I Want to Be Emotionless

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    When I hardly felt a thing at all I wished to

    feel again, but now I feel everything and I want it to end. Such a strange decision but a wonderful thought, instead of living "happily" i'd rather live distraught.
    FreedomIsWhatIDesire FreedomIsWhatIDesire
    16-17, F
    Jan 25, 2015

    Because it seems more beneficial,

    having both a blank mind and a blank soul.
    salicaria salicaria
    18-21, F
    May 11, 2014

    I CAN'T show emotion with people,

    it makes me feel sick.. I always wonder how people are in relationships. I even feel strange saying happy birthday to my brother.. I think I feel as though they don't deserve it and i usually am only shown anger by others..
    walkinwonder walkinwonder
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 18, 2014

    In Seek Of Enlightenment

    I would like to experience the ability of being devoid of any kind of feelings or emotion. When I wake up, never again I want to feel sleepy or tired. When someone insults me, I don't want to feel angry, not even feel like I have to reply to him/her. I don't want to have any more...
    klauszimmermann klauszimmermann
    1 Response Oct 26, 2012
    brokenscarred brokenscarred
    36-40, F
    Jul 24, 2014

    Be yourself they said,

    it would be good they said.. Be in love they said, it would be sweet they said.. Be nice they said, you would find good friends they said.. Well, guess what??? I don't have any good friends.. I did all of those things.. :,(
    heartandbrain heartandbrain
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2015
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