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I Want To Be A Winner

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    I want to feel like a winner to have a lust

    for life. Instead I feel like a loser. No matter what I do i can't ahead in life. Its just one struggle after another. I just want to throw in the towel at times. But who is going to take care of everything. Please just let me win the lotto or something. Let me stop worrying...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F Feb 24

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