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I Want To Be Dead As Soon As Possible

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    Felt That Way Many Years Ago

    i wanted to be dead so i could join the ones i loved very much i wanted it so bad i took jobs all over the world hunting death i have always felt cheated by GOD as he told me it was not my time yet and i had to go back to a body that was all broken to tell from a plane crash...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Feb 26, 2012

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    I think about crashing my car into a highway

    divider. I would only do it in the middle of the night because I don't want to endanger innocent people. I don't wear my seatbelt anymore (it's been almost 2 years) because if I get into an accident I don't want to survive it. It's so twisted. I know it is. I'm just so...
    absolom absolom 41-45 4 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    Why? I just came out after years of hiding behind a fake facade carefully built, brick by brick, year by year. That came crashing down 3 months ago and I'm out and proud of it...
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    Tomorrow would be ideal. Asap. I just need an escape. I want to go to NYC so bad.
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    (I wanted to turn this to a song but I couldn't. I also wanted a special band I love sing this part for me. but i can't reach them) I wish I was , I wish I was I always cried...
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    This isn't a love story or a happy story, this is my life. Life is hard all around. It never gets easier no matter what. I would say once upon a time but this wasn't a fairytale...
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    I'm so excited for tonight! Is there any one on the west coast who would want to watch it live? Maybe I should make a Fear The Walking Dead page, lol. Anyways, I will log on...
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    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    is anybody else watching the Walking Dead Marathon?!?!?! getting so hype about Fear the Walking Dead tonight!!!!
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    I'm 21. going to be 22 in a couple months. I think I should get on my feet as soon as possible.
    CreativeKitty CreativeKitty 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    I'm soooooooooo excited for The Walking Dead & Fear the Walking Dead. OMG I kinda want to cry because I love this show so much.. But I'm not gonna ._. Who else is watching...
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    I'm soo skinny but I love fat people and I desperately want to be fat and gain as soon as possible. Can anyone give me encouragement or tell me what it's like to feel all nice and...
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    I want to gain as quickly as possible and as much as possible. Can any of you help? Make me huge.
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    it is indeed possible to have intense liking as well as hating of someone. it is possible.
    bookishnephilim bookishnephilim 16-17, F Aug 20

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    Not really the world, my mom wants me dead.
    AiCutter AiCutter 18-21, F Aug 19

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    1.Who is your hero? I don't have one in specific. I have a few. 2.If you could live anywhere, where would it be? Somewhere in a foresty, rural place. 3.What is your biggest fear...
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    Bitterness is Dangerous -HOW CAN I DESCRIBE BITTERNESS TO YOU? IT JUST DOESN'T APPEAR ALL OF A SUDDEN, IT HAPPENS OVER TIME. I HATE HOW IT MAKES ME FEEL. I DON'T FEEL LIKE MYSELF...
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    I leave the anguish behind Scars are healing - I am set free The chains of guilt are in the past They no longer have a hold on me Dead bury their dead I walk through Elysian Fields...
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