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I Want to Allow Myself to Be Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 69 People

    To Love Or Not to Love

    Hi, through life I have made friends ,lost friends, and not have any friends at all calling to ask me to do things. I loose friends because they ether move away or die. Right now my friends live to far away and are to busy for me. My social life consist of when I see people at...
    Luv4SouthAfrica Luv4SouthAfrica 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Me

    give  me the love ..im always pushing people away
    HeLpLeSsPiXiE HeLpLeSsPiXiE 13-15, F Apr 27, 2009

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    Pizazz

    I think I'm too romantic. Without the pizazz of a fairytale romance I won't let myself fall in love. I need the stability and assurance that comes with the unconditional love of love at first sight in nearly all romance movies.
    CleoShilu CleoShilu 18-21, F Jan 17, 2009

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    Allow Myself To Be Loved...

    Maybe that's why most people who I allow to love me, end up back-stabbing me.and maybe, that's why I back-stab some people. and maybe, it's because they allow my love, that they get back-stabbed by me.Love...such an interesting feeling, it can make you want to die, laugh, be...
    PuppetArtist PuppetArtist 13-15, M Feb 1, 2011

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    Me And Love Don't Mix Well

    I never feel loved by myself, my god, by my friends or family or whatever. I can never feel love, it's so weird. It's like I am immune to love
    HeavenHearts HeavenHearts 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2011

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    Made a Lotta Progress

    A LOT!  I mean, if you had told me 5 years ago I'd be with an amazing man and letting him explore the depths of my heart, I would have laughed in your face because there was no way I was gonna let somebody come that close to me.
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    I'm Getting Stronger

    Well my boss left the office.  I guess yesterday was his birthday.  I would say something.  I swear I would try and be nice but I feel like if I do then he'll take it the wrong way. My boss is a nice guy.  I think he thought being a business...
    nique26 nique26 36-40, F Jan 18, 2009

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    Sometimes I Wish I Understood....

    Love makes people weird, they act weird, they forget what's even going on sometimes. They go along thinking they like someone and they like someone else. It is hard to understand. I hope that in the future I can understand what love should be. I am confused a bit. I have an...
    Christian02 Christian02 22-25, F Oct 31, 2012

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    Sometimes I feel like no one gives a **** about me, I want to feel loved by someone other than my family. I want to be special for someone, I feel empty and not loved :(
    rainygirl1992 rainygirl1992 22-25, F 8 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    God, I want to be loved so badly, by someone who knows everything about me and still staying for me, still adore me for who I am. I just want to be loved.
    faithtobehappy faithtobehappy 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 17

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    I have had a couple of boyfriends I the past and none of them have been perfect. I didn't understand what love was when I was younger but now I'm 12 and in high school in more...
    megan02sophie megan02sophie 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I'm so TIRED of being brought down. My mom has this knack with words and she's been using it against me a lot lately. I suppose it doesn't help my grandma told me my mom doesn't...
    MyNameMeansLight MyNameMeansLight 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I want to be loved so badly, by someone who knows every single thing about me and still adore me at my worst times.
    nirvsemp nirvsemp 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    Every body wants to be loved but not everyone can open up their hearts to the harsh realities that come with it
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Today was the cutest day ever. "Omg want me to come back" "Yeah yeah just come to the front door." As I saw him racing up I instantly started smiling to myself. He's so...
    PersistentRage PersistentRage 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    How does it feel to have another person deep inside you? Feeling trapped, restless, anxiety, which lead to depression. Yes, it is how I feel. Born female with gender dysphoria was...
    hearttreasure hearttreasure 36-40, T 3 days ago

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    I've never had a boyfriend. I'm honest, respectful, good, and have a lot of love to give. Haven't had many men come into my life until recently but they quickly left...what's wrong...
    anna24ley anna24ley 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I broke up with my boyfriend of 9 months I needed to get away it was not a good relationship at all I thought I was loved but I'm not apparently I am crazy,ugly,stupid a loser from...
    Sofia2526 Sofia2526 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 18

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    I wish with every fiber of my being that I *didn't*. Life would be so, so much easier. I have a mantra I tell myself before going to bed every night: No one wants you; No one...
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 8

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    Fat girl rant! ok I have a preety face great personality and loving heart but I am Fat I am disgusted when I look at myself and I dont eat a lot I am always on the go as a nurse...
    MichaelaG MichaelaG 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    I've lived with a wife for 9 years this week. She has loved and desired me about half of that time. Those good times were good. The other half of the time she abused me emotionally...
    ChasingTheDreams ChasingTheDreams 26-30, M Apr 15

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    Ever look back at your life and wonder why you made certain choices? How you got to places you are now? Today is one of those days for me. I sit here as my husband is raising his...
    crafty36 crafty36 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 26

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    WHAT IS LOVE? May I share this with you? Most people are searching these days. They don't realize how much God loves them. He loves you very much. No matter who you are, no matter...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 3 days ago

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    Tonight i snapped..finally snapped..was txting w my bf, now ex bf, he sent me private pics of him saying that he'd sent them to me a looong time ago...i didnt fully believe him...
    justme2151981 justme2151981 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    hahaha... I don't think 'love' would be appearing to me anytime soon. suddenly all these 'true love' and 'happy ever afters' seem very unrealistic to me. but that feeling is great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 9

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    love. being loved by a mother human being. damn. that's nice ****.
    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F Apr 11

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    I have loved someone and worried that his ex might try to take him back... I know that the important thing is that we are together and I should focus on enjoying my time with him...
    littleOne1985 littleOne1985 26-30, F Apr 25

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    I want a girl who will be there for me when I need her I want her too love me for who I am and I don't want her to lie to me or use me
    Jonathan9000 Jonathan9000 13-15, M Apr 12

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    okay..I'm going to make this very clear love and list are two diffent things so please if you are kind enough to not ask me if I'm looking for a slave I'm not into that on the...
    Tiffany654300 Tiffany654300 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 16

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    I've put my heart on the line many times. I feel cursed, I just want someone to want me for me. I'm starting to feel empty and dead inside. I'm told by many of my friends that I...
    Derfthequantumpotato Derfthequantumpotato 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    Ok so I haven't been on here in a while so .... Hi to everyone😁 but I'm having a bit of relationship problems( more like I have no relationship) but anyone want to give some...
    youngnfunboi youngnfunboi 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I want you so bad but I can't decide your free will. I can't do anything about it. I can't say I've never felt so helpless but I know how all my previous crushes have ended. I don...
    tuft tuft 22-25 Apr 19

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    It seems that people are incapable of loving me. Maybe my loveable traits are broken? Maybe I'm just broken. All I have ever wanted out of life, is love. That's why I fall for...
    IDontThinkYouAreListening IDontThinkYouAreListening 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 26

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    I just want someone to say I choose you over everyone else
    migglesmining migglesmining 22-25, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've been so off lately and I feel like it's because I've been so lonely and moody lately. I don't feel like anyone loves me anymore because of this. I'm trying to stay positive...
    mclovin31321 mclovin31321 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Love? We think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it, we search for it when we discover it, we dont know what to do with it...
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Beauty Isn't About Having A Pretty Face.... It is About Having A Pretty Mind, Pretty Heart & Most Importantly A BEAUTIFUL SOUL.... Do U Agree With ME???
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    This is gonna happen to me. I can just feel it.
    Amd81491 Amd81491 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    And treated like I'm actually worth something. I don't think that's a lot to ask.
    gunmadeofgold gunmadeofgold 16-17, F Apr 6

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    racheljulia racheljulia 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Real men Don't Love the Most Beautiful Girl in The World, They Love the Girl who can Make Their World the MOST Beautiful... Similarly... Real Girls Don't Love the Most Beautiful...
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Apr 8

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    Real men Don't Love the Most Beautiful Girl in The World, They Love the Girl who can Make Their World the MOST Beautiful... Similarly... Real Girls Don't Love the Most Beautiful...
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Apr 8

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