I Want to Be Forgiven

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 97 People

    Cayden if your reading this please forgive me

    and if you really want I will tell you
    Iwillloveyou4ever Iwillloveyou4ever
    13-15, F
    Aug 8, 2014

    Finally saw my friend

    for the first time since he left the hospital. He looks a lot better. Maybe now I can forgive myself finally, but I doubt it. He can feel my guilt and constantly reminds me how he doesn't blame me. I can't help but picture him crawling down his driveway. But good news, his dad...
    SkollHati SkollHati
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 29, 2015

    I Really Am The Moth That Is In Love With Fire

    these past for weeks have been hell I am so completely stressed that I literally feel like a bomb that's about to explode at any second like there is no end to this torment. I am in complete despair & so tired of feeling like you will never forgive me. I have apologized to you...
    1sweetcookie 1sweetcookie
    22-25, F
    Oct 5, 2013

    By Myself

    For the things I've done and said. To accept myself for who i am and for who I've been. I hate that i still beat myself up about things.
    UnderTheBridge UnderTheBridge
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

    Message to China This is a cut an paste from

    another blog I hope you find this I have never met anyone that, I have felt this kind of connection with. I’m part of a bigger whole and don’t get to call all the shots. We each have our own likes and dislikes, but for the most part we always agree. That was until you. I...
    4in1 4in1
    36-40
    Nov 13, 2014

    Am I Forgiven?

    Hello..       i WANT TO BE FORGIVEN, HERES MY STORY.            iWAS IN AN ABUSIVE MARRIAGE FOR 30+ YEARS, i WAS SUICIDAL AND AT THE END OF MY ROPE. I LOOKED FOR A FRIEND WHO WOULD LISTEN AND I FOUND A...
    joygiver1101 joygiver1101
    56-60, F
    6 Responses Nov 15, 2009

    I want to be forgiven

    for my mistakes. All my life I never really made any regrettable mistakes until the last year. I lied to someone about something really bad and betrayed their faith in me. Because of that lie, my relationship with this person become a very unhealthy one, and whats worse, I am...
    dg87 dg87
    26-30, F
    Dec 14, 2013

    Should I Be Forgiven? Help!

    Many of you may call me a **** or a hoe or a hood-rat, but before you guys label me with such names I'd like to tell you my story. Well about a year ago, my first true love had broken up with me just simply because he had fallen out of love with me. It caused me to go into a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2012

    Myself

    I did many terrible things in the past, mostly due to negligence, and fear. There is no explanation for my mistakes, and I will never try to find excuses to justify my actions, but I have found love and forgiveness in the arms of those who I betrayed the most, and I have stood...
    beprincess beprincess
    56-60, F
    6 Responses Apr 13, 2010

    If I Could Erase The Past

    It's pretty hard to forgive yourself. I intend to make no major moral failures in the future.
    learntocook learntocook
    18-21
    Aug 20, 2010

    The Months Of Blackout Hell

    Ok moving out is a big deal, Right? Right. You're essentially leaving everything you ever known behind. I was excited and scared. living in the house was literally killing me. Honestly my heart almost gave out living there with all the cigaret smoke and allergens. Having said...
    dantes666 dantes666
    18-21, M
    Jan 5, 2012

    By Some mortals....

    but in the end I know whose forgiveness counts most!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 10, 2010

    Todd

    "I Hate When That Happens. That's How I Feel Sometimes. You Know YOur Supposed To Be With Them But... Your Not,And It Kills You Inside Because You Start To Loose Faith And Then Your...Like..Broken Your Not The Same,Your Broken And Empty And You Can't Fill The Hole That Was Once...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2012

    More Than Anything...

    I have wronged another and from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. It tears at my soul that I am not able to see this person, to be spared a moment of their time to apologize and make amends. I do not want to be known or understood for the purpose of things returning to the way...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 8, 2011

    My Tattoo

    Growig up was hard for me! If you my friend or read my stories you would understand me a little more! I'm not bad but I'm not good! I've done many things to others that I regret but don't sometimes. Who can forgive a person who thinks evil and wishes you the worst. I was known as...
    Silence01 Silence01
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 12, 2012

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