I Want to Be In Heaven Now

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    Yes I Do..

    So that I can be with my fiance, I lost him yesterday.. I'm lost without him, he was and still is my other half, now half of my is gone nad I don't know what to do... I need him so bad right now and, I'm so upset that he passed away, i just want to go so I can be with him no...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 7, 2009

    so i can sleep , and eat

    and sing and have fun , live life better and feel goood and be a kid forever and feel love
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

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