I Want To Be Held And Loved

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 427 People

    Lonely

    I miss bieng held, We live like roomates . Its killing me, I'm so depressed
    sweetkisses562 sweetkisses562
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Apr 19, 2013

    I Want Food

    FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
    XxJuankyxX XxJuankyxX
    13-15, M
    Feb 1, 2013

    All Holds Barred

    I have never been in a relationship. At 24 years old I know that I may never because of societies expectations. I have only even had my arm around a girl once. I want to be loved. I want someone to hold. I want someone to want me. I am 24. I've never been kissed. I've never...
    MikeNeverBeenKissed MikeNeverBeenKissed
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 4, 2013
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Sep 19, 2015

    Sleepyhead..

    Time to sleep. Tomorrow is another day, praying and jopimg that all te burdens i experienced this day will be agood start for me in the morning, though my heartis still heavy i will leave it all behind.. my pillows will be my support as of tonight for it gives me enough comfort...
    sukkieJGS sukkieJGS
    36-40, F
    Aug 31, 2013

    This Is It!

    If someone doesnt appreciate my presence' i'll make them appreciate my absence...
    sukkieJGS sukkieJGS
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 1, 2013

    I'm Tired Of Being Alone

    I am longing for that man that will always be next to me and hug me and tell me that he loves. Why can't I get him?
    Gcobisa Gcobisa
    36-40
    Jul 25, 2013

    Friendship

    I think this group mostly applies to romantic love, but for me it applies to friendship. I have one awesome best friend. She's always been there for me. I couldn't have asked for better. I wouldn't trade her for anything. But I think I'm too much for her to handle sometimes. She...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 31, 2013

    No More Faith

    Marriage not working-.. divorce is not allowed in our country.. we noth dont like seperations, but its not working anymore.
    sukkieJGS sukkieJGS
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2013

    Get Free

    Dont force someone to love you anymore, you may love the person morethan anything else in this world, but when the pain is too much to bear, its time to break the chain, get freed and live normally'.. it may be hurt, but it will get better soon..
    sukkieJGS sukkieJGS
    36-40, F
    Nov 29, 2013

    I Want, I Need

    I want to be able to snuggle tight with my lover on a couch in winter, snow swirling around in the garden, streetlights lighting up the outside to brighten the stage as the animals hop about, we look at each others beautiful orbs while letting our eyes send out messages without...
    MikaHina MikaHina
    18-21, F
    Aug 31, 2013

    Do Good Thinks Come To Those Who Wait?

    How long do i have to wait? Should i ever give up waiting for the hand to reach out to mine , to feel the love of someone and to share the love i have. The older i get i feel the harder it will become, so when do i give up finding someone to truly love and share my life with...
    Woolyback Woolyback
    41-45, M
    1 Response Feb 27, 2013

    I feel so alone sometimes.

    I wish someone would hold me. I wish someone saw every moment I have had and understood, and decided to hold me. I wish my friend to want to hold me. I ****** that up though...
    MuffinManBanana MuffinManBanana
    22-25, M
    Sep 17, 2015

    I wanna feel like I'm someones priority.

    I wanna feel like they care, i wanna feel safe in there arms, i wanna be in love with the one that holds me
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 22

    Is It To Much To Ask For?

    everyday i see people hugging and saying ''i love you'' i get so sick of it, everyone talks about how much they love this one person, and how much they are lucky to have them, i feel like i don't belong, i feel like i always be alone, and no one will ever love me for me, i feel...
    1PrettyLittlePsycho1 1PrettyLittlePsycho1
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Dec 28, 2012

    I Want Revenge

    I want a silent revenge for my husband, what shoul i do,,
    sukkieJGS sukkieJGS
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Aug 31, 2013

    I'm tender and just need love.

    My family literally hates me I mean literally hate me! My brother tried to kill me, my mom tried to kill me, my dad left Mt family and he said it was because of me. I just need love and compassion but people around me don't understand what that is.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Sep 18, 2015

    Night Fight

    My husband went home 12 midnight last night, a little drunk.. confronted him, told him every single pain that i felt' but doesnt seem to understand me at all. I hate him so much,, such a self centered ' selfish' kind of man' all he think about are his own happiness' he said he...
    sukkieJGS sukkieJGS
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2013

    Aloneinlove

    I felt neglected . Im so sad,alone.. my husband doesnt seem to care for me anymore :( oh my,, my tears are falling'' my heart is shouting of pain' im depressed' dont know what to do..
    sukkieJGS sukkieJGS
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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