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I Want to Be Innocent Again

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    I Try To Tell Myself Hes Not A Stranger. I Feel Disguisting And Guilty.

    Over the past two years Ive just been acting in a way that I usually would not have. I feel disgusted with myself, ashamed, stupid, and guilty and I just want it all to go away. I have made some steps to be better. but still nothing will make me feel like I am back to being a...
    LostandAlone856 LostandAlone856 18-21 2 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Swim

    I feel stark and unaware, the period of openness has allowed others to swim to the surface. How well do we know ourselves? What insight lurks just beneath the surface, is it scary to face it, or worse not to. I choose to live the examined life, and for that I pay the price of...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F Oct 23, 2007

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    Something No Child Should Go Through

    this is really difficult to write down but i need to talk about it. my elder brother had a friend, who was my friend as well. we used to mess around and do what all kids do. he was kind to me, paid attention to me and made sure i was never left out, which was something my brother...
    theghostwriter16 theghostwriter16 16-17 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    John 8:11

    ... "No one, sir," she said. "Then neither do I condemn you,"Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."Of course I like to modify the above by suggesting it's not just about sin but about starting over, for whatever reason. The bad experiences tend to validate the...
    JohnInKansas JohnInKansas 70+, M Aug 27, 2013

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    How to Be Innocent Again

    Losing someone you love has a huge impact on how you view the world. When the one I love died, I felt and feel like I can never experience certain feelings again. I am openly wondering if I will ever have that sense of unexpected longing. Will I ever feel like I am with the right...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Being Here Is Good Start

    it's just a note and i'll tell my stories later.. being in this group means we all are not innocent any more..
    hanbassi hanbassi 31-35, M Nov 7, 2012

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    If You Want to Be Innocent Read This

    Have you ever wondered why there is evil in the world? Have you ever wondered why this can not be a beautiful place? A place of innocence?... -Innocence like a child's innocence? No...... a real innocence.   http://the-end-of-evil.blogspot.com/   Read this...
    tomaspatron tomaspatron 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 18, 2009

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    I Have Something To Say.

    There is a saying that you can not be innocent again. When you did something wrong, that's it. And it makes me upset about this. Because I don't really like doing the wrong thing. Since I've done wrong things, I have attempted to kill myself so I can have my life start all over...
    Davidrock Davidrock 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    okay last winter when i was still living as a bis*xual female, i had a friend come over hanna. well Hanna is very very very stright and would never sleep with a girl and like it...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M Mar 3

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    Hole – Violet And the sky was made of amethyst And all the stars were just like little fish You should learn when to go You should learn HOW TO SAY NO Might last a day, yeah...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
    BlueRio BlueRio 18-21, F Mar 2

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    so I always wanted to be a girl obviously or else I wouldn't be on this page I am a 17 year old guy and I like cross dressing my family is supportive I am a foster child when I...
    alexscorby778 alexscorby778 18-21, T 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I thought I never would want it again, because of all my bad experiences with it.Just when you least expect it,there it is knocking upon your door.The question is ,will I let it...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I haven't been on as much as I normally have so I haven't talked to the people I normally talk to for some time. So I'm starting afresh and wanting to talk to some new people...
    JoshKilbride JoshKilbride 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    I'm disabled and I have been with alot of girl's that want to be a baby or potty trained or just wear a diaper but they all would take advantage of me and make me their baby I...
    jayjax211233 jayjax211233 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I just started having sex again after a 5 year hiatus. I started having it again about two weeks ago but now I have to wait until I'm not on my period or fertile again to have it...
    unearthlydeviant unearthlydeviant 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    Some people stay far away from the door If there’s a chance of it opening up They hear a voice in the hall outside And hope that it just passes by Some people live with the fear...
    urwright urwright 41-45, F Mar 5

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    An article I wrote. Currently, pit bulls all over the world are being accused of violence against humans. There have been many documented incidents of pit bulls attacking humans...
    BlueGirl666 BlueGirl666 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    Dad... I love you, but I can't trust you as much as I did before. And here are my reasons why: You made so many promises you could not keep. When I was young and afraid of my...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    I am 17 years old and I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I know I shouldn't compare myself to others, I know that most of my classmates already know what they...
    Jasliet Jasliet 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    The End Its over, and it’s something I can't take. Maybe the bar is set too high, cos its a height I cant make. I tried my best. But I failed that test. Now here I am, back at...
    DGSteele DGSteele 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    The family of Mohammed Emwazi (aka little Mo, aka Jihadi John) have left the UK and returned to their native Kuwait. This is after apparently living in the UK, on benefits as...
    xxRoom101xx xxRoom101xx 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    If the fetus is perfectly fine the idea of an abortion, I'm against it. It's just against my religion to harm an innocent life whatsoever the reason is...I believe in...
    EnvysEnemy EnvysEnemy 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    My dearest love Look at the deepest heart of me Like a river without water As my heart without a lover I was lonely Since happiness had left me And now i am still lonely By the...
    rogi123 rogi123 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    For once in a while, I want to write something that comes from the heart for myself and for others too if it applies to them. So, here we go. Don't be disheartened by the bad...
    lucky1305 lucky1305 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Everyone thinks I'm innocent and clueless but the truth is, I'm not. Whenever my friends talk about serious adult stuff like sex, drugs, and etc. I just stop myself and listen to a...
    siranonimous siranonimous 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    I have had various experiences which an innocent guy wouldn't (as per social norms) but yet I refrain from expressing that I have done so much..... my question is does this habit...
    anantbohra anantbohra 18-21, M Mar 19

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    **This isn't the most organized. It jumps around a lot from before, during, and after the assault. It's not typed out in order of how things happened because I just typed what came...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Amanda Knox is in the news again today.The Top Italian Court is reviewing her conviction again and if she is again found guilty she faces extradition back to Italy to be imprisoned...
    snowgirl24 snowgirl24 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    All babies are born innocent U can never tell who is gonna Grow up evil Not even a 6th sense can sniff it out All babies' s lives are already written in the Stars Only we can't...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    I was played by the two that I trusted,- 1 woman - 1 man - conspiring behind my back, I deleted/blocked the both of them and for all practical reasons ... it wont happen again. I...
    justjim2u justjim2u 51-55, M 11 hrs ago

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    I hate seeing people get bullied, especially online like on instagram or here. When I see it happen my heart starts to ache and I feel so bad for the one who gets bullied and I...
    demonswithin demonswithin 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I've forgiven her, for I could hear her breathing again.
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 7 hrs ago

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    When I'm finally married, after marriage with the one I love. Before I was crazy for a while and thought I should lose it back then I even thought about meeting an online ex-bf in...
    EnvysEnemy EnvysEnemy 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    If reports are to be believed China has arrested and imprisoned five women who planned on International Women's Day a protest against sexual harrassment on public transport. It is...
    hasmita hasmita 61-65, M 1 hr ago

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    I will keep this short. There are some members here who have more than one account each. And they use those accounts to flag others. I write stories or ask questions and a bit...
    divinitydragon divinitydragon 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 6

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    maybe not TOO innocent because I have made out with 3 guys before. The first one was with my ex bf, the other 2 were at parties and literally all i knew about them were their...
    RnneKK RnneKK 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 9

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    Again, EP!!! Now, it wants me to make my story long.... Let's see... I wrote a story called I have demons too. I made a few spelling corrections and ep deleted it. There, long...
    Stickwithmebaby Stickwithmebaby 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    im not too innocent but the thing is im 16 boy and its like every one around me is getting drunk and having sex but im still a virgin and barely had my first kiss yet it sucks
    philipabc philipabc 16-17, M Mar 9

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    Yes I get told this everyday from coworkers to friends even strangers can tell that I'm sweet shy and innocent
    brenda4696 brenda4696 18-21, F Mar 9

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    I love having everyone think I'm the innocent one
    p0ppunknotpills p0ppunknotpills 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Never assume something by the way someone looks, even the most innocent face can hide the most unexpected side.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 7 Responses 1 day ago