I Want to Be Dead

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    I wish there was a pill

    for this. A guarantee of death. In a painless fashion. One i could take and just die. To leave this world. To say goodbye......one more try
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 29, 2015

    I need to die I'm straight

    but good ole lesbian and straight **** isn't working so now I'm watching gay ****. It's not even attractive but it's all I can get off to. I think it's because the invisible stud is now full on rape.
    Ihategod69 Ihategod69
    18-21, T
    Mar 7, 2016

    I wonder what happens without me.

    .. In this world...
    LRxIce LRxIce
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2014

    I'm tired of hearing them yelling at me,

    I'm tired of crying every night just to sleep, I'm tired of trying, I'm tired of looking a places wishing it was just as peaceful like my family, I'm tired being around people who just compare me non-stop and trying to change what I like and what I do to keep me happy, I'm tired...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 25, 2015

    What will you all do

    before the attempt?
    claryxx claryxx
    18-21, F
    May 29, 2015
    squirrand squirrand
    36-40, F
    Jul 14, 2015

    I don't want to be on this planet anymore.

    I feel like I don't belong. I feel like I was born to die so others would realize how they hurt others. I hold everything close thinking it might stay. After awhile it leaves. I can't trust anyone because everyone always betrays me. When I think I finally have someone it turns...
    creationoffault creationoffault
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2014
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2014

    Sometimes I want to be its sad

    that life sucks so bad
    JustaConfusedteen JustaConfusedteen
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2014

    I dont think life is

    for me i have myself and everything about my life the only thing good is my nephew but i am such a disgrace he'll probably be better off without me , im afraid to kill myself because i dont want Anyone to have to deal with my disgusting corpse if only there was away to kill...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly
    1 Response Jul 5, 2014

    I want to kill myself.

    I just wish the pain would stop.
    mikehurt mikehurt
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2014

    Heyy so I feel like my life is worth nothing,

    and I can't figure out what to do with it. I nearly ran away last night and I almost attempted suicide. I self harm on my calves and arms and I get bullied everyday.. **** life I swear I'm done. I can't deal with this anymore...
    wolfiescrewlife wolfiescrewlife
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 19, 2014

    Ive been thinking about my suicide

    for a few weeks now. I think im almost ready. just have to write the note
    kilerred7 kilerred7
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    I hate myself. I always word things wrong

    and and up making my husband mad.
    PoetPrincess85 PoetPrincess85
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 6, 2015

    I know what it feels like to feel this way.

    But there is hope. Message me if you ever want to talk.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 22, 2016

    I have attempted suicide a few times I tried

    drowning myself but mum walked in and stopped me also I was going to have an overdose while home alone but I didn't take enough so I didn't die I cut most days on my arms and legs my family thinks I'm over it but I'm not I keep my suicide notes
    RubyGoad RubyGoad
    16-17, F
    12 Responses Apr 27, 2014


    i know no one will give a ****..i know that in writing this story, if i get any reactions from the ppl who care and i care about, it'll be dissapointment..i've dissapointed and hurt nearly everyone i care about...and i'm tired of doing that and i'm tired of hurtin inside all the...
    lmpulsive lmpulsive
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 25, 2011
    emswift emswift
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Jan 22, 2016
    Voidspirit Voidspirit
    22-25, M
    Aug 29, 2014

    ...sometimes. When I feel like I'm no longer

    useful and my time for making contributions has passed ...occasionally. When self-pity overwhelms me and I can't seem to get up off my backside...☺️
    deleted deleted
    10 Responses Jan 22, 2016

    I just don't see the point in anything anymore,

    nothing makes sense. I want to be happy but I just can't be, everyone around me is happy and it makes me feel even worse, I just want to have someone who truly cares about me but I can't find anyone who does.
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2015
    Insanexx Insanexx
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 16, 2014

    I really want to be dead.

    .. is all I can think about lately, I really need to stop hurting... so the thought of not feeling anything sounds great... sounds peaceful and easy I hate living a life I don't want ... I'm sooo tired...
    gabscaussigh gabscaussigh
    22-25, F
    Apr 27, 2014

    My parents hate me because I'm bisexual.

    I can see the disappointment in their eyes each time they look at me. I don't know how much longer I can go on w my double ******* life.
    RecklessXO96 RecklessXO96
    18-21, M
    Aug 4, 2014

    My stomach hurt i drank some water out of the

    toilet bc mom made me stay in the bathroom
    minidaddyfansesentaynueve minidaddyfansesentaynueve
    18-21, M
    Jan 22, 2016

    Because whatever happens

    when I die... it can't be worse than wishing to be dead everyday... people say it is "wrong" that "is the easy way out but not the right one" that "everything will be ok in the end" and "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"... but what about if I want to take the easy...
    gabscaussigh gabscaussigh
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 4, 2014

    Life.....is Death.

    I love the Lord Jesus Christ. No matter how bad I am at doing that and following His rules, I love Him. I am believing that my faith in His resurrection, will keep me from hell. What I have trouble with though, is ....why do I have to live in this life of hell right now. The...
    Veteran1980 Veteran1980
    51-55, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2010

    Ever since I was a little kid I've wished I was

    dead. One of my first memories is wishing I'd never been born. This life is like a trap for me, a state I'm stuck in. I don't want to live but I don't have what it takes to end it. I want it to be over but I can't make it stop. I know this is true, I've thought I was going...
    NeonBlueMidnight NeonBlueMidnight
    26-30, M
    Oct 18, 2015
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