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I Want to Be By Myself

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    I Want To Be By Myself God Dammit - 24 yr old male, born introvert here... asher roth's song, 'be by myself'  basically sums up my story.    silence is...
    deiniolexos12 deiniolexos12 22-25, M Apr 10, 2010

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    Will I Ever Surrender And Accept That Life Is Good? - A few nights ago, after watching a play performed by my college mates in campus, I decided I wanted to go home on foot because...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 9, 2011

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    I Want to Be Left Alone, and I Have No Idea Why! - So I am a 34 year old male. I had a good life by most standards. I had a beautiful wife and daughter. I had a nice house and my...
    jg0093dcs jg0093dcs 31-35 2 Responses Jun 8, 2009

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    Hi all, thanks for reading i hope you can offer some words of wisdom to a girl who is stuck! I can't tell you where all the time has gone - but in 2007, now 7 years ago a boy I...
    sulkypuss101 sulkypuss101 31-35, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I've been through too much to not look out for myself. Ask questions, tell the truth and speak from the heart. I think this, but go to school and do the same thing. I'm getting...
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    Hello, this is my first time typing a experience, so I apologise if my writing isn't the standards you are used to. Yes, I talk to myself. But it is a different kind of talking to...
    Toastland Toastland 13-15, T 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I want to die now. And I probably will. Blood loss tends to have that affect on people. I'm going to go cut myself until I die . . . Wonder how many strokes it will take. Guess...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F 3 Responses 51 mins ago

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    We met when i was 16 and he was 17. Dated for 3 yrs and got married right after i graduated high school. During my last year in HS he joined the military. we stayed together and...
    PerdidaPorEl PerdidaPorEl 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    We met when i was 16 and he was 17. Dated for 3 yrs and got married right after i graduated high school. During my last year in HS he joined the military. we stayed together and...
    PerdidaPorEl PerdidaPorEl 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    Okay so I'm bulimic and yeah I'm also in the early stages of anorexia. Anyways, I am not eating for 2 weeks again...can't wait. I can already see myself at 90 pounds and I'm so...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    I have been wanting to do this for the past few months. At first I told myself I wouldn't be able to do it but the more I think about it, the more I actually want to go through...
    EthanLikezCatz EthanLikezCatz 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    I don't know who I am anymore. Then again, I don't believe I never knew who I was in the first place. Everywhere I've gotten to or accomplished was because I had others to help me...
    eidolon6 eidolon6 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    My ex and I have been off and on for the last 10 years. We are very different yet in so many ways the same. He is a veteran and I am Bipolar. I tell you this because it is not an...
    yanene yanene 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    I really do... i think it's because I love writing them as well, and letters written by your own hands feels more real... I just want to share a letter written by my ex girlfriend...
    idontknowanythingrightnow idontknowanythingrightnow 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    Hello EP Staff & members !We all noticed (not so difficult), that the amount of spam messages increases exponentially on the Q&A board on our favorite site ....I think, You, EP...
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    I lie because I'm too afraid to be rejected or to be bandoned. To make myself feel better, to not hurt the other person. I am emotionally dependent. And I'm angry for reasons I don...
    eidolon6 eidolon6 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I disgust myself, I should be happy; I have absolutely no worries in the world yet I become a sobbing ugly mess every single night. I hurt my self and feel better for seconds then...
    sapphirelake sapphirelake 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I am in the mood all the time. I have sex w my bf everyday. Then I broadcast myself playing w toys on this website. I get off 5-10 times a day. Hundreds of men watch my online...
    confused20somethingfemale confused20somethingfemale 26-30, F 16 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    That is just weird and gross. I swear to gosh! I mean there's this thing called be privacy and dignity! To all the girls out there please have some respect for yourself as well...
    AnimeGeek AnimeGeek 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Sorry everything has been so confusing.. I tend to question myself before I ask why.
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 11 hrs ago

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    I push my boyfriend away every time he gets close to me. I love him very much but I feel like if I give myself to him he is just going to hurt me in the end.
    princesskatara princesskatara 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    So I've decided to give myself a makeover. This summer I'm gonna dye my hair, change my hair's overall style, change my overall clothing style (go shopping for tons of new outfits...
    14ScarsAndBrokenWings 14ScarsAndBrokenWings 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    My whole life I was told by the people i love that I am ugly. The sad thing is I really believe I am too. Sometimes it's really hard to look in the mirror without becoming...
    Marquinta Marquinta 22-25, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    i have never though of myself as beautiful. as people make fun of me for being tall and having a healthy skinny figure. :/
    nicolepie nicolepie 22-25, F 9 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Oh gosh the amount of times I've made fun of myself is insane haha best part is just when you laugh it off :P Plus it breaks the ice when it's around new people and everyone kinda...
    Angelyn2097 Angelyn2097 16-17, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Ugh I don't have a boyfriend so i have to resort to pleasuring myself :/ oh we'll at least I feel good 🙊
    lunaluna13 lunaluna13 18-21, F 18 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I compare myself with every girl i see, why am i always the ugly and the wierd friend? ugh :(
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    Hello I'm a 18 year old Persian girl from Belgium all the problems began when I was 1 and a half years old, I lost 4 fingers in an accident in the eyes of my mother and got...
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    Here the past few days I've been dealing with a lot of insecurity and self esteem. I was talking with my best friend today and I think I have a really good idea of what I would...
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    It's been over half a year since I cut myself for the first time. I got home from school and had been stressed and as they say "when it rains, it's pouring". I got inside my...
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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
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    I sit here looking around myself, and can't figure out how I got here. My goodness, I used to think of myself as chubby, but now that I look at myself I can't figure out where my...
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    My biggest problem right now is not knowing how to handle the most basic situations. I find myself stuck, unable to explain myself, or my feelings, throwing everything into a box...
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