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I Want to Be Innocent Again

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    How to Be Innocent Again

    Losing someone you love has a huge impact on how you view the world. When the one I love died, I felt and feel like I can never experience certain feelings again. I am openly wondering if I will ever have that sense of unexpected longing. Will I ever feel like I am with the right...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2007

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    Swim

    I feel stark and unaware, the period of openness has allowed others to swim to the surface. How well do we know ourselves? What insight lurks just beneath the surface, is it scary to face it, or worse not to. I choose to live the examined life, and for that I pay the price of...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe 26-30, F Oct 23, 2007

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    If You Want to Be Innocent Read This

    Have you ever wondered why there is evil in the world? Have you ever wondered why this can not be a beautiful place? A place of innocence?... -Innocence like a child's innocence? No...... a real innocence.   http://the-end-of-evil.blogspot.com/   Read this...
    tomaspatron tomaspatron 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 18, 2009

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    I Have Something To Say.

    There is a saying that you can not be innocent again. When you did something wrong, that's it. And it makes me upset about this. Because I don't really like doing the wrong thing. Since I've done wrong things, I have attempted to kill myself so I can have my life start all over...
    Davidrock Davidrock 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2010

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    Something No Child Should Go Through

    this is really difficult to write down but i need to talk about it. my elder brother had a friend, who was my friend as well. we used to mess around and do what all kids do. he was kind to me, paid attention to me and made sure i was never left out, which was something my brother...
    theghostwriter16 theghostwriter16 16-17 1 Response Nov 7, 2012

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    I Try To Tell Myself Hes Not A Stranger. I Feel Disguisting And Guilty.

    Over the past two years Ive just been acting in a way that I usually would not have. I feel disgusted with myself, ashamed, stupid, and guilty and I just want it all to go away. I have made some steps to be better. but still nothing will make me feel like I am back to being a...
    LostandAlone856 LostandAlone856 18-21 2 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    John 8:11

    ... "No one, sir," she said. "Then neither do I condemn you,"Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."Of course I like to modify the above by suggesting it's not just about sin but about starting over, for whatever reason. The bad experiences tend to validate the...
    JohnInKansas JohnInKansas 70+, M Aug 27, 2013

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    Being Here Is Good Start

    it's just a note and i'll tell my stories later.. being in this group means we all are not innocent any more..
    hanbassi hanbassi 31-35, M Nov 7, 2012

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    So yesterday i decided to ate outside with my friend. And while we waitin our food, she asked if i want to join her on group of religious people to do self-repair. I said to her...
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    I'm on the weird part of EP again..
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    Actually, I'm not against feminism. I'm against what that term represents today. When did empowering women and fighting for equal rights start equating to tearing down men and...
    JadedUnicorn JadedUnicorn 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    1: Aber Nix (but nothing) by chakuza. 2: Aces High by iron maiden. 3: Ain't no rest for the wicked by cage the elephant. 4: All apologies by Nirvana. 5: All I want by the...
    Kettunainen Kettunainen 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I mean im getting there, I think im more of a DJ then a musician. Ive been inspired by alot of old 90's house music. But its hard for that kind of music to become mainstream again...
    ZeMaskedQuokka ZeMaskedQuokka 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    Ok so I've been struggling making & keeping friends all of my life. Basically people I talk to online & then see in person, about 90% I never see again after the 1st meetup. I...
    supergirl805 supergirl805 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    My ultimate soul touching songs: 1 Alone Again Naturally, Gilbert O'Sullivan 2 A Bird Without Wings, Damian McGinty 3 You And Me We Wanted It All, Frank Sinatra 4 A Song For You...
    Johnny050 Johnny050 46-50, M 9 hrs ago

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    So would you like to be seeing a psychiatrist? Or become depressed? Because that's the path that you will take if this is a box that you have ticked. So no, this is the one thing...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    First Kiss: Though we were liking each other, she was always avoiding smooching. On one fine day, she gave me a cup of ice cream. I took a spoonful and tried to feed her. When...
    Sathishvnb Sathishvnb 41-45, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Name? TAMMY 2. Male or female? FEMALE 3. Were you named after someone ?IN THE 60'S...THERE USED TO BE MOVIES & SONGS ABOUT "TAMMY." SO THAT'S WHAT I WAS NAMED.:) 4. Does your...
    RubyLane RubyLane 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My life consist of me going to church every Thursday and Sunday and be nice to everyone in the congregation and be fake and phony to everyone there to keep the peace. The most...
    jadagee jadagee 18-21, F 17 Responses 2 days ago

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    Everyone around here knows me as an innocent, religious, cheerful and funny girl. Nobody knows even my parents and my closest friends that I like to get drunk when feel depressed...
    Itisthereallme Itisthereallme 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Definitely no cheesy bs, I think I'd die of embarrassment, but the idea of helping anyone who needs it, beating up anyone who tries to harm the innocent, and using high class...
    anon8369 anon8369 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    To The Girl Who Stole My HeartYou're the first person I think about.In the morning after I eat and go out.When I jump in the shower to wash my body and head.And the last, after...
    theophilusmartins theophilusmartins 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Argh. 5 times 'whoops an unexpected error occured'. I then wrote it out in a doc, went ro copy and paste but it wont paste in the app. I dont know if theres certain words you dont...
    stargirl58 stargirl58 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's funny how my friends all think I'm this shy innocent virgin... Laughable really considering I lost it when I was 13... The things I've done with more than one partner at a...
    LilyAntoinette LilyAntoinette 18-21, F 11 Responses a week ago

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    This isn't what the title makes it sound like. I am 16 and I want to be teenager because it feels like I haven't yet. I'm just wondering if anyone else feels like this - like we...
    notquitehuman notquitehuman 16-17, F a week ago

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    I apologize for the long bible I wrote here haha. I just need to write it all down somewhere. So.. most of my life and my childhood, I had no parents or family, like a lot another...
    ninacu ninacu 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    I miss it so much. No work, adult responsibilities, taxes or lawers after us. Kids just eat, sleep, go to school, activities and play. Us adults gotta go to work, pat taxes and...
    BigDDGirl BigDDGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I've been on EP for almost 7 years now. . . (off and on since 2009 with the same screenname). I have seen people come and go. I've had good and bad experiences, even with just this...
    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F Feb 2

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    Talking to Mandy tonight. TWICE essentially I’ve hit that “Men do it to women so why do you care when women do it back?” from here. I’m like men? LMFY SOME Men. NOT me...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Feb 2

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    "this dark heaven" this dark heaven this treasured place a promise of pleasure the stain of human gesture brought and sold bleak for its beauties of the eye to behold strained...
    mudmen mudmen 70+ Feb 2

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    Ok this statement couldn't be more true. My post is going to be a confusing one.. As some of you have read my past posts I seem to still love someone who clearly doesn't want me...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I want to see rainbows and butterflies Every time I close my eyes And reserve the right to be mesmerised, By the pure delight that awaits me every night; Waking up in the morning...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Feb 1

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    Why does everything have to progressively get worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    "Be happy with yourself." Right..how can I be happy with myself if I am not really. I've been truggling to lose weight but I might as well give up. I've failed too many times and...
    PassionForCreativity PassionForCreativity 26-30, F Jan 30

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    Seriously Ep wtf is going on with the censorship here for the dumbest most innocent things? Y'all let the racist bullshit go through but asking "Do you know Morse code?" breaks...
    PanHead1989 PanHead1989 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 29

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    I know this might be TMI for some viewers. but I just feel like writing my dreams and sharing them with you all. me and my boyfriend have done it before and we were talking about...
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    What a Shame Romans 16;18. For ones such as these do not serve Christ our Lord, but their inner selves, and, through pleasing words and skillful speaking, they seduce the hearts...
    Coldrhymes Coldrhymes 31-35, M Jan 28

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    What a Shame Romans 16;18. For ones such as these do not serve Christ our Lord, but their inner selves, and, through pleasing words and skillful speaking, they seduce the hearts...
    Coldrhymes Coldrhymes 31-35, M Jan 28

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    So recap on the earlier situation. I'm not best at second chances but I took the time I needed and perhaps I overreacted on the situation. I think I hurt his feelings because he...
    Prettyinpink33 Prettyinpink33 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    No innocent soul deserves to go through this. It's so depressing reading about things like this. I wish someone could've been there to do something about it. I hope god watches...
    RainbowBlaze RainbowBlaze 13-15 1 Response Jan 27