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I Want to Be Different

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    I Want To Change My Life And Be Different

    Since my exfiance left me in december 2010, my life has been a disaster. I have been surviving since then. I have gained weight, I dont have money, everyday is longer and uglier and I am falling deeper and deeper. I cant see the light anymore. I dont have energy, physically or...
    magicpie magicpie 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 31, 2011

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    I don't really want to be the hyper

    or the crazy one like always in school. I want to be a dog lover and just go with the flow. Im tired of being the same throughout my years and I want to change my personality to being quiet not crazy or hyper or dumb making weird noises. I just want to start over my life and if...
    VitaniTheLioness VitaniTheLioness 13-15, F Sep 28, 2014

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    I Feel Diferent

    I feel Different when i go out it feel likes I'm not myself anymore it feels like i want to be somebody I'm not I just want to go out and try to be myself for once cause usually people don't like the way I am they think I'm a jerk I wish sometimes I don't belong here that I just...
    lifetaker lifetaker 16-17, M Apr 14, 2009

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    Yes. I Want To Be Different

    I had a short break from EP and had time to contemplate and ponder. I want to be different. Mid-life crisis? I dont know! I will never know because this is something I do not discuss with friends and family openly. So EP has to be it--To hear my wants and wishes Like a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Oct 8, 2009

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    Somebody Else..

    I want to move away. Somewhere where nobody knows my name, my past, who I am. I know underneath this tough, mean, angry exterior, I'm someone who just wants pour love onto everyone and get love in return. The person I am is unloveable, undesirable, unworthy... Is it possible to...
    aljomi aljomi 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2009

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    I Want To Be A More Brilliant And Pretty Person Than I Am Now

    I want to have some fun in life. I feel old and tired I wish I could be 19 again. I really do ... that would be part of my fantasy wish to be pretty and energetic, clever and wealthy and to be 19 again.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F May 8, 2012

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    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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