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I Want To Be Gay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 16 People

    Sometimes I Actually Want To Be Gay

    I would say and class myself as a straight guy in my early twenties and I have had my fair share of both sex's in the bedroom. Guys from a purely physical point of view with zero intimacy and girls, well I know for a fact that i will always end up with a female. The problem I am...
    YonderThunder YonderThunder 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 26, 2013

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    I Like To Being Gay

    I am a very confused man in my late 50s. All my life until about 10 years ago was always in a relationship with women; my wife. However over the past 10 years I have discovered a latent desire in me, I like sex with men. The full "Gay" scene is still not for me, but the one thing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 23, 2011

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    I want gay friend who be cool.... I like to talk and shar my experiences with my friends.....If you want talk, message me :D
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    I want gay friend just for someone to talk to and open my mind a bit :P
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    So i'm going to share some stuff. Sometimes I feel gay and sometimes I don't. When i see the common people at school and stuff and all the people who hate gay people, even family...
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    I know all my life it has been very difficult for me to get women intrested in me. I done everything to my power to make it happen. I realized just a while back, If i was...
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    As I age I feel lonely as a gay man.
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    vividmemorieslost vividmemorieslost 18-21, F Oct 5

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