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I Want To Be Free From This Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 202 People

    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F Mar 22, 2014

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    When will it end? I can hardly take the pain

    anymore... it's just so hard..
    saigebeck101 saigebeck101 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2015

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    Pain

    Haha, the pain of the past, it never truly leaves. Anyone knows that. Though I do want to be free from it. Who doesn't? Pain of the past, present, and future. It never leaves you... I want to be free, but I know that's impossible.  Can't complain to much though. I have...
    Sasaire Sasaire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    This shell I'm trapped in,

    I need out, I need to escape this hideous shell.
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M Sep 23, 2014

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    I am 75 years old, have been diagnosed with

    Temporal arteritis and have been under doctors care on prednisone steriods for 18 months. The side effects of the meds are as bad as the disease and I have been in constant pain from one or the other for 18 months; and have become almost totally disabled. I would do ANYTHING...
    jamesmgray1 jamesmgray1 70+, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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    Maybe One Day....

    I wish I could go back in time, to when I was 8 years old.  That's the last time that I was truly free and happy.  To my stepdad who loved me so much before little brother was born, only to toss me aside.  I wasn't an old doll that a child gets tired...
    TexasLily TexasLily 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    I Want To Disappear..

    I cannot stand hearing any more words you want to say. Knowing that I am not part of your plan. I must go in order to save myself from drowning into this forbidden love we shared. I am sorry for loving you more than anything in this world.
    UnderMyPillow UnderMyPillow 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Pain

    Since I have been on E P I have been working thru alot of emotional baggage I have been carrying around for most of my life.As I work thru this I am becoming more calm and at peace.My physical pain is another story.With the weather the way it is here right now, I have been in a...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 17, 2011

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    Its Why I Consider...

    SUICIDE Death seems like the only option to be truly free from this pain. I have struggled with this for years and I am reaching my breaking point. I hope to overcome it but its so hard. I dont know if I would just give up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Pain

    i am trying to stay strong but i have been through so much emotional and phyisical pain. i do not know what to do and how long i can stay fighting this.especially when i am ill and the pain reminds me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    A year ago I probably would of been too coward

    to come out to anyone. Today I came out to a dear friend, I've only known you for a few months but I see good in you.. Today tears seeped out from our souls filled with pain.. No matter if your gay or straight we all have a heart, it breaks, when it does we try to dispose of it...
    eternalove293 eternalove293 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2015

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    I Want To Live In Happiness

    i want to live but my life not so ease i have stuff going on in my head i cant explain i find it hard to express myself tell others what planing my dream go sleep never wake up unless someone take these feelings away from me make me normal but i cant be i have illness were there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Not sure if this is the right group for what I wanna say but I just want to people can be similarly different if that makes sense. I recently was a part of a video made by a...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 22-25, M 1 Response 43 mins ago

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    I am a sexual sadist, not the nerdy group joining kind but a single, perverse dominant, alpha male who thoroughly enjoys sex that involves my inflicting torment and pain of the...
    EvilToBone EvilToBone 61-65, M 1 hr ago

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    Too much pain to handle...I care for others but they hurt me instead. I really want to turn off all of my feeling. I tried but I just can't. The cycle keeps repeating itself...
    TingWu TingWu 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    Because I wasn't feeling up to being on EP for so long, I have some catching up to do. Day 8 - Welcome to the club ~ DJ Maimon Day 9- Scary monsters and nice spirits ~ Skrillex...
    WanderLustAlethiology WanderLustAlethiology 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I tried explaining to my mom over the weekend why I don't want any kids. There are many reasons but all my mom says is "you are in a bad financial situation now, you will change...
    AwakenAndLost AwakenAndLost 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    When I first joined EP I tried to help a young woman with a problem ..... This person was in trouble due to lifestyle choices that lead in a large part to her situation. I regret...
    jimmybear100 jimmybear100 61-65, M 2 hrs ago

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    Really, I only wanted to share one thing that I was thinking right now, but I always have things I want to share and then forget to do so. 1. What I eat is determined by whether...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    In Southern California? Want to make videos or play games/sports/physical activities? Got 2 free groups on FB (can be on other sites w/ groups) forming. Share this post? (Reference...
    supergirl805 supergirl805 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    No more weighing down of my heart, No more painful thoughts, No more restless nights, No more heaviness on my shoulders. I am free and it feels excellent, Thank you girl for...
    Virgo2218 Virgo2218 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    In Southern California? Want to make videos or play games/sports/physical activities? Got 2 free groups on FB (can be on other sites w/ groups) forming. Share this post? (Reference...
    supergirl805 supergirl805 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    I don't want enemies. I don't want to be self important, or superior. I don't want to be closed minded, and I want to be able to see from more than one point of view. I want to be...
    JustTheSun JustTheSun 26-30 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    The World for what it is. . .Never give your hearts to this world or to any of the things in it. A man cannot love the Father and love the world at the same time. For the whole...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble 56-60, M 9 hrs ago

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    My story is much l like every one else here, l'v been pushing everyone away from me; and it's been really easy for me. When people give me unwanted advise, and try to help me...
    Micheael Micheael 26-30, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    when i was a teenager, my dream in life was to be a guy.. i started growing some hair in my underarm, and it annoys me.. i shaved it once with a razor, but after 2 weeks the hair...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    The wind blows cold tonight. I stand on my porch and take it all in. The cold melts into me and my hair falls, keeping my back less exposed. Yet, I feel unmotivated to go...
    SpecialKndofOrdinary SpecialKndofOrdinary 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    i am bored. but i have heard that boredom is healthy.. it enables you to think and introspect about some things. i love introspecting. thinking about just anything. analyzing...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Perhaps at this point in your life you are not happy, you may feel like dying, you may be depressed or lonely, maybe someone you were with broke your heart and nothing can take...
    Joysummers Joysummers 31-35, M 14 hrs ago

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    Cavalier worn, and of grizzled mien, Astride his dark mount in the winters icy rain. Armor all dented, rust eaten sword and much battered shield, Surrounded by death on some...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    its just exhausting. but i made promises so i cant dissapoint. i want an end to thoughts and feeling. an end to pain and the acid corrosion of the past. i dont want to remember...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Mortal combat What are these feelings? From where do they come? It's like a million little things, have piled into one. They build up together, in the dark parts of my mind. And...
    Luke5150 Luke5150 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Mortal combat What are these feelings? From where do they come? It's like a million little things, have piled into one. They build up together, in the dark parts of my mind. And...
    Luke5150 Luke5150 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Achievement of capacity on donation of spirituality 435) 1st December, 1980. Monday. Early morning dream: A huge open area was first seen in the dream, where in...
    Dipakda Dipakda 66-70, M 5 days ago

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    Neo-Israel Is Unbiblical&Should Not Exist-Anyone who bothers to read the Bible and do a little religious research will realize that there is no longer a Covenant between Jehovah...
    Selah94 Selah94 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was thinking. Where am I going . I was never like that . I lost my innocence . I committed sins that I shouldn't . am I lost in crowd . am I flowing with the time . yesterday I...
    Kikforyou Kikforyou 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    yes please! and the thought of finally be free from annoying people and be alone inhaling fresh air would be good for myself
    meslm meslm 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    Slavery is legally banned. But millions of India's children live and work in slave labour conditions -- bonded labour, sex trafficking, child labour, domestic 'help' servitude and...
    valha11a valha11a 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    ...it tells me what to do against my will. please don't call me crazy. if you do, that would be cruel. everyone struggles with something. i want to free from this prison cell. the...
    coffeeonice coffeeonice 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    He did it. He sent me a list of daily and weekly tasks. He included consequences, I've read and re-read. Added them to my calendar so I don't forget...though I will forget...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 3

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    Hey, I am looking for a person or group to travel the world with and be free from the disappointment around me. I not only know how to live, I know how to survive. Message me to...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M Feb 2

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