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I Want To Be Free From This Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 162 People

    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F Mar 22, 2014

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    This shell I'm trapped in,

    I need out, I need to escape this hideous shell.
    xBleedMeDryx xBleedMeDryx 18-21, M Sep 23, 2014

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    Maybe One Day....

    I wish I could go back in time, to when I was 8 years old.  That's the last time that I was truly free and happy.  To my stepdad who loved me so much before little brother was born, only to toss me aside.  I wasn't an old doll that a child gets tired...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    Pain

    i am trying to stay strong but i have been through so much emotional and phyisical pain. i do not know what to do and how long i can stay fighting this.especially when i am ill and the pain reminds me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    I Want To Disappear..

    I cannot stand hearing any more words you want to say. Knowing that I am not part of your plan. I must go in order to save myself from drowning into this forbidden love we shared. I am sorry for loving you more than anything in this world.
    UnderMyPillow UnderMyPillow 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Its Why I Consider...

    SUICIDE Death seems like the only option to be truly free from this pain. I have struggled with this for years and I am reaching my breaking point. I hope to overcome it but its so hard. I dont know if I would just give up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Pain

    Haha, the pain of the past, it never truly leaves. Anyone knows that. Though I do want to be free from it. Who doesn't? Pain of the past, present, and future. It never leaves you... I want to be free, but I know that's impossible.  Can't complain to much though. I have...
    Sasaire Sasaire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I am 75 years old, have been diagnosed with

    Temporal arteritis and have been under doctors care on prednisone steriods for 18 months. The side effects of the meds are as bad as the disease and I have been in constant pain from one or the other for 18 months; and have become almost totally disabled. I would do ANYTHING...
    jamesmgray1 jamesmgray1 70+, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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    Pain

    Since I have been on E P I have been working thru alot of emotional baggage I have been carrying around for most of my life.As I work thru this I am becoming more calm and at peace.My physical pain is another story.With the weather the way it is here right now, I have been in a...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 17, 2011

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    I Want To Live In Happiness

    i want to live but my life not so ease i have stuff going on in my head i cant explain i find it hard to express myself tell others what planing my dream go sleep never wake up unless someone take these feelings away from me make me normal but i cant be i have illness were there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    that would be really cool. I belive that a guy and a girl just can be friends, but often, sooner or later someone want more from the other...
    blueskybutterfly blueskybutterfly 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I would like to share my respect for EPArsineh, EPKimi and EPHeidi. It takes a lot of dedication to defend the gross negligence of the developers and upper management for so many...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I will always update my presence on ep through this experience from now. Well, at least most of the times so that my experience will no be killed by new ones. Feel free to pm me...
    bigsmile2000 bigsmile2000 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    [X] Smoked A Cigarette [X] Smoked A Cigar [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Are / Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [X] Been Fired [X] Been In A Fist Fight [] Had A Crush On An...
    RadicalCollisionKaitlynn RadicalCollisionKaitlynn 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Anyone know good places to get free things? I haven't gotten freebies in a while
    SirHop SirHop 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    [X] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Are / Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [] Been Fired [X] Been In A Fist Fight [X ] Had A Crush On An...
    macabre00 macabre00 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I found this neat list in on some profiles so here's my version: [√]Smoked A Cigarette [√] Smoked A Cigar [√] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [√] Are / Been In Love...
    jenndee jenndee 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    It is true love and I'll never let it go. It's hard to live by loving someone who broke your heart and don't love you as much as you love him. But my heart says not to let it go...
    EleniHaru EleniHaru 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    [] Smoked A Cigarette [] Smoked A Cigar (1 puff if that counts) [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [X] Been Fired []Been In A Fist Fight...
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel like I'm pretty innocent. [X] Smoked A Cigarette [X] Smoked A Cigar (1 puff if that counts) [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love [X] Dumped someone...
    nicolieflowergirlie nicolieflowergirlie 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    homelessness, chronic unemployment,prison, death, or living with abusive family. bad health (that can be fixed), and a bad life. all because im on only child, im poor, and i spent...
    awesomeguy3125 awesomeguy3125 26-30, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    What I've done so far...most of which I'd do all over again πŸ˜€ [X] Smoked A Cigarette [X] Smoked A Cigar [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love [X] Dumped...
    cmyk323 cmyk323 36-40, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    What I've done so far... [X] Smoked A Cigarette(s) - In 6th grade and almost burned my home down... [X] Smoked A Cigar [ ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love...
    TheOriginalSkittle TheOriginalSkittle 41-45, F 11 hrs ago

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    What I've done so far...most of which I'd do all over again πŸ˜€ [X] Smoked A Cigarette(s) [X] Smoked A Cigar [ ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Have Been In Love [X] Dumped...
    Jfour001 Jfour001 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    How to Actually Get Pain Relief for Syringomyelia Easily? #Syringomyelia , (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4395) If you are looking for a safe pain relief for...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M 2 days ago

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    I may be terrified of death but sometimes i get pushed so far that i think to myself. Anything is better than this.... I know deep down its stupid. I'm a gemini, and i truly...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is how my husband takes me. It's his favorite position. :) when he takes me this way it reminds me who the boss is!
    MistiA MistiA 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Freedom restricted is my worst nightmare!Freedom is very important to me, I cherish it a lot because it means everything and I know what its like when its taken away!I know what...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    The day when I will be free from the torment of my past will be great
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    For as long as I could remember everything has always been a struggle. Even now everything is a struggle, I don't know what it feels like to not struggle. I just want to escape it...
    chy08 chy08 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm so anxious to die. I can't wait to finally to be free from pain worries and all other problems in this life. I can just imagine the eternal peace . I will be enjoying my...
    ROSE197 ROSE197 56-60, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I just want to escape my hell and be free for once in my life. I want to run away..... I want to go on a road trip.... I just want to get away from people that made my life a...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I just want to escape my hell and be free for once in my life. I want to run away..... I want to go on a road trip.... I just want to get away from people that made my life a...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M a week ago

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    I just want to escape my hell and be free for once in my life. I want to run away..... I want to go on a road trip.... I just want to get away from people that made my life a...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M a week ago

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    I just want to escape my hell and be free for once in my life. I want to run away..... I want to go on a road trip.... I just want to get away from people that made my life a...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am gloriously 40 next month, genuinely looking forward to it. I also have a 23 year old daughter from a previous (read, teenage fling) relationship. I love my daughter...
    milotank milotank 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    The 3 Unusual Ways Weather Really Affects Your Pain #JointPainRelief, ( http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4374) Do you know that weather really affects your pain? Read on to find...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Jul 18

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    Not sure what the world is coming to. I feel like a wild animal that's been raised in captivity and taught to perform circus tricks in exchange for food and shelter. I just want to...
    Wildernesslover1 Wildernesslover1 31-35, F Jul 17

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    Well, not anymore. This is my journey to freedom. (and it can be yours too) Come to me, all who are weary and burdened, and I shall give you rest. I want to say I know what it...
    thisissarah thisissarah 18-21, F Jul 16

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    My sophomore year of high school I ran track and did drill team and dance. I ended up hurting my quad one morning kicking in drill team without stretching, and then when I went to...
    Justventingg Justventingg 18-21, F Jul 16

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    I Want to Know If You've Ever Done Any of These Things. Who wants to know? Well it might be an interesting way for you to get to know more about me so here goes……. Oakley has...
    OakleysWorld OakleysWorld 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Jul 15

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