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I Want to Be a Complete Woman

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    The Outside Needs To Match The Insides

    Like many of the wonderful accounts I've read here and other postings, my outsides don't match the person on the inside.  I want to look in the mirror and see in real life what I see in my mind.  I don't hate this old body, it just isn't right.  I'm working to correct this...
    CateinFlorida CateinFlorida 61-65, T 10 Responses Feb 23, 2011

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    Yes, Completely And Totally

    That is where my journey takes me, physcially (SRS). I accept my past life and my feelings because they did happen and helped make me who I am today. I will not dwell on it and I have no problem with thinking of myself as a total and complete woman as I can be today. I do have...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2010

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    Relief

    Yes I finally did it. I shared My Secret 2 days ago. I carried this with me for over 30 years. After writing I laid on my bed and shook physically, it was the shock, I'd told someone, lots of people. I've known from a young age, I've always been different, a loner, a softie...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 18, 2013

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    Can't Help It!

    I have ventured past this group quite a few times on the way to other transgender groups I'm an active member of. I've wondered how many genetic women have joined it? I have known and now know many "GG's" who don't consider themselves a "complete" woman. Issues exist with family...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 3 Responses Jul 7, 2012

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    I Am Happy Being Me

    but i really miss the one i loved for so manyyears before her death at age 19 i only knew her as a her and she was a wonderful girl and a brat we learned many things with each other and we shared a great love with each other and her mother loved us bot still rmember the dinner...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Nov 12, 2011

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    I Don't Want To Just Look Like A Woman

    Looking like a woman is not enough, I want to be 100% female.  I want to be all woman, I want a vagina.  I want to have a period.  To suffer with PSM.  To one day feel my husban inside me.  To feel our child grow inside me.  Of to feel my child...
    Natlie Natlie 26-30, T 20 Responses Oct 24, 2009

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    To Be Me!

    I too would like to be whole complete and every inch a woman. I want to merge into society. To be accepted and received as the woman I know I am. To live, work and love as the woman I am. Blending into society as a valued and accepted member. I would like it all, yes. I'll...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Oct 27, 2009

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    Becoming A Complete Woman

    becoming a woman is my ultimate dream is everything I think about all day every day. Think about it ever since I was little kid i always thought about become girl. and now it became morning enhance every night I watched as many stars as you possibly can. When I wake, I will be a...
    soonagirl soonagirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    Coming Together...

    I have felt female mentally for most of my life. The feelings confused me and most of the time I felt very bitter and trapped. The first of the year I started female hormone replacement therapy. This morning I learned my hair had grown long enough to my first "itty bitty" pony...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 1 Response Jan 23, 2012

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    A Honest And From Within A True Feeling The Ultimate Goal A Complete Woman

    Hi everyone it is my deepest wish to repair what nature has done so very wrong and letting me see life true the eyes of a man and that really hurts alot because i feel think and do things a woman does and that makes me tic and to keep me ticking i have to chase and work on it to...
    yvette54 yvette54 51-55, F Apr 24, 2011

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    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T 2 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    Can't Wait!!!

    I forget if I posted this somewhere else, but I started a new job recently, and I can finally afford my tg stuff :D I am finally on the path to being a complete girl in and out, and it's pretty exhilarating. It's still early, but I want it so bad and now I can finally pay for...
    RaineyEyedGirl RaineyEyedGirl 31-35, T 6 Responses Sep 6, 2010

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    Randie

    Being a crossdresser is'nt all about dressing like a girl its wanting to be a girl. My entire life i new i was born in the wrong body. As a child i new i was different wanting to dress like my mother. I hated the way i looked and felt. When my mother found out she went out of her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    'complete'

    i am trans as many of you are, and i also want srs very badly as many of you do. and although there are MANY things i want deparately in my life, i DO feel complete as a woman...all the time. After my surgery I will feel closer to completeting the way I want to 'look', but a...
    TheDivineMissJ TheDivineMissJ 26-30 1 Response Feb 23, 2011

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    I Remember When

    I was still in the womb or just after I was born either the doctor told my mom I was/or going to be a girl. And when I came out a boy it changed every thing. I know that I was supposed to be a GIRL and that's is no b/s when I started to dress as a woman was very young like 4 or 5...
    mudd1962 mudd1962 46-50 3 Responses Jun 29, 2012

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    Its Getting Harder

    I have alreay posted here but rather than add to that post I will add a new one. I am on hormones which are changin my body but still being male physically is getting way way to much for me. I HATE THIS BODY. I HATE THAT THING BETWEEN MY LEGS. I need to have a vagina, the...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl 41-45 1 Response Feb 22, 2011

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    Dreams

    I may look like a woman, act like a woman, feel like a woman.....yet there are things missing which I will never have - the joy of being pregnant and having my own child. - I guess I'll just have to make do with what I have and dream about the rest
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 22, 2010

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    Let There Be No Doubt

    I have been a member of this group for some time, but I never felt, until now, that I had to expand on the title of the group.However, I was recently in touch with a group of, I realize now, predominantly crossdressers.  We were discussing how natural it felt to  be dressed...
    RoseViolet RoseViolet 46-50, F 7 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    It Would Be A Relief

    It would be a relief, when I be a complete and real woman. I would be appreciate an average look. I have talent and taste to the style to get the maximum out from that... But this is not a best thing, that I got... like sometimes when I get some pessimist mood I can say, like my...
    VivienXX VivienXX 26-30, T Nov 2, 2010

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    My Secret

    This has been inside me for so long, I keep it hidden and plod through life but it doesn't get easier and it comes back continually. So many nights longing, dreaming, fantasising. The same every time, I long to be a woman, in every way. I don't just want a sex change, it won't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    Finally Resolving A Mistake

    I am transexual and I am on my journey to being physically what I am i every other sense, a woman. I am very aware that it is going to be a long and at times a very painful road to travel however if I dont do this then thats an even worse place to be. I to so look forward to...
    subpaulagirl subpaulagirl 41-45 3 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    I Hate Being A Man

    i want to be a women i am a girl inside i act like a girl i feel like a girl i am a girl inside and i will take hormones and become a girl bit i wont triely be on i want to be pregnant and nvr will i want to have a period ecen if it is just once i want to be a gurl and i nvr...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Feb 24, 2011

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