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I Want to Be a Girl

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    I can't count how many times

    when I was dressed up as Tammy, that I would skip around my house chanting in my girl voice, "I want to be a girl, I want to be a girl" I'm such a sissy at times.
    TVTVTVTV TVTVTVTV 51-55, M 11 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I wish my mom would just understand I wanna be

    a girl and transition and understand it's not the devil deceiving it just me
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 1 Response Jul 4

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    I can't wait until I can look in the mirror

    and see myself for once can't wait to feel the embrace of the correct clothes and makeup
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 2 Responses Jun 28

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    A Girl At Last

    Hi. I know it might seem a bit of a weird thing to say “a girl at last” as I’m a teenage girl of nineteen, but when you’ve waited all your life so far to get to be a girl, that’s exactly how it seems. All along growing up I knew I was supposed to be a boy, but at the...
    Iamsasha Iamsasha 18-21, F 13 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Sometimes when I'm in my lady stuff I stand in

    front of a mirror, pull down my panties, and tuck my penis between my legs.
    Foxanne Foxanne 22-25, T 4 Responses Jun 1

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    In my last experience I mentioned me being tall

    I'm 6 foot and my family is tall
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 1 Response Jul 7

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    Things are going to get serious soon I told my

    mom I have to tell her something hope it goes well
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 1 Response Jul 3

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    Sick Of Having To Hide!!!

    Everyday when i wake up i almost start to cry. I know i have to hide who i really am, i just want to be free. I have had to hide who i really am for 10 years. I just want to be a girl. Everything is better as a girl! Why couldn't i have just been a girl? When i do my makeup and...
    girlyboy9 girlyboy9 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    This picture shows how I really feel

    unfortunately I'm going to be a tall girl
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T Jul 7

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    when i was 7 i was molested by my older brother

    and became a wierd guy later i started whering womens clothes like dresses skirts blouses panties etc. after that stage i began experimenting now i just plain want to be a girl and cant help the temptations i will find a way and one day i will die a girl now my only photo i have...
    therealdealtia therealdealtia 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 20

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    As far back as I can remember I have always

    showed an interest in doing female things. It all started when I was really young (about 3rd or 4th grade, he was a grade older than me), I had an encounter with my male cousin Jake (name changed to keep him out of this), He jokingly dared me to touch his c**k, I blushed and...
    katielove43 katielove43 18-21, T 2 Responses Feb 18

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    Started With Moms Joke

    It all started when my mom thought it would be funny to dress me up in my sisters clothes when i was 7.she put me in some panties and a dress. It made me really so good and warm. She toke pics of me and sent them to her friends then showd the rest of my family and the people...
    theoneandonly4 theoneandonly4 18-21, M 10 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T Jul 9

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    Too Sad, My Impossible Wish

    "Kill me, I want to be a girl, I want to be Immortal" The first wish was crazy, second was crazier, and the last was the craziest and too impossible like the second. These are my only wishes in this world. I'm just a shy boy who want to live normally. When I'm a kid, I want to...
    Mirai13 Mirai13 18-21, T 4 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    I Wanted To Be A Woman As Long As I Can Remember

    My earliest memories of wanting to be female were prior to kindergarten probably 3 and a half years old. I remember my mom telling me if I didn't go outside I would turn into a girl, hoping that would get me to do as she wished. When it came out of her mouth it started a life...
    Evans4 Evans4 41-45, T 6 Responses Sep 5, 2013

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    I know that it's not a good idea to come out

    since I'll more than likely be kicked out but Its really getting worse and worse I want to tell my parents badly but I'm afraid they're christian
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I question every day

    why I wasn't born female and then I get sad and depressed
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Kimmandra6918 Kimmandra6918 18-21, T 3 Responses Jan 3

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    Going to gender therapy

    for the first day today! :)
    TrulyAGirl TrulyAGirl 13-15, T 1 Response Aug 23, 2014

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    This picture shows how I really feel

    unfortunately I'm going to be a tall girl
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I am on the verge of suicide

    and every day i get worse and worse, on my birthday i have my next physiology appointment and im going to try find out what can be done about hormones, no one is going to support me financially, srs or anything and i have no money i am barley allowed to be brought a bag of chips...
    Usernamesalreadytaken Usernamesalreadytaken 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 18

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    Just got through speaking with my gender

    therapist for the first time! She also said she's gonna send some Trans Women my way so I can talk to them also :)
    TrulyAGirl TrulyAGirl 13-15, T 3 Responses Aug 23, 2014

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    I'm now a 15 year old male

    but as far back as I can remember I've always loved girly things and every night I would pray and beg to wake up as a beautiful girl I didn't think much of it and I never told anyone because I thought I would get over it eventually but I didn't.. When I was 6 I got into my...
    AshleySmithh AshleySmithh 18-21 3 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I just want to be able to go out to the store

    and buy feminine clothes without getting strange looks and my parents freaking out if they see them
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 5 Responses Jul 18

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    I haven't fully became one

    but I wear women's clothes and shoes and pants ;)wish I had some1 to talk to
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 10

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    My Wish Every Waking Moment...

    Like many, there was a point when I was 12 where the thought that I should have been born a girl entered my brain. I was effeminate, shy and girlish in nature and that caused me a lot of problems through grade school. I was tormented by bullies and everyday was a struggle just to...
    darva darva 41-45 9 Responses Nov 12, 2012

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    I'm really upset right

    now today we went to town so many people saying he to me I know I haven't came out yet but it hurts I just wish I could be me without needing to worry about finding somewhere to go after I come out I wish my parents weren't transphobic and won't kick me out of the house
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 1 Response Jun 30

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    I have always wanted to be a girl

    since I was about six years old. When I was little I would go into my moms room and put on her dresses. This was going on from ages six to eight. But when I was eleven my feelings about this grew even stronger. I began to put on all women's clothes and makeup whenever my mom was...
    AngelFelixx AngelFelixx 13-15, T 3 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    I've always wanted to be a girl.

    Even from young I've had thoughts of it. But now the feeling is stronger than ever. I'm 17 this year and I've always fantasized about being a girl. I've always thought about what it would be like to have long hair, have boobs and a vagina and just live in a girls world. I hate...
    AngelJazelle AngelJazelle 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 3, 2014

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    I'm a 13 year old guy

    and I want to be a girl. My whole life I've felt out of place, not good at sports, much more emotional,want to be able to wake up and do my hair, my makeup, try on different outfits (Preferably skirts 😊) and much more. But I feel it's against gods will as I was born a male...
    TrulyAGirl TrulyAGirl 13-15, T 4 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    It's All I Want!

    ever since i was super young, being a girl has been right smack dab in the center of all my thoughts. When i was a kid i asked my mom when my boobs would grow and when she told me guys didn't grow boobs, i cried and cried. lol awww. Anyway i'm insanely jealous of all the women i...
    LaurenPartyGirl99 LaurenPartyGirl99 26-30 24 Responses Oct 22, 2012

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    Chelsea, teen transsexual

    Hello everyone! I'm Chelsea, 15 years old transsexual... All my life I had been into crossdressing, ever since the first tutu at the age of 2, the princess Cinderella dress at 5, the sister's dance outfits at 8, the denim miniskirts at the age of 12, and now the lovely...
    chelseatyler418 chelseatyler418 18-21, T 8 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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    I feel kinda weird talking about this.

    Ever since I was a tween, I had this weird feeling that I wanted to be a girl. Back then, it was just a fleeting thought and I didn't give it much thought. As I grew older, I began feeling this feeling more intensely. I used to sneak into my mom's room during the summer when i...
    shiningheart shiningheart 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Addilyn Addilyn 13-15, M Jul 1

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    Oh To Have Been I Wanted to dress all the time

    and be my mommy's little angel the daughter she could dote on and dress in frills and pretty lacy dresses and make my long hair look pretty and be the center of attention. Admittedly I was the boy that was all that but I wanted so much to be the girl like my two sisters before...
    truelygirly truelygirly 16-17, T 3 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T Jun 30

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    I had my first sexual experience with a man

    over the summer. I made him treat me like a woman during the whole time, and it just felt so right. Since then though I've wanted it more and more.
    rachelmarie13 rachelmarie13 18-21, T 5 Responses Nov 6, 2014

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    I'm 16 and I hate being a boy,

    I've always been attracted to boys and I've always wanted to be a girl. When my mum caught me crossdressing I was scared, but she just hugged me and told me it's okay to feel like that :3 So now she knows I want to be a girl and she lets me dress up at home and talk about it...
    SophieCDxx SophieCDxx 18-21, T 5 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    I really hate having a **** Especially

    when I get hard I so wish I didn't have to deal with this everyday I haven't came out yet but I still tuck every day I hate even seeing it on my body let alone having to touch it
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I Need To Be A Girl

    i was going through my sisters closet the other day and saw the most amazing feminine dress i could possibly ever want and now i cant stand being a boy anymore i need to be a girl!! >:U Its driving me crazy! Girl clothes are just so... perfect compared to boys clothes :( I cant...
    Crossdressingprincess Crossdressingprincess 18-21, T 6 Responses Sep 27, 2011

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    I'm currently watching becoming us

    if you don't know it's about 2 families with transgender fathers I like this show it kinda helps me a little
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T Jun 29

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    Everyday life as this monster takes its toll on

    me especially during the summer when I'm left with my mind I can't wait till the day I can go out as a female
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T Jun 30

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    Today I had to go to day band camp it made me

    sad seeing those who I want to be like I wish I wouldn't have been cursed with this my life has been stolen so has my future
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T Jul 6

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    All I think about now is becoming a regular

    girl. I'm just becoming 20, but I fear the window for a safe, complete transition closes sooner then later. I was born as a guy but I never really felt comfortable as a boy and a lot of my good friends were girls. Cross dressing has provided an opening to experimentation and it...
    Jetsss Jetsss 18-21, T 3 Responses Apr 17

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    I Have Always Wanted This

    Ever since I was little I wanted to be a Girl. I would always play dressup with the girl neighbors when I was little and I was always happy to be dressed. I never played with boys and I hated sports. As I grew older, the feeling only grew with me. I dressed as often as i...
    cdmel cdmel 41-45 5 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    I'm sad trying to look at pictures trying to

    make me feel better but they just make it worse 😭😢😪😿
    RoseWalker RoseWalker 13-15, T 1 Response Jun 29

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