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I Want To Be Dead As Soon As Possible

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    I think about crashing my car into a highway

    divider. I would only do it in the middle of the night because I don't want to endanger innocent people. I don't wear my seatbelt anymore (it's been almost 2 years) because if I get into an accident I don't want to survive it. It's so twisted. I know it is. I'm just so...
    absolom absolom 41-45 4 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    Felt That Way Many Years Ago

    i wanted to be dead so i could join the ones i loved very much i wanted it so bad i took jobs all over the world hunting death i have always felt cheated by GOD as he told me it was not my time yet and i had to go back to a body that was all broken to tell from a plane crash...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Feb 26, 2012

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    We stated out the day by going straight to the courthouse to get our lifetime hunting and fishing license. We had plans to spend the day at a state park and do some fishing. *smile...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    would be awsume to pre record a few hours playing tic tac toe and making comments. .than have it put in tombstone with a touchscreen interface . :) I could play even when dead lol...
    dlharris dlharris 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    He was alive now he is dead
    mickeymic mickeymic 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    This may sound odd, but for the last 12 years I feel like I'm the walking dead. I'm jumping through the hoops of everyday life but not taking anything from it. I'm not asking...
    gossipswag gossipswag 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    When any good opportunities come along ... For f##k sake take them .... Your a long time dead !
    wilcrooks wilcrooks 56-60, M 13 hrs ago

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    I'm a junior volunteer at my local hospital as a transporter. I help out a transporter as we transport patients and equipment throughout the hospital. At lunch, my friend told us...
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    Letter to my future love.. Hey sweet guy, I'm so excited to meet you, today was a great day. Love won! I actually walked a little taller today. Hahahha now one of these days I'll...
    iamlovepeople iamlovepeople 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    There are two reasons why I want to move out, and I will explain all of them. 1. Me and my whole family lives in a place where stress is really evident (which apparently affects...
    azurevanilla azurevanilla 13-15 4 days ago

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    My lover is my best friend, but it is a mess. Where to begin, and it will be a bit lengthy. I will call him D and we met when we were 11. It has been the same bond since we first...
    dfclifton55 dfclifton55 56-60, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I believe that a woman's main purpose is to have children and I think it's the most natural way to have as many as possible. I plan is getting pregnant again almost instantly after...
    mariafatiha mariafatiha 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Misguided Quest Who would've thought I could change the world? What about the parrot? Yes, I admit it-the world we now live in is my fault...though the parrot isn't without blame...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 22

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    Misguided Quest Who would've thought I could change the world? What about the parrot? Yes, I admit it-the world we now live in is my fault...though the parrot isn't without blame...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 22

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    Misguided Quest Who would've thought I could change the world? What about the parrot? Yes, I admit it-the world we now live in is my fault...though the parrot isn't without blame...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 22

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    Misguided Quest Who would've thought I could change the world? What about the parrot? Yes, I admit it-the world we now live in is my fault...though the parrot isn't without blame...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 22

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    Misguided Quest Who would've thought I could change the world? What about the parrot? Yes, I admit it-the world we now live in is my fault...though the parrot isn't without blame...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 22

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    I mean, who doesn't? I've been active for about a year now. I started out with boot camp, and lost about 20 lbs. I then gained it all back when I stayed crossfit about 5 months ago...
    inanitas inanitas 13-15, F Jun 21

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    I feel as if I can’t breathe without you. The thought of losing you and my world stops spinning. My world becomes lifeless, I become lifeless. I don’t think you’ll ever...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 21

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    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 21

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    I often see my family and friends after they have passed from their bodies. I don't always even know yet that they are dead, I don't know if they even know they are dead sometimes...
    Iovemore Iovemore 31-35 Jun 21

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    Brains v.s Brawn Lorelie relaxed on a tree branch of the tallest tree in the back yard, he'd sat there all morning until the sun rose up. The view of it behind the mansion was...
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I am not cut out for this place, I am not strong as I once thought in my youth. I do not understand the things I thought once I had. I will never get used to the way things take...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 20

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    I love love the walking dead that show is one of the best zombie shows on but I also like Z Nation
    Vswagger Vswagger 13-15, M 4 Responses Jun 19

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    Makes you think twice about life Me: God, can I ask you a question? God: Sure! Me: Promise you won’t get mad? God: I promise! Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me...
    blueboyblue blueboyblue 22-25, M Jun 19

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    Everyone should read this - Life surprising thoughtful conversation! Me: God, can I ask you a question? God: Sure! Me: Promise you won’t get mad? God: I promise! Me: Why...
    blueboyblue blueboyblue 22-25, M Jun 19

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    so there's been 5 seasons ? I start to wonder ... how many are left ? the walking dead is a part of me . I don't know how I feel about it ever ending .
    truerespect21 truerespect21 13-15, F 6 Responses Jun 18

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    Part 1 of many..... So, this might be very unrelateable topic for most out there, and I envy you SOO much. So let me just dive right into it, not gonna sugar coat this at all...
    ScheeleXx ScheeleXx 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I can remember the first episode. It was like soooo awesome I feel in absolute love with it. Never been that excited for any other series other than The Walking Dead.
    SmileyFaceJenn SmileyFaceJenn 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 18

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    The stress and pressure has been going on for so long, and I took it! I think soon I will reach the phase where I sleep all the time, just for the sake of it! Just because I CAN...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    If I could I would just stay pregnant with as many babies as my belly could hold....as soon as I gave birth, I would immediately become pregnant again. My belly would grow bigger...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 17

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    Chivalry isn't dead. It's simply something that some of the younger generation (18-25) should take lessons in.
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 17

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    I understand this with people such as my Grandfather when he was 94, but I am only 57 years old, this is sad but this is true, all the people I am really close to are dead...
    severalanimals severalanimals 56-60, M Jun 17

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    Saturday October 15th 2005 I was asleep in my bed at my pearents house in the lakes district (Cumbria UK) when I saw my beloved dog she was so close to me I could smell her perfume...
    Kwanming888 Kwanming888 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 16

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    I ready to settle down with that special girl and start a family as soon as possible
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 16

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    Even though quite recently I've decided to live again. There's still a part in me that feels lost, the part that once kept me alive but it's dead now. I feel dead and alive, I've...
    JamesAlcock JamesAlcock 18-21, M Jun 16

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    I am loving the 90 plus weather we are having in my area right now. I stay naked as much as possible, I even had several naked drives (at night). Although I stay naked as much as...
    L2BANBM L2BANBM 51-55, M Jun 15

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    So mad, sad, dead, lost. I'm dead, so dead, sorry.
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    I am a very paranoid person already and I am quite sure that my job has made me much more paranoid. I noticed that whenever I buy stuff, I have to scan the invoice for duplicate...
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    I have been married for almost 23 years and feel so stuck in a dead relationship. I did promise to love, ect until death do us part, but the person that I made that promise to is...
    Jellybean70 Jellybean70 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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