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I Want to Be Loved

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    My intensions are uneasy

    and shallow. My kisses were the underlining hints of pain that lingered on his mouth. I undress to expose the wounds of my past and present, only to distract my wandering eyes away from scars and marks that vandalize my body. I did not care much for pre numbered steps of a...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2014

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    My husband almost broke the door

    for me to come out and speak, there was a lot of crying from my side, but after that we had the most amazing sex ever, I was at my grandparents ranch, we did it all over the place . Oh my god oh my god ... Sneaking is the best part and the make up sex Ofcourse. That's all I...
    Gemma3sahara Gemma3sahara 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2014

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    Let's be honest, we all want it!

    I would love it, as I never have had it. But can't imagine someone accepting me completely, like my imperfect body, my irritable personality, and my constant unsatisfactory! (Sorry for the big words😄)
    JRSBRILL JRSBRILL 16-17, M 4 Responses Dec 17, 2014

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    I Want Someone

    I want someone to make me their princess. Someone who will treat me with dignity and respect. Who will want me at their side no matter what. I want someone who cares about me as much as I care about them. I want someone who is a diehard Christian. I want someone who will court me...
    treegurl94 treegurl94 16-17, F 8 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    It wasn't the sky that I cried to,

    but the ground. And yet the tears, once shed, made not a sound. Nobody will come to help her life And soon I fear she will use the knife To cut a hole in her heart, her mind And all that's lost is the thought to be kind. And sadly we walk hand in hand Down to the demise of...
    SomeGuy322 SomeGuy322 16-17, M Dec 19, 2014

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    It's hard to admit that I am a sheep in wolfs

    clothing. Life has been unfair to me in my ways, it gives me people that I love and care for and then it cruelly snatches them away. To hear the words from your own mother being said to your face on one of your darkest days: "who can ever love someone like you? When your so...
    Izzy143 Izzy143 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 20

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    My eyes close 
 and I see our first

    kiss
 when you spun me around,
 your hand landing softly on the small of my back
 the other holding my wrist, pulling me close, quick
 and your lips pressing against mine
 with such passion 
and conviction; 
I would’ve sworn you loved me
    KristinaBeena KristinaBeena 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 15, 2014

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    I want someone to love me with every fiber of

    their being. I want their love to be passionate and almost chaotic. I want them to be afraid and unafraid all at once. I want them to see me and love me and not question whether I am worth fighting for. I want someone to love me like I will love them. I want someone. I want more...
    Dreamerrrrrrr Dreamerrrrrrr 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    i thought i did too..

    ..well...FU#K IT! FU#K IT! FU#K IT! FU#K LOVE!!!!!!!!
    lovabledoll lovabledoll 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Yup. But no one wants to life me.

    Because I'm a ugly, sarcastic, hopeless loser.
    junglejimlove junglejimlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 1

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    I had lunch today with my ex father in law

    who I haven’t seen for a few months (we try to catch up here and there). I realize people find that strange, but the relationship with my in laws has been far more meaningful to me than the relationship with my own parents. It’s one of the reasons my marriage lasted as long...
    GypsyMiss GypsyMiss 36-40, F 2 Responses May 9, 2014

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    I want to be loved, held,

    kissed (passionately), I want to be made to feel special and I want to be cherished. I don't want to be treated like some broken toy or yesterdays trash. I want to genuinely be loved, not something fleeting but something that will last. That is my biggest hearts desire.
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    I Can't Live With This Hole In My Heart Anymore.

    I'm as desperate to give love as I am to feel it. I don't care what you look like or what you've done, I need you. I need you because I want to love you. I want to hold you against my heart and allow you to see into my soul, to give you every part of me that you desire. To brush...
    LastChime LastChime 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    I want to be loved...

    . I really do...and the first step to being loved is to love right? To open your heart. I am always so quick to give other people advice on these sorts of things, maybe I should learn to take my own advice. I want to be loved and I want to open my heart up. But when I do, I...
    madusand madusand 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Love

    I heard a saying: "Find someone who has had a difficult life because they are the ones who know how to love." I think this is true. I would love to be loved by someone who has had a difficult life. I know I've had one too. We could heal together.
    dcaleb21 dcaleb21 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 22, 2013

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    The Troubling Subject Most all of my 35 years,

    I've known deep down what I needed. I was going through my divorce before I could verbalize it, and now, 3 1/2 years after my divorce I'm sharing it. A little back ground to what the troubling subject is: My dad and mom divorced when I was 5 years old. The few memories I had...
    Sweetphoenix35 Sweetphoenix35 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    I want to be the first

    and last thought on someone's mind everyday. I want to share moments of joy and sadness together. I want to express my self to that person without hesitating about anything. I want to be loved and return the love.
    alexiadahl alexiadahl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2014

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    I want to be cherished

    for who I am. I want to be connected to someone on a deeper level than just this life. I'm capable of a love I have not yet been given the chance to give. A spiritual connection as well as physical Why do only a select few get the opportunity to be loved so deeply? When we're...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 20 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Currently, I'm keying my heart's contents here

    in EP, just to vent. I hope, one day, to be writing it into someone's heart, a lady who will open her heart to me, and I'll open mine to her. I hope she gives me access to her heart as often as I wish to write, because my heart floods with love easily. And I hope she will not...
    lovegentle lovegentle 36-40, M 4 Responses May 31, 2014

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    Am I Not Good Enough?

    A lot of times I question myself: what's wrong with me? What's not to love in me? What's so complicated about me? What's lacking in me? I torture myself into thinking these kinds of questions because people keep saying, "you're beautiful or you're pretty or you're kind"...
    unappreciated unappreciated 22-25, F 46 Responses May 8, 2007

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    Love that is a tricky thing,

    because before you can feel it you have to personally have it. I have been in a marriage that I know I love my husband but do not feel the love coming from him. It would seem that he has forgotten how to love himself , and this is evident in his vocal tirades. So, do I stay...
    burple70 burple70 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I want to be loved right now.

    I'm an attractive and beautiful young woman. I want people to love me as I am. I need that kind of love in my life.
    winnie19 winnie19 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    We are so obsesses with finding someone to love

    us because we cant love ourselves.
    mihochancullen mihochancullen 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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    Each time we talk I have hopes

    that things will work out in my favor..I had no business falling for someone at work, but we all know sometimes the hearts does what it wants.. Have you ever met someone and right then thought they might be your soul mate? The connection and conversation come so naturally as if...
    xxclusiv xxclusiv 22-25 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I miss connection,emotional intimacy,

    attention,affection and love.I miss someone calling me babe,sweety,words of endearment,making me feel special and wanted.Someone that would also try to help me with my problems,give me advice and listen to me,someone who made me feel less alone and not so afraid of facing my...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 14, 2014

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    I think everyone wants to be loved.

    It's hard though, when you grow up different. You grow up feeling unloved and worthless and you just want one person to show you your worth. To be there no matter what, to show you love....someone who'll never leave.
    sweetstar1 sweetstar1 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14, 2014

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    Just once, I want to be loved,

    I want to be hard to leave. I want someone staying up all night thinking only of me. guess its hard to find someone who will huh? -_-
    ItsMusethBabe ItsMusethBabe 18-21, F 33 Responses Oct 31, 2014

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    Beauty is a useless trait.

    It's a curse. A life sentence that destines you to failed relationships, ignored genuine qualities, and sexual harrassment. All my life I've been told I was beautiful, and for a while I became really cocky after hearing it for so many times. But it subsided with time. Now, I...
    xTrebleClefx xTrebleClefx 22-25, F 14 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    I don't think I've ever been

    so alone as now in the fact that my mother doesn't speak to me anymore...or even bothered to tell me Merry Christmas
    CharmedAmour CharmedAmour 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Is It Worth It?

    People are always talking about how they want love, and how much love means to them. Are you sure you even know what love is? I don't know much myself. But, I do know you will get hurt along the process, from lying, and cheating. Your significant other comparing you to other...
    QueenJayde16 QueenJayde16 18-21, F 12 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    I'm really tired of being alone.

    I want someone to love me. ):
    lonesome95 lonesome95 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 9

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    I guess we all need love,

    But i want to be hard like a stone, so nobody could Hurt me, this girl say that she love me, But i cant trust her at 100%. I wish i could trust blindly, it would be easy.
    yoursorrow yoursorrow 18-21, M Jan 20

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    I feel that with all these engagements,

    weddings, and new beginnings for people that are being thrown in my face is another painful reality that I live in, and each day I lose a little bit more hope that I will find someone who will love me for me and not run off for the better girl.
    CharmedAmour CharmedAmour 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Hope That One Day...

    Many times, I have been knocked down by love. Many times, I've been used and played by a woman who I really loved. I'm not afraid to love, because I can love with my whole heart, but I'm afraid of not being loved back. I'm not brave enough to love, but I'm brave enough to hope...
    SpeakToMe42 SpeakToMe42 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 17, 2012

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    I want to be love by a boy ofcourse.

    But I have a feelings for this girl. Haishhh :(
    jihyo jihyo 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel so alone,

    and that only my family is there for me :( even they can make me feel lonely
    ashleyrocksxoxo ashleyrocksxoxo 13-15, F Dec 26, 2014

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    I do, I think about what it's like to be loved,

    I can't wait for the day where someone loves me as much as I love them. To meet the person where I can be intimate with, who I can kiss all the time, who I can hug and share memories with. I would love for that day to come..
    karencitaxx karencitaxx 18-21, F 21 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    lovelinessbathes lovelinessbathes 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    stevewalker271 stevewalker271 41-45, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to be loved I want the boy

    that from first glance I knew I would grow to love to hold me, to tell me that I'll be okay, that I'm his and he's mine. I want to be loved
    ttn159 ttn159 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    You know it's hard when you never got a hug

    from your parents your whole childhood. When you have to leave home as a teen and become a Independent. Going to college halftime and work the other . I am very careful with who I let in. It's hard to find the person you can trust to truly love you, and all that you've been...
    Freeyourself3 Freeyourself3 18-21, F 14 Responses Feb 19, 2014

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    That Is the Thing

    Holidays are such a odd thing on EP.  I guess everywhere in life really. Some are ecstatic...happily in love Some are sad and alone Some are in relationships where they feel alone Some are spending their first year alone after a death or break-up or deployment. Some...
    Lexus Lexus 36-40, F 28 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    Everyone wants to be loved,

    but once you start trying to go after couples, and married men and women...Then you sir/ma'am have a personal problem, and need help o__0
    OfSweetestNothings OfSweetestNothings 18-21, F Dec 21, 2014

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    I have so much love to give,

    but no one wants to take it or share theirs with me. Why am I so hard to love? I take care of my man when I'm in a relationship and I can't even get an honest, "I love you."
    FierceAsFire05 FierceAsFire05 18-21, F 17 Responses Aug 21, 2014

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    When Somebody Loves You Back

    Over the years love has left me exhausted due the nature of relationships, particularly due to proximity to loved ones. It has also left me exhilarated. I have found myself being swept up in a wave of emotions, the highs are wonderful, the lows, well what can one say.....For me...
    EbonyLady EbonyLady 41-45, F 12 Responses Feb 28, 2012

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    I want to be loved...

    .that unconditional, breathtaking, deep, soul mate kind of love. A connection that is not only physical, but emotional, and even almost a spiritual level. I also want to have that kind of love for someone, something deeper than an infatuation or lust, a true love that runs deep...
    greeneyedlady72 greeneyedlady72 41-45, F 11 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    All i want is someone

    who will stay, no matter how hard it is to he with me.
    edith562 edith562 31-35, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2014

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    So in a recent post I pointed out a line

    that really stuck out to me and it still keeps bugging me. It basically says how girls just have this insatiable need to feel loved. Well maybe that's true. Maybe Ive worked hard in relationships that were doomed to fail simply to keep the feeling of being loved and cared for. I...
    sillykitty1231 sillykitty1231 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    I am 20 years old and single,

    lonely, cold, and desperately wishing for love. If only I was magazine pretty..if only I fit in to the standards of men...if only someone could see the good in me and the bad and still love me...if only I wasnt so ugly... Would perfection make me lovable? Wanted maybe...but I...
    mihochancullen mihochancullen 18-21, F 46 Responses Jan 1

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    Don't say I Love You If You Are Not Ready.

    Don't say you love me because I want to hear it from you.Don't say you love me to charm me or sweep me off my feet.Say it to me when the feeling is uncontrollable and these three little words are choking up your throat no matter how many times you try to swallow them back.Say it...
    wvcountrylady wvcountrylady 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Why the fück can't someone just love me?

    Why can't they love me for who I am?
    BeingMe98 BeingMe98 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Why are girls so ******* harsh?

    ?? Why can't girls get guys have a ******* chance???? I know guys can be harsh but why are girls are so ******* picky when it comes to ******* dating????? I don't want sex. I want a girl that I can spend my life with, grow old and die with later in the future. I look younger than...