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I Want To Be Free From This Pain

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    Pain

    i am trying to stay strong but i have been through so much emotional and phyisical pain. i do not know what to do and how long i can stay fighting this.especially when i am ill and the pain reminds me.
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    Since I have been on E P I have been working thru alot of emotional baggage I have been carrying around for most of my life.As I work thru this I am becoming more calm and at peace.My physical pain is another story.With the weather the way it is here right now, I have been in a...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 17, 2011

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    I am 75 years old, have been diagnosed with

    Temporal arteritis and have been under doctors care on prednisone steriods for 18 months. The side effects of the meds are as bad as the disease and I have been in constant pain from one or the other for 18 months; and have become almost totally disabled. I would do ANYTHING...
    jamesmgray1 jamesmgray1 70+, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    Haha, the pain of the past, it never truly leaves. Anyone knows that. Though I do want to be free from it. Who doesn't? Pain of the past, present, and future. It never leaves you... I want to be free, but I know that's impossible.  Can't complain to much though. I have...
    Sasaire Sasaire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I Want To Live In Happiness

    i want to live but my life not so ease i have stuff going on in my head i cant explain i find it hard to express myself tell others what planing my dream go sleep never wake up unless someone take these feelings away from me make me normal but i cant be i have illness were there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 1, 2011

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    I Want To Disappear..

    I cannot stand hearing any more words you want to say. Knowing that I am not part of your plan. I must go in order to save myself from drowning into this forbidden love we shared. I am sorry for loving you more than anything in this world.
    UnderMyPillow UnderMyPillow 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Its Why I Consider...

    SUICIDE Death seems like the only option to be truly free from this pain. I have struggled with this for years and I am reaching my breaking point. I hope to overcome it but its so hard. I dont know if I would just give up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Maybe One Day....

    I wish I could go back in time, to when I was 8 years old.  That's the last time that I was truly free and happy.  To my stepdad who loved me so much before little brother was born, only to toss me aside.  I wasn't an old doll that a child gets tired...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    I'm not going to explain why because i'll be listing endless points, however if you feel the need to question why i believe palestine deserves freedom feel free to message me...
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    Just like Nelson mandela quoted “We know too well that our freedom is incomplete without the freedom of the Palestinians.” These people have no army no tanks or anything...
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    Immi55 Immi55 26-30, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    The world has kept bleeding and Suffering and ”Gaza ” is the example , All these are basically caused by an only reason : Retaliation policy . Last epoch , Adolf Hitler since...
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    I will always remember all the things which my grandpa, my mother and every elderly in my life has shared with me. I consider my mom, my book of wisdom. We lost her 5 years ago...
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    I want stuff big time! What stuff do u want?
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    It's just not fair to be blamed for defending your existence
    Friendlyman64 Friendlyman64 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 10

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    LordoftheThigh LordoftheThigh 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    what has not been told? what has the media been hiding? https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10152176038556135&set=vb.125249356134&type=2&theater
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    [Note: This piece of writing was written during a process of understanding. I did not understand the subject and then write, I wrote and came to understand while writing.] What...
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    I never really thought about what the topic of being "free" meant, it could by all means be emotional, physical, spiritual or a mixture of all. When people say that they want to be...
    VacillaSolvo VacillaSolvo 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    If I ever get a tattoo, it would have this word. Freedom. Or versions of it. It is what rules my life, my desires, my thoughts.. I believe everyone should be free. Free to live...
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    I have 3 things to be free from My country My body My mind *just die you fukking bi*** xD
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