I Want to Be Innocent Again

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    John 8:11

    ... "No one, sir," she said. "Then neither do I condemn you,"Jesus declared. "Go now and leave your life of sin."Of course I like to modify the above by suggesting it's not just about sin but about starting over, for whatever reason. The bad experiences tend to validate the...
    JohnInKansas JohnInKansas
    70+, M
    Aug 27, 2013

    How to Be Innocent Again

    Losing someone you love has a huge impact on how you view the world. When the one I love died, I felt and feel like I can never experience certain feelings again. I am openly wondering if I will ever have that sense of unexpected longing. Will I ever feel like I am with the right...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 9, 2007

    I Try To Tell Myself Hes Not A Stranger. I Feel Disguisting And Guilty.

    Over the past two years Ive just been acting in a way that I usually would not have. I feel disgusted with myself, ashamed, stupid, and guilty and I just want it all to go away. I have made some steps to be better. but still nothing will make me feel like I am back to being a...
    LostandAlone856 LostandAlone856
    18-21
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2013

    I Have Something To Say.

    There is a saying that you can not be innocent again. When you did something wrong, that's it. And it makes me upset about this. Because I don't really like doing the wrong thing. Since I've done wrong things, I have attempted to kill myself so I can have my life start all over...
    Davidrock Davidrock
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 1, 2010

    Something No Child Should Go Through

    this is really difficult to write down but i need to talk about it. my elder brother had a friend, who was my friend as well. we used to mess around and do what all kids do. he was kind to me, paid attention to me and made sure i was never left out, which was something my brother...
    theghostwriter16 theghostwriter16
    16-17
    1 Response Nov 7, 2012

    Swim

    I feel stark and unaware, the period of openness has allowed others to swim to the surface. How well do we know ourselves? What insight lurks just beneath the surface, is it scary to face it, or worse not to. I choose to live the examined life, and for that I pay the price of...
    AwakeWithMe AwakeWithMe
    26-30, F
    Oct 23, 2007

    Being Here Is Good Start

    it's just a note and i'll tell my stories later.. being in this group means we all are not innocent any more..
    hanbassi hanbassi
    31-35, M
    Nov 7, 2012

    If You Want to Be Innocent Read This

    Have you ever wondered why there is evil in the world? Have you ever wondered why this can not be a beautiful place? A place of innocence?... -Innocence like a child's innocence? No...... a real innocence.   http://the-end-of-evil.blogspot.com/   Read this...
    tomaspatron tomaspatron
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 18, 2009

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