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I Want to Allow Myself to Be Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 69 People

    Sometimes I Wish I Understood....

    Love makes people weird, they act weird, they forget what's even going on sometimes. They go along thinking they like someone and they like someone else. It is hard to understand. I hope that in the future I can understand what love should be. I am confused a bit. I have an...
    Christian02 Christian02 22-25, F Oct 31, 2012

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    Me And Love Don't Mix Well

    I never feel loved by myself, my god, by my friends or family or whatever. I can never feel love, it's so weird. It's like I am immune to love
    HeavenHearts HeavenHearts 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2011

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    Me

    give  me the love ..im always pushing people away
    HeLpLeSsPiXiE HeLpLeSsPiXiE 13-15, F Apr 27, 2009

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    Pizazz

    I think I'm too romantic. Without the pizazz of a fairytale romance I won't let myself fall in love. I need the stability and assurance that comes with the unconditional love of love at first sight in nearly all romance movies.
    CleoShilu CleoShilu 18-21, F Jan 17, 2009

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    I'm Getting Stronger

    Well my boss left the office.  I guess yesterday was his birthday.  I would say something.  I swear I would try and be nice but I feel like if I do then he'll take it the wrong way. My boss is a nice guy.  I think he thought being a business...
    nique26 nique26 36-40, F Jan 18, 2009

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    To Love Or Not to Love

    Hi, through life I have made friends ,lost friends, and not have any friends at all calling to ask me to do things. I loose friends because they ether move away or die. Right now my friends live to far away and are to busy for me. My social life consist of when I see people at...
    Luv4SouthAfrica Luv4SouthAfrica 21-25, F 3 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Allow Myself To Be Loved...

    Maybe that's why most people who I allow to love me, end up back-stabbing me.and maybe, that's why I back-stab some people. and maybe, it's because they allow my love, that they get back-stabbed by me.Love...such an interesting feeling, it can make you want to die, laugh, be...
    PuppetArtist PuppetArtist 13-15, M Feb 1, 2011

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    Made a Lotta Progress

    A LOT!  I mean, if you had told me 5 years ago I'd be with an amazing man and letting him explore the depths of my heart, I would have laughed in your face because there was no way I was gonna let somebody come that close to me.
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    I wanna be loved for me not for my body or my face or my curves...I want to be loved for what's in my head and in my heart. I want to feel special because someone wants to pick my...
    LostUnderSubmission LostUnderSubmission 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Wanting. It's everything. Sometimes I wake up with it crawling on my skin, its pangs in my heart. I just want to be loved. I want to feel wanted. I want someone who touches me and...
    AshleyJea AshleyJea 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 21

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    I watched a movie alone last Friday, and I was the only one on the cinema with no other company. The feeling I got was amazing because I conquered one of my fears but at the same...
    thatgirlinshadesofblue thatgirlinshadesofblue 18-21 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Notice the group doesn't say " I just want to be loved so please change me?". Ok, just checking.........
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M Feb 24

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    I wanna be picked up and held so tenderly. I wanna be cradled. I wanna be pushed and pulled to you. I wanna feel safe in your arms. I wanna ware your baggy-Ts and your hoodies. I...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    A couple of months ago I ended a 7 year relationship with my first love. I honestly never thought that the relationship would've lasted as long as it did, seeing that I was only 16...
    Amd81491 Amd81491 22-25, F 11 Responses a week ago

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    As in really, I don't want the baddest person alive anymore and to be hurt. My last relationship hurt, it was so abusive and even unlocked repressed trauma from my childhood I...
    Anubis111 Anubis111 22-25, T 1 day ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    Doriatong Doriatong 26-30, F Feb 26

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    here are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    anneluna anneluna 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    kristiniacc11 kristiniacc11 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    But that's a lot to ask. Trying to love me, is like trying to cuddle a massive tentacle monster with razor thorns. I alternate between overly eloquent and too rude and crass. I...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 3 Responses Feb 10

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    I just want to be unconditionally love by someone regardless of my face, body, scars and moods. I want someone that makes me feel so comfortable I forget the word shy even existed...
    iamsecondAnonymous iamsecondAnonymous 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 12

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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants. I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No...
    Txwoman123 Txwoman123 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    Everytime I think I found the one they're just using me :( that hurts so much when I pour my heart out to him and he just leaves me...I always say "maybe if I was skinnier/prettier...
    xxangellynnxx xxangellynnxx 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    nobody loves me back. as if love is a one-way street. why is it difficult to be loved in return..
    xnobodyx xnobodyx 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    i m new to Ep , and i already loved this app but i don't know how to write my experience or share my feelings in here
    sabazaidi95 sabazaidi95 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wanna be kissed and I wanna feel it. I want you to kiss my fore head and tell me your lucky to have me. I want you to kiss my neck.. I want you to love me with a passion. I want...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 26

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    You know those movie scenes when the guy gets the girl? I never have and probably never will be that guy, but all I want is someone to hold like that. I've never been that popular...
    theunpopularguy theunpopularguy 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want someone to hold me tightly like I'm the most precious thing in the universe
    nirvsemp nirvsemp 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 6

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    It's really all I want. I don't even feel broken in half anymore, I'm shattered to pieces. I fear the day that I will no longer feel anything at all, completely emotionless. I know...
    classAteam classAteam 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Just like this.... But I don't ever want to leave him :(
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Why cant life or love be like the movies i would want some to fall in love with a shy out cast girl (a walk to remember ) and write a letter everyday for me and us be so in love...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Maaan , i feel as if i always do things wrong lately! My life 3 years ago felt soo complete , now it seems soo empty. I cant keep friends , relationships and i always end up...
    theusunghero3 theusunghero3 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    I rly want a girl to like me and appreciate me :( i am a human being too
    basel22 basel22 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I need a nice girl in my life
    Benkind Benkind 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 6

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    Because I don't seem to be able to even look at another person anymore, you are all that I can think about.. Just you
    Majin1712 Majin1712 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I believe good loving relationships are mostly built rather than due to what a person is like? I believe you should search for someone that is fundamentally compatible obviously...
    rakeyyy rakeyyy 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Yeah don't we all hahahahah
    Bloodycharmer Bloodycharmer 22-25, M Feb 9

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    I understand the cliché and how often people talk about this on here, but I don't enjoy being single. I have never been in a relationship, and I don't quite understand what is...
    Frostbitte99 Frostbitte99 13-15 1 Response Feb 11

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    wish i could meet someone who would love me for me. not straight away. but eventually love me unconditionally as much as i would love her. its the best feeling. miss it alot...
    daddygamer daddygamer 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    izit okay to wait for someone to fall in love or to try finding them ?
    shanth2312 shanth2312 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I have never gotten to experience the good side of love, and I don't think I ever will. No one could possibly love me. I am such a disgrace.
    lostandlonleysoul lostandlonleysoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    Long distance relationships, Hate them. Currently in one. Saw that he put he was single on Instagram, it broke my heart & he started to distance himself more *sigh* :(
    AshlyP03 AshlyP03 16-17, F 7 Responses Feb 18

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    I have an iq higher than Einstein but people just never notice me for that or my personality they all just use me for homework then toss my out like trash because "my hair isn't...
    bradymossy1 bradymossy1 18-21 Feb 21

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