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I Want to Be Forgiven

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    More Than Anything...

    I have wronged another and from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. It tears at my soul that I am not able to see this person, to be spared a moment of their time to apologize and make amends. I do not want to be known or understood for the purpose of things returning to the way...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 8, 2011

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    Finally saw my friend

    for the first time since he left the hospital. He looks a lot better. Maybe now I can forgive myself finally, but I doubt it. He can feel my guilt and constantly reminds me how he doesn't blame me. I can't help but picture him crawling down his driveway. But good news, his dad...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    By Myself

    For the things I've done and said. To accept myself for who i am and for who I've been. I hate that i still beat myself up about things.
    UnderTheBridge UnderTheBridge 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    Should I Be Forgiven? Help!

    Many of you may call me a **** or a hoe or a hood-rat, but before you guys label me with such names I'd like to tell you my story. Well about a year ago, my first true love had broken up with me just simply because he had fallen out of love with me. It caused me to go into a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 15, 2012

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    Todd

    "I Hate When That Happens. That's How I Feel Sometimes. You Know YOur Supposed To Be With Them But... Your Not,And It Kills You Inside Because You Start To Loose Faith And Then Your...Like..Broken Your Not The Same,Your Broken And Empty And You Can't Fill The Hole That Was Once...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

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    Cayden if your reading this please forgive me

    and if you really want I will tell you
    Iwillloveyou4ever Iwillloveyou4ever 13-15, F Aug 8, 2014

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    I Really Am The Moth That Is In Love With Fire

    these past for weeks have been hell I am so completely stressed that I literally feel like a bomb that's about to explode at any second like there is no end to this torment. I am in complete despair & so tired of feeling like you will never forgive me. I have apologized to you...
    1sweetcookie 1sweetcookie 22-25, F Oct 5, 2013

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    I want to be forgiven

    for cheating on my boyfriend. I been with him on and off for a long time. I cheated because I was lonely and felt ignored in the relationship. I feel like he doesn't contact me much anymore unless he wants something. I do contact him but he doesn't always reply back. I feel...
    db174 db174 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I want to be forgiven

    for my mistakes. All my life I never really made any regrettable mistakes until the last year. I lied to someone about something really bad and betrayed their faith in me. Because of that lie, my relationship with this person become a very unhealthy one, and whats worse, I am...
    dg87 dg87 26-30, F Dec 14, 2013

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    By Some mortals....

    but in the end I know whose forgiveness counts most!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 10, 2010

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    Am I Forgiven?

    Hello..       i WANT TO BE FORGIVEN, HERES MY STORY.            iWAS IN AN ABUSIVE MARRIAGE FOR 30+ YEARS, i WAS SUICIDAL AND AT THE END OF MY ROPE. I LOOKED FOR A FRIEND WHO WOULD LISTEN AND I FOUND A...
    joygiver1101 joygiver1101 56-60, F 6 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    If I Could Erase The Past

    It's pretty hard to forgive yourself. I intend to make no major moral failures in the future.
    learntocook learntocook 18-21 Aug 20, 2010

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    The Months Of Blackout Hell

    Ok moving out is a big deal, Right? Right. You're essentially leaving everything you ever known behind. I was excited and scared. living in the house was literally killing me. Honestly my heart almost gave out living there with all the cigaret smoke and allergens. Having said...
    dantes666 dantes666 18-21, M Jan 5, 2012

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    Message to China This is a cut an paste from

    another blog I hope you find this I have never met anyone that, I have felt this kind of connection with. I’m part of a bigger whole and don’t get to call all the shots. We each have our own likes and dislikes, but for the most part we always agree. That was until you. I...
    4in1 4in1 36-40 Nov 13, 2014

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    Myself

    I did many terrible things in the past, mostly due to negligence, and fear. There is no explanation for my mistakes, and I will never try to find excuses to justify my actions, but I have found love and forgiveness in the arms of those who I betrayed the most, and I have stood...
    beprincess beprincess 56-60, F 6 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    My Tattoo

    Growig up was hard for me! If you my friend or read my stories you would understand me a little more! I'm not bad but I'm not good! I've done many things to others that I regret but don't sometimes. Who can forgive a person who thinks evil and wishes you the worst. I was known as...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2012

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    I just want someone to love me. That's all. I don't want familial love or anything along that matter i just want a girl to love me, to feel what it's like to be kissed with...
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    but I'm kinda young I mean I don't have to get one but I want one I want love , love is all I want and always will
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    It's crazy to think that my boyfriend and I have managed to last for two years officially despite the way we got together (see other experiences). Despite the dark origins of our...
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    Unfortunate but true. I am a 45 year old Virgin, and I have been getting serious with someone I love, but a few days ago, she tried sexting me, which I had never heard of, so I...
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    In this case I want to get over past love(s). Why is it, oh, so hard to do so??? Just when you think you have done so, something come along and reminds you otherwise. For example...
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    I can live alone, but I don't want to. I want to fall in love and have the other person love me back. Everyone tells me I am young and that I can worry about it later. My fear is...
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    If I ever put in my mind of having a tattoo, I want to experience it with a guy who does not mind it if his lady gets a tatto on her body. I wanna have a tattoo that is made by...
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    Me and this girl both like each other and want to be in a relationship together but we are both scared that we will get ****** over because we have both been in a relationship...
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    Well I'm an instresting person and I have a lot of different stories of my life. So I'll tell you the story of my dog. I live in a military family so i move to a lot of places, but...
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    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    Hey lovely people. Im in my mid 20s and am starting to worry myself sick that I won't ever find the right man. All my friends are getting married and I haven't even met someone who...
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    I am tired. I am tired of always putting everyone else's needs and wants above my own. I am tired of people thinking so highly of me. I am not a saint. I am unhappy and so very...
    Kathrax Kathrax 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    i want a more intimate, mutual connection with my husband. i want his fears of me hurting him to go away and for his preferences of me having fat on my body to go away or his...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 18 hrs ago

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    As people, I think we all do things that hurt others. Some things may cause more hurt than other things, but we all do it. There are times where the hurt is unintentional. Things...
    Hannah1100 Hannah1100 13-15, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I'm still very interested in learning about psychopaths. If you are one please message me? I have many questions and I will answer anything you want too. I just want to learn more...
    xoValentina xoValentina 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    hi im lxne..27 years old..i feel so alone their are some point of my life i want to escape...i want someone to talk too who could undrstand and never judge me but sad to say i dont...
    lynzkie0488 lynzkie0488 26-30, F 6 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I take pain killers and sleep medications to get a good nights rest. I like sleep. It's the only time I feel at peace, I really don't want it to end.
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    I want to release my inner demons. I'm fed up with the flannel. I want to be so real not censor my words and say exactly what I think. People think I do this already but oh hell no...
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    He stares into my soul. when we walk he slows down to walk with me kinda. I want to tell him I like him exactly as he is. he's cute .. n really attractive to me. I love hearing his...
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