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I Want To Be A Winner

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    I want to feel like a winner to have a lust

    for life. Instead I feel like a loser. No matter what I do i can't ahead in life. Its just one struggle after another. I just want to throw in the towel at times. But who is going to take care of everything. Please just let me win the lotto or something. Let me stop worrying...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F Feb 24, 2014

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    I like this one "cheaters don't win and winners don't cheat" :)
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    A bit back my heart lepped with such joy, I could not contain it. As hard as my mind tried, my heart consumed logic and smothered my sanity. It was such a beautiful insanity I...
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    Of course I want someone I could tell anything to. But the more I think about, the more difficult it is for me to believe that it is actually possible. I sometimes feel like there...
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    want to someone >
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