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I Want to Be By Myself

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    Will I Ever Surrender And Accept That Life Is Good?

    A few nights ago, after watching a play performed by my college mates in campus, I decided I wanted to go home on foot because the night look so beautiful and the dark sky was so clear.... and because I just didnt feel like talking to anyone or be surrounded by people, not that I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 9, 2011

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    I Want To Be By Myself God Dammit

    24 yr old male, born introvert here... asher roth's song, 'be by myself'  basically sums up my story.    silence is golden, loose lips sink ships. introverts unite.   pzzz
    deiniolexos12 deiniolexos12 22-25, M Apr 10, 2010

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    I Want to Be Left Alone, and I Have No Idea Why!

    So I am a 34 year old male. I had a good life by most standards. I had a beautiful wife and daughter. I had a nice house and my wife and I made pretty good money. All of the sudden about 3 years ago, I developed some sort of deppresion. I wanted nothing to do with anything...
    jg0093dcs jg0093dcs 31-35 2 Responses Jun 8, 2009

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    I want to go places… but if I wait for you, I will never step out of my shell. I want to feel sensations… but if I leave it up to you, I will never reach that high. I want to...
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    I don't want to be 30 and finally starting to search for someone to settle down with. I want to see the word with someone else, not just by myself. The best adventures are the...
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    I could kill myself in any moment without thinking.But I can't.Because my all family loves me,they are really nice.If I die what would happen to them?My parents,my siblings...
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    I think I might be getting old, sad but true. My thoughts constantly turn to wanting a younger girlfriend. Just a pretty young thing that I can go out with and enjoy her company...
    britman33 britman33 46-50, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Used to be on this a while ago so not sure how to start off again 😜 Anyway, a while ago (just before Christmas) I was feeling tired a lot and couldn't get up early in the...
    LFCno1 LFCno1 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    I wanted to become a EMT or an interior designer but my teacher told me to think realistically. Now I don't know what to do with myself
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    My story is very complicated and also very simple. The simple part is I'm in love with my former best friend. Everything else is complicated. We met 10 years ago when she came...
    deedist deedist 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    My mom and husband slept together:"( I'm in intense therapy. I want to kill myself....but I have 2 adorable children with him....help. My heart hurts so bad:"(
    connie321 connie321 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    You tell me yours, I'll tell you mine. I was born to druggies, and became one early on. Got touched by a dude when I was really young, became bulimic for almost 6 years and am...
    DeadlyMuses DeadlyMuses 18-21, M 19 hrs ago

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    I've been thinking about this for months now but I just don't think I can bring myself to take a real step; there's just too much pressure from parents and family and so much...
    Psyonicg Psyonicg 18-21, T 17 hrs ago

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    I hate having to lie about myself which is why I only tell people some of the truth so I am not lying.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616 18-21 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Let me love you. As selfish as it is. You want me to learn how-to be tough. The funny thing is. Only a tough son of a goddess could walk my path, see what I've seen, done what I...
    complex7 complex7 31-35, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I grew up with a very wrong perception. I didn't enjoy going to church, dances, festivals or events. I didn't like associating people with interests that conflicted with my own so...
    fortisvir fortisvir 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    I should just kill myself. Living like this is not fair and seems never ending. Can't I have ONE day where I'm not treated like absolute crap and forced into tears?!?! Happy...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Do you ever feel like you want to be somewhere else, with someone else, doing something else...but you also feel there's nothing you can do about...like you're not even in control...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I've lost many friends over the years partly because of me and partly because of them! some of them weren't worth **** in the first place but I can only change me! I don't care if...
    mpthatsme mpthatsme 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate what I've become. Too skinny and bony. All bones. I'm a living skeleton. I'm Jack Skeleton from Nightmare Before Christmas. I'm looking more...
    AndreaCulea AndreaCulea 22-25, F 43 mins ago

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    Fingering myself right now it feels so good
    countrygirl12340 countrygirl12340 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I'm such a clutz. Everyday I drop something or run into a door or something . But, I accepted it . It's easier to laugh at myself for being such a dork .
    Lvictoria101 Lvictoria101 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    A quick poo poo in my boxers before bed so I squatted in my bedroom holding on to the top of my draws and pooed myself always nice just before bed :)
    Mushypanties12 Mushypanties12 18-21 3 hrs ago

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    Did this about 5 months back I pooed myself while I was in the shed and then sat on one of my bikes and felt the poop squish as I sat there peddling making the chain go round and...
    Mushypanties12 Mushypanties12 18-21 3 hrs ago

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    I love myself no matter what will happen to me yesterday, today & future.
    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I spent the last six hours beating myself up over something stupid I did at work.
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    0.77. I remember that Google was mentioned on "60 minutes" 0.78. I am not afraid of dogs 1. "As good as it gets" - it was an interesting movie 2. Sometimes my keyboard-playing are...
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    YOUR LIFE IS YOURS TO DESTROY OR BUILD! The truthiest of all the truths is that you're the only person who has to live with yourself. It's all up to you to make yourself feel good...
    BetterWorldd BetterWorldd 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    I wish I wasn't so hard on myself but I'm afraid if I stop I won't have any motivation to move forward. It's as if I have this real of all my shortcomings and it just plays again...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Why.Must.I.Be.Here? I can't handle myself. I just can't... I'm so done and over myself.. I sell myself short, I disrespect myself, I intentionally hurt myself... I'm all sorts...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    For as long as I can remember I always told my friends and family and even strangers I never wanted kids. I told them the truth, I was way too selfish to be a mother. I liked...
    kay5262 kay5262 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I am having hard time starting conversations or meeting people, it is even worse when I am expecting someone to talk to me . Maybe it is just my lack of experience in that field...
    LFSomething LFSomething 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I want to change my life. I've taken already some steps, but I can't stop now or it's all just gonna revert back to where I started from! Changing who I am, how I look at the world...
    Featherwings Featherwings 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    I'm living through all this hurt and pain, This is my story... I was a woman trapped in an infant's body, Four years past my birth, I experienced feelings a mature or married...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 18

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    I'm a fairly confident person in my own confines. I'm not confident in public like I used to be. Some people say I have a stocky body frame. I wish I could change that but as much...
    Danwitt21 Danwitt21 18-21, M Apr 4

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    1. How do you define honesty? When you say and do things that are not a lie to yourself or others 2. What is your biggest fear or worry? Nothing so humongous God can't help me feel...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 4

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    I just want to sit down and cry, feel sorry for myself, hug myself, apologize to myself, love myself and accept myself because someone will love me, all of me. Even when I don't...
    menaa8D menaa8D 18-21, F Apr 18

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    There is just too much. I'm overwhelmed & no one for me to lovingly turn to. I am drowing, treading water, & trying to save myself. Each time I think I am strong enough to swim...
    Stickwithmebaby Stickwithmebaby 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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