I Want to Be Forever Young

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    Willpower

    It was not a matter of willpower.  Maybe only once I had to use this under-cultivated asset and even then it was during a process rather than to take one single decision.  To grow up absurd seemed absurd indeed to me.  I did not give in to the pressures of...
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    May 17, 2010

    Scary

    The thought of growing old scares me. It isn't that I'm afraid of dying, because I'm not. I guess I kind of associate growing old with being lonely and sad. Which is silly because I'm young now and am lonely and sad. I think what I'm really afraid of is having no life left in...
    brighteyed brighteyed
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 14, 2007

    Nearly 18

    It'll be my eighteenth birthday on the second of July and I admit -- I dread that day! I mean, it's the sign that I am already an adult, an individual who's expected to think and act more maturely. And I guess I'm not ready for those changes yet. I am still a child at heart, yes...
    ErinValcourt ErinValcourt
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2013

    'Young, fun and full of c.

    u*m' This quote made me laugh ;)
    Lu24642 Lu24642
    22-25, F
    9 Responses Jan 8, 2015

    This Story Will Be Revised Frequently Pls Note..follow Me On This One.

    the main point in this story is impossible. WHAT IS POSSIBLE However the feeling, the deep connection with nature, another person, a mate. The experience of running for cover to an older relative and holding into him during an electrical storm in the immediate are for about 10...
    ashleerox ashleerox
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jun 7, 2011

    I wish I was 16 again.

    Being an adult sucks.
    BritishBombshellx8 BritishBombshellx8
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Aug 5, 2015

    As child I've always wanted to be older

    and was always hesitant to say that I was the youngest. Now I think maybe I wanted to be older because it took so long to be "older" that I didn't have time to appreciate my childhood. Why is it that it take 20 years for you not to be a kid, or a teen, or young to others? But it...
    KaylaStackhouse KaylaStackhouse
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2013

    Ocean Tears

     wild  beautifull blue and dangerous by nature… naturally eternal.       I like the idea of dyeing young, But in a very romantic way like Ophelia’s death or Juliet’s . A perfect end to remember me young and beautiful. Before dreams are too late to come true, I’d...
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2013

    It'd Be So Good to Stop...

    It'd be so good to stop time, physically speaking! I'd not want to live forever, but I'd like to look like a 30-something all of my life. In fact, it's not death that scares me most, but aging. Of course, it all depends on how one ages... But honestly, I'm not so keen on finding...
    PurpleQueen PurpleQueen
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jul 11, 2009

    I Dont Want To Live Forever

    Forever if you think about it, is an extremely horrifying concept we truly cant imagine.
    savagebeast savagebeast
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Oct 6, 2011

    Forty

      I turned forty on the 15th of June, and I looked back and realize according to the average man given by Solomon my life is already over the half way point.   It would be nice if I could be a child forever, but I have resposibilitys.  My body is starting...
    Chihahua Chihahua
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jun 25, 2008

    When I Got My Dog

    One day I walked into my living room and I saw a little blacklab it was so cute. :) he was so tiny and now he is huge. My dad wanted to name him bruski but my mom said it sounded like the name of a beer. And then I thought of Brady and then later we name him Brady. Now he is 5...
    Joseph13551355 Joseph13551355
    13-15, M
    Apr 25, 2012

    Peter Pan Complex

    The thought of being an adult scares the hell outta me. I'm only a few months away from being 18. I dunno what I'm gonna do with myself. I'll probably have some sort of a breakdown. I just... can't see into my future at all. I can see very well into my past, and wouldn't mind...
    Melody08 Melody08
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 12, 2008

    Sorry I Would Have To Pass On That

    there is now way i would want to go thought how i livedas a chiald the avbuse the rape the pain the trying to take my life at 5 years old just from the pain and not being wanted if i could chosse a time it would be from 12 years old no and i would not have joined the navy i...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Feb 2, 2012

    Kokiri Kunoichi

    Basically my desire is this: Kokiri children from Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time? I wanna become one of them. (After I get a Gender "Change" first) Help...
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja
    13-15, T
    Aug 13, 2013

    Ocean Tears wild beautifull blue

    and dangerous by nature… naturally eternal. I like the idea of dyeing young, But in a very romantic way like Ophelia’s death or Juliet’s . A perfect end to remember me young and beautiful. Before dreams are too late to come true, I’d swim into the ocean with...
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis
    22-25, F
    Nov 28, 2014

    Related Experiences

    I want to say thank you to EP and all the cool people and the following people in particular who made my time here so enjoyable. I will have forgotten a few for sure, and I have...
    FeetAreFantastic FeetAreFantastic
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    Ep changed my life forever. I've only been on for maybe 10mths but in that short time I met some of the nicest people. If I do go onto answermug or relatetothat or any of these...
    Livit Livit
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Apr 21
    Thank you so much Experience Project. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to meet a few good people. Thank you for letting me know that there are people like me out there. I...
    Rockandrollfan Rockandrollfan
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    This group seems fitting for what I am trying to say, so I will put it here.I have been a member of EP for the last year and a half now, and so much has changed for me since I...
    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    One final farwell, and a gigantic thank you to ep for bringing me to the place where I would find the love of my life, my soulmate... one year ago on Friday, April 22nd, he asked...
    MichelleBell422 MichelleBell422
    26-30, F
    Apr 20
    Since today is the last day of being able to post for the foreseeable future, I thought I should let everybody know a few things about me. 1) I love the great outdoors. I could...
    HaleyAnnabelle HaleyAnnabelle
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I have to say this.. ep had helped me a lot.. from here i made some graleat friends for life.. i learned a lot.. helped a few...still continuing the good work.. i must say,i would...
    nixf1 nixf1
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    He suddenly jumped out of nowhere. Hugged me from the back. He started kissing the back of my neck. I feel so weak. "Hey stop!" He did but just to turn me facing him. He stares at...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Dear EP, I would I like to thank you for all the things you given to us,the opportunity to share our stories and thoughts... Till now I can't imagine and I can't admit that EP...
    foreverblue122 foreverblue122
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    So many things I could free myself of but don't. Do I simply not do so because I am weak? Or is the excuse of procrastination be used because I am weak? I am weak yet not. You are...
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy
    16-17
    Apr 20
    Since ep is ending, I guess why not. 1. I'm 18, I'd give you my name but I don't trust people. 2. I smoke occasionally 3. I am brutally honest 4. My favorite color will...
    Lynnd520 Lynnd520
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20
    This is my last. A full two days before I thought I'd be posting it. I thought it'd be a long, sappy ode to EP... But I don't think I can. I don't feel like I want to go back to...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19
    That I love you. Two years ago, I found you here, & now that the place that gave us our beginning will soon be gone, I just wanted to write one last goodbye, before we start...
    AlaiahMay AlaiahMay
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
    hi, I like much younger guys (boys) would love to make some young boy friendships before ep shuts down.... message me ....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 17
    this song is made as campaign song ''stop abuse'' this is cover song,still beautiful in a differently way. i am also abuse survivor and this makes me cry and encouraged me always...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 17
    Although I never really wrote much here I felt comfortable reading all about scum, their experiences and lives. But nothing lasts forever except death. But no worries, I will go...
    SadisticViolence SadisticViolence
    18-21, M
    Apr 17
    I suddenly realized that I am having one date with a young woman every six months and it entails a lot of physical intimacy. Only problem is it's my dental hygienist.
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz
    51-55, M
    Apr 17
    u know, I feel low once again.. I am just so messed up..how I wish that one relation worked..i was told I need a dom..and he could be the only one I would completely agree to..i...
    BrokenSB BrokenSB
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    If I had to chose one prayer to God For the rest of my life it would be to not live my life alone someday. I don't want to live alone someday and be like those people who never...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    great..tumko hug karne ka baat pe bhi chhid hua..I don't know if there is anything about me that u accept..i don't know if there is any way by which u will ever be better...kaise...
    BrokenSB BrokenSB
    22-25, F
    Apr 15
    Half of the time being in this relationship I feel trapped, like I'm a prisoner, like I'm forced to stay with him. I'm afraid if I leave no one else will love me, I'm afraid I'll...
    LiesGreedMisery LiesGreedMisery
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I'm an older guy that likes younger ladies, but not perversely young. 25 & up. I'm 58 and my last girlfriend was 29. I live in West Florida, south of Tampa, if anyone is interested...
    LoveCantBeThisHard LoveCantBeThisHard
    56-60, M
    Apr 15
    I'm posting this because I want to record my EP journey. Even if I'd left all of my stories intact, it wouldn't really have shown the true picture of what this site was to me, it's...
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30
    22-25, M
    Apr 14
    We have become very familiar with EP. Whether aware or not, we have accepted it as a home/a playground, a scape from our realities. It became a refuge and a dumpster for things we...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 14
    This is not for his eyes. This is for me. My dearest MK, This is my farewell to you. The time that we shared will always be nearest to my heart. There were parts of my soul...
    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    I miss u so so much right now..all these songs. .the weather. .the everything reminds me of u..I'm not writing this because I want u back. .it's a feeling that's gonna be confined...
    BrokenSB BrokenSB
    22-25, F
    Apr 14
    To my most amazing lover, The way you look at me makes my heart skip a beat. Your eyes piercing through as if you can see inside my soul. The corners of your lips curling...
    groeschley groeschley
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    You Never Allow Me To Express My Sadness When You Betrayed Me I'm sorry if you think that I am selfish even my friends didn't knew about this relationship I hope you can see what...
    SnowOnFleek SnowOnFleek
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    I don't really know how to connect with someone. I don't have any friends, and I want some. REAL ones, who really get me. I feel as if I'm missing out on every life experience...
    J3mi J3mi
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    The only relationships I've been on in ate long distance relationships. Even those are hard for me to hold on to. They usually leave without a warning, without a single goodbye or...
    Marie107 Marie107
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 13
    Alway so fun and bubbly , open minded , not always shy , as some stereotype them
    wishingwellguy wishingwellguy
    36-40, M
    Apr 13
    The things that drive me are poverty, and pain, and knowing that I don't want to end up being alone and I want to do something with my life . Basically, i just want to have someone...
    hazaramujahideen hazaramujahideen
    70+, F
    5 Responses Apr 12
    I'm so bored right now I'm going to do this. 1) I am Chinese but I don't speak the language #dishonouronmyfamily 2) I tend to overthink things, which is why posts like these are...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 12
    i was in the car with my mom, and my brothers and her were talking about this girl that was walking down tye street. i said, "well im not interested in girls. i dont know why." my...
    SwiftMoonRising SwiftMoonRising
    13-15, M
    Apr 11
    Not that I did much. I was a little lost when I came of age twenty two years ago but never did much if anything taboo, technically nothing. But my mom spread untrue rumors and I...
    juju7325 juju7325
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    When I was 14. I had my first boyfriend. He was 4 years older than me. I was deeply attached to him and losing him felt as losing my self. We had a two year relationship where he...
    AConfusedLeo AConfusedLeo
    70+, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    He was 24 I was turning 40 in two days when I agreed. He had practically been begging me to sleep with him and I'll admit turning 40 and having a hot *** young man desire me was...
    1kallaway 1kallaway
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Apr 11
    Internet in general is not the kindest place. EP is. I joined it many, many years ago when I was young physically and very young mentally, and in a difficult place. I'm glad I...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    22-25, M
    Apr 11
    I think I always knew. However it wasn't until I was in my 30's that I would admit it to myself. All through my teens and 20's, in spite of all the obvious clues. I went through...
    AlbertSAT AlbertSAT
    66-70, M
    7 Responses Apr 11
    Power to live forever without dying:)
    GEOPHYSICISTMAN GEOPHYSICISTMAN
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    I want to stay young forever. But not by dying young. I want to stay young forever and also live forever. Does anyone in this group have some practical suggestions of things that...
    TheImmortalist TheImmortalist
    22-25, F
    Apr 10
    he never loved her. but she would love him forever.
    sxvenfxld sxvenfxld
    13-15, F
    Apr 9
    Thank you for those on EP who were not and are not creeps. I came onto EP at a confusing time and met some people on EP that really helped me. I was finding myself going a stray...
    Thessalon1969 Thessalon1969
    46-50
    Apr 9
    I'm 17 and want to do stuff with really young people like me in south east England
    HarveyHayward HarveyHayward
    16-17, M
    Apr 9
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