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I Want To Be Everything I Am Not

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    Almost Everything.

    I want to be the opposite. Change things i can't change. But I knos this won't happen it's impossible. If I chanegd my thinking it would help, but that'll thake some work also... :P
    LoveLindseyMusic420 LoveLindseyMusic420 18-21, F Nov 26, 2009

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    That Is True.

    I'd like to be a lot of things that I am not, but at the same time, I like a lot of things about the way that I am. That's hard for a lot of people to believe, seeing as how my life is the way it is, but it's true. I could spend my life thinking of all the ways I could be...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    I Want To Be Everything I Am Not

    Pretty Funny Intelligent Sophisticated Positive Creative Skinny as a rake
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    most of all....i want to be pretty...thin...and happy....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2010

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    Too Much Want, Not Enough Am

    I want to be accepted.  I want to be straight. I want to be bubbly. I want to be happy. I want to be outgoing. I want to be interesting. I want to be a person with many friends... real, true friends. I want to be family-oriented. I want to be good enough...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    My twin sister has it all.

    I love her and she is my best friend. She has everything I've ever wanted. She's gorgeous, has a great personality, makes friends easily, is smart and successful, has a job, boys love her. In fact everyone does. Girls want to be her and boys want to date her. I wish I was her. I...
    bexk bexk 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    Just Everything I'm Not

    Everything I Want To Be &  Everything I Am Not = GOOD, THIN(ner), STRONG (emtionally/mentally), smart, successful, beautiful, talented.... a winner, committed, hopeful, confident, outgoing, deserving, faithful, peaceful, clear headed, physically/emotionally stable, helpful...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    I want to travel the world. I want to write a book. I want to learn everything. I want to research if parallel dimensions existed. I want to live in a fantasy world...was what is...
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    How do you grow a beard with a baby face???? I am trying everything from eating spinach to taking supplements and still it won't grow. I want to look like a man.
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    Random facts about me 1. I have about 16 names. And I get called all of them by at least one person in my family or group of friends. Sometimes I forget it's me 2. My dog is...
    littlegirl03 littlegirl03 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have a LOT to reveal about my relationship with my long distance boyfriend. I need ADVICE!!! So if you can, please read this. Thank you for your time. My boyfriend gave me the...
    kamilleredd kamilleredd 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    It been a long hard year. A very stressful year. A very painful and mundane year. The new year was approaching and I knew I needed a change, a fresh start, a new beginning, and...
    desire2bebald desire2bebald 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    The speed Thieve In the Streets of North Salem Lorelie was enjoying a beautiful day after eating some double cheeseburger from his favorite burger joint. Something that Lorelie...
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am useless. I feel like everything I try to do or everything I touch is a complete ******* failure. I am failing my husband. I am failing my child. I am failing my job. I feel...
    KateyKaboom KateyKaboom 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Honestly I am 34 and no high school education. I had kids at 18,29,21 . Been married 2x and never done a damn thing for myself . I come from a place and daily that has the...
    KittenHasClaws1980 KittenHasClaws1980 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    normally I keep my relationships a secret. it isn't something I share. but I need to write. I need to get these thoughts, these emotions out of my head.so I'm writing to him. this...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 8

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    Some time ago I read this article on some website, theunboundedspirit.com There's nothing new, but in my opinion the article is very well written. It made me think... 1. The...
    DiscoveringTheTruth DiscoveringTheTruth 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    Perhaps even more admirable still is that he listens. I've said before I will never cheat (and I WON'T) but there have been times where I would worry about feeling, well it's a...
    BelleGold BelleGold 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I started dating my boyfriend three years ago. We are 36 and both have two children each. We both have been divorced from people that made us constantly walk on eggshells. From the...
    Devastated13 Devastated13 36-40 2 Responses Jan 15

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    I'm feeling lonely this past few weeks. 2015 was a bomb. It's true as days goes by everything constantly change. I was happy and full of life my heart was filled with joy when I...
    imsoflhai imsoflhai 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    So here it is, 12:37am, on my birthday. I'm married to a man I've been in love with since I was 17 years old (and that was quite a while ago). I have a beautiful family. Times have...
    hiswifey16 hiswifey16 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 16

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    Wow... Tonight... I want soo bad!!! To cut!!! My body is screaming for it... I just want to stop feeling.... I hate life... I hate everything (or almost everything there are some...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    Its 2months since the dreadful breakup and 3 weeks since we last talked. we were together for almost 4 years. what we had was genuine. no third parties involved. but he decided to...
    misskc22 misskc22 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    In a dream, on a wave, I could tunnel underground Or I could float away. From it all, on a holiday, Bon voyage. I want to get away From all I know. I could shoot Into the sun. I...
    SunGun SunGun 16-17 Jan 5

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    And this seems to be the only explanation I can offer up as to why I quiver and shake in my solitude, and in the presence of the very thought of you. You introduced yourself by...
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    my perfect man would be... personality: Funny : Can make me laugh, even on a bad day. Serious : Isn't afraid to think or talk about the deeper issues in life. Seriousness is...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I have a new life, my life changed on the 10th January 2010. Your life can change too - here is how: This group may currently only have a few members, but the content is visible...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    My husband was always abusive, always self centered, always loved. It wasn't until he decided to get his attention elsewhere that I decided to look at him for who he is. Now I'm...
    leigh8133 leigh8133 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I believe in god but sometimes I don't want to listen to people preach everything in the bible about god. Sometimes I go to my nanny's house to visit her we have lots of fun...
    Girlinpink0075 Girlinpink0075 18-21, F Jan 16

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    I'm nearly 22 years old, I live in a small village in Tunisia, I got my licence In LF in Language, litterature & English civilisation last year. Well my story is quite bitter...
    Ninaahj Ninaahj 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I'm still young, yet I've traveled to some great places. I went to England, Ireland, and Scotland years ago, which was a trip I do not remember much of and want to experience again...
    btrfly0123 btrfly0123 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 3

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    The letter he didn't appreciate Why does everything between us have to be a teeter-tooter? We’re always up and down but never the same. There’s noone to blame we’re just...
    beautifuleyes13 beautifuleyes13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    i want to become a happier person. i want to let everything that has gone wrong and things people have done wrong to me in the past, and move on from everything. i want to not let...
    jenny646 jenny646 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    Part 5 If you didn't read the others I suggest you do because it might not make sense to you if you start reading from when times start going down hill to when it was all happy...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Jan 6

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    I believe....... if you do good, nothing bad can happen with you. I try to walk on the path of honesty, try not to hurt anyone. I don't have big dreams cause, I have everything...
    Male4Fun69 Male4Fun69 41-45, M Jan 8

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    Id like to tell someone anything and everything and to hear someone tell me everything as well. No judgement. Message me if you wanna be my sharing buddy. 20/F
    jcbinns jcbinns 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I pressed on me too when I saw this title about 2 months ago. Usually I write about that subject 1 or 2 days later. But I thought this was such an obvious statement. Of course...
    fcnantes fcnantes 13-15, M Jan 10

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    Hey y'all. Long time me no love you. Everything is an ordeal in my eyes. The reason for this is slowly being unraveled through introspection and conversation with therapists and...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F Jan 17

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    Life is the sticks. All I've ever wanted was friends and financial security. That's it my only dream. My parents don't have a lot of money thanks to 2008, and my dad smokes and...
    benson5132 benson5132 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Constantly, I'm ready to pack my bags and leave. I can't breathe. New job, world, and everything no not everything. I will keep the kidlets, yea the should stay.... Everything else...
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    God. Help me. I feel so alone. It kills me every now and then. I want to live another life but I don't and I can't leave my current. I can't lose everything. That'll be the end of...
    MargoRothSpiegelman MargoRothSpiegelman 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want to fix YOU! I want to wipe her existence from your mind. I am the one who is here every day, loving you, living with you, I'm real! She is a ghost, a fantasy of your...
    BNOChick BNOChick 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    This is my first poem of me trying to explain my feelings... it kind of made me feel better after I wrote it... "Fighting Alone" I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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    I'm new to this. But I saw this experience and I had to post. Idk of I'm bi, gay, or straight. Me being a Christian tells me no along with my family. While everything else points...
    JakeSalazar98 JakeSalazar98 16-17, M Jan 6

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    I've got a way of making everything a confrontation And you've got a way of bringing out the worst in me You see, it's just if I'm bored I'll find a way to make an accusation I've...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 9

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