I Want to Be Aware

To be enlightened by searching for truth in any form. To find those things that humanity has lost along the way. 164 People

    I Wonder...

      I wonder if it would have changed the way you lived your life, had you had known how it would end?  Would you still have been that cool kid who was always so nice to everyone, or would you have become bitter?     Would you still have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 5, 2009

    I Am a Fan of the Shadows

    I am in love with the creepers behind the scenes.  Those beautiful, unsung string pullers that keep this backdrop in our sight. Did anyone know that last Monday, March 16, 2009 that an asteroid almost hit our planet? It was the size of a skyscraper and if it didn't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 21, 2009

    A Reflection On My Biggest Fear.

    Failure—the word itself makes me shudder. I hate the idea of failure. I always have and I always will. I’m not sure how it started, or why it hit me so hard that day in third grade when I couldn’t complete my homework assignment. I never...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 16, 2009

    Do You Really?

    You really want to be aware? To see happiness and joy, as a swirling pin wheel in the soft breeze of warm summers day? To see child like innocence, as the bleached wet sand of the shore as the tide recedes? To see suffering, as eating dust and drinking bile? To see hatred, as...
    identitytwo identitytwo
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Apr 7, 2009

    Enlightenment Comes In An Instant

    Enlightenment comes in an instant...as though you have awakened from a dream. When YOU realize YOU are not the voice in your head ( the EGO ) then YOU are free. Free to CREATE. To write the story of you, your way. To be the quiet observer and to know through the choices you...
    KenStanley KenStanley
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

    Daily Awareness

    Awareness comes with age; this is yet another motivation to rejoice these mid-life years. Mindfulness, consciousness, and responsiveness are discoveries that embrace me within the reassuring arms of perpetual renewal and daily amazement. Every day I find myself pondering some...
    hillbillycrone hillbillycrone
    56-60, F
    17 Responses Mar 2, 2012

    Let's Talk About Beauty For a Moment

    In my life, I have seen a great many beautiful things.  I have seen gorgeous sunsets over the mountains where at one moment, it felt like the sun was reaching out to touch me.  I have seen the moon so big and so bright that it felt like I could step onto it from my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 2, 2009

    Yikes!!!!!!!!

    LOL>>> somehow this word "yikes" has become a staple in my verbal as well as written communication....perhaps describing accelerated spiritual awareness as well as the behaviours of fellow humans....I awaken in the 'am' with gratitude , place feet on the floor and say "thank-you...
    cyn9157 cyn9157
    51-55, F
    Jul 25, 2012

    Love

    I as well as others believe that love is a chemical embalance of the brain. That the simultaneous firing of thousands of synapsis at once cause a sensory overload of sorts and coupled with pheramones, create a short term logic and rationale loss of the brain in both sexes. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 15, 2009

    These daily thoughts

    and feelings of fearing the unknown and the future have really been affecting me, in high school I never realized that there was a real world after it and didn't prepare for it well, or at all really. Now, 3 years later, 20 years old.. I have no direction in my life and have...
    jetlife631 jetlife631
    18-21, M
    Dec 20, 2014

    Why I Believe In Destiny

    Destiny always carries a certain bit of religion with it and a lot of times that is what causes the disbelief therein.  It is not my intention to change opinions but just to share my own. I'll start by saying that yes, I am a spiritual person. No, I'm not a Christian. I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 18, 2009

    :d

    Though the earth atmosphere is thought to be dense when developing spiritual aware...ness...I have much gratitude for the people places and things that  are awake and awaken others...by word , by thought ,by deed  and by simply being . 
    cyn9157 cyn9157
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 5, 2012

    Let's Talk About Assumptions For a Moment.

    Assumptions, they are as plentiful as the stars in the night sky.  It is the trait of a lazy creature to assume something without knowing all of the details of that thing. Yet, we all still do it...over and over again, making assumptions out of haste, envy, hatred, love, etc...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 2, 2009

    The Only Thing You Need To Fear:

    Is fear of your subconscious mind.
    slow4speed slow4speed
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    1 Response Apr 18, 2012

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