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I Want to Be Forgiven

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 95 People

    I Really Am The Moth That Is In Love With Fire

    these past for weeks have been hell I am so completely stressed that I literally feel like a bomb that's about to explode at any second like there is no end to this torment. I am in complete despair & so tired of feeling like you will never forgive me. I have apologized to you...
    1sweetcookie 1sweetcookie 22-25, F Oct 5, 2013

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    By Myself

    For the things I've done and said. To accept myself for who i am and for who I've been. I hate that i still beat myself up about things.
    UnderTheBridge UnderTheBridge 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2011

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    I want to be forgiven

    for my mistakes. All my life I never really made any regrettable mistakes until the last year. I lied to someone about something really bad and betrayed their faith in me. Because of that lie, my relationship with this person become a very unhealthy one, and whats worse, I am...
    dg87 dg87 26-30, F Dec 14, 2013

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    Finally saw my friend

    for the first time since he left the hospital. He looks a lot better. Maybe now I can forgive myself finally, but I doubt it. He can feel my guilt and constantly reminds me how he doesn't blame me. I can't help but picture him crawling down his driveway. But good news, his dad...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 29

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    The Months Of Blackout Hell

    Ok moving out is a big deal, Right? Right. You're essentially leaving everything you ever known behind. I was excited and scared. living in the house was literally killing me. Honestly my heart almost gave out living there with all the cigaret smoke and allergens. Having said...
    dantes666 dantes666 18-21, M Jan 5, 2012

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    Am I Forgiven?

    Hello..       i WANT TO BE FORGIVEN, HERES MY STORY.            iWAS IN AN ABUSIVE MARRIAGE FOR 30+ YEARS, i WAS SUICIDAL AND AT THE END OF MY ROPE. I LOOKED FOR A FRIEND WHO WOULD LISTEN AND I FOUND A...
    joygiver1101 joygiver1101 56-60, F 6 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    Message to China This is a cut an paste from

    another blog I hope you find this I have never met anyone that, I have felt this kind of connection with. I’m part of a bigger whole and don’t get to call all the shots. We each have our own likes and dislikes, but for the most part we always agree. That was until you. I...
    4in1 4in1 36-40 Nov 13, 2014

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    If I Could Erase The Past

    It's pretty hard to forgive yourself. I intend to make no major moral failures in the future.
    learntocook learntocook 18-21 Aug 20, 2010

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    More Than Anything...

    I have wronged another and from the bottom of my heart I am sorry. It tears at my soul that I am not able to see this person, to be spared a moment of their time to apologize and make amends. I do not want to be known or understood for the purpose of things returning to the way...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 8, 2011

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    By Some mortals....

    but in the end I know whose forgiveness counts most!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 10, 2010

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    My mother died and I went on a long holiday

    overseas. I went to a sunny place and realized how lonely I was how broken how incomplete. I had many awkward experiences with women on my holiday. I returned home and tried dating again. Found a woman who treated me meanly but I was lonely and although I'm ashamed I tolerated...
    Eridanis Eridanis 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Cayden if your reading this please forgive me

    and if you really want I will tell you
    Iwillloveyou4ever Iwillloveyou4ever 13-15, F Aug 8, 2014

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    My Tattoo

    Growig up was hard for me! If you my friend or read my stories you would understand me a little more! I'm not bad but I'm not good! I've done many things to others that I regret but don't sometimes. Who can forgive a person who thinks evil and wishes you the worst. I was known as...
    Silence01 Silence01 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 12, 2012

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    Should I Be Forgiven? Help!

    Many of you may call me a **** or a hoe or a hood-rat, but before you guys label me with such names I'd like to tell you my story. Well about a year ago, my first true love had broken up with me just simply because he had fallen out of love with me. It caused me to go into a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 15, 2012

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    Todd

    "I Hate When That Happens. That's How I Feel Sometimes. You Know YOur Supposed To Be With Them But... Your Not,And It Kills You Inside Because You Start To Loose Faith And Then Your...Like..Broken Your Not The Same,Your Broken And Empty And You Can't Fill The Hole That Was Once...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

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    Myself

    I did many terrible things in the past, mostly due to negligence, and fear. There is no explanation for my mistakes, and I will never try to find excuses to justify my actions, but I have found love and forgiveness in the arms of those who I betrayed the most, and I have stood...
    beprincess beprincess 56-60, F 6 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I don't forgive the other person, however, I have never wished bad things for them. I think the problem with forgiveness for me is that forgiveness, in my life has been reserved...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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    I have always looked up to you when i was little and i thought you were a great dad, but not anymore i don't. Why? Because I hate you. You may have made sure that your family was...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F Feb 14

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    Forgiveness is something I can't seem to do, whether it's for myself, or for you. It feels like that's the only thing left. Waiting on it so I can finally put this all to rest. I...
    ayoitsrayray ayoitsrayray 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I did something I thought I'd never ever do!! 3 years ago I lost my brother in a car accident. He was killed by a drunk driver!! and when he died, a part of me died with him. I was...
    keke1432 keke1432 18-21, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I also believe that forgiveness does not always mean the person is welcomed back into your life. It's perfectly okay to forgive someone then turn around a walk away from them...
    pollyprozac pollyprozac 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 21

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    "10% Happier" is a book I listened to this weekend by ABC’s Dan Harris. He was previously blinded by his own skepticism about mindfulness and documented his journey prompted by...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 17

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    Problem with us will always be our ego. We are very sensitive about our manhood and in today's society, the "hunter" is just not needed. Sure, you might ask for something on the...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I was told yesterday by my girlfriend that she is going to join the military. We had always talked about it being something she wanted but it was never a definite. But now next...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Bus journeys are always such a great way to elude oneself from everyday life. There’s something comforting about putting your faith in someone else to take you to your...
    sinnersinseattle sinnersinseattle 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    It's 11:52pm now. As I write this message here, you are turning 25 eight minutes from now. When was the last time you celebrated your birthday? It's been a tough year. You've been...
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    I truly do believe this, that forgiving someone frees you from whatever power they or their actions have over you. Past hurts need to be let go. So that you can move on and...
    Chrye Chrye 51-55, F 13 Responses Feb 17

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    Near this Spot are deposited the Remains of one who possessed Beauty without Vanity, Strength without Insolence, Courage without Ferocity, and all the virtues of Man without his...
    LuxThePoet LuxThePoet 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I feel guilty always asking for forgiveness for the same struggles
    ivettefromtheblock ivettefromtheblock 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 16

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    I forgive but never forget. Because i never want to be hurt the same way twice.
    KarenIsMyName KarenIsMyName 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There are a lot of people suffering from relationship trauma here. Let's be honest- relationships are hard..they can make or break you. Sometimes they are grrreat..sometimes they...
    Blondiex15 Blondiex15 36-40, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I usually don't share my feelings like this but right now am really depressed and I need help. Am sorry if my story is a bit confusing and out of order. 4 years ago when I...
    munahal munahal 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    I want to get Faaaaaaaaaaaaaat! I want to be nice and plump
    Profweird Profweird 22-25, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I am a man of 44 years of age live in South Florida , but I'm not married and I'm far been tied to a complicated relationship that eventually it will end , the reasons for this...
    lance2014 lance2014 41-45, M 9 hrs ago

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    I was for a while. Thanks to my good friends 'Ana' and 'Mia'. Better known by their full names, anorexia and bulimia nervosa. Yeah, that's what we referred to them as. Our eating...
    ReykjaviktoZurich ReykjaviktoZurich 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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     I only want someone to bring me flowers               to brighten my day,Sharing  chocolates to make heart aches at bayExchanging...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I actually want to see who will. I will send one full nude if someone can comment below what they like about me the most and my body, personality, experiences etc. and convince me...
    rubyroo15 rubyroo15 18-21, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    It is something that needs done. It will be hard, I will want to give up, it will take a long time. I will do this. On a side note, If anyone is looking for a weight buddy then...
    TheLoneHowl96 TheLoneHowl96 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I can never get it right when it comes to dating having friendships with guys. But I do want a boyfriend
    KayEunique KayEunique 18-21, F 6 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Standing at the edge of a precipice. Looking down into the bottomless abyss. No way out. A few more steps forward, and you teeter on the thin crumbling line. One more step forward...
    JustBeYourSelff JustBeYourSelff 22-25, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    But I'm a loner. No matter how much I try or how bad I want to I still have a fear that creeps in & I go back into my safety zone. I'm working hard to change this.
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I wanted to say something you could not possibly understand.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 4 hrs ago

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    I want to... But I'm not going to.
    ambrosia999 ambrosia999 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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