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I Want to Be Aware

To be enlightened by searching for truth in any form. To find those things that humanity has lost along the way. 165 People

    A Reflection On My Biggest Fear.

    Failure—the word itself makes me shudder. I hate the idea of failure. I always have and I always will. I’m not sure how it started, or why it hit me so hard that day in third grade when I couldn’t complete my homework assignment. I never...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 16, 2009

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    Do You Really?

    You really want to be aware? To see happiness and joy, as a swirling pin wheel in the soft breeze of warm summers day? To see child like innocence, as the bleached wet sand of the shore as the tide recedes? To see suffering, as eating dust and drinking bile? To see hatred, as...
    identitytwo identitytwo 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 7, 2009

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    The Only Thing You Need To Fear:

    Is fear of your subconscious mind.
    slow4speed slow4speed 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2012

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    Let's Talk About Assumptions For a Moment.

    Assumptions, they are as plentiful as the stars in the night sky.  It is the trait of a lazy creature to assume something without knowing all of the details of that thing. Yet, we all still do it...over and over again, making assumptions out of haste, envy, hatred, love, etc...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    I Wonder...

      I wonder if it would have changed the way you lived your life, had you had known how it would end?  Would you still have been that cool kid who was always so nice to everyone, or would you have become bitter?     Would you still have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 5, 2009

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    Why I Believe In Destiny

    Destiny always carries a certain bit of religion with it and a lot of times that is what causes the disbelief therein.  It is not my intention to change opinions but just to share my own. I'll start by saying that yes, I am a spiritual person. No, I'm not a Christian. I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 18, 2009

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    These daily thoughts

    and feelings of fearing the unknown and the future have really been affecting me, in high school I never realized that there was a real world after it and didn't prepare for it well, or at all really. Now, 3 years later, 20 years old.. I have no direction in my life and have...
    jetlife631 jetlife631 18-21, M Dec 20, 2014

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    Let's Talk About Beauty For a Moment

    In my life, I have seen a great many beautiful things.  I have seen gorgeous sunsets over the mountains where at one moment, it felt like the sun was reaching out to touch me.  I have seen the moon so big and so bright that it felt like I could step onto it from my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 2, 2009

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    I Am a Fan of the Shadows

    I am in love with the creepers behind the scenes.  Those beautiful, unsung string pullers that keep this backdrop in our sight. Did anyone know that last Monday, March 16, 2009 that an asteroid almost hit our planet? It was the size of a skyscraper and if it didn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 21, 2009

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    Enlightenment Comes In An Instant

    Enlightenment comes in an instant...as though you have awakened from a dream. When YOU realize YOU are not the voice in your head ( the EGO ) then YOU are free. Free to CREATE. To write the story of you, your way. To be the quiet observer and to know through the choices you...
    KenStanley KenStanley 51-55, M 2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    :d

    Though the earth atmosphere is thought to be dense when developing spiritual aware...ness...I have much gratitude for the people places and things that  are awake and awaken others...by word , by thought ,by deed  and by simply being . 
    cyn9157 cyn9157 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2012

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    Yikes!!!!!!!!

    LOL>>> somehow this word "yikes" has become a staple in my verbal as well as written communication....perhaps describing accelerated spiritual awareness as well as the behaviours of fellow humans....I awaken in the 'am' with gratitude , place feet on the floor and say "thank-you...
    cyn9157 cyn9157 51-55, F Jul 25, 2012

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    Love

    I as well as others believe that love is a chemical embalance of the brain. That the simultaneous firing of thousands of synapsis at once cause a sensory overload of sorts and coupled with pheramones, create a short term logic and rationale loss of the brain in both sexes. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 15, 2009

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    Daily Awareness

    Awareness comes with age; this is yet another motivation to rejoice these mid-life years. Mindfulness, consciousness, and responsiveness are discoveries that embrace me within the reassuring arms of perpetual renewal and daily amazement. Every day I find myself pondering some...
    hillbillycrone hillbillycrone 56-60, F 19 Responses Mar 2, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Last year, on my first “official” trip out of Dakar (as a UN employee), I stopped at a market town about 100 miles east of the capital. My visit was not a success as the person...
    bethturner bethturner 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 5

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    In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes along the shore and...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 3 Responses Jan 28

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    In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes along the shore and...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    Don’t have a thought attack. This weekend was a true test to apply the principles I have been learning for the past couple of months. I was presented with a very difficult...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 16 Responses Feb 9

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    I love my wife and we have been married for more than 20 years, but I realize I am not able to stay satisfied in a strictly monogamous relationship. Five years into our marriage...
    jwtecy jwtecy 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    FACTORIES OF DEATH Understanding Auschwitz Today: How the world failed children during the Holocaust March 1942 to March 1943 Michel Muller Mother of Annette & Michel Muller...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 Feb 6

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    Wanted to share some of my favorites from an interesting and thought provoking read by Sam Harris (author, philosopher, and neuroscientist). “There is now little question that...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 19

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    Become A Better, More Positive You 1. Say affirmations every day until they sink in and resonate within every cell of your being. Sure, they may sound ridiculous initially, but...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F Feb 14

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    "Just Another Night" February 15th, 2015 In the dazzling darkness of the black void, my brother Bobby stood watching the flaming sunset in the distance. His face was cast with a...
    tylerp0401 tylerp0401 18-21, M Feb 19

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    Today... The HaHa guy said to me.. "Only her one message can make you think for months"... She can really take your life away.. Thank goodness she is not aware of it...
    IamaCompleteStranger IamaCompleteStranger 26-30, M a week ago

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    I have been looking for death from last 7 years, tried to suicide but being so couragless i couldn't cut my wrist nor jump infront of a car. My present life is wasting and having...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Meditation Techniques- Mantra meditation According to the Mayo Clinic, the mantra meditation technique is a great calming meditation method. During mantra meditation, you...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    This is how she dresses normally when we have guests, especially her coworkers.She isn't so pretty daily in home, but she's told me that all women in her office dress well to...
    Merovingiox Merovingiox 26-30, M 30 Responses Jan 28

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    I wrote a new blog post today - as a refused speaking to a friend of mine who happens to be a refuser. Be aware - it's long. . UPDATE: . She is *furious* with me now. The truth...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 11 Responses Feb 2

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    "A result of energetic imbalance among the chakras is an almost continuous feeling of dissatisfaction. When the heart chakra is agitated, people lose touch with feelings and...
    HumanNuggets HumanNuggets 22-25 Feb 5

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    EP STAFF AND MODS: PLEASE DELETE A HORRIBLE COMMENT. I posted a Question about a week ago : EP Link I had a lot of sympathetic and kind advice, it was wonderful. but from ONE...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 5 Responses Feb 5

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    Visionary Soul: You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul. You are wise and bright: able to...
    00FlyingHome 00FlyingHome 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 6

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    The Holocaust: 36 Questions & Answers About the Holocaust by The Simon Wiesenthal Center http://www.jewishvirtuallibrary.org/jsource/Holocaust/36qs.html Click on any Question to...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 Feb 6

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    https://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/ You Are a Visionary Soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you...
    MrSquishy MrSquishy 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 7

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    You Are a Visionary Soul You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very in touch with your soul. You are wise and...
    Intotheunknown Intotheunknown 46-50, F Feb 7

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    Fear. That is all it started. I have been through a busy childhood. My childishness was early taken away from me, and at a very young age, such as six years old, I learned to act...
    diane1996 diane1996 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    How do I tell you how I am living without you. Who knows who is aware... How I'm sewing my wounds.. The day heart got broken. living. but Sometimes less.. Sometimes I am drinking...
    IamaCompleteStranger IamaCompleteStranger 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    I realize that most people do not find fat attractive but I do. Growing fatter has made me feel much more confident and comfortable in my body, more so than when I was skinny and...
    coolsean1 coolsean1 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    1. I've lived a brutal life of isolation 2. I am the type of person who is most made for intimacy, touch, affection, love, and sexual connection, but have instead been deprived of...
    Ajushi Ajushi 41-45, M Feb 16

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    Okay, so I've been wrestling with this issue since I was about 8, but it wasn't really much of an issue until I reached 15, when I started hitting puberty. I don't experience...
    Elsiphael Elsiphael 16-17, T 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Life Lessons - by Jason Wachob 1. "You can't connect the dots going forward; you can only connect them looking backward." Steve Jobs was right on the money with this one. There...
    imurfriend imurfriend 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    Forgot to post this last night, you know who u are :) Not one but 3 for you <3 "Drowning, just as fast as I can. But don't throw me a line, don't reach out your hand. 'Cause...
    Classangel00A Classangel00A 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    My husband and I got married in November of 2014. I love being a newlywed, but I cannot express enough how much I want a baby. My husband finally agreed to start trying to conceive...
    sweetsmarts sweetsmarts 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I Want a man that knows who I really am and make me laugh make me smile and don't take alot of things seriously if I can't get those things I don't want anybody I want a best...
    myranda27 myranda27 18-21, F 1 Response 22 mins ago

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    Im 14 and want a boyfriend if you live in the portland or Vancouver Washington area hmu I'm a bottom and I want a serious relationship
    thisboyisabottom thisboyisabottom 13-15, M 11 hrs ago

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    I can't really remember not wanting to be a mom...I love kids, I always have. I'm a preschool teacher now, so I have that. When I married my husband, I knew he had a baby girl but...
    marinesprincess93 marinesprincess93 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I used to model, actually was doing really good. I went every other weekend out of town to my modeling school where I perfected my runway walks, did photoshoots and signed up for...
    MickxLove MickxLove 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I want to leave this place, this country, everything. I want to just walk out on everyone and go somewhere far away, untraceable - where no one could follow or know where I am. If...
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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