I Want to Be Free

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    from a person at home FOREVER FOREVER ANNDDDF

    FOREVER AND EVER and EVER @ I hate my life and I hate this life i have . I want a differencEEE
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 30, 2015

    the society is chaining us down,

    we belong free and happily in the nature where we from the beginning come from, where we belong...
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    2 Responses Sep 15, 2014

    There are many nights

    when I can't sleep. Most normal working people are asleep at 2 in the morning, but for me, that is the usual time when I put on my jeans, my boots, my gloves, my leather jacket, and my helmet. I put the key in the ignition and I start her up. I don't think about where I'm going...
    PerpetualDreamers PerpetualDreamers
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Dec 7, 2014

    Leaving soon. Only a week few weeks to go.

    Can't wait to finally be free and live my life to the full🎉
    NDS98 NDS98
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2015
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    3 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    from emotions and thoughts .

    Its constantly ruining me
    deleted deleted
    Jul 28, 2015

    I don't want to be bound by societies

    expectations of me, nor do I want to be bound by my families hefty desires of what they want to achieve through me because they never got a chance. I don't want to be swayed my entire life one event after another in a direction I so desperately do not want to go but will...
    shelley95 shelley95
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    Release Me

    Release me from this prison. Release me, lonely bars of hate. Fires that consume me, God please change my fate. They were adrift for many days, asleep on wooden doors. Out of the darkness and fog pouring needing more. Those who have an iron clan where ever they may be. Will...
    LastofmyKind LastofmyKind
    26-30, F
    Apr 29, 2013

    This is my picture of our vacation in palawan

    and this just speaks so much. Idk lol
    Nathanmikel Nathanmikel
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 19, 2015

    Nothing feels good.??

    ???? I want to get rid of this feeling. I want to be happy again.
    Farhabee Farhabee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2014

    this is the thing that I wanted most in life.

    This is what I always dreamed about.
    KittyDyson KittyDyson
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    I am a good girl as they say.

    I always do what they wished and ordered me to do, but what they did not know is I am like a wild beast tied down waiting for the opportunity for the chains to loosen and for the cage to break open.
    Jubbydith Jubbydith
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    I want to learn how to live off the land.

    Looking at me, no one would guess that deep inside, I want to be free. I want to live like my ancestors. I want to be one with the earth and live under the stars. Maybe it's the Cherokee blood that is driving me. Or maybe it's the way I just don't fit in with society. Whatever...
    Amurphey Amurphey
    2 Responses May 2, 2014

    If I ever get a tattoo,

    it would have this word. Freedom. Or versions of it. It is what rules my life, my desires, my thoughts.. I believe everyone should be free. Free to live their life their own way, free to experience life in its entirety. To be encouraged by those close to them to have these...
    TheNextSin TheNextSin
    26-30, F
    Jul 25, 2014

    Totally I feel like I'm being chained up.

    I had a dream like this once it was like a fairy tale. I had powers but was chained up with magic proof chains and there was a mirror that showed me people getting hurt I wanted to help but I couldnt
    LeeMcguck LeeMcguck
    16-17, M
    Jun 11, 2015

    Thoughts toss within Never ending speckles of

    turmoil which consistently replay The dire need of heart, mind, and soul to be free Free to love Free to want Free to be The ache of the heart Silently pleading to be consumed by that one To truly feel in the very depths, for the very first time Begging to drown, with no...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2015

    This life is not enough.

    I want to run and fulfill destinies that never existed. Anyone agree?
    kxCobra kxCobra
    22-25, F
    Mar 29, 2014

    I want to be free in the practical sense,

    my soul out there in the lightened world instead of being in this sad wreck of flesh, wasting away every day.
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    1 Response Jul 10, 2015

    I want to be free from anxiety

    and nervousness. Everyday before I go to work I can't eat or think. Or before I have to do a class presentation I shake. I haven't been able to pass my diving test and get my license because I get too nervous to drive and I screw up. My nerves hold me back from everyday life...
    ASadCatNamedNadia ASadCatNamedNadia
    22-25, F
    Feb 15, 2015

    Think I'm gonna kill myself

    if I can't get away soon. So tired of everything
    NDS98 NDS98
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 14, 2015

    I just want to be free.

    I want to feel alive. I want to be on top. But I'm down here. Not even knowing how to get back up on my own.
    Futuristic122 Futuristic122
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2014

    I want to be free from the person I've made a

    "commitment" to. I no longer want to keep his secrets, I no longer want to hide the things he's done to me, and I no longer want to believe his empty promises. At one point I thought this was all life had planned for me, forever. But I've grown and realized that I cannot be with...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 10, 2015

    Maybe I don't want to be free anymore.

    I'm so used to captivity now that I wouldn't know what to do with my freedom if I ever to have it back. Maybe it's forgotten me like I've forgotten it. Maybe it's better this way. I just don't know anymore.
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 3, 2014

    I yearn to be free. I want to fly,

    away from your grasp. From my own ideals. We tried too hard to understand each other, we expected too much from each other. When all is said and done the only thing to do is to let go. I hope you find as much liberation as I do when you've learned to let go. My heart is torn...
    SapphireSol SapphireSol
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2014
    suuicidee suuicidee
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2014

    I am chained set me free.

    and here is my wish : in Jesus name , i command uSatan and your demons to let go of me now
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2015

    Perhaps, Maybe happy?

    Tonight my mind was sifting in moonlight. Thinking of who I am, of who I want to be. It went through memories, of regrets, of chaos, of trauma. A night when your thoughts of pain want to be heard. Of moments in life, when you felt a black hole was your existence. Of people you...
    Velvetlacedream Velvetlacedream
    31-35, F
    4 Responses May 7, 2015

    I envy those who live their lives normally I

    hate that they don't feel every second of their freedom, and most of them take things for granted they don't know in some other parts of the world. girls can't go out without approval can't travel without approval can't wear what she wants without others judgments can't have a...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2014

    i want to break free!

    ! i want to be free from all this pain..free from all these days..free to be me..
    raggedeagle raggedeagle
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2015
    bradley5000 bradley5000
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    Religious family. dead mother,

    horrible sisters, new stepmother, smart friends I'm trapped and all i want is to be free
    LostAndAamazed LostAndAamazed
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 10, 2015

    I want to be wild and live my life

    for nothing but the experiences. If only for a short time. I want to run, travel somewhere, sleep on the ground, find a way to get by. I don't want to live behind these bars of society forever. I want to be hot and cold and dirty and tired, and hungry and ...happy. It is only...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    Typical Day Wake up at 10 am.

    Not wanting to get out of bed. Could sleep an entire day away. Go to work. Nervous about talking with people I'm not familiar with. Nervous the PI (guy in charge of lab) will walk in and I'll have to interact with him. I'm terrified of authority figures, especially when I feel...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2015

    Before i fell asleep last night i wished i can

    see pluto When i fell asleep i dreamed of a sky full of stars I wake up feeling better than usual mornings This life is so beautiful I want to see everything I want to visit every country in it I want to taste everything I want to experience everything I want to live I cant...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2015

    And by free I mean, unattached to life's

    demands. Who made these rules anyway? Wake up, go to work, make minimum wage and still barely pay the bills, all the while missing out on all the simple pleasures. Some call me a dreamer, but I spent my whole life trying to make others happy. Obeying demands, getting comfortable...
    lostsoul84 lostsoul84
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 30, 2015

    I am free. I don't recognize any authority

    unless it is for me. I won't dwindle to find the bad side.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 15, 2015

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    1 Response Mar 13, 2015

    i want to be free to smell the fresh air of

    spring. free to run thro the trees and hear all the animals awaking and the birds returning. i wasnt to be free to be able to go outside and no longer have to trample over snow piles or warm up my car. i want to be free of freezing my butt off. sooo please winter go away and let...
    lil1ontheway lil1ontheway
    26-30, F
    Feb 15, 2015

    I want to be free to do what I want.

    To travel where I want. To live and settle down for some time in another country. I want to be free to educate myself, get a job and start building a career. I want to be free to dance, play music, meet a lot of new people and make friends. I want to be free to get to know...
    Thisisnotwhatiwanted Thisisnotwhatiwanted
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2015

    ~ Freedom by Khalil Gibran At the city gate

    and by your fireside I have seen you prostrate yourself and worship your own freedom, Even as slaves humble themselves before a tyrant and praise him though he slays them. Ay, in the grove of the temple and in the shadow of the citadel I have seen the freest among you wear their...
    stufy stufy
    Jan 16, 2016

    Half of the time being in this relationship I

    feel trapped, like I'm a prisoner, like I'm forced to stay with him. I'm afraid if I leave no one else will love me, I'm afraid I'll be alone forever and I'm not very good at being by myself alone.
    LiesGreedMisery LiesGreedMisery
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2016

    I just want to leave everything behind,

    not for ever but just for a short while. Just so I can be me!
    S1885 S1885
    46-50, M
    Jan 6, 2016


    ANGER FROM RESENTMENT FROM NEGATIVITY FROM HATE , I guess that falls under anger, FROM SADNESS FROM...... ok I don't think theres more. I want to brake free from all of that. i want to be able to be nice to me and stop living up to people's expectations. I want to do what ever...
    lorena1 lorena1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2015

    Free to grow, develop,

    enjoy the fullness of life.... We have to try, if we want to make it.
    Taurusedi Taurusedi
    36-40, M
    Nov 25, 2014

    Freedom From Society?

    Every day that passes I feel less and less inclined to attempt to be a part of this society.  All I see is billions of people striving for money, more money, and still more money.  Wealth and prosperity is measured by some man-made device that really doesn't count for...
    foornaa foornaa
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jul 16, 2010

    From the need to conform to the ins

    and outs of society . Can I just live?
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015
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