I Want to Be Content

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    I'm trying to find a sense of peace

    and contentment in my life. It's not always easy. There are a lot of things I cannot control (like a frustrating co-worker or having depression) and sometimes I let them get the best of me. For instance today, during a confrontation at work, I let myself get emotional. My...
    AlainaM5 AlainaM5
    26-30, F
    Jan 13, 2015

    Poem....

    I don't want to be depressed but I don't want to be manic  don't want to feel a 1 but I don't want to feel a 10 i want to be in the middle i want to be content i want to be a 5. Bipolar disorder owns me I either feel high or I feel low but i don't want either I want to be...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 14, 2010

    Chasing a mirage...!

    This is something that is also mind occupying... There are things that i, and i think many like me, am racing to get with the belief that thereĀ is something so good or gratifying about them... But as soon as you there... and it is all in your hands... a feeling that one has only...
    will2search will2search
    46-50
    Sep 9, 2012

    Be Content

    I find myself complaining because we want to own a home so bad but we are in so much debt. The majority of our debt was not accumulated by irresponsible spending but due to medical bills, school loans and a car loan. We are stuck in a rut wherein all our income is eaten by bills...
    erik1975 erik1975
    31-35, M
    Dec 30, 2009

    I Don't Feel Complete...

    I have been with my BF for 3 years...I don't like the way he kisses me anymore, we don't have sex, because I don't really enjoy it... He is the most caring person with me, and has been the best bf i have ever had...he would do anything for me...loves me for who I am. But I...
    dontnowhat2do dontnowhat2do
    26-30
    1 Response May 27, 2008

    I Want to Be Content

    i just want to be content with what i have and not want or lust after n e thing else. but that isnt going to happen because im never content if only we didint have sins then it would be purfect world and i would be the perfect person.
    confused2008 confused2008
    18-21, F
    Feb 5, 2008

    I Want to Be Content

    i just want to be content with what i have and not want or lust after n e thing else. but that isnt going to happen because im never content if only we didint have sins then it would be purfect world and i would be the perfect person.
    confused2008 confused2008
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2008

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