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I Want To Be Free From This Pain

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    Haha, the pain of the past, it never truly leaves. Anyone knows that. Though I do want to be free from it. Who doesn't? Pain of the past, present, and future. It never leaves you... I want to be free, but I know that's impossible.  Can't complain to much though. I have...
    Sasaire Sasaire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Want To Disappear..

    I cannot stand hearing any more words you want to say. Knowing that I am not part of your plan. I must go in order to save myself from drowning into this forbidden love we shared. I am sorry for loving you more than anything in this world.
    UnderMyPillow UnderMyPillow 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Pain

    i am trying to stay strong but i have been through so much emotional and phyisical pain. i do not know what to do and how long i can stay fighting this.especially when i am ill and the pain reminds me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    Its Why I Consider...

    SUICIDE Death seems like the only option to be truly free from this pain. I have struggled with this for years and I am reaching my breaking point. I hope to overcome it but its so hard. I dont know if I would just give up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    I am 75 years old, have been diagnosed with

    Temporal arteritis and have been under doctors care on prednisone steriods for 18 months. The side effects of the meds are as bad as the disease and I have been in constant pain from one or the other for 18 months; and have become almost totally disabled. I would do ANYTHING...
    jamesmgray1 jamesmgray1 70+, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Maybe One Day....

    I wish I could go back in time, to when I was 8 years old.  That's the last time that I was truly free and happy.  To my stepdad who loved me so much before little brother was born, only to toss me aside.  I wasn't an old doll that a child gets tired...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    I Want To Live In Happiness

    i want to live but my life not so ease i have stuff going on in my head i cant explain i find it hard to express myself tell others what planing my dream go sleep never wake up unless someone take these feelings away from me make me normal but i cant be i have illness were there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2011

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    Pain

    Since I have been on E P I have been working thru alot of emotional baggage I have been carrying around for most of my life.As I work thru this I am becoming more calm and at peace.My physical pain is another story.With the weather the way it is here right now, I have been in a...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 17, 2011

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    For 45 years I have been the emotional dumping ground for a mother who lacks the ability to love anyone. I have been groomed for this situation since birth. I have been an...
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    I want to be able to do this with some people http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ylSCHH_Tm8w
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    I will always remember all the things which my grandpa, my mother and every elderly in my life has shared with me. I consider my mom, my book of wisdom. We lost her 5 years ago...
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    There's so much about my life I am just not happy with. I can't complain really, I love my family, have a few friends that I am close to, I work and have a little bit of money but...
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    It's just not fair to be blamed for defending your existence
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    Listen to the interview and please do what you can to support him and all other Doctors who dedicated their lives to help the oppressed humans. - Rayan Fawzi ArabNo Haters Of...
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    When did life become so mundane? Work, sleep... repeat. Make it stop! I never knew growing up would be so boring.
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    PurpleGlassPalace PurpleGlassPalace 26-30 4 hrs ago

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    Fearing the day that I turn 18 for I will no longer be free. Free from making mistakes, free from my innocence . Free from the law. Free from expressing myself at home for I can be...
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    Freedom is something all humankind crave. For me, its not the physical freedom that I crave, but the mental one. I come from a family where its abnormal to leave and make your own...
    BillyEmad BillyEmad 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    Free to do things. Like copy role models. And feel adult. Feel like and adult and feel some. Lol. Free from critics. And rage. And discrimination. The other...
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    Where I can be free without pain and worries :) that's why I love reading so much, so escape the real world for a little while
    lostsoul4888 lostsoul4888 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    If a person doesn't accept you at you worst he doesn't deserve you at your best, keep that in mind and free yourself from seeking acceptance, WHO THE HELL WANT ACCEPTANCE FROM A...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F Jun 27

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    I'm tired of being A puppet on strings I wanna be a real girl Who's free from those things I wanna make choices Not be told what to do Cause now I don't have a voice To stand up...
    Brokenglassapple Brokenglassapple 16-17, F Jul 10

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    I knew I didn't want kids from the time I was a child myself. Having a hysterectomy at 28, (due to severe endometriosis), was a blessing. Now that I'm in my 30's I hope to find a...
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    i want friends from usa and all parts of the world
    kadencejames kadencejames 13-15, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    There are only four very important whatever in my life: My son My job My family And you. All are mine except you. You had me at that video where you were introducing something...
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    "When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness is the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down 'happy...
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    I thought she was a good woman....... Well that was her statement to me and claim to fame , but then again my last ex's claim to fame was that she was a faithful "never was a bad...
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