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I Want To Be Free From This Pain

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    This shell I'm trapped in,

    I need out, I need to escape this hideous shell.
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M Sep 23, 2014

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    Its Why I Consider...

    SUICIDE Death seems like the only option to be truly free from this pain. I have struggled with this for years and I am reaching my breaking point. I hope to overcome it but its so hard. I dont know if I would just give up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Pain

    Since I have been on E P I have been working thru alot of emotional baggage I have been carrying around for most of my life.As I work thru this I am becoming more calm and at peace.My physical pain is another story.With the weather the way it is here right now, I have been in a...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 17, 2011

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    Pain

    Haha, the pain of the past, it never truly leaves. Anyone knows that. Though I do want to be free from it. Who doesn't? Pain of the past, present, and future. It never leaves you... I want to be free, but I know that's impossible.  Can't complain to much though. I have...
    Sasaire Sasaire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Want To Live In Happiness

    i want to live but my life not so ease i have stuff going on in my head i cant explain i find it hard to express myself tell others what planing my dream go sleep never wake up unless someone take these feelings away from me make me normal but i cant be i have illness were there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2011

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    I am 75 years old, have been diagnosed with

    Temporal arteritis and have been under doctors care on prednisone steriods for 18 months. The side effects of the meds are as bad as the disease and I have been in constant pain from one or the other for 18 months; and have become almost totally disabled. I would do ANYTHING...
    jamesmgray1 jamesmgray1 70+, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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    Maybe One Day....

    I wish I could go back in time, to when I was 8 years old.  That's the last time that I was truly free and happy.  To my stepdad who loved me so much before little brother was born, only to toss me aside.  I wasn't an old doll that a child gets tired...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    Pain

    i am trying to stay strong but i have been through so much emotional and phyisical pain. i do not know what to do and how long i can stay fighting this.especially when i am ill and the pain reminds me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F Mar 22, 2014

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    I Want To Disappear..

    I cannot stand hearing any more words you want to say. Knowing that I am not part of your plan. I must go in order to save myself from drowning into this forbidden love we shared. I am sorry for loving you more than anything in this world.
    UnderMyPillow UnderMyPillow 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    I have tried an tried again to be what he wants. I can never be. The moment I have any happiness. He has to crush it. Why do I not just go away? Six foot under cant be that bad. No...
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    This pain that i have is wen i was abused by my mother , :/ just cant forget bout it , it hurts just thinking bout it , i wish i could take this pain away already , Another...
    paola93 paola93 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    i just get so sick and tired of my daily life. i basically have no family, just my mom and younger brother left. i'm serious. my childhood wasn't a very happy one and so i grew up...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 2

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    I know I have a purpose in life, I just gotta find it.....⭐️
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    Looking for something more, I just don't know what I'm looking for. Yet.
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    I want to be free from anxiety and nervousness. Everyday before I go to work I can't eat or think. Or before I have to do a class presentation I shake. I haven't been able to pass...
    ReneeTay ReneeTay 18-21, F Feb 15

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    Had my wisdom teeth out... was finally feeling alot better but now my stupid disalvable stitch is stuck in my cheek. so that hurts, and then it pulls on my extraction site and...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    Yeah the world today is all about people furthering their own agendas. Makes me want to get off grid. Reconnect with what is real. Get away from all the human bullshit our species...
    Progs13 Progs13 22-25, M Feb 15

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    for some reason I like the feel of pain. I cut and I love the way the blood drip from the cup. to me I want to feel pain then nothing at all.
    xXsuicidalangelXx xXsuicidalangelXx 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    Is it bad I want to feel pain? My whole body is numb. Both physically and mentally I can't feel nothing at all. I tried to cry, but I guess not crying was unhealthy, Cuz nothing no...
    Byeluv Byeluv 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm 40 with 3 kids (who I adore), living as a single mum, separated for over 2 years but still not able to break free from the relationship. Life seems mundane most days and I...
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    It's what I've always wanted. Literally from the time I can remember, I have always wanted to be a mom. Growing up with lots of little siblings, I had the opportunity to be...
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    the longer you turn ur face away from the "truth"...the longer you run to escape the "truth"...the longer it will take you to b a free spirit.a free spirit,according to me,knows...
    urnesha urnesha 18-21, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I dislike it when people say it isn't painful because it is, especially if they are never lonely. It hurts so much to be and feel alone all the time, when you have nobody to talk...
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