriend. But alas, being a terrible, trauma filled person does not let you love or be loved easily, and every day is a...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Everyone wants to be loved and desires to feel affection from someone. I am loved by my son and my father. I know that I am loved by God and that should be sufficient, however; I...
    laylagirl1 laylagirl1 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 30

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    i want to be loved, i feel like i have never really been loved. maybe something is wrong with me? i don't know, but i want to be loved and i want to love them back
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    I want to be loved I want the boy that from first glance I knew I would grow to love to hold me, to tell me that I'll be okay, that I'm his and he's mine. I want to be loved
    ttn159 ttn159 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm attractive, well educated, compassionate and very nice woman. Unfortunately that hasn't made me happy in life or any more loved. I absolutely despise the men I become involved...
    FlowerMorning FlowerMorning 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    I want to be somebody's perfect.... I want somebody to love me so much that they couldn't imagine being without me. Everything they've ever dreamed of all in one. I want to be in...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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    Just once in my life.. i want to feel loved.. without giving all that effort.. just want to smile.. everytime i think of him.. i want to feel light and happy.. everytime i do think...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    I feel like as of now everyone judges me And no one cares about how I would feel when they say hurtful things. I just want to feel loved
    anne678 anne678 16-17, F Nov 30

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    I want to be loved unconditionally. I've never had that in my life. I'm about to turn 25 and I thought my life would be a lot different growing up. Hopefully soon I can start my...
    Larissa15 Larissa15 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 12

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    Everyone wants to be loved, but once you start trying to go after couples, and married men and women...Then you sir/ma'am have a personal problem, and need help o__0
    OfSweetestNothings OfSweetestNothings 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I want to feel loved again. It's such an amazing feeling. I'm losing hope. I know one day I'll get it back. But when? Why must it take forever 😩
    unicornssbitchh unicornssbitchh 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't understand how a man and woman share passionate kisses,touches and love making, private thoughts and wonderful sexy time alone together and not be in love. How am I...
    bossvixen bossvixen 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    Each time we talk I have hopes that things will work out in my favor..I had no business falling for someone at work, but we all know sometimes the hearts does what it wants.. Have...
    roseloves roseloves 22-25 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    like all i want is to be loved the way i love myself....i want to return the love that a guy has for himself too....is that too much to ask for?
    lovabledoll lovabledoll 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    Hey future love of mi life/ future spousal unit/ future boo thang, For staters, I haven't come up with a good pet name to call you by. But I'm sure I'll figure something out...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    Am in a relationship where I am feeling more and more as if I am a convince to my bf. It will be five years this coming year and he has never proposed!!! The longer I am here I...
    pinkrose4414 pinkrose4414 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Okay so this guy i was dating for a year broke up with me in august because i moved an hour & 30 minutes away. He still says to me that he loves me & stuff but then i found out he...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    I want to be cherished for who I am. I want to be connected to someone on a deeper level than just this life. I'm capable of a love I have not yet been given the chance to give. A...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 20 Responses Dec 7

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    So young and yet I long to be loved. Especially around Christmas my jealousy peeks and the only thing I can do is weep over a soppy love story. Why is it that I already have this...
    RianneK RianneK 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    What I need is a guy who can handle the fact that I am insecure, I am jealous, if you give me a reason to be. Your attention should be on me, no other women. Your eyes should be...
    MissMakaylaCakes MissMakaylaCakes 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    It's tough when you've been in an amazing relationship where you've felt loved and love constantly. I cant help but compare the lack of love now to how things were then. It isn't...
    dissolution dissolution 22-25, F Dec 4

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    this is all I've ever wanted. Can't I be loved like I love you....
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    i want love and be loved is that a lot?
    narmer2015 narmer2015 22-25, M Dec 19

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    My music teacher kissed someone in my class today. Kissed her on the forehead... Admittedly, I was and still am a little jealous... I've never been loved like that. I wish I could...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    I wish I felt loved! Maybe someday.
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    Its days like this when its 1 in the morning and I cant seem to get away from my thoughts thats bother me. I'm always second to everyone I come in contact with. I give so many...
    n0rthernwind n0rthernwind 18-21, F Dec 20

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    What am i without love? i am an empty shell, a hollow vessel waiting to be filled, to be given purpose. i know this because i was loved once and for the only time in my life i felt...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Life is a ***** and I want out. I wna be cuddled. Want someone to hold me in this cold and love me.
    jasmin333 jasmin333 22-25, F Nov 30

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    I want to know how it feels when someone cuddles me, kisses me slowly, plays my hair, touches my cheeks, holds my hand and gives me back hugs. I want to find someone who can love...
    elel110993 elel110993 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I want to feel worth something. I want someone to accept me for my scars. I want someone to live my teenage years with. I know at my age, most don't even know what L O V E is. I...
    Anika1258 Anika1258 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I want a boyfriend who takes his time to learn and earn me..I want someone who's worthy to be spoiled with my love.
    Alisha39 Alisha39 16-17, F Dec 7

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    I am so depressed. I am lonely, and I'm gay, I want a boyfriend! And I can't live here anymore, I want to get out of this country! :(
    TommyRosellino TommyRosellino 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I just want someone to look past my exterior. I get I'm a difficult person to "love" or just romantically care about, but for once I want it to be me.
    PhantomWitch PhantomWitch 13-15, F Dec 18

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    Sure guys say they want you and they will always be there. They never are though. Waiting to be proved wrong but definitely not expecting it anytime soon if ever.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 28

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    I want someone to care plz don't scroll with out looking
    TBH3292 TBH3292 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I always ruin friendships I make so fast cuz of my stupid mouth.... Idek how I do it! I don't mean to..... I just suck at socializing I guess.... But I really want a friend or a...
    bigca1697 bigca1697 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I want to fall in love again
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M Dec 6

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    I want someone who is understanding accepting an loving
    1losthope 1losthope 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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