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I Want To Be Cured Of This Pain

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    Today my chiropractor told me theres not a lot more they can do for my head and neck and back pain. It's been three years and I'm in pain daily and now I feel like everyone has...
    Cupcake91 Cupcake91 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I know I have to go on but I can't do it anymore. I am so depressed and unhappy. I just can't stop crying and wishing to be dead everyday. I feel like an alien since I was born...
    blackjasmine blackjasmine 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I cheated on my boyfriend when our relationship was rocky last year...we have been trying to repair it ever since but we are from a small town and people will not let him or I live...
    thatgirl0977 thatgirl0977 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Physically and emotionally. Anyone have a solution that is not sexual?
    papasshortie papasshortie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I never realized it until today but I actually have been depressed for almost 3 years. Probably longer. I used to be super depressed everyday. But now I'm just depressed in general...
    allytoledodiaz allytoledodiaz 13-15, F Mar 29

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    Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I...
    Greywlf Greywlf 56-60, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm constantly hurting emotionally... I used to self harm.. it helped deal with all the problems for a while.. for a while, I was in control of my problems.. no one could hurt me...
    ForeverSilenced1126 ForeverSilenced1126 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I've been thinking and planning this for months now and it's getting closer and closer. I'm ready to die. It doesn't scare me I just want this pain to end. There are people out...
    lilshrimp11 lilshrimp11 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    You said you moved two states away. And less than a month later, you're back and contacting me. I HATE YOU AND DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIFE. But, because you're so mentally ill and a...
    spectralthoughts spectralthoughts 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I suffered from vitiligo, but I was cured now. It was bad, and makes me very unhappy. I live in China. Here we use Traditional Chinese Medicine to treat skin problems, I went to...
    mandysimpkins mandysimpkins 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I decided to put this down as story... since it covers a lot... All I think about is what can go wrong... it is hard to try when you know how destructive a relationship can be. I...
    Sparrowhawk1161 Sparrowhawk1161 51-55, M 13 hrs ago

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    Once Again Love I was a Reiki master, also conducting courses in Emotional Intelligence , for approximately ten years. Moreover, I was a happy wife and mother, living and...
    Sarita07 Sarita07 51-55, F Mar 26

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    I have been in chronic, constant pain for over 15 years now. I have seen a multitude of doctors, had several surgeries, many exploratory and even a spinal fusion of my L4-L5 disc...
    Mahala71 Mahala71 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I met someone about 4 months ago. I was single for almost two years. I dated someone for about 7. It was intense and unhealthy, and although I have moved on,I wont lie sometimes...
    allthebeautifulthings allthebeautifulthings 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    We are old friends, pain and I. We go way back to the beginning of my life. Physical, emotional, mental, soul wrenching sadness, it's all the same. Pain is the only constant in my...
    unfixablegirl unfixablegirl 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Frozen winter part 5 With time running out Dylan, Zane, Axle and Lorelie went around to search for the emerald. They did find the emerald weirdly enough is was in a ice cream...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    IF god existed this is what I would say to him: Sir with all due respect, it's not fair that you created beings with the capacity to get addicted to pleasure and feel pain because...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    To persuade means to convince someone to do something, to coerce them into doing what you would like them to do. Sometimes it may be selling a product, you offer the advantages...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F Mar 20

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    My battle with chronic pain goes back 18 years to my first attack of acute hemorrhaging pancreatitis - a disease caused in my case by gall stones that blocked my pancreatic duct...
    ericgaudion ericgaudion 61-65, M 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Are you very upset on your back pain? As more and more body problems,such as back pain,joint pain and so on I think everyone always wants to have a healthy body. So we should do to...
    mbtshoes2011 mbtshoes2011 22-25, F Apr 9

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    Wearing a heavy book bag has finally caught up to me. Since I moved off campus, I have to bring all my books with me for the day, and it gets pretty heavy but I'm use to it. The...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with DDD in 2004. They also found a bulging cervical disk. I was told that I needed a fusion from C3 to C5. I had that done in December of 2004. A month into...
    ChicagoSparky ChicagoSparky 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I don't know what it is about me, but people just institutionally turn against me for reasons I never find out, if the person ever actually knows why they hate me. Every time. I...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 Mar 23

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    How I wish I could. :( It's been almost a week the first time I joined on EP and since then, I started knowing numerous experiences of people (that captured my heart) coming from...
    MissPurple912 MissPurple912 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    Pain Pain is what we get. pain is there just waiting for Us. It sneaks around waiting it sneaks around watching It can tell when we are at our most vulnerable. It strikes...
    Greywlf Greywlf 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Physical pain is something that I can see, therefore I know given time the scars or bruises will go away. But emotional pain, I know it's there but I don't know what to do. No...
    AriannaG AriannaG 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    22 and too many diagnosed illnesses, disease, viruses, etc. Started at 8 years old. In pain from head to toe, it physically hurts just to be alive. I can't work or go to school to...
    HiddenDaisy HiddenDaisy 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    A painter from Maysel, West Virginia, Ronald Ravesky is acknowledged for his landscape paintings. His art work is a perfect blend of creative expressions, colors and fabulous ideas...
    ronald01 ronald01 22-25, M Apr 10

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    Ronald Raevsky is a landscape painter from Maysel, West Virginia. He started painting at a very young age and he was just 8 years old when he completed his first painting. He grew...
    ronald01 ronald01 22-25, M Apr 10

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    My first time face painting was today and I was having so much fun!! I was painting on little kids faces cause I was helping out the teachers at my elementary with these booths and...
    cozybunny264 cozybunny264 13-15, F a week ago

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    When I look into his eyes, I see all the beautiful things he is. Staring into his eyes for me is travelling to a distant kingdom where only he and I can play and no one else may...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Nobody ever sees me faking a smile... They think its all true. They're wrong. Behind this smile is a girl broken as if she was stabbed bit by bit by the people around her. They...
    Amature14 Amature14 13-15, F Mar 18

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    The whole thing is shot, or so it seems... I damaged my knee skiing a long time ago and sustained a hip injury while rock climbing. Now many years later the knee, hip, bursitis...
    epjoni epjoni 56-60, T Mar 20

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    All my life felt pointless because I never had any real reason to keep living... I finally find that one purpose for continuing with life, something to make life worth living. That...
    HeyItsJay HeyItsJay 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Mejj tagged me and so here I go with the 5 things about me I promised to tell in a Tag story to this lovely and supportive friend of mine 1. I'm from a large, international family...
    Literaturegirl Literaturegirl 46-50, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    "pain demands to be felt."-TFIOS why do I have to feel pain? Sometimes I want to feel nothing at all. And when I feel nothing, it makes me bored. Stupid as it seems but i really...
    imerosiie imerosiie 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Different moods have different pain though. I'm not suicidal or anything. When I'm riding my bike, I crash. Sometimes I get road rash or sometimes I slip a pedal and get a...
    goofybmxerdan goofybmxerdan 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    i have chronic back pain. After using many painkiller and gel then heat and ice that never worked, i looked online how to treat it because it was awful. I learned that caffeine can...
    voslung voslung 36-40, M Mar 24

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    I have suffered since age 16 from endo. I have three young children. During my third pregnancy, things went wrong. The placenta was outside of the uterus. My doctor went into a c...
    CPPDANCER CPPDANCER 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    It's awful. Unbelievably awful. It's like going through all your days with this ache inside you. This pain that won't go away. It's basically equivalent to having horrific cramps...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Apr 9

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    Every where I turn I run into a wall.... The walls are getting closer and closer to me, soon I will have no room to move, then no room to turn, after that no room to reach for help...
    calicorex4 calicorex4 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    ~Everyone has wounds, some just cope with them better~ The pain is in everyone, some just find a way to replace it. I have become an expert in this. I am sensitive. Actually, I...
    insanitycuresboredom insanitycuresboredom 22-25, F Mar 21

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    My wife started painting my toe nails early on in our marriage and it didn't bother me as no one saw them but us. Then one summer on a weekend we went to Knobles amusement park and...
    CdKimmi CdKimmi 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I want tattoos... And not just to have tattoos... But because I want to express my life with my body. I want to get a bass clef on the outside of my left foot between my heel and...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F Mar 22

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    All i can see is darkness. There is complete nothingness. I feel like people can see through me as though I am a walking spirit. I don't matter. Nothing matters and so why...
    CannibalizeTheMerciful CannibalizeTheMerciful 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Slaying souls, danse macabre >From within and still unscarred I stand alone and solemn as thy distant lights frey to death And all around fore none as demon shall be found Out...
    voslung voslung 36-40, M Mar 26

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    I am too inarticulate to ever be capable of telling someone just how much they are worth to me. I can say 'I love you', but my face won't shape the words the same way my mouth does...
    typedwriter typedwriter 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I had a dream where in order to my friends, I gave up myself. This lady had plunged this liquid onto my veins, causing me to grow tired and defenseless. She then did this surgery...
    HawaiianPunchz HawaiianPunchz 16-17, F Mar 28

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    I was diagnosed last year with a chronic pain condition that formed from me passing 4-8 kidney stones a year. Since I keep passing the stones I will always be in agony and when I...
    dirkablaze dirkablaze 26-30, M