I Want to Be Beautiful

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 193 People

    I'm lying here in bed.

    I've just cried loudly for the past five minutes searching for this experience. My mascara stings and I feel my face is hot with anger towards myself. I'm an ugly wreck with horrible hair. Horrible skin and teeth. My nose I've got from my father and it too looks horrible. I...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Feb 25, 2014

    Beauty How Would It Feel

    I often stop and think..... how it would feel to actually be beautiful on the outside....I think it would feel like I was clean and perfected.... know fear of a person looking at my face, oh to walk with confidence and to have not a thought in my head about all the defects on my...
    painofit painofit
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2013


    I am 18 years old, 5'3" and 97 lbs, which is underweight according to doctors. I eat healthy, 3 square meals a deal and I snak also, i only work out about 3 times a week and I rarely do cardio. All I want is to have a curvy womanly shape with full breasts and to not be...
    purpleplatypus93 purpleplatypus93
    Nov 16, 2011

    Its Something I Have Always Wanted....

    Being Beautiful is something that I have always wanted to be, ever since i was younger. I lack self-confidence so much, and no one is really sure why. I don't see myself as beautiful, or even as average. I never have really felt beautiful. I am sure it is because of my...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Sep 27, 2009


    It would make me feel better if I were beautiful I am male short fat black and ugly wish I were tall white and handsome but... These are the cards I have been delt I feel it even worseliving in Asia as white rules here but nothing I can do but stay at home and just sleep my pain...
    bushi132001 bushi132001
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 15, 2011

    Am I Beautiful??

    umm... i just feel like i am not a beautiful person.It seems like people put more effort into telling me what's wrong with me that what's right.i don't ever feel special enough to feel beautiful.
    lilmomo88 lilmomo88
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 19, 2010

    For as long as I can remember,

    my one wish has always been to be beautiful. It sounds very shallow, but I've never wanted anything more and I'm constantly feeling insecure because I don't believe I'm beautiful. I know that I'm not completely ugly, but I'm most definitely not anything special. I'm merely...
    Karlyrose Karlyrose
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2013

    Why Am I Not Beautiful?

    When I look in the mirror I don't see beautiful at all.. I don't even see pretty. I just see ugliness. There's just all these things wrong with me... I try to see past all that but the more I try the more I notice it all. I always look at other people in the street and I am so...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Jan 11, 2010

    if i beautiful , i can have friend,

    i can have love tahts all
    KuSeGanTian KuSeGanTian
    26-30, F
    Oct 10, 2015

    I Wish I Were Beautiful...

    I get envious of others because I don't look like them and I'm not pretty enough. My dream is to be prom queen but I could tell you right know that will never happen.
    smilinginthedark smilinginthedark
    18-21, F
    Jul 5, 2012

    I feel as if I'm becoming more

    and more ugly. I can't look in the mirror that hangs in my bathroom nor can I look at full bodied mirrors. I hate catching my reflection. I've taken to using a small compact to apply small bits of makeup in hopes that it helps my appearance. At the end of the day I fall into...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni
    22-25, F
    Apr 1, 2014

    I had never been a pretty girl .

    To be honest I was ug-a-LY & I knew it. So in 3rd grade I realized I had to become a guys friend to get attention & to make up for my lack of beauty , I became a class clown . Not to the point where I was disruptive , but enough to get the guys calling me funny. In 5th grade, I...
    YoungSwizzo YoungSwizzo
    18-21, F
    May 25, 2015

    How Can I Be / Feel Beautiful?

              When I am 5' 4" and 235 pounds? it's horrible but i cant seem to find anyone that is attracted to me, and what is worse is that i cant even be attracted to myself. I hate looking in the mirror, and every time I look in a magazine all i...
    NeverBeenKissed93 NeverBeenKissed93
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 13, 2010

    I want my hair to reach my knees,

    I want my weight to reach below ninety, and I would've loved to have grown a few more inches. I'd just look so much better than I do now if that were possible.
    BelleofApril BelleofApril
    22-25, F
    Apr 4, 2014
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