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I Want To Be Free From This Pain

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    Spinningoutofcontrol Spinningoutofcontrol 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I am 75 years old, have been diagnosed with

    Temporal arteritis and have been under doctors care on prednisone steriods for 18 months. The side effects of the meds are as bad as the disease and I have been in constant pain from one or the other for 18 months; and have become almost totally disabled. I would do ANYTHING...
    jamesmgray1 jamesmgray1 70+, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Maybe One Day....

    I wish I could go back in time, to when I was 8 years old.  That's the last time that I was truly free and happy.  To my stepdad who loved me so much before little brother was born, only to toss me aside.  I wasn't an old doll that a child gets tired...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    Pain

    Haha, the pain of the past, it never truly leaves. Anyone knows that. Though I do want to be free from it. Who doesn't? Pain of the past, present, and future. It never leaves you... I want to be free, but I know that's impossible.  Can't complain to much though. I have...
    Sasaire Sasaire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Want To Live In Happiness

    i want to live but my life not so ease i have stuff going on in my head i cant explain i find it hard to express myself tell others what planing my dream go sleep never wake up unless someone take these feelings away from me make me normal but i cant be i have illness were there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2011

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    Pain

    i am trying to stay strong but i have been through so much emotional and phyisical pain. i do not know what to do and how long i can stay fighting this.especially when i am ill and the pain reminds me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    Its Why I Consider...

    SUICIDE Death seems like the only option to be truly free from this pain. I have struggled with this for years and I am reaching my breaking point. I hope to overcome it but its so hard. I dont know if I would just give up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Pain

    Since I have been on E P I have been working thru alot of emotional baggage I have been carrying around for most of my life.As I work thru this I am becoming more calm and at peace.My physical pain is another story.With the weather the way it is here right now, I have been in a...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 17, 2011

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    This shell I'm trapped in,

    I need out, I need to escape this hideous shell.
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M Sep 23

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    I Want To Disappear..

    I cannot stand hearing any more words you want to say. Knowing that I am not part of your plan. I must go in order to save myself from drowning into this forbidden love we shared. I am sorry for loving you more than anything in this world.
    UnderMyPillow UnderMyPillow 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Dobev Dobev 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 30

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    I let's start by saying that I have my own set of beliefs and standards and as I outline some things I believe you will be either very much in agreement, or very much against what...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Nov 2

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    It's quiet, I'm alone and lonely, but I'm free, I can focus on what's really important, what's real, I'm free, Taking care of myself has always been the last on my list, Now I can...
    tearlock tearlock 31-35, F Oct 28

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    That's what I've known for so many years. It's taken its toll to no end. It's made think things I never had hoped to think. It's made me pray and pray for my death. I'm so ready to...
    Jpeavey Jpeavey 41-45, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Its as she's listing all of the things she's done for her husbands love, she can't understand what she does wrong. Why he won't love her. I do this. I do this with life. I'm...
    Tantalustay Tantalustay 22-25, M Oct 30

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    From Witchcraft, The Occult, Spiritualism, Satan, Catholic to Jesus Christ || Testimony& Master of Witchcraft, Voodoo, Ocult, Spells, Curses, AstroProjection, Jesus  
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F Oct 28

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    Well here I am, back again and updating this topic. I have had a couple of weeks to give more thought to my life - am I happy with it at the moment?...... No! I feel restricted. My...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I have always dreamed of living in the woods. Even just a day would make me happy! Why not?!?! 😣
    FireWolfGirl FireWolfGirl 13-15, F Nov 9

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    I consider Colorado Clinic to be Best inside their discipline. Very understanding of the many dynamics related to a traumatic analysisSome pain management clinics are more holistic...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    But it is. Everyday I wake up I think about my past. I can't move forward mentally. My brain is so consumed with my past self (childhood). I experienced so many trials as a kid...
    forestchild forestchild 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    Want to know the Truth? Q: Is using sex to get what I want all that bad? A: Yes. First of all, sex is not a "strategic move," like in a game. It is so much more. God created sex...
    believermee believermee 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 5

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    Understanding the Anger Understanding what anger is. Do we really want to manage our anger...
    Create63 Create63 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    I have had problems with the in-law family since the beginning of our relationship and by all means they are not small problems. 8 years down the line and 5years into our...
    horizon84 horizon84 26-30, F Nov 10

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    Somewhere far away where not even my thoughts can get to me. I'd love to escape the constant bombardment my brain gets on a daily basis. The minute my brain gets a rest from any...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Grey Eyes:A Memoir prologue- Avi knelt on the windowsill and looked out at the cars whizzing past below. Rain was falling, but the streets remained full of people on their way to...
    TenThousandSorrows TenThousandSorrows 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 25

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    I have always hated extremists and I always will. They are the termites of the society. What's more saddening is that there are plenty of foolish people who can't use their own...
    deepaforeverangel deepaforeverangel 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    First I would like to apologize for my bad english. I'm from Finland but I'll try my best. So everytime I check we❤️it and there's pictures and quotes that say how they miss...
    aloneinthecold aloneinthecold 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Tonight is one of those nights that really opened my eyes and made me realize I need to make some changes in my life. I just wish I could escape from everything, even just for a...
    lesliemonster lesliemonster 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    An incomprehensible number of light years away from here. Forever free from Earth and all I cannot taste about it.
    Mirmulnir Mirmulnir 22-25, M Nov 14

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    Don't cry it is to be , in time I'll see a life that's free from death and misery
    Fallenprinceofthedarkside Fallenprinceofthedarkside 18-21, M Nov 12

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    Call off your ghost Please call off your ghosts I dreamed about you again last night After our big fight And I can't seem to get away Your poison in my veins So call off your ghost...
    leaguegirl97 leaguegirl97 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    i can't wait til i get to move so i can be free from this cage im trapped in.
    IKnowImAlone IKnowImAlone 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Do you ever have any urge to hurt or do you feel hurt? And you can't take it out on someone? You've promised not do it again but you can not help it. It's like you say no but you...
    notsosweetcookie notsosweetcookie 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    If a girl tells u she loves u and u dont feel the same so u let her know. She goes crazy but you guys occasionally talk. Then whenever she drinks she calls u drunk and your there...
    ember23 ember23 26-30, F 4 Responses Oct 29

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    I lived... I loved... And i cried all because of loving you. I cared for you but you never noticed. I stare at you but u never look back. I say hi to you, you never noticed me. I...
    ikayla123 ikayla123 13-15, F Nov 4

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    I'd like to have a female best friend. Someone that I'm so close too that there's nothing we wouldn't share. Not a sex based relationship, but if one of us wanted it from the...
    Allbert Allbert 46-50, M Nov 7

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    Horny, female, I want kiks from other females.
    bexperia bexperia 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    It does. And it has. Because living with the burden of someone else's sin certainly imprisoned me. This month I shared a 20-year old secret with an EP member. Oddly the...
    talkinaftermidnight talkinaftermidnight 36-40, M 10 hrs ago

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    1) I am sixteen. 2) I am from England. 3) I am female. 4) I love babies. 5) I know some pretty weird things. 6) I am very emotional. Damn hormones. 7) I dislike swearing. 8) I...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have fears, issues and feelings I bury in shallow graves. For the past three months I've been working two jobs so I don't have a lot of free time.. I've learned how to live in...
    Baconarama Baconarama 22-25 1 hr ago

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    All the criminal trails are over. So the mud slinging and fear has reduced a little. The custody of the children will be finalised in January. We will have to go back a few times...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    Hey. So I'm 13 and pretty much sick of my life. My "family" couldn't care less about me so I'm hoping to run away. But I need a partner or preferably a group to join. I'm in London...
    getawaygirll getawaygirll 13-15, F 6 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I wanna be FREE!! please I'm tired of staying here like this and my attitude and gestures don't fit in my age, I'm just like being trapped in a jail and like there are devils and...
    xxBoyishGirlxx xxBoyishGirlxx 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    Hey guys, My name is kamil... I am a free health coach! !! Yes FREE..... If you are and only serious about changing your life....Let's talk send me a message and what your goal is...
    Nextlevel88 Nextlevel88 22-25, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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