I fake a smile and pretend everything is okay, and I laugh to hide the pain.
Everyday. I get up, get ready and leave for school. I'll smile and nod whilst my mum and brother talk. I get to school and do the same. Smile, Nod and laugh at things. But deep...
Something I wrote to him, although I didn't send it.
I have a lot of things to thank you for.
Thank you for showing me how to love and supposedly be "loved".