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I Want to Be Innocent Again

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    How to Be Innocent Again

    Losing someone you love has a huge impact on how you view the world. When the one I love died, I felt and feel like I can never experience certain feelings again. I am openly wondering if I will ever have that sense of unexpected longing. Will I ever feel like I am with the right...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    I Try To Tell Myself Hes Not A Stranger. I Feel Disguisting And Guilty.

    Over the past two years Ive just been acting in a way that I usually would not have. I feel disgusted with myself, ashamed, stupid, and guilty and I just want it all to go away. I have made some steps to be better. but still nothing will make me feel like I am back to being a...
    LostandAlone856 LostandAlone856 18-21 2 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    If You Want to Be Innocent Read This

    Have you ever wondered why there is evil in the world? Have you ever wondered why this can not be a beautiful place? A place of innocence?... -Innocence like a child's innocence? No...... a real innocence.   http://the-end-of-evil.blogspot.com/   Read this...
    tomaspatron tomaspatron 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 18, 2009

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    Swim

    I feel stark and unaware, the period of openness has allowed others to swim to the surface. How well do we know ourselves? What insight lurks just beneath the surface, is it scary to face it, or worse not to. I choose to live the examined life, and for that I pay the price of...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F Oct 23, 2007

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    Being Here Is Good Start

    it's just a note and i'll tell my stories later.. being in this group means we all are not innocent any more..
    hanbassi hanbassi 31-35, M Nov 7, 2012

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    Something No Child Should Go Through

    this is really difficult to write down but i need to talk about it. my elder brother had a friend, who was my friend as well. we used to mess around and do what all kids do. he was kind to me, paid attention to me and made sure i was never left out, which was something my brother...
    theghostwriter16 theghostwriter16 16-17 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    John 8:11

    ... "No one, sir," she said. "Then neither do I condemn you,"Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."Of course I like to modify the above by suggesting it's not just about sin but about starting over, for whatever reason. The bad experiences tend to validate the...
    JohnInKansas JohnInKansas 70+, M Aug 27, 2013

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    I Have Something To Say.

    There is a saying that you can not be innocent again. When you did something wrong, that's it. And it makes me upset about this. Because I don't really like doing the wrong thing. Since I've done wrong things, I have attempted to kill myself so I can have my life start all over...
    Davidrock Davidrock 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    I remember the days when all it would take for me to cheer up was going outside and looking at a tree... It didn't even have to be a living tree. I'd just stare at it and feel a...
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    Ok, I'll tell you something about a recent history in my country, Bosnia and Herzegovina. It's about a war we had. I come from a catholic background but I'm a leftist and a liberal...
    Vrime Vrime 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Such a sensitive topic with me....... I will never understand child abuse in a way...but I do in other ways.....I am a survivor myself of harsh child abuse for great deal of...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 3 Responses May 3

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    Iam a quiet girl at school, barely talk unless it necesarry like i would talk only if i wanna discuss about some subject or tasks. I never join their silly joke, or unnecesarry...
    alfhyraawal alfhyraawal 16-17, F 2 Responses May 11

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    It's almost like I have two sides too me. I very innocent sweet caring loving personality that loves EVERYTHING and everyone no matter who they are. But then there's this other...
    23kk23 23kk23 18-21, F 12 Responses 6 days ago

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    Haha people actually think I'm innocent..
    Zahiancx Zahiancx 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 25

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    that happens at any place i go to , people say that iam very smooth and innocent , they tell me that iam a child rather than a man , it is really an embarrassing feeling , since...
    umayyad umayyad 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 28

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    Yea baby ... That's me I looked really young fat young baby face all that b.s ,and it took me a little min to catch on that certain people care nothing for innocent and nice . So I...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    This is very true. I come off very innocent. Not to say that I have done anything horrible, because I haven't. But I have cheated on my fiancé and I have lied to him. I have lied...
    JSprague91 JSprague91 22-25, F 15 Responses May 4

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    People always think because i'm the pastor's daughter, I'm super innocent and sweet, like the church "princess". Little do they know I nearly lost my virginity at church.
    AutumnAki AutumnAki 16-17, F 1 Response May 9

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    aparently im gonna get arrested only because someone dropped ids and visas in my pocket and my parents found it so theyre going to the police and i might go to jail for a long...
    highomeal highomeal 18-21, M 10 Responses a week ago

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    People always thought I know nothing about anything because i don't hanging with anybody. And I don't speak to people so much. But actually i know a lot of gossips and things that...
    Bellaliu520 Bellaliu520 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I learned at a very young age to adapt. My parents divorced when I was 4 and between their constant arguing and my mother moving all the time, I learned to blend in with new crowds...
    Whatdreamsarelost Whatdreamsarelost 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    We need to get totally away from the idea that there is ever any justification for deliberately ending an innocent human life. The fact that the person in question has not yet...
    MrsSThomas MrsSThomas 36-40, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    I saw them when I had my morning walk today. How lovely to see them enjoying life as innocent as their smiles.
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I hate the world today, you're so good to me I know but I can't change, tried to tell you But you look at me like maybe I'm an angel Underneath innocent and sweet, yesterday I...
    DiaLeigh DiaLeigh 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    I am a bad person deep inside.. I show the side everyone wants to see and loves to see.. if you really knew me wh I knows what some might think.. I just want to be free.. free to...
    svencerr svencerr 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I entered a university, completely naive and innocent about a lot of things. I met two girls which amazed me (no homo) and the three of us, became friends, right away for a few...
    happyk1d happyk1d 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    the frigate bird is a thief it was god's will the frigate bird is a chief i want to make a deal a deal that is brief that the thief i want to kill should pay the bill
    Tatimi Tatimi 22-25, M May 3

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    There are a couple of ppl I would like to get hold of and beat the Iiving crap out of them. I have been in a couple of fights. It's an amazing feeling when you get to hurt back the...
    madhomemaker madhomemaker 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I think it cos im clawing trying my hardest to claim back what was stolen from me my innocents my childhood I want it back I want what so many problerly tuck for granted
    littlebabybell littlebabybell 13-15, T 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The nicest thing I can recall is when my friend compared me to a tree lol. "I'm beautiful but you are more. I'm nothing compared to you, it's not flattery. You are just like a...
    PaxTerra PaxTerra 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Whenever I let people know I smoked, did some drugs, cut, like kinky things, like raves, and that fact that I have tattoos it really throws them off. On one hand it's...
    TheChaoticDreamer TheChaoticDreamer 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    My day is surrounded by brilliant sunshine today..as far as the eye can see the sky is a beautiful crystal azure blue. I hear the birds outside my window singing away, so carefree...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 4 Responses May 3

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    Many parts of the world have celebrated the end of world war 2 seventy years ago. Streets in France are named after the date 8 mai 1945. Yet whilst a time for celebrations it was...
    hasmita hasmita 61-65, M May 10

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    I believed that you couldn't get acne if you never got cold. My mom called goose bumps goose pimples. So I thought that if I didn't get could I wouldn't get pimples. Oh the...
    bbybleu bbybleu 16-17, F May 11

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    Seeking role-play with a cute, sweet, innocent (but also very kinky) young guy to be a son of mine~<3
    CutttieBaby CutttieBaby 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12

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    It started out innocent and then it wasn't as simple.
    BakinBaker BakinBaker 18-21, F May 14

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    Nothing wrong with it. It's nice to be wanted and praise boosts the other's self confidence!
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    "Oh, Tina’s losing faith in what she knows Hates her music Hates all of her clothes Thinks of surgery And a new nose Every calorie is a war While she wishes she Was a dancer...
    varjakpaw varjakpaw 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Why Am I Sill Single? It is a question I am getting as I now enter middle age. I just think that I am one of the most selfish people I have ever met. There is no one telling me I...
    DARRIN001 DARRIN001 36-40, M May 13

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    There it is again, that feeling. Its creeping in, taking a hold of me. Soon there will be little of me left. I do what i can, I struggle, I fail. What use is it to struggle when...
    JickalisBlackthorn JickalisBlackthorn 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I heard a song Sunday night on the radio and I really liked it. Typically, when I hear a song on the radio that I like, I will take note of the radio station and the time - down to...
    Jugemu Jugemu 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 28

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