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I Want to Be Different

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    I don't really want to be the hyper

    or the crazy one like always in school. I want to be a dog lover and just go with the flow. Im tired of being the same throughout my years and I want to change my personality to being quiet not crazy or hyper or dumb making weird noises. I just want to start over my life and if...
    VitaniTheLioness VitaniTheLioness 13-15, F Sep 28

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    I Feel Diferent

    I feel Different when i go out it feel likes I'm not myself anymore it feels like i want to be somebody I'm not I just want to go out and try to be myself for once cause usually people don't like the way I am they think I'm a jerk I wish sometimes I don't belong here that I just...
    lifetaker lifetaker 16-17, M Apr 14, 2009

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    Yes. I Want To Be Different

    I had a short break from EP and had time to contemplate and ponder. I want to be different. Mid-life crisis? I dont know! I will never know because this is something I do not discuss with friends and family openly. So EP has to be it--To hear my wants and wishes Like a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Oct 8, 2009

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    I Want To Be A More Brilliant And Pretty Person Than I Am Now

    I want to have some fun in life. I feel old and tired I wish I could be 19 again. I really do ... that would be part of my fantasy wish to be pretty and energetic, clever and wealthy and to be 19 again.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F May 8, 2012

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    Somebody Else..

    I want to move away. Somewhere where nobody knows my name, my past, who I am. I know underneath this tough, mean, angry exterior, I'm someone who just wants pour love onto everyone and get love in return. The person I am is unloveable, undesirable, unworthy... Is it possible to...
    aljomi aljomi 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2009

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    I Want To Change My Life And Be Different

    Since my exfiance left me in december 2010, my life has been a disaster. I have been surviving since then. I have gained weight, I dont have money, everyday is longer and uglier and I am falling deeper and deeper. I cant see the light anymore. I dont have energy, physically or...
    magicpie magicpie 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I am going to at probably 21 or 22 but I have a fear of airplanes. I'm always worrying it won't work out, school is really ****** up. They make it so you think if you don't go to...
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    I know how to read Korean but I just understand the language a little bit. I know French a little too. I want to learn and speak Japanese fluently.
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Everyone Says I'm Running Away by Nomadic Matt My dad always asks what I’m running away from with my travels. A few weeks ago, a commenter told me to stop running away and live...
    tarara0414 tarara0414 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 28

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    I am an immigrant. I'd like to say it doesn't define me but in reality it does. I've always been very ashamed of myself. I always tried to be invisible to the world. I felt like...
    yayami yayami 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    We don't always love the same way. Love is different each time we fall in love, perhaps because different people bring out different sides of us. Over the years, I have experienced...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 10 Responses Nov 7

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    Haven't we got past the whole racial thing? Have we not realized that we're all alike and all different in some of the most beautiful ways possible? I grew up believing that we...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I think that most people with any kind of social interaction these days suffers from some form of body image problem, or at the very least a desire to appear attractive to others...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Can anyone help me with this? So I have projected a few times. When I was young, it was involuntary. I was abused terribly as a child, and sometimes during moments of severe trauma...
    weirdestpersonyoullevermeet weirdestpersonyoullevermeet 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 24

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    Understanding the Anger Understanding what anger is. Do we really want to manage our anger...
    Create63 Create63 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    I really hope that my brother will never see this, you see he doesn't quite think I can do it. I'm studying science though I hate. My parent's aren't making me but it's how our...
    meryemJo meryemJo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I want to go back in time and change everything. I've dropped out, I've ****** up my life, I've let depression get me, I've ruined everything. I want to go back and start over, I...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F Oct 25

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    I wanted to come back to Jesus I am guilty of sin. Satan hates me so much. As I go closer to Jesus, the more he tried to ruin me. He had ruined my reputation during high school. He...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I created this group as sort of a forum to discuss questions we all ask as people, but questions that really maybe ask something else or are at least looking for different answers...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 29

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    To see a completely different way of living from my Canadian lifestyle is a dream. I am extremely grateful to of grown up in this society but apart of living in it is being...
    celery381 celery381 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    Im so different. I wish I had friends. Im always told im beautiful but always sucked at conversations. Im probally too much of a weirdo to be a model, but I get told I should model...
    PrettyUnique47 PrettyUnique47 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    Travel overseas. Smile at the sun of a different sunset. Smell a world of new smells. Savor tastes I've never tasted. Immerse myself in a different culture with a different people...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I met my husband in 2009 and he was everything I had asked for. I even wrote a letter back in 2006 describing my perfect soul mate. And to our shock, he was it. He even found...
    bettergood bettergood 36-40, F Nov 11

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    You ever learn something the hard way and then wonder, "Why the heck didn't my parents teach me this?!" lol Yeah, that's why I'm here. I want to create a list over time of the...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I want to post on this experience because I want to share my struggle with my body image. I have come to the conclusion that I can only be loved if I am skinny and I think to...
    KelseyLeigh123 KelseyLeigh123 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    It’s my 20th autumn and the last one in some ways. This year I finally grew up and find out that an adult life is full of sucks. After 20 years I became an egoist and I can’t...
    Mischutka2013 Mischutka2013 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Does she know how it feels? To feel rejected, a rotting piece of flesh discarded in the corner? Or is it just her sick masochist coming out to play. I am different, I have...
    shadesofjoy shadesofjoy 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I like to see different people and different cultures over the world..I want to live my life and enjoy it..I don't want to put my life in sorrows or cries over some bad experiences...
    Sinceresoul1 Sinceresoul1 22-25, F Oct 25

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    I really want to move somewhere different and colder. The problem is I am still in high school and I am 17. I do not want to drop out I just wish there was a possibility to live in...
    zombiflowers zombiflowers 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    To those in my circle of "friends" here on EP (or those who are considering)... This is for you: I wanted to share a little something to maybe seem a little less crazy and a...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 12

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    My heart loved you pretty fast. My love was not a sexual love either, yet it was more than a friend. The love I have for you is just different than any love I have ever felt. My...
    TheBlessedOne TheBlessedOne 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't remember exactly when it started, the earliest I can remember feeling this way was in eighth grade. I don't fit in. It didn't take me long to realize that I was...
    inmyownworld2 inmyownworld2 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    At the moment I feel like i'm going crazy just stuck in the same old routine. I'm never as happy here as I am when I'm in a different country experiencing a different culture and...
    LittleLostSoul90 LittleLostSoul90 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 27

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    I am in a relationship. It has been almost 3 years. I have struggled almost the entire relationship with urges to leave. I have justified staying by saying things to myself like...
    Shaman1985 Shaman1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    I have been told I have a fatherly side to me. Now no one really knows that side to me, not even myself. It just struck me. I always wanted a chance to put this out. I might've...
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M Nov 7

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    I finally thought the man I met 5 years ago was the one I would love to spend my life with. He was different to other guys & I could be myself around him. We have endured a lot of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Right to the interesting facts: -The luckiest AND unluckiest guys are the ones who fall for me (admitted by myself and others). -I'm full of myself and confident. -Don't expect...
    SAVEtheHER0 SAVEtheHER0 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    yeah! I've made many good friends on the internet, from different countries, from same country. back when yahoo was popular and different forums. I feel very comfortable with...
    LittleCreates LittleCreates 22-25, M Oct 22

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    The only reason I know I'm different is because I think getting an abortion is wrong. At 12 weeks, the baby in the womb looks like a human... If you truly want an abortion, go with...
    mkmoore mkmoore 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 22

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    The title says it all! I absolutely love meeting people completely different from me. You have so much to talk about & so many different experiences & interests and it's so...
    kaitybobaityxo kaitybobaityxo 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 23

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    Not in school anymore but I do remember when I was in school having this issue. At home I was always talkative, always doing something, playing, yelling, singing, being loud. Being...
    Isayis23 Isayis23 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    One day, it will feel so different, so very, very different.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M Oct 25

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    The reason why i call you in different name is because i want you to first remember me when you heard the name i gave to you :) #rememberthiselli:)
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    It's always been my dream to move to different countries once I finish college. Right now I am majoring in speech pathology and I think I would really like that job. My BIG...
    cawnbread cawnbread 18-21, F Oct 26

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