I Want to Be Alone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 366 People

    Leave Me Alone!

    life was so difficult in the past. i worked so very hard for everything that i have. i had chronic depression and i was psychotic and i spent visits in psychiatric hospital, it was like a prison, i had to work so hard to get well again, it took ten years. i worked some of the...
    liberty83 liberty83
    26-30, M
    Feb 10, 2012

    I want to be alone...

    But at the same time... I hate it...
    ItzPuppeh ItzPuppeh
    13-15, M
    3 Responses Jan 14

    Free. From expectation

    and expecting. From disappointing and disappointment. From hope and hurt. From you and me. Poison. The mountains call for me. Free to exist in my mind. Alone. Disconnected yet uncompromised. Real. Oh world! Oh self! Let me be alone.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 2, 2014
    Blackbelt4ever Blackbelt4ever
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 25, 2015

    for now and I do get to choose

    if i can be alone forever
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 12, 2015

    My Thoughts Lately

    I feel like my life is going no where. I get into these depressing moods all the time and just break down crying because i hate my life...because I'm not living the life i want to be living. I messed up by getting married to that ******* ******* and he ruined my life. I just cant...
    UnknownWarrior4 UnknownWarrior4
    22-25, F
    Aug 14, 2013

    I have few friends but none of them actually

    know who i am. All they see is the smile I have on when I'm at school. Not even my family knows the real me. On the outside im proper and happy and always have a big smile but inside I'm burning in hell. The only person I want to be with is myself because I can't lie, cheat, and...
    katt2001 katt2001
    16-17, F
    Jun 18, 2014

    I really enjoy laying in bed alone & listening

    to music with the lights off
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015

    When I become rich, I'm going to look over the

    city with a full bottle of Heineken and laugh at the **** that I used to go through
    yaotl5 yaotl5
    18-21, M
    Mar 26

    I'm not going to reply I just want to be alone

    and no one can stop me that way I can not have any connections then I won't hurt anyone if I go I can do this anymore I just and going
    xxabiGAYlexx xxabiGAYlexx
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jul 27, 2014

    I am this close (」 ⇀ ‸ ↼ )」to being

    done with people. I swear to god I'm going to become a silent psychopath if people don't knock it off.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 13

    I just can't do this anymore.

    .. Its better I cut them off now before I lose myself... I'm sorry... But it's for the best and soon you'll realise it too.
    RiskTyka RiskTyka
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    I want to leav my family.

    Leave my husband, leave my daughter and not have this baby. I want to never look back and just be alone. I want to be forgotten by the world. I want no one to come looking for me, I want to just vanish. Why? I don't know. Maybe it's the fact that I hate everything to do with my...
    KermodeMomma KermodeMomma
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2014

    I dont want to get married

    or have children. I wish i was good at writing so that i could get all these thoughts and ideas out, and make them vivid and inntresting for like minded people to read.
    eddcha eddcha
    22-25, M
    Jun 25, 2015

    i want to be alone bc

    when i am in for someone or i believe in someone ... trust him / her more than me he/she betray me... so i dont want to trust anyone.. i am alone..i am being happy to live in alone... at first i dont llike it but i like my lonelyness now...i taught now how to live alone..
    abinpash abinpash
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 2, 2014

    I'd rather be alone than with a guy thts

    attracted to my sister. Most guys use me to get to her. No more!
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 16, 2015

    I not only want but I need to be alone .

    . my whole life I always had to fight the world alone .. It was mainly just me against the world .. now I am just not comfortable sharing my private problems with any,, but it seems that I can't find be left alone . There is always someone around me . Why dont people understand...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    Is It Wrong?

    My whole adult life I have always swung between socialising and then needing alone time. I have suffered depression on and off for the last say 15 years. The last 12 months have been difficult with the sudden death of my father and within two months of that 3 people - 2 being...
    1atlas1 1atlas1
    41-45, F
    Sep 11, 2012

    I wish everything and everyone would stop

    for two seconds and just go away. I'm tired... I'm so tired of this life's bullshit; this world's bullshit. I want it all to stop. The only way for that to happen is for everything and everyone to go away and far away for a long time. I am in so much pain because I am deeply...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence
    18-21, F
    May 14, 2015

    Those- the hail of visitors

    Come to call in secret Present a time of happening Inside the lines of a wicked face Adorable curiosities Of yesteryear galore As once a slumber crept Crick my neck Noise arose, sleepily on the door Finger fools a wind Of walking...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    Sep 14, 2015

    Well I'm stay at a 24 hour Tim hortons

    for the night. Anyone have tips on passing the time? I have no where else to go and nothing to do.
    DegenerateCrow DegenerateCrow
    16-17, M
    1 Response Dec 19, 2015

    Just Go...

    I dont want you here..I dont want to BE here...I dont want to do anything except curl up in my bed and nap....I dont even want my cat ...I want nothingness... darkness...I want to just be gone away from it all ...
    ladyjbug ladyjbug
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2009

    My cutting is not a big deal people will

    consider it the tip of the ice berg. The day that I die will be the day that the ice berg falls. I hate life in general but I have some good friends that only want to help and I love them for that. I'm broken inside and out and lost. All I want is for my family to understand my...
    jopeless jopeless
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2015

    leave me alone! go away!

    I hate my life!
    heeeeey heeeeey
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2014
    Mindofanintrovert Mindofanintrovert
    18-21, F
    Mar 3, 2015
    Mau5ington Mau5ington
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 15

    Have you ever pondered on an old memory that's

    a core to destruction. I never wanted to be that girl on the side. I don't want to be the girl that thinks about him because he'll never think about me. I don't want to be tht girl that still has feelings. I never wanted to be that girl that never meant anything that you'll...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo
    18-21, F
    Sep 16, 2015

    I don't want to be around people.

    I hate everyone. I just want to be all alone in a nice isolated corner of the world. And yet, I am afraid of feeling lonely...
    dinosoar0216 dinosoar0216
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 29, 2015

    Today was just one big disappointment

    after another. I'm not entirely sad about it, just..a bit frustrated. I told my boyfriend Zimmy that I loved him. He was my one and only, and that he was it for me. Zimmy lives in another town. I left it just a week ago and he hasn't texted/called me since Wednesday last week...
    Pxppunkprincess Pxppunkprincess
    18-21, F
    Aug 4, 2014

    I just want to be alone.

    That's the only way, I'll learn on my own without anyone's interference and stupid influence.
    drSnothing drSnothing
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2015

    I cannot describe it,

    I just do. And I know it's not completely normal to want to be alone, and by alone I mean really just by myself, just me. It's because I feel like the people in my life are a burden. My mother, my father, my child's father and his mother, my siblings to a degree which I like...
    Mstootiredtocare Mstootiredtocare
    22-25, F
    May 15, 2015

    the one day i have wanted to be alone

    and now i am. everyone in my house is away and im just here contemplating life like WHAT NOW?!?!?
    nancypixel nancypixel
    18-21, F
    Apr 15, 2015

    I wish i didnt live with anyone.

    ... I would NEVER wear clothes..., just to be fully naked all the time with the person i love or by myself.. So free... So welcoming... I wish i could have it... I dont like clothes... So trapping.,
    Cwdoyle Cwdoyle
    16-17
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    I Am Quite Sure

    I have seen life. Maybe, I'm a little younger to say that, but I think I have figured it out.You study or work, just grow up. Get married and have kids. Go with the drama. Then you become old and one day you die.Typical life. Filled with happiness and sadness. About these two...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 13, 2012

    I Want to Be Alone...

    Truth is Id rather be alone I mean some people are afraid to be..but Id just...rather...life is far less complicated and you dont have to bother dealing with the pain of losing someone..being deceived...basically just dealing with pain...but because I have so much ppl around me...
    MiHeartRk MiHeartRk
    18-21
    12 Responses Dec 5, 2008

    Just let me be and figure it all out.

    Just please don't push anymore.
    jackjack600 jackjack600
    18-21, F
    Nov 21, 2014

    I enjoy myself more when I am by myself.

    I accept the way I am. I can pleasure myself and do as I want without any problems or risks of unacceptance.
    Gambler715 Gambler715
    51-55, M
    Jan 14

    but alone doesn't quite describe it.

    It's more like wanting to be free of responsibility and free floating in a space abyss. I hate that my actions have consequences. I hate that my in-actions have consequences. I've got a little song that keeps me content. why is all this other **** happening?
    filorosa filorosa
    36-40, M
    Jun 25, 2015

    I think it's exactly what I need.

    I'll be moving out soon and I just want to be with myself for a while. Especially after a huge mistake I did that changed my life.
    Jessoka Jessoka
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2014

    I felt I'm the only person alive here in the

    planet. No one has ever dare to talk with me. Do I look like a crazy man? tell me? I'm very exhausted to this damn world.
    kean123 kean123
    18-21, M
    May 21, 2015

    Seriously, falling in live

    and love I general has stolen most of my life... The fights, the arguments, mistrust, the putting people before yourself all the time... No thank you, being alone you have freedom, you create your own happiness... I mean do get me wrong, I want to have friends, but I don't...
    Saltyseahorse Saltyseahorse
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 29, 2014

    I'm at work and on the verge of tears.

    I hate myself. I never say the right thing and I just **** people off. I want to go home and just ******* die. I deserve it and I won't be missed.
    jackjack600 jackjack600
    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2014
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