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I Want to Be Innocent Again

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    I Try To Tell Myself Hes Not A Stranger. I Feel Disguisting And Guilty.

    Over the past two years Ive just been acting in a way that I usually would not have. I feel disgusted with myself, ashamed, stupid, and guilty and I just want it all to go away. I have made some steps to be better. but still nothing will make me feel like I am back to being a...
    LostandAlone856 LostandAlone856 18-21 2 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    How to Be Innocent Again

    Losing someone you love has a huge impact on how you view the world. When the one I love died, I felt and feel like I can never experience certain feelings again. I am openly wondering if I will ever have that sense of unexpected longing. Will I ever feel like I am with the right...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Something No Child Should Go Through

    this is really difficult to write down but i need to talk about it. my elder brother had a friend, who was my friend as well. we used to mess around and do what all kids do. he was kind to me, paid attention to me and made sure i was never left out, which was something my brother...
    theghostwriter16 theghostwriter16 16-17 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    I Have Something To Say.

    There is a saying that you can not be innocent again. When you did something wrong, that's it. And it makes me upset about this. Because I don't really like doing the wrong thing. Since I've done wrong things, I have attempted to kill myself so I can have my life start all over...
    Davidrock Davidrock 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    Swim

    I feel stark and unaware, the period of openness has allowed others to swim to the surface. How well do we know ourselves? What insight lurks just beneath the surface, is it scary to face it, or worse not to. I choose to live the examined life, and for that I pay the price of...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F Oct 23, 2007

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    Being Here Is Good Start

    it's just a note and i'll tell my stories later.. being in this group means we all are not innocent any more..
    hanbassi hanbassi 31-35, M Nov 7, 2012

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    John 8:11

    ... "No one, sir," she said. "Then neither do I condemn you,"Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."Of course I like to modify the above by suggesting it's not just about sin but about starting over, for whatever reason. The bad experiences tend to validate the...
    JohnInKansas JohnInKansas 70+, M Aug 27, 2013

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    If You Want to Be Innocent Read This

    Have you ever wondered why there is evil in the world? Have you ever wondered why this can not be a beautiful place? A place of innocence?... -Innocence like a child's innocence? No...... a real innocence.   http://the-end-of-evil.blogspot.com/   Read this...
    tomaspatron tomaspatron 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 18, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I was 13 and me and her were inspereable. Me and her are straight or at least we thought. Well lately id had been noticing her. As in her body features . I tried to tell myself...
    learningdaily learningdaily 13-15 Jul 12

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    I have kissed her more than a hundred times but then she moved😔. We visits me sometimes and i think about kissing her again all the time.
    alysharoberts25 alysharoberts25 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I have never done this but I want to what should I say to my best mate?
    annonymous1999 annonymous1999 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I have never kissed a girl but I want to and more to a close friend what should I say and does this mean I'm a lesbian?
    annonymous1999 annonymous1999 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I know that its probably too early for me to want this, or even think that this is possible, but I can't help wondering. I mean my marriage wasn't always bad. I had what I felt was...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I met this amazing guy through sports, I feel safe, and loved, and like nothing can touch me, when we are together, he tells me he loves me, and calls me his girlfriend, and babe...
    justyouraverageteen justyouraverageteen 16-17, F Jul 12

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    I miss the closeness and goofiness of all the friendships I once had. I just want that again. Just a few close "best" friends would suffice.
    ceexa ceexa 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was 14 or 15 ,,I am not really sure but I believe 15 ,,,I had broke up with my girl friend (a short time later became my wife) and I was staying at Mom and Dads ,( my girlfriend...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 1 hr ago

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    The old cross and the new. ALL UNANNOUNCED AND MOSTLY UNDETECTED there has come in modern times a new cross into popular evangelical circles. It is like the old cross, but...
    churinga churinga 70+, M 4 days ago

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    BELOW IS A FACEBOOK POST AT "End Times Prophecy Blog and Website "AND ATTACHED IS A LINK OF A SECULAR ARTICLE. The FB post is a prophetic message from GOD prophesying the collapse...
    stepkamau stepkamau 36-40, M Jul 2

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    my name is unkown cuz i will not tell any one about it, may be i am complicated person, but life changes us our life style , immigrating from one country to other to survive, i can...
    goge1797 goge1797 16-17, M Jul 15

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    Future consequence July 17, 3:00am It was just before 3:00am and the citizens of Manhattan where in panic, they team scared into their homes frighted of the events to come...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I found true love and lost it. I'm so glad that I was able to love someone, even though he is no longer by my side. I know exactly how you feel. I want to find love again since I...
    AnaMaia AnaMaia 46-50, F 32 mins ago

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    Author's note: I'm sorry if all this doesn't make sense. It was written to understand, and I worked through a lot writing it. It feels odd posting it but I haven't posted here in a...
    theologian theologian 18-21, M Jul 4

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    This doesn't really have to be a serious thing, but I just want an online wife. A kind and innocent girl who I can just talk with as if we are a close friends. I don't really want...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I was in an abusive relationship as a teenager. We met in high school, he was a few years older than me, and for the first 4 months it was wonderful, then he moved away, and slowly...
    sheloveshim57 sheloveshim57 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I'm aware of the evilness, but I still believe in the good side of people. Just because I'm trying my best to do the right things, doesn't mean I'm innocent, my face might look...
    Naturalsimple Naturalsimple 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Tbh, when I see these posts against these certain religions I just sit back and wonder and the closest idea I can compare it to is, Islam, or Muslims. How they kill for 'Allah' or...
    JadoK JadoK 16-17, M 3 Responses Jun 26

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    Time and time again I have pushed people for myriads of reasons and regretted it. A guy friend wanted to date me..he had been there for me when I was down in the dumps I pushed him...
    Anthromorphic Anthromorphic 22-25, F Jul 9

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    People think I'm innocent in the roles I take. They think I'm a good girl. It's why I came on here so I can say what I think without getting in trouble. I an in the closet bisexual...
    cutenerdette cutenerdette 31-35, F 13 Responses Jul 11

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    YES You read it Correct em Against Israel. They are killing the innocents, bombing lives #Gazaunderattack #TerroristIsrael
    Zain143 Zain143 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Although i am against the thought of extinguishing an innocent life, it is that persons choice whether or not to go through with it. I mean, they may have thought about this deeply...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    1. I want to join 1000 groups that apply to me. 2. I believe in soul mates 3. I wear fake polo. (SWAG) 4. I've had the same xbox 360 for 7 years with no problems. 5. I break...
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    Starting my diet again If you want a partner, message me
    lockedsweetheart lockedsweetheart 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I don't know how some people kill their own child. Even just the thought of it makes me feel so sick. As a woman I feel the best experience a woman can go through is child birth. I...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 66 Responses Jul 1

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    I love all of these traits, especially in women. It makes me feel as if I have something precious to protect. It also gives me a sense that they will always invite my love and care...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F Jul 8

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    some poeople think im innocent but in reality they have no idea
    crazymornings crazymornings 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Any one to guid me about innocent nature
    immi74afridi immi74afridi 26-30, M Jul 12

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    But stop the killings already. I really don't give a cr*p about religions and all but killing innocent people is very appalling. It's 2014 already, and 2015 in a few months and...
    CaseyIsCasey CaseyIsCasey 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    So... This is weird. I play games all night probably. And whenever it's a new day I'm still playing. Then I have to do some things like going I the shop or something. I always...
    Adamexxx Adamexxx 13-15, M 15 hrs ago

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    This lines always bought tears in my Late Father's eyes... he was definitely an Empath.He had read a Gujarati version of the same in his youger days translated by Zaverchand...
    karmameter karmameter 36-40, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I'm going to start my diet again. Whoever needs a partner, feel free to message me!!
    lockedsweetheart lockedsweetheart 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    I don't want a super freaky girl I just want a sweet innocent girl or guy I don't want no super freak I want a gentle friendly sweet cute guy or girl
    RebelStar24 RebelStar24 16-17, F Jul 2

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    1) I am 15 years old 2) I have blonde hair and blue eyes 3) My favorite flowers are daisies and roses 4) I love to travel 5) I have a dog named Sparkey 6) My middle name is Jane...
    ForeverSmiling ForeverSmiling 13-15, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I do take many more photos each day than one. It's difficult once you have a mobile device; everything is always in view. Just recently I broke my film camera I've had for YEARS...
    youmemeyou youmemeyou 18-21, F Jun 28

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    Hello. I would like to welcome all members of the public as well as as the members of our group to the initiation of our organisation. My hope is that we manage to make EP a safe...
    ReconForum ReconForum 22-25 Jun 30

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    1)I have broken heart within me and no one is there in my life that can heal me not even my honey. 2)I can bear so many things but not a man abusing a girl. I hate it so much and...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F Jul 1

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    I first joined experience project in 2004 or 2005. Initially i found this site after searching for a forum i could post a question on, that i had at the time. A few sites came up...
    Bonnienz Bonnienz 31-35, F Jul 7

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    I mean it would be cool to see slender and possibly other proxies but you would have to do anything slenderman says including killing innocent lives. Think this stuff through...
    TicciToby11 TicciToby11 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    I hate thinking things. If I thought like a kid I would right? Ill just automatically do what i know is right, right? I'll have a regret free life because I did what I want the way...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F Jun 27