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I Want To Be Everything I Am Not

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    Just Everything I'm Not

    Everything I Want To Be &  Everything I Am Not = GOOD, THIN(ner), STRONG (emtionally/mentally), smart, successful, beautiful, talented.... a winner, committed, hopeful, confident, outgoing, deserving, faithful, peaceful, clear headed, physically/emotionally stable, helpful...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    Too Much Want, Not Enough Am

    I want to be accepted.  I want to be straight. I want to be bubbly. I want to be happy. I want to be outgoing. I want to be interesting. I want to be a person with many friends... real, true friends. I want to be family-oriented. I want to be good enough...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2010

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    I Want To Be Everything I Am Not

    Pretty Funny Intelligent Sophisticated Positive Creative Skinny as a rake
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2010

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    That Is True.

    I'd like to be a lot of things that I am not, but at the same time, I like a lot of things about the way that I am. That's hard for a lot of people to believe, seeing as how my life is the way it is, but it's true. I could spend my life thinking of all the ways I could be...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    most of all....i want to be pretty...thin...and happy....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2010

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    Almost Everything.

    I want to be the opposite. Change things i can't change. But I knos this won't happen it's impossible. If I chanegd my thinking it would help, but that'll thake some work also... :P
    LoveLindseyMusic420 LoveLindseyMusic420 18-21, F Nov 26, 2009

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    Yeah it would be nice..........Oh well I suppose I just gotta keep getting up and trying and with any luck it will all work out in the end. *fingers crossed*
    moodyness moodyness 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    i wanted everything like a home ,,,,love ,, children's and sex......what do you wanted out life....
    pullupgirl102 pullupgirl102 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I don't have any maternal instincts or desires. I don't enjoy dealing with children. I'm not adept at dealing with children. I honestly don't find small children cute. To me they...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 19 mins ago

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    I've got friends, but sometimes I feel like they don't really get me, so I'm not telling them everything. They talk about how they have a crush on whoever, and I keep things like...
    rarurora rarurora 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    With a few exceptions... Everything is pretty much game with me!!! I love being adventurous!!! How else are am I going to enjoy life if I am not willing to try new things?????
    Coffeetyme Coffeetyme 41-45, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Appreciating what you have, and everything that lead to you having it. If you can manage to take a few seconds every day to remind yourself of all the fortunate things about your...
    pleasantlyanonymous pleasantlyanonymous 22-25 9 hrs ago

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    Have you ever had this secret that you have to hide because you're too ashamed? Or you're just so tired of being strong that you can't hide it anymore? Well that's me, And here's...
    Jessica427 Jessica427 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F Nov 11

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    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    Hi. I don't feel well. I need to tell someone. I don't trust telling anybody because nobody can understand me. There is nothing wrong in my life yet everything is wrong. I wish God...
    In100years In100years 18-21 6 days ago

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    Everyone Says I'm Running Away by Nomadic Matt My dad always asks what I’m running away from with my travels. A few weeks ago, a commenter told me to stop running away and live...
    tarara0414 tarara0414 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 28

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    I really hope that my brother will never see this, you see he doesn't quite think I can do it. I'm studying science though I hate. My parent's aren't making me but it's how our...
    meryemJo meryemJo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I feel nervous typing this as my beautiful baby sleeps beside me and my very handsome husband, who is a great father and a good person, snores nearby. I just feel so ungrateful, or...
    iamowl iamowl 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I just wanna go.. Like SUPER far, far enough so that my family cannot find me. Im sooo tired of their problems & their issues being mine. How can you neglect the fact that my...
    BIGGIESMALLSS BIGGIESMALLSS 18-21, F Nov 2

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    Ok so I just want to say a BIG shout out to those EP friends of mine to say a Thank you for being you and to say also a MASSIVE thank you for your advice and support regarding my...
    xxSTEVE7xx xxSTEVE7xx 31-35, M 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    I try to be anyway. And I do have lots of things to be thankful for. Never on Thanksgiving though. Never on the day that is so dedicated to giving thanks. I just can't. I don't...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want to dedicate this song to my dear "BFF" <333 Be careful making wishes in the dark, dark Can't be sure when they've hit their mark And besides in the mean, mean time I'm...
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    If something happens to me and I'm unable to stay on EP or what ever the case be, I want you to remember me by this cover song I made. I made it because I love the original song...
    AnnRhodes AnnRhodes 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I let's start by saying that I have my own set of beliefs and standards and as I outline some things I believe you will be either very much in agreement, or very much against what...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Nov 2

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    Though I wanna be someone's everything, I'm more eager to have someone be my everything. It's been a long time since I lost myself in one's eyes and wanted to do anything just to...
    msmika msmika 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5

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    I don't know why do I miss someone who hurt and disappointed me. How could I not missing him?!  He is the only love I've ever knew. I always remember those things he used to do...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 14

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    Ok so had a mixed good/bad weekend this weekend. Not sure why its bothering me so much. Doesn't seem like that big a deal but here it is. So Saturday morning my wife asked me to...
    Snowhat Snowhat 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 17

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    1) I am sixteen. 2) I am from England. 3) I am female. 4) I love babies. 5) I know some pretty weird things. 6) I am very emotional. Damn hormones. 7) I dislike swearing. 8) I...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Having a bad day. The ones that I want don't want me. The one that wants me, I don't want. Sitting here trying to work and tears stream down my face. I want to run far away
    hw2015 hw2015 36-40, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Understanding the Anger Understanding what anger is. Do we really want to manage our anger...
    Create63 Create63 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    I am having a hard time with something and it is a little scary for me. After my break up with my ex, I had met another guy, he was really charming and adorable well so I thought...
    Canadianchick94 Canadianchick94 18-21, F 21 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    What else, but Gothic Metal. Freakin' love this song! Deep, full of emotion..'Safe In A Dream' - by Entwine On the edge of lifeAfter all these days are goneThe endless haze will...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    His smile gets me every time his laugh makes me nervous and the sound of his voice gives me butterfly's. He is everything I have ever wanted in a guy he is sweet and funny he makes...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 26

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    I want fat kids. I want to homeschool them until high school. With my homeschool plan I'll make everything revolve around food, if you get a problem right then you get three...
    ILoveMyFat ILoveMyFat 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 31

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    As a teen I had a mentor that used to tell me "you choose" .... In that sense you choose your behavior you choose your actions you choose what you say you choose what you do there...
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    I have so many things that are going good for me... but I still feel like everything is on one track. I don't know who I am or what I want. All I know is I have a child I love and...
    bumblebooxo bumblebooxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    I have literally only 2 real friends and I can't even tell them everything. I tell my family so much... But I REALLY can't tell them everything. The main problem I have is that I'm...
    lolilover1 lolilover1 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 4

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    I don't believe everything happens for a reason. There is so much in each of our perceived little realities that simply cannot be predicted. Horrible things happen where fault...
    Unalike Unalike 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 7

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    So I decided to pay my ex a visit this coming week. Problem is will he be outside in his truck like he usually is? Will I have a hard time getting him out of his house? I haven...
    moonstruckdelight moonstruckdelight 41-45, F Nov 8

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    So here's my story... My first year of high school was full of many new things. It was where I closed many doors and opened new ones. One of the doors I opened was a new...
    TyDy TyDy 16-17, F Nov 9

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    I wish it was possible for me to have someone like this. but if I tell one person everything about me I'll always run away. once you tell them everything they have the power to...
    pikapup17 pikapup17 18-21 3 Responses Nov 13

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    You ever learn something the hard way and then wonder, "Why the heck didn't my parents teach me this?!" lol Yeah, that's why I'm here. I want to create a list over time of the...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Please please please, let me get what I want this time. I just want all this to end. Please, God, anyone, I don't care who, kill me, let me die, give me the strength to forget...
    CheckeredTie CheckeredTie 18-21, T 2 Responses Nov 14

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