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I Want To Be Cured Of This Pain

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    I aways wanted someone to draw me A cool portrait of me that looks just like me
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F Nov 11

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    The past year should have been one of the best in my life - It wasn't! I have to admit that I am a bit of a free thinker - what I believe about life, people and how we are meant...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    I want to be a woman so bad right now and end my pain and finally be free. It has been consuming all my thoughts for a very long time. I want to be free of all my pain and...
    wtbwoman wtbwoman 41-45 4 Responses Nov 12

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    I can't take it no more I want to cut again haven't cut in 2-3years. It's so hard to talk to anyone cause I feel they want understand. I don't want to tell my best friend cause...
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I am in a relationship. It has been almost 3 years. I have struggled almost the entire relationship with urges to leave. I have justified staying by saying things to myself like...
    Shaman1985 Shaman1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    I Want to Know If You've Done Any of These Things [ ] Smoked A Cigarette [ ] Smoked A Cigar [ ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Are / Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [ ] Been...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 28

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    Title: Saved By An Angel. I remember, when that angel came into my life. The haze and the rain, all gone, when she flew down to me. The most purest of hearts, the most stunning...
    Sarode Sarode 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 7

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    I suffer from chronic migraine and I'm simply tired of being in pain all the time. I do have some days that are good and a few that are great. Today was one of those days. I had a...
    sjmckstan sjmckstan 36-40, F Nov 13

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    I broke down and just had to refill my prescription for oxycodone. I had hoped that I wouldn't have to do that. The drug kind of scares me. I feel good for a little while, and then...
    gmeza98 gmeza98 51-55, M Oct 27

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    I know from personal experience exactly the what emotional pain can do to a person .. if you are anything like me you hide all your emotions because you are just not strong enough...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    I have taken yet again, a brutal hit. His words hit me, slapped me with such force. Before I could even begin to process what was happening, I was down. His words knocked the wind...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    He has now blocked me on Facebook. He will not take responsibility for his own actions, and I do not understand what has happened to this man. He is not the same man I came to love...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 28

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    I really hope that my brother will never see this, you see he doesn't quite think I can do it. I'm studying science though I hate. My parent's aren't making me but it's how our...
    meryemJo meryemJo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    this is my first post . not the first time ive been on here but lately ive been thinking about gaining again. i did in the past when i was a lil younger , i went from 130 to about...
    GainzInc GainzInc 18-21, M 43 mins ago

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    I consider Colorado Clinic to be Best inside their discipline. Very understanding of the many dynamics related to a traumatic analysisSome pain management clinics are more holistic...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    All of this really happened. I haven't talked to anyone about it (except my wife). Posting here to EP is the first time I've shared to a wider audience. My wife and I have been...
    rmguyinCO rmguyinCO 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    I highly recommend staying away from opiates such as heroin, pain killers (vicodin, oxycodone, morphine, etc.) as they are highly addictive and the physical pain you experience...
    oooitzalex oooitzalex 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 7

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    For the last year I have been at the doctor constantly trying to get a diagnosis for pelvic pains. There are three kinds, constant dull pain across my entire abdomen, severe...
    erislaughs erislaughs 26-30, F Nov 17

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    For the past 11 years I have been lost within myself. Everyday I am in pain because I am unhappy. Complex thinking is my speciality, reminiscing about the past is daily, and my...
    AngelK2010 AngelK2010 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    After a long period of little or no creativity I picked up a brush two days ago and have been lost in that wonderful timeless twilight zone where a painting gradually reveals...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    CEBs are actually revealed to offer therapeutic price to the cure of upper extremity vascular insufficiency because of vaso-occlusive or vasospastic Problems and have been...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    I don't know why I'm in pain all I know is that if this lasts any longer I'm going to probably shoot myself in the head. A couple of days ago I was in the car on the way to my...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    The cold, dark and quiet of my present loneliness is frequently interrupted by the scream of fear, horror and terror. What is happening to me? Where is this emotional pain coming...
    myyself myyself 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 1

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    I met my husband in 2009 and he was everything I had asked for. I even wrote a letter back in 2006 describing my perfect soul mate. And to our shock, he was it. He even found...
    bettergood bettergood 36-40, F Nov 11

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    Hello there everyone, I barely have the mentally clarity to type that is how bad it's gotten. But long story short, I'm a young woman how isn't "terminally" but very very I'll, I...
    shootingmystar shootingmystar 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 15

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    I had my right shoulder done in 2011. Post surgery due to bad pt shoulder and shoulder froze -no one wants this!!!!! Injury happened 4 years prior and was ignored by me. Now...
    rotatorcuffpain rotatorcuffpain 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    Once more I woke up with agony, know that I'm in extreme pain so don't want to move. There's a tic tac in my head going fast, guess is just my heart beat trough my veins. No...
    lizzyWaterbearer lizzyWaterbearer 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I remember wondering how id gone to being everything he wanted to someone he 'hoped he could still be friends with' I remember the emptiness and the questions I kept on asking...
    dreamer0800 dreamer0800 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    I look around the world and what do I see? A world drowning in darkness, pain and misery. So many people suffering, no one can see the pain they go through week after week. So...
    adamw adamw 36-40, M Oct 29

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    Figuring out how to handle the bevel of your outer cannula and inner stylet are key to thriving needle navigation. The hub from the needle ordinarily features a notch that...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    I injured my shoulder a couple of years ago, had a MRI and it showed several tears. Complete rotator cuff,bicep tendons tore away from bone,bone spurs,arthritis in AC joint,bone...
    leekhilliard52 leekhilliard52 56-60, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    I like painting my finger nails and toe nails. I wear sheer stockings and open toed shoes so I can see my painted toe nails. I think that my painted nails make me look more...
    alison56cd alison56cd 56-60, T 1 Response Nov 16

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    Restless and relentless, my heart beats on and on. Sad and stuck in a fleshy tomb above ground, in my own mind, I am truly bound. Praying not to be found; yet wishing that I am...
    evie96 evie96 18-21, F Nov 16

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    I'll tell everybody I am 27 I never had friends not even a girlfriend the word rejection is huge and the pain is horrible been depressed for a long time already since I was 12 not...
    forsa85 forsa85 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have always preferred railway journey to a bus journey especially when it’s an overnight one. Being tall I like to stretch myself and go to sleep. A few years back I was...
    Eddiecrow Eddiecrow 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    **Infant loss trigger** For my son's birth I was given drugs to induce labor. I was 38 weeks pregnant and we found out his heart had stopped beating. Induced labour is supposed to...
    Etheros Etheros 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I let's start by saying that I have my own set of beliefs and standards and as I outline some things I believe you will be either very much in agreement, or very much against what...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Nov 2

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    Pain Is More Than Just A Feeling . Pain Is Real . Pain Can Come At The Most Random Moment & It Always Peeks In At A Bad Time . It Feels Like You Just Got Hit By A Truck Driving...
    UniqueLiquee UniqueLiquee 16-17, F Nov 4

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    I have a rare condition that made me go on pain meds for the past several years. 2 years ago I was put on topamax (not sure how it's spelt) and it helped me lose weight and my skin...
    Kristat Kristat 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    For 5 years I have had pain in my.... Male parts. . I'm willing to do whatever I have to in order to get rid of this pain. But there doesn't seem to be a doctor smart enough to...
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T Nov 14

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    Our body feels pain to warn us of danger But it also reminds us we're alive that it can still feel That's why some of us seek it out while others choose to numb it Solitude has...
    Kate197979 Kate197979 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    That's what I've known for so many years. It's taken its toll to no end. It's made think things I never had hoped to think. It's made me pray and pray for my death. I'm so ready to...
    Jpeavey Jpeavey 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 16

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    I went to the dentist today. I spent an hour in the chair grimacing and squeezing my sweater as he drilled and chipped away at my wisdom tooth. At the final moment when he applied...
    novembermountain novembermountain 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Like another young woman here. I am also unable to become independent. There is nothing left for me. God won't answer my prayers. I'm stuck in an abusive situation with my mother...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 3

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    So, I was a foolish kid who wanted to feel love and be loved. But the thing is, I had little self confidence. I had a bunch of surgeries and fractures and it left my body weak so I...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 9

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