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I Want To Be A Rape Victim

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    Some time ago I posted "I Collect" in many

    experience groups. There was a link to a three page site ( www.icollectusedwomen.yolasite.com ) saying I collect women. Out of all these stories and groups and all these girls and women professing they want to be sex slaves or they want to runaway or they want to be used, I...
    ownerofmany ownerofmany 51-55, M Mar 3

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    Any Ladies From Minnesota Here?

    I was trying to set up a consentual rape with a fellow Minnesotan and she like vanished, so now I have all this anger to get out.
    RPVeteran2005 RPVeteran2005 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 19, 2013

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    Unreal Estate Agent

    This took place about 2 years before we were divorced although THIS had nothing to do with our split. She was a real estate agent and doing well at it. Always busy though. It took me time and though to set this one up and I wanted it to be a very real thing for her. My friend's...
    sorry57 sorry57 36-40 1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    Rape Fantasy Fulfilled

    It was a Friday night. A friend and I were out drinking after work. The bar was closing so we had to leave. I was driving him home when we started talking about needing sex. He laughed and said well you have your wife and I'm going home alone. Then the idea came to me. She and I...
    sorry57 sorry57 36-40 3 Responses Feb 7, 2013

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    My Dad Raped My Mom

    Can you inherit that kind of desire? They say some sexuality is genetic like being gay. Could I have inherited their desires? I like drivig a boy (or girl) crazy and thentelling them no and having them take me anyway. It like I have total control and am being controlled all at...
    sunnysideup1957 sunnysideup1957 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15, 2013

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    Want To Be Raped

    I want a guy to force his giant **** into my **** and pound me hard. I want him to drag me to his friends who will rape me over and over. I want all that *** inside of me...getting me pregnant.
    need4something need4something 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    Any Girls In AZ Want To Be Raped?

    30m in Mesa AZ looking for any ladies who have this fantasy. I am extremely aggressive and rough and have a very big **** ;) Hit me up on yahoo, simonsays567.
    simonsays5678 simonsays5678 26-30, M Jul 14, 2013

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    My Dad Raped My Mom

    Can you inherit that kind of desire? They say some sexuality is genetic like being gay. Could I have inherited their desires? I like drivig a boy (or girl) crazy and thentelling them no and having them take me anyway. It like I have total control and am being controlled all at...
    sunnysideup1957 sunnysideup1957 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15, 2013

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    Exactly What I Want!

    Here is what I really want... I want to be coming in or out if my house. A guy grabs me. Struggle out of fear but he knocks me out somehow. I wake up in a trunk. Tied. He pulls over somewhere hearing me tryin to get out. Your in a secluded place. You give me a ZZZquil cocktail...
    redheadredneck1990 redheadredneck1990 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    My Fantasy

    I want a man to come up behind me and put a cloth over my mouth with something that puts me out. I struggle, but my unknown, unseen attacker holds me until consciousness starts to fade. When I awaken, I can't see anything. I realize I'm blindfolded. When I realize my arms are...
    bug69chaser bug69chaser 41-45, M Mar 11, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I was being raped for 4 years and this last time I had a rape kit done and my rapist is currently serving 900years in prison but I'm 12 weeks pregnant with his baby and I don't...
    rablst rablst 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    If I was to write every single detail, I'd probably be typing all night. Plus I am too lazy :P But well me name is Emily, I'm 17 years old. I was raped when I was 12 by a...
    Emily97x Emily97x 16-17, F Jul 9

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    Story taken from the BBC website today; 2 July 2014 Last updated at 10:43 Man raped after accepting lift in Newcastle A man who accepted a lift from a stranger in...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    It justs makes me sick that these ******* animals think the worst thing that could happen to someone is something to be proud of, or doesn't matter... Like that news story about...
    TheDivineParody TheDivineParody 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Trigger warning The neighbor kid and I had been hanging out for multi yrs, he started to get violent... But being in the country, the next nearest neighbor who had kids my age...
    Notalone00 Notalone00 31-35, M Jul 17

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    My mom has 9 kids I'm the oldest I take care of them she went out one night and I was putting the baby's to sleep everyone was sleeping and me and my best friend was up talking...
    tamaraiwannaknow tamaraiwannaknow 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Remember When Taylor Swift Was The Victim? In many of her hits, she was the victim in her relationships. Nobody said anything about it at first. Then she went through so many...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    1. I am in the middle of a divorce from my physically and verbally abusive husband. I was raped when I was in my early 20s and molested as a child. I am, however, absolutely not...
    TragicWhispers TragicWhispers 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    I will honestly grow up to kill rapist and murders, pedophiles and molesters. I have them I want to kill all of them, I want them to suffer as much as their victims
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Jul 2

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    I need help so bad. I don't know how my life could end up so destroyed. I am 34. I have been emotionally abused since I was 17. I was raped at 16. The same person I met at 17...
    dolly454 dolly454 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Im now 9 years using the internet. I was trying to put my feelings on EP, other forums online, but i met rarelly any victims of abuse.Either they have shame to come out and talk...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I feel like no one cares, or takes me as serious as my experience with sexual assault was. Like just because I never got fully raped mean that it doesn't matter. Well if this...
    Lexieshayy Lexieshayy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    Is it wrong that I fantasize about me being rape? It's like I have the same dream over and over again, I'm kidnapped, tied down, and someone rapes me. I feel the pain of someone...
    brandi0421 brandi0421 13-15, F 10 Responses 2 days ago

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    When I was 15 I was sent to a treatment center for teens. I was there for many reasons. First I had been raped and struggled with PTSD. I was drinking and doing pills to forget. I...
    jujubee16 jujubee16 16-17, F Jul 11

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    I fantasize about me being raped and I'm only 13 Help Yesterday I had a dream about my dream adoptive father (in my dreams I'm adopted by rich people) I dreamed about my adoptive...
    LittleLuna22 LittleLuna22 13-15 4 Responses Jul 15

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    I fantasize about me being raped and I'm only 13 Help Yesterday I had a dream about my dream adoptive father (in my dreams I'm adopted by rich people) I dreamed about my adoptive...
    LittleLuna171 LittleLuna171 13-15, F 12 Responses Jul 19

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    Anyone who goes through, and not only physically but mentally hurts someone through rape is the lowest of lowest in this planet. I am truly sorry for anyone who has been raped. My...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I know quite the few people that have been raped. One of them being my older sister. She does not consider herself to have been raped, but the way that she had her incident...
    DamoiseauDynavolt DamoiseauDynavolt 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    I am currently 14, When I was about four I lost my mom in a vicious custody battle. I lived with my dad and did not see my mom at all. I met my grandparents a while before i lost...
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    when I was four, I was raped by my cousin. when I was 13, I was raped by my boyfriend. the day after my boyfriend did it the first time, I burst out in tears in the middle of class...
    rsteef rsteef 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I used to have a friend who sit on boys laps ( sober) and then act drunk and slur in his gave "I hope you won't take advantage of me because I'm drunk!" I swiftly grab her and drag...
    Dreamsphere3 Dreamsphere3 26-30, F Jul 6

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    Its haunted me for years and partly the reason why I can't share an intimate relationship. Everyone has fond memories of their first bf. Not me. I dread him and might panic seeing...
    Anthromorphic Anthromorphic 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    When I was 12 I was molested by a family friend I couldn't understand why he did what he did this went on for 2 years. When I was 14 I went into counciling but he was never charged...
    nnawata nnawata 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    I'm scared of my mind I love pain and it keep dreaming about men tying me down and bringing me great pain this is so wrong and I'm only 14 but I kinda wish I would be raped like ik...
    lonelinessneverfades lonelinessneverfades 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 4

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    When I was about 5 years old I was rape by my cousin he was 13 at the time I was just playing when he told me to come here and o said ok he said do you want to play a game and I...
    prettykeke prettykeke 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    When I was 14, I was just walking around my neighborhood. Where I live is pretty safe and I walk around all the time. Nothing ever happens. I was with my neighbor, let's say his...
    jujubee16 jujubee16 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 8

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    I've been reading many of these stories and my heart has absolutely broken. Please, please if you are raped or abused I am asking you to please call the police. It's not something...
    mandamooki mandamooki 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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    I lost my virginity to rape. I was 9. My father raped me repeatedly, almost every day. It was horrible. I am currently 14, it was around 5 years ago. He died due to drug use and...
    thefaultinmylife thefaultinmylife 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 3

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    I have't ever just told the story :/ it never seemed to click in my mind so much. A weird thing to say I know but after eight years of being molested and abused just seemed well...
    TearsBecomeSnow TearsBecomeSnow 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    How many times have you heard austraylia is the most liveable country in the world? They proud of their high living cost, ostralias interpret this as 'high quality living'. How...
    Exp19800 Exp19800 31-35, M Jul 7

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    Right after I was raped, the police kept asking me questions, and I was completely zoned out. In awe of what happened. And I can't emphasis enough how when people who haven't been...
    HazelZoey HazelZoey 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I was raped. I've reported it. I haven't heard anything in what seems like weeks. I wish I could kill him. He DESERVES it. He doesn't deserve jail or prison. He deserves a bullet...
    Riku3323 Riku3323 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    Part 2: Well it's now been 6 years. I am the crazy one and he is mr perfect to his friends and family! A few times we went out with friends and he was mr chatty to everyone but me...
    snw1980 snw1980 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Justice... There is no justice in rape. I was raped when i was 16 (6 years ago) yet it haunts me everyday! 6 years on and he is still ruining my life. He turned my life upside...
    angelheelz angelheelz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Every single woman in my family has been sexually abused & raped AT LEAST once.
    getbehindmesatan getbehindmesatan 18-21, F a week ago

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    I was raped at 14. No one found out I was raped until 3 years later when I finally spoke up about it.. It was three years of my life I know I'd never get back and the day it...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    Back when I was thirteen my family was friends with my rapist's family, so we treated each other like family. We trusted each other. I even had a crush on my rapist. So when he...
    LolitaChrisbell LolitaChrisbell 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Would someone please talk to me & help me cope with my rape? I have also been raped multiple times by my current girlfriend. 😞
    spaceghosts spaceghosts 16-17, T 3 Responses 5 days ago

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