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I Want to Be Different

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    Somebody Else..

    I want to move away. Somewhere where nobody knows my name, my past, who I am. I know underneath this tough, mean, angry exterior, I'm someone who just wants pour love onto everyone and get love in return. The person I am is unloveable, undesirable, unworthy... Is it possible to...
    aljomi aljomi 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2009

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    Yes. I Want To Be Different

    I had a short break from EP and had time to contemplate and ponder. I want to be different. Mid-life crisis? I dont know! I will never know because this is something I do not discuss with friends and family openly. So EP has to be it--To hear my wants and wishes Like a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Oct 8, 2009

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    I don't really want to be the hyper

    or the crazy one like always in school. I want to be a dog lover and just go with the flow. Im tired of being the same throughout my years and I want to change my personality to being quiet not crazy or hyper or dumb making weird noises. I just want to start over my life and if...
    VitaniTheLioness VitaniTheLioness 13-15, F Sep 28, 2014

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    I Want To Be A More Brilliant And Pretty Person Than I Am Now

    I want to have some fun in life. I feel old and tired I wish I could be 19 again. I really do ... that would be part of my fantasy wish to be pretty and energetic, clever and wealthy and to be 19 again.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F May 8, 2012

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    I Feel Diferent

    I feel Different when i go out it feel likes I'm not myself anymore it feels like i want to be somebody I'm not I just want to go out and try to be myself for once cause usually people don't like the way I am they think I'm a jerk I wish sometimes I don't belong here that I just...
    lifetaker lifetaker 16-17, M Apr 14, 2009

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    I Want To Change My Life And Be Different

    Since my exfiance left me in december 2010, my life has been a disaster. I have been surviving since then. I have gained weight, I dont have money, everyday is longer and uglier and I am falling deeper and deeper. I cant see the light anymore. I dont have energy, physically or...
    magicpie magicpie 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I'm done being this cute,

    little, submissive girl. Men just take advantage of you. They know how to manipulate, and use your submissiveness against you. Especially when they're so dominant. To the point, when they leave, you feel like you have no guidance. Nothing... I don't want to assume all dominant...
    Lynn1312 Lynn1312 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 5, 2015

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    My normal anyway. My normal is a bit unpredictable and I generally feel comfortable with it being that way. That said, I have created many accounts on different social sites that...
    JessicaMarie35 JessicaMarie35 36-40, T 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    In the early 1970s, I and my then-wife joined what was called, at that time, the American Sunbathing Association, a national (USA) organization consisting of various nudist clubs...
    ScorpioSeven ScorpioSeven 66-70, M 18 hrs ago

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    I myself, have no clue what to do with my life. I finished year 12 last year and even then, whenever a peer would ask me questions like "what do you want to study in university...
    breesworld breesworld 16-17, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I realise this experience probably isn't normally taken in this way, but when I say I am different, I mean to say I am different from who I was. I'm used to gradual changes, and...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    To The Girl Who Stole My HeartYou're the first person I think about.In the morning after I eat and go out.When I jump in the shower to wash my body and head.And the last, after...
    theophilusmartins theophilusmartins 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Other than the Broncos winning the Super Bowl the food was pretty damn good too!! Gained a few inches around my belly with all the festivites!! Here are a few pics in different...
    millerrrlilyyy millerrrlilyyy 18-21, F 13 Responses 3 days ago

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    I read an article recently over 'unhealthy soul ties'. It's a warning I've heard before for young ladies cautioning them against giving themselves away sexually. The article stated...
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk 46-50, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    There is a movie, "My life without me" that gave me cause to write this thread. It's about a young woman diagnosed with a terminal cancer. She decides that she is not going to...
    mmorgam mmorgam 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    I thought it might be a little narcissistic to do one of these but I love reading them so I figured, why not. Here goes. 1. My name is Spencer 2. I'm a senior in high school 3...
    JerseyBoy16 JerseyBoy16 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I met someone like that once. His name was Randy. He knew I struggled with mental illnesses and rook advantage of it every moment I spent with him. He would always say I was the...
    Nmetb Nmetb 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Because I know I hurt you. Because I was wrong. The past beliefs I had weren't right. I need to learn more and that's alright. I need forgiveness As everyone needs it...
    Everyheartbeat Everyheartbeat 26-30 5 days ago

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    Its weird when listening to the song All I Want by Kodaline, never experiencing anything like it before in my life, yet feeling it. Its like i have a hole where something is...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I am different than most people. I'm that emo/goth kid who sits in the back of the room. I wear black band shirts everyday, black jeans, and combat boots, I wear a pentagram...
    Sicgoat173 Sicgoat173 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Things have been horrible between me and my husband for some time now. No intimacy , him seeing other women, me not caring about it, you know all the signs we are more friends than...
    KittyKurious KittyKurious 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I'm the end, we all want the same things, even though we are all different. We want love, we want money... We want to fit in, we just want to experience the best parts of life. I...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    1. I do not believe I will finish this. 2. I am 5'2" AND THREE QUARTERS. 3. I really speak out when something feels wrong to me. 4. I'm an 'INFJ' 5. I believe looking at the world...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    So Its black history month again and Ill surely be posting stories.So many stories I almost wish I didnt read. Four facts you may not already know. In 1947, Dr. Marie Daly became...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F Feb 1

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    Why does everything have to progressively get worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I am someone that feels different from people in my hometown and my family. Someone that has secrets that he doesn't feel at ease telling to people. I secretly want to be a...
    MrIppikodoku MrIppikodoku 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    My mom thinks I have autism. My dad thinks I have ADHD. I've always had a different opinion compared to the other kids and it feels like I'm being forced to bend and conform to fit...
    Rucbrar Rucbrar 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Here's how to spot it!1. You feel on-edge around this person, but you still want them to like you. You find yourself writing off most of their questionable behavior as accidental...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    1. I'm not a feminist. I'm not a meninist. I support "human rights". -What does this means? That I do not follow feminist ideology, nor this frankenstein online joke of meninism...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 29

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    I have finally come to except my fate, I am not meant to be social in a cliche, I am not meant to have thousands of friends, I am meant to have a shining face among the grey...
    sillysweetgirl9 sillysweetgirl9 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I found this silly personality test on Rutterman's profile and thought it was kind of interesting...and just fun to do, since I found myself answering the questions for myself...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Seriously. Is there some setting to turn on that blocks any sexual type 'experiences' from those below certain ages?!!!! I'm not into boys who are young enough to be friends with...
    Nipper66 Nipper66 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    So I want to travel the world, see exotic locations, teach english in different countries and be happy abroad. BUT, I have major anxiety problems recently with is causing me to be...
    anxgirl anxgirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 25

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    People that are empaths. We all see the world differently. Remember that outrageous lottery pot ? Everyone was talking about what to do with the money how to handle the money. I...
    Forsakenbeauty33 Forsakenbeauty33 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    My bf and I are good. But when it comes to interests, personality and likes etc. we are so different. I love him and I know he loves me, as said by the horses mouth, but are we...
    randomyoungwoman randomyoungwoman 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    There's nothing wrong with different. Different is good. However, if someone says you're different, puts a pause before the word different, and says different in a slightly...
    RustySubway RustySubway 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    Ever since I can remember, I've always felt different than everyone else. It's hard to describe, but I get the feeling you understand. I've always felt more mature than most my age...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 23

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    Well, my weight gain journey started when i started collage. I was 18 years old. i had always had fantasies of weight gain, even when i was a kid. Now at uni i could finally do it...
    octogainer69 octogainer69 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    a healthy relationship sounds like a myth to me. i was raised by old school parents who had me in their late 30s and early 40s. so growing up my parents tended to be the age of my...
    jaymazing jaymazing 22-25, M 9 Responses Jan 23

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    Last night, I stayed over at my friend's house to meet her boyfriend and friend. I met her boyfriend and we just hit it off. He had the same humor as me, could talk nerdy with me...
    bnrous6949 bnrous6949 18-21, F Jan 23

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    Place your hand over your heart. You feel that? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason, so don’t ever give up.The person who completes suicide, dies once...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F Jan 23