I Want to Be Different

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    I Feel Diferent

    I feel Different when i go out it feel likes I'm not myself anymore it feels like i want to be somebody I'm not I just want to go out and try to be myself for once cause usually people don't like the way I am they think I'm a jerk I wish sometimes I don't belong here that I just...
    lifetaker lifetaker
    16-17, M
    Apr 14, 2009

    I don't really want to be the hyper

    or the crazy one like always in school. I want to be a dog lover and just go with the flow. Im tired of being the same throughout my years and I want to change my personality to being quiet not crazy or hyper or dumb making weird noises. I just want to start over my life and if...
    VitaniTheLioness VitaniTheLioness
    13-15, F
    Sep 28, 2014

    I Want To Change My Life And Be Different

    Since my exfiance left me in december 2010, my life has been a disaster. I have been surviving since then. I have gained weight, I dont have money, everyday is longer and uglier and I am falling deeper and deeper. I cant see the light anymore. I dont have energy, physically or...
    magicpie magicpie
    36-40, F
    Oct 31, 2011

    I Want To Be A More Brilliant And Pretty Person Than I Am Now

    I want to have some fun in life. I feel old and tired I wish I could be 19 again. I really do ... that would be part of my fantasy wish to be pretty and energetic, clever and wealthy and to be 19 again.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    May 8, 2012

    Somebody Else..

    I want to move away. Somewhere where nobody knows my name, my past, who I am. I know underneath this tough, mean, angry exterior, I'm someone who just wants pour love onto everyone and get love in return. The person I am is unloveable, undesirable, unworthy... Is it possible to...
    aljomi aljomi
    18-21, F
    Sep 19, 2009

    Yes. I Want To Be Different

    I had a short break from EP and had time to contemplate and ponder. I want to be different. Mid-life crisis? I dont know! I will never know because this is something I do not discuss with friends and family openly. So EP has to be it--To hear my wants and wishes Like a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    11 Responses Oct 8, 2009

    I'm done being this cute,

    little, submissive girl. Men just take advantage of you. They know how to manipulate, and use your submissiveness against you. Especially when they're so dominant. To the point, when they leave, you feel like you have no guidance. Nothing... I don't want to assume all dominant...
    Lynn1312 Lynn1312
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

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