it would be good they said..
Be in love they said, it would be sweet they said..
Be nice they said, you would find good friends they said..
Well, guess what???
I don't have any good friends.. I did all of those things.. :,(
I would like to experience the ability of being devoid of any kind of feelings or emotion. When I wake up, never again I want to feel sleepy or tired. When someone insults me, I don't want to feel angry, not even feel like I have to reply to him/her. I don't want to have any more...
it makes me feel sick.. I always wonder how people are in relationships. I even feel strange saying happy birthday to my brother.. I think I feel as though they don't deserve it and i usually am only shown anger by others..