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I Want to Be Different

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    I Feel Diferent

    I feel Different when i go out it feel likes I'm not myself anymore it feels like i want to be somebody I'm not I just want to go out and try to be myself for once cause usually people don't like the way I am they think I'm a jerk I wish sometimes I don't belong here that I just...
    lifetaker lifetaker 16-17, M Apr 14, 2009

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    I Want To Be A More Brilliant And Pretty Person Than I Am Now

    I want to have some fun in life. I feel old and tired I wish I could be 19 again. I really do ... that would be part of my fantasy wish to be pretty and energetic, clever and wealthy and to be 19 again.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F May 8, 2012

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    Somebody Else..

    I want to move away. Somewhere where nobody knows my name, my past, who I am. I know underneath this tough, mean, angry exterior, I'm someone who just wants pour love onto everyone and get love in return. The person I am is unloveable, undesirable, unworthy... Is it possible to...
    aljomi aljomi 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2009

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    Yes. I Want To Be Different

    I had a short break from EP and had time to contemplate and ponder. I want to be different. Mid-life crisis? I dont know! I will never know because this is something I do not discuss with friends and family openly. So EP has to be it--To hear my wants and wishes Like a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Oct 8, 2009

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    I Want To Change My Life And Be Different

    Since my exfiance left me in december 2010, my life has been a disaster. I have been surviving since then. I have gained weight, I dont have money, everyday is longer and uglier and I am falling deeper and deeper. I cant see the light anymore. I dont have energy, physically or...
    magicpie magicpie 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    Whatever you hold in your mind will tend to occur in your life. If you continue to believe as you have always believed, you will continue to act as you have always acted. If you...
    SagSunshine2014 SagSunshine2014 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just want someone who will not judge me, and love me for me. Now shoot me down because I think differently or because I am chubbier than most. I just want a real person.
    Icephoenix90 Icephoenix90 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    It's interesting that the Japanese tv dramas always like the stories about people with double sides of personality. It's like, the same person, but in one period of time is being...
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    I'm suffering from lack of focusing & doing things for a VERY long time. Till I left my family for my high school education, I was simply living in my bed. I was intelligent, I...
    tewkel59 tewkel59 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I'm different and I don't care who knows it Somethin' about me It's not the same, yeah I'm different and that's how it goes Ain't gonna play no ******* game Got a different way a...
    paradox14 paradox14 31-35, M Jul 6

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    How are we so "different"? If "different" is just a thing. If we all have certain features, What does "different" bring? People filled with hatred, Can't possibly see, That there...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Jul 9

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    1. I procrastinate like there's no tomorrow. You have no idea how long it's taken me to write this story. 2. I am a master at all things Pokemon. 3. I have the shortest attention...
    SensitiveSelf SensitiveSelf 13-15 5 Responses Jul 19

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    I'm so different from other people and i like to match in. Its like hell looking so different. I don't like having yellow and dark skin, like my brother. [I JUST WANT TO BE...
    SunniBunni101 SunniBunni101 18-21 5 days ago

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    my name is unkown cuz i will not tell any one about it, may be i am complicated person, but life changes us our life style , immigrating from one country to other to survive, i can...
    goge1797 goge1797 16-17, M Jul 15

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    my dad kind of started not liking me by the time i was 12. he was always questioning me like i was doing something wrong. he would point out the flaws on my face bc puberty made me...
    enemyinthemirror enemyinthemirror 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I read all of the stories and I can relate to them my husband was the sort of man that women adore beautiful in everyway but he is a functioning alcoholic .So I did it I left my...
    sunshineonarainyday sunshineonarainyday 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My mother is a *****. There's no more eloquent way to put it than that; she's hypocritical, so very rude, harsh, superficial and relies on others for her own happiness. It's...
    punkrockisfreedom punkrockisfreedom 16-17, F a week ago

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    In college there was an impossibly handsome guy named Jacob. We went to a huge college , a myriad of people who belonged in different groups like goths, emos, jocks, athletes. And...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    . I like to make up songs while I'm brushing my teeth! And it makes me laugh when I hear myself ! 2. I'm hopelessly addicted to using exclamations points excessively!!!! 3. I have...
    Alicexnum2 Alicexnum2 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I'm a sucker for cute girls. I like girls who are different. I like girls who are childlike in the heart. It's so rare that I find girls who don't wear make up and don't like...
    NotYourAverageAsianGuy NotYourAverageAsianGuy 70+, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    not that I don't love my country. I just wanted to know how it feels to live in different environment, different culture and all. Right now i'm in my senior year and I want to...
    gytriajeng gytriajeng 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Been to a couple psychologist/counselors. I guess I was always looking for a medical diagnosis. There's so much stuff that goes on in my head that I don't know how to explain, it'd...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate how money can change a person. It's crazy but some how it happens. My ex boyfriend was one of a kind. Our freshman year, he was quirky, a band geek, down to earth...
    uhtobehonest uhtobehonest 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I feel different... Whoever you are, if your reading this, I'm sorry that it doesn't make sense but I come with an odd problem or ability of feeling different while losing the...
    flopet17 flopet17 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    I cry silently and I am alone. I seriously don't consider my mom and brother as friends because they are family. I am not confident about myself. Every friends I make leave me just...
    Fatimatam Fatimatam 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I thought it was because I was adopted but I'm at least just as different from my biological family and if I'd known that I was I probably would've never wanted to meet them. My...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Jun 29

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    My life sucks everything goes wrong and it feels like it will never get better can I just die and start a new life where none of my mistakes are known and I have a different family...
    lonelinessneverfades lonelinessneverfades 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    To Jenni and others: I have been an EP member for a long time now and have met so many ...some amazing, some not so amazing. Several have really come to mean a lot to me...
    Whym Whym 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 9

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    I have always felt different, but I have moved from being different from " the rest", to being different from you, and you, and you, who are different too.
    gio36 gio36 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    The characters are : H&M M ’ is an African adolescent , she is someone who seems so calm and discrete , she is bookish and so interesting in literature , all the people say that...
    Violetta15 Violetta15 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    There are many reasons why I want to lose weight, and one of them is for this guy I heart alot. You cannot blame any overweight girl for dreaming about this. But this guy is...
    MPBJane MPBJane 16-17, F Jul 8

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    Im just about one week on this site and im confused and afraid to express such personal things here but as i explore and read some profiles and stories it gives courage to put mine...
    fitty22 fitty22 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    4 years ago my heart was ripped out of my chest and left to settle under dust. the void that was left of where my heart used to be was a cold place spiraling with thoughts of...
    tealbeliefs tealbeliefs 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Before 2 years..... i was a completely different person.... like.... i was being loved and taken care of wvwry where i went. I had sooo many friends..... i was the centre of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30

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    i don't seem to get along with my current friends as much as i used to. They're all changing and getting into smoking and drinking. I'm not what they consider fun anymore. I just...
    odetosleep odetosleep 18-21, F Jun 30

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    So im done now completely done what is to live for? Nothing my life is complete and utter shite and I have nothing now and I never will I'm going to fail with money school love and...
    Lolbeansarefun Lolbeansarefun 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 14

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    Well, there we go.... For my whole life, people, friends, family have always helped me and were examples to me or inspired me. I think it's about time that "I" tried and inspired...
    Scavyfox Scavyfox 18-21, M Jul 1

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    I spent the last 11 years spending my entire life savings in a long, drawn out custody battle for my son, who I lost custody of to my ex-wife when he was two. On July 4, 2010 I...
    OneLostFather OneLostFather 31-35, M 4 Responses Jul 1

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    1. Your username? SensitiveSelf. 2. How long have you been a member of EP? A year and a bit. I first joined in April 2013, but I've been on different accounts over the year. 3...
    SensitiveSelf SensitiveSelf 13-15 Jul 5

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    I also had another fantasy where I would find the most beautiful ticklish girl kidnap her taker to my secret tickle palace and tickle her whenever I wanted. I would tie her up in...
    oceanskywalker oceanskywalker 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Here's the thing, I'm past that pointing of wanting to. In reality I never planned this. But here I am, day in a day out trying to balance my love for three different beautiful...
    KermitBeSnitchin KermitBeSnitchin 22-25, M Jul 8

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    I wish I wasn't so shy. I wish I could stop relying so heavily on someone else's opinion. I want to let go of everyone's misconceptions of me. No ones opinions about me should...
    Savone52798 Savone52798 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    In nursery I knew the so called 'love of my life' except I did bot know she would be the 'love of my life' at that time. We never talked to each other much in nursery. She also...
    sayhellofriend sayhellofriend 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    Okay in theory yes I suppose I can guess why they do. However in practise I can't for the life of me, understand how a loving man could be happy doing this? Nor how a wife could be...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 6 Responses Jul 13

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    Well...yes.I have travelled since birth and seen a variety of lives and experiences.I was a very stimulated child with culture and cultures,history,books...and awesome mother <3...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I hate Saudi Arabia. I lived in USA for almost 3 years and it was awesome. My parents are old and they love me and relay on me so much. I don't want to break their hearts. I know...
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I'm different in many ways from others and perfectly okay with it. Just because you may be ok with doing something and I'm not doesn't mean nothing. Everyone is different in their...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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