I Want to Be Close to Someone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    I talk to people, but i dont feel like im

    being completely honest with them. I feel like no one really knows me and right now, its making me feel really alone. I want someone who i can share my thoughts with (fearlessly) and really understands the real me. Can anyone relate?
    KennedyF KennedyF
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    To Feel Passion...

    I want to be with someone, that is waiting in eager anticipation to hear my voice.  When my personal ringtone on their phone brings an immediate smile from ear to ear.  When I see them,  I want to be able to express my feelings for them openly.  I...
    2Shy 2Shy
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2009

    ‚ÄčI've been single for quite a

    while now. I don't want a serious relationship, not yet anyway, I just want a casual girlfriend. Someone to be close to, go out and do things with, cuddle and watch movies with, but with as little drama as possible. I just don't want a huge amount of drama and bullshit. I can't...
    TheScientis7 TheScientis7
    22-25, T
    Aug 21, 2014

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