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I Want to Allow Myself to Be Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 69 People

    Me And Love Don't Mix Well

    I never feel loved by myself, my god, by my friends or family or whatever. I can never feel love, it's so weird. It's like I am immune to love
    HeavenHearts HeavenHearts 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2011

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    To Love Or Not to Love

    Hi, through life I have made friends ,lost friends, and not have any friends at all calling to ask me to do things. I loose friends because they ether move away or die. Right now my friends live to far away and are to busy for me. My social life consist of when I see people at...
    Luv4SouthAfrica Luv4SouthAfrica 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Allow Myself To Be Loved...

    Maybe that's why most people who I allow to love me, end up back-stabbing me.and maybe, that's why I back-stab some people. and maybe, it's because they allow my love, that they get back-stabbed by me.Love...such an interesting feeling, it can make you want to die, laugh, be...
    PuppetArtist PuppetArtist 13-15, M Feb 1, 2011

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    Me

    give  me the love ..im always pushing people away
    HeLpLeSsPiXiE HeLpLeSsPiXiE 13-15, F Apr 27, 2009

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    I'm Getting Stronger

    Well my boss left the office.  I guess yesterday was his birthday.  I would say something.  I swear I would try and be nice but I feel like if I do then he'll take it the wrong way. My boss is a nice guy.  I think he thought being a business...
    nique26 nique26 36-40, F Jan 18, 2009

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    Made a Lotta Progress

    A LOT!  I mean, if you had told me 5 years ago I'd be with an amazing man and letting him explore the depths of my heart, I would have laughed in your face because there was no way I was gonna let somebody come that close to me.
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    Pizazz

    I think I'm too romantic. Without the pizazz of a fairytale romance I won't let myself fall in love. I need the stability and assurance that comes with the unconditional love of love at first sight in nearly all romance movies.
    CleoShilu CleoShilu 18-21, F Jan 17, 2009

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    Sometimes I Wish I Understood....

    Love makes people weird, they act weird, they forget what's even going on sometimes. They go along thinking they like someone and they like someone else. It is hard to understand. I hope that in the future I can understand what love should be. I am confused a bit. I have an...
    Christian02 Christian02 18-21, F Oct 31, 2012

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    Just want to be loved, for who am, what I have to offer. I am a good person, and I have a big heart. I want to be loved and be loved.
    Lyri Lyri 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I watched a movie alone last Friday, and I was the only one on the cinema with no other company. The feeling I got was amazing because I conquered one of my fears but at the same...
    heyitsbae heyitsbae 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    Being stabbed in the back multiple times, left multiple times and toyed with multiple times hurts the persons mind too much, just once, I want to be loved by someone who really...
    immortaldogs1998 immortaldogs1998 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    I was inspired to think this way,through a show about an artist that wanted to be lover of everything, including the part of cheating on his wife with an eighteen year old. I...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    As in really, I don't want the baddest person alive anymore and to be hurt. My last relationship hurt, it was so abusive and even unlocked repressed trauma from my childhood I...
    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T Mar 5

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    here are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    anneluna anneluna 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    I have had a few relationships in the past... nothing to serious. I have to say though, I did feel loved sincerely once in my life. Friends of mine are always in relationships...
    jkjk237 jkjk237 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I have never been loved by any one I always get used somehow and then my heart breaks even more tbh I hate my self cuz I can't be loved for me
    erinhnrocks erinhnrocks 13-15, F 17 Responses Mar 7

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    I love the heck out of myself and my girl's that are eight and ten. I've been single for a little over a year and hope to meet my soulmate soon. I know there is nothing wrong with...
    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 8

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    Underneath the stone faced cynicism and flippant bachelorette ways I harbor over ever being loved, part of me wants desperately for it to be possible. For me to be loved for who I...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I want to know my place. I want to feel less lost and more found. I want with desperation to be wanted. I want to love and be loved. I wanted to be held; not held back. I want...
    refuse2bnormal refuse2bnormal 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    i m new to Ep , and i already loved this app but i don't know how to write my experience or share my feelings in here
    sabazaidi95 sabazaidi95 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I'm not popular, but I have nice friends. I'm not rich, but I have what I need. I may not be liked, but I know I'm loved.
    Sonjay22 Sonjay22 22-25, M Mar 14

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    I don't think people fall out of love. they jist loved the person that they used to be. the thing is people change all the time and its just a matter of did they cange into some...
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    You know those movie scenes when the guy gets the girl? I never have and probably never will be that guy, but all I want is someone to hold like that. I've never been that popular...
    theunpopularguy theunpopularguy 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 27

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    I want that feeling of my heart racing when I get a message from that special someone. I want to be his first thought when he wakes up. ... I want to drive him wild in his mind...
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 19

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    is it so hard?, I am kind to everyone...animal and humans...even my dream is to be a medic and make everyone I can feel better.and I met a lot of people...but after sometime...
    Ireallywant Ireallywant 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    I'm not perfect. I'll annoy you, make you mad but put all that aside...You'll never find someone who cares and loves you more than me.
    Sonjay22 Sonjay22 22-25, M Feb 27

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    It is a shame that a guy like me have much of love in this heart. But can't have any love back from anyone. I think that people think of love like some goods to carry and when feel...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M Mar 1

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    I'm really ready to find love. It's so hard to get someone but I know he's out there...and I hope he's looking for me too.
    heyitsalysia heyitsalysia 16-17, F Mar 1

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    tbh i dont need a boyfriend but i need a husband
    lamour98 lamour98 18-21, F Mar 4

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    AMEN
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    love is found wiithin. serching on the outside onlt makes you crave it more when it's gone. love is god, and god is love. we just need to be open and accepting, if we seek it.
    limitles limitles 18-21, M Mar 4

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    I really wish this could happen but it would never happen for me
    craz3f8g craz3f8g 18-21 1 Response Mar 4

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    Dumping him was the biggest mistake of my life. No one will ever love me like that again.
    naptaker naptaker 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    You are here But not actually here You're a mirage An illusion, Constantly blinding me
    LaraLuulu LaraLuulu 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I am so very lonely 😞 I'm giving up men and dating for Lent. No luck with anything. I need to work on me.
    gwynie11 gwynie11 31-35, F Mar 8

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    But no one is like a real friend everyone's so fake anymore
    TheGoddessFather TheGoddessFather 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I Don't Have Time To Hate People Who Hate Me.... cause..... Im Too Busy Loving People Who Love Me....
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Is feeling heartbroken..... Guy thinks I'm ignoring him when I wasn't....
    butterflypink butterflypink 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Fake friendz r Like Shadowz... They Follow Us In The Sun But Leave Us In The Dark....
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Mar 18

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    Fake friendz r Like Shadowz... They Follow Us In The Sun But Leave Us In The Dark....
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Mar 18

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    I don't feel as if I'm asking for too much haha .
    momo335 momo335 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    http://www.gofundme.com/phm4v4 Please help me get to my love!
    PiarnD82 PiarnD82 31-35, F 6 days ago

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