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    Pain

    Since I have been on E P I have been working thru alot of emotional baggage I have been carrying around for most of my life.As I work thru this I am becoming more calm and at peace.My physical pain is another story.With the weather the way it is here right now, I have been in a...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 17, 2011

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    Pain

    i am trying to stay strong but i have been through so much emotional and phyisical pain. i do not know what to do and how long i can stay fighting this.especially when i am ill and the pain reminds me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    This shell I'm trapped in,

    I need out, I need to escape this hideous shell.
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M Sep 23

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    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Pain

    Haha, the pain of the past, it never truly leaves. Anyone knows that. Though I do want to be free from it. Who doesn't? Pain of the past, present, and future. It never leaves you... I want to be free, but I know that's impossible.  Can't complain to much though. I have...
    Sasaire Sasaire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    Its Why I Consider...

    SUICIDE Death seems like the only option to be truly free from this pain. I have struggled with this for years and I am reaching my breaking point. I hope to overcome it but its so hard. I dont know if I would just give up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    I Want To Live In Happiness

    i want to live but my life not so ease i have stuff going on in my head i cant explain i find it hard to express myself tell others what planing my dream go sleep never wake up unless someone take these feelings away from me make me normal but i cant be i have illness were there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2011

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    I am 75 years old, have been diagnosed with

    Temporal arteritis and have been under doctors care on prednisone steriods for 18 months. The side effects of the meds are as bad as the disease and I have been in constant pain from one or the other for 18 months; and have become almost totally disabled. I would do ANYTHING...
    jamesmgray1 jamesmgray1 70+, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Maybe One Day....

    I wish I could go back in time, to when I was 8 years old.  That's the last time that I was truly free and happy.  To my stepdad who loved me so much before little brother was born, only to toss me aside.  I wasn't an old doll that a child gets tired...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    I Want To Disappear..

    I cannot stand hearing any more words you want to say. Knowing that I am not part of your plan. I must go in order to save myself from drowning into this forbidden love we shared. I am sorry for loving you more than anything in this world.
    UnderMyPillow UnderMyPillow 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Ever felt like you could just leave the entire world behind and live free.. Free from everyone, free from every rules.. Well i dream of that too.. I will be FREE someday..
    Dobev Dobev 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    It's quiet, I'm alone and lonely, but I'm free, I can focus on what's really important, what's real, I'm free, Taking care of myself has always been the last on my list, Now I can...
    tearlock tearlock 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    Its as she's listing all of the things she's done for her husbands love, she can't understand what she does wrong. Why he won't love her. I do this. I do this with life. I'm...
    Tantalustay Tantalustay 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I am sick of Pain!!!!! I've tried everything and I still have a lingering week and a half migraine. My nervous system is hyper sensitive so I shake, I bruise and it hurts to be...
    Nunashamed Nunashamed 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    I have my cousin paint them sometimes, what should be the next color?
    sharpshooter721 sharpshooter721 18-21 3 Responses Oct 22

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    From Witchcraft, The Occult, Spiritualism, Satan, Catholic to Jesus Christ || Testimony& Master of Witchcraft, Voodoo, Ocult, Spells, Curses, AstroProjection, Jesus  
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    But the harder I try the worse things get.
    Gipsycurse Gipsycurse 26-30, T Oct 11

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    October 21st 2014 Do you ever just sit down and think. Do you ever just sit down and think how pathetic yet how beautiful life can be?. Do you ever think what is the reason behind...
    UN3P0KEN UN3P0KEN 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    ***The Mind of Someone Else*** * Story Teller* How does one explain this? Can you open your eyes and see? Bad things happen in this world; Things that should never be. So stop a...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F Oct 14

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    I consider Colorado Clinic to be Best inside their discipline. Very understanding of the many dynamics related to a traumatic analysisSome pain management clinics are more holistic...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    But it is. Everyday I wake up I think about my past. I can't move forward mentally. My brain is so consumed with my past self (childhood). I experienced so many trials as a kid...
    forestchild forestchild 22-25, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    When I was a boy, my parents told me that everybody in the world had a soul mate. I went on to have this belief and never examined it fully on his own. Despite my rebellious years...
    ThusWroteZarathustra ThusWroteZarathustra 22-25, M Oct 22

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    Understanding the Anger Understanding what anger is. Do we really want to manage our anger...
    Create63 Create63 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I had major back surgery a few months ago. I never would have had the surgery had I not been paralyzed in my left leg & foot. After several years of suffering from sciatic pain...
    gatorgirl013 gatorgirl013 36-40, F Oct 17

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    I feel an ache in My Heart I gasp to breathe a breath of air and feel a hestiant sigh come out my lips, a feeling of blue and dark loneliness embrace my every thought through my...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    Grey Eyes:A Memoir prologue- Avi knelt on the windowsill and looked out at the cars whizzing past below. Rain was falling, but the streets remained full of people on their way to...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've got a list of a few reasons down here: 1. I don't have any real tangible goals or motivation to go anywhere. 2. I'm afraid of the future. 3. I hate myself. 4. I feel...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 2

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    I just feel this thing inside my chest just putting constant pressure against me, trying to get out. I feel like i have to say something, something big, something that would let me...
    LittleDalek LittleDalek 16-17, M Oct 4

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    norahcc11 norahcc11 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    Staying in the now. Trailer. Mentor. Disability pay. Time. Free from city life. Fed. Hydrated. Cigs. Clothing. Bedding. Phone. Ep. Pals...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    I will love who I want. I will hate who I want. I will judge who I want. I will paint this earth with the blood of those who stand in my way. I am superior in every way.
    FutileSuperiority FutileSuperiority 22-25 1 Response Oct 4

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    Ok, so you spend your life ignoring me or bullying me. But I'm good enough to borrow a pencil or pen from, and then disrespect my property by dumping it on the floor? Then I am...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T Oct 16

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    If a girl tells u she loves u and u dont feel the same so u let her know. She goes crazy but you guys occasionally talk. Then whenever she drinks she calls u drunk and your there...
    ember23 ember23 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    If you've got nothing to do I guess I can tell you story or two And if you're quite bored ill make it three All about love, oh silly me Falling and crashing Kicking and thrashing...
    justbreath12 justbreath12 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I just found out that the 35 year old man who persecuted me had lost his business for the fourth time and his restaurant/bar got taken by southern Indians ..they ve painted the...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    I just found out that the 35 year old man who persecuted me had lost his business for the fourth time and his restaurant/bar got taken by southern Indians ..they ve painted the...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    It was in gym class in Middle School, we had just changed and started to line up in the front of the gymnasium. Their were numbers on the ground that we sat while the teachers took...
    ownfrnchseplaya ownfrnchseplaya 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    I find gender dysphoria can be very hard to cope with. I cringe at being called Mister. I feel sick when someone mentions the word 'man'. To be shoehorned into a gender role that I...
    tesseract49 tesseract49 18-21, T 3 hrs ago

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    I just thought, I already build this wall over to protect my heart from all the pain... guess what?? Im pretty so wrong.. 💔 thanks to you for made me realize that.
    Jinggay Jinggay 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    People who experience Persistent pain that affects their quality of life and a chance to participate in ordinary, every day activities can take pleasure in pain management. We...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    Silence 13 The boy only knows he's the 13th one, he does not care for others unlike to him. These scars he'd hidden behind cloaks of confidence does nothing much but hides is own...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 14

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    I laid there unconscious in my bathroom floor. I was slowly slipping away. My body grew cold, I struggled to scream but nothing would come out of my mouth. I could feel my blood...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    For the past 11 years I have been lost within myself. Everyday I am in pain because I am unhappy. Complex thinking is my speciality, reminiscing about the past is daily, and my...
    AngelK2010 AngelK2010 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    nasimbd004 nasimbd004 36-40, M 3 hrs ago

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    I would be able to freeze time (:
    WonderingOfTheSoul WonderingOfTheSoul 18-21 6 hrs ago

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    I've thought about giving up in life many times. One thing that's kept me going is the saying that ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I'll admit, some...
    Cece4 Cece4 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I need a sub who like pain and being dominated
    lori67 lori67 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    I do! I absolutely adore putting nail polish on myself as well as others. I love painting so I've taken to nail art and I love it!
    ira01 ira01 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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