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    I Want to Be Normal Again

    On 25 May 2008, I woke up to find the left side of my face paralysed. My daughter rushed me to the hospital and after numerous tests was told I had Bell's Palsy. It is caused by a virus. I was told that recovery takes about 3 months, sometimes longer. Well, it will be 3 months...
    williewhisp williewhisp 61-65 4 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    I Wanna Step Out of This Hole

    I wanna find the exit, I wanna climb out of the depths of derpession.. I never want to fall again. I want to get out of this vicious circle. And have a normal life again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    So today .. This is the first time

    that i had my Menstruation , and my Family is Teasing me And im sooooo scared cuz this is the first time and i promised myself that when i have my menstruation i'll wont get mad at anyone ..yet My Family is Provoking me!!! .. JUST STOP IT VLADIMIR!! lmao!
    Angelynne Angelynne 13-15, F Jul 17, 2014

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    What is normal. My Normal is totally different

    from yours or does society define what normal is? If so aren't you a follower and not a leader. I rather be not normal. And if everybody was normal. Then the society itself is screwed up in the head. This world would be boring as hell.
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T Feb 23, 2014

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    When?

    After everything went to **** last year, I am still finding certain things hard to get out of my head. Certain things have been dealt with in therapy, I can cope and box some stuff up, store it away, other stuff i have dealt with and now understand. But, there are still small...
    StereoTypical StereoTypical 41-45, M Aug 15, 2012

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    No Complaints

         How it would be nice to do the things I used to do!  House cleaning, and everyday tasks! Having MS put the screws to everything that I always took for granted. Thats ok, because I have a wonderful family who supports me and treats me incredible...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 18, 2008

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    I have written about being depressed

    and considering suicide before. I am now writing this a year and a few months later and I still haven't changed my mind. I find myself smoking weed multiple times a day to the point where I can't tell the difference between being high and being sober. I've become closed off from...
    Sparkher Sparkher 18-21 1 Response Feb 23, 2014

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    Well I went on two dates. But he hasn't text me since Friday so I presume were not going on a third. Is it normal to be bummed out about that? I am tempted to ask him what's wrong...
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    equinoxxx equinoxxx 13-15 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I normally don't believe in long distance relationships but I'm starting to feel like I'm in one now.
    shericka1992 shericka1992 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    booklover7 booklover7 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I do! They're often more mature than younger men in my age group. And now and again I sell them stuff so really I can't complain haha
    curvyredhead24 curvyredhead24 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Kingsilver8 Kingsilver8 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    Just like the song I wanna know what love is and I really want someone to show me. It's such a beautiful thing to love someone and I really want to. I want true love that's...
    rebecky1221 rebecky1221 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    i dont know where to start... ok 1. i m just a normal guy likes normal things 2. i love sneakers very much 3. i love every skin color , i mean i m not racist at all , everyone is...
    Dreck007 Dreck007 18-21, M 11 hrs ago

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    HMMB HMMB 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    Immortality, after the sun died I could float in space and reflect on the millions of years I have lived, until I fall on another planet to start all over again.
    uberfuzz uberfuzz 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    weirdly I do, but then again I wouldn't mind as long as i had a high paying job. thank god i'm determined and ambitious cause i do not settle for less.
    lay1 lay1 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    She was a disaster when she arrived at my doorstep, completely soaked by the rain. Her green umbrella lay open at her feet, its structure bent awkwardly and unable to close...
    TheCuttlefish TheCuttlefish 13-15, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I went to the store today with my dad and bought some food and some other things i wanted to get for a while.It had been maybe a month give or take too since i had left the house...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    moondesires moondesires 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I'm sick and tired of being a door mat that people think they can walk on at any time. I've Ben pushed too far and tomorrow no one will have to worry about me ever again. I'm done...
    oharu oharu 13-15 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I have felt pain and betrayal and I'm so afraid to feel it again.. It's like once you been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. Like I have this fear that this person I...
    Pinaybarbie Pinaybarbie 31-35, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I always got disappointed and I don't want that to happen again
    tylburris tylburris 16-17 21 hrs ago

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    Hi this is Tommys wife you may have seen that he was tied up for two days. As this is what he wanted iv told him that if he wants it again I will let anyone that wants to do it do...
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    I remember in grade school hearing about how everyone over the internet are dangerous. Of course, that's not true at all, but I eventually became too carefree and that really...
    SomethingPink SomethingPink 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Professor: You are Christian, aren't you son? Student: Yes, sir. Professor: So, you believe in God? Student: Absolutely sir. Professor: Is God good? Student: Yes. Professor: Is God...
    MarieLucie MarieLucie 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't find it anywhere, the answer to my problem. I simply cannot understand what normal people do anymore, and i feel like i am done trying because nothing's getting any better...
    Bradly123 Bradly123 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    We met when we were seven years old. She was a creative loner who liked to draw and read. I was a hyperactive oddball that never really fit in anywhere, but tried all the same. The...
    VictimOfCircumstance14 VictimOfCircumstance14 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I'm so ******* angry with everything. I sincerely just want to ******* scream. A year ago, I probably would have wanted to cut myself or start ripping my hair out. Luckily, I am...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Yes I do want so. Actually I fall in love each day again and again. it happened after 7 yrs. When you asked me to get close, and I refused but you were looking at me with sad...
    femina femina 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't think I'm doing a very good job. I've only ever wanted to be normal. It's the one big thing that has brought me peace - knowing that I can be normal. But.. I don't think...
    7Questions 7Questions 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Brains v.s Brawn Lorelie relaxed on a tree branch of the tallest tree in the back yard, he'd sat there all morning until the sun rose up. The view of it behind the mansion was...
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    Okay so normally I love sleep and can sleep like all day but lately I really struggle to get like 2-3 hours of sleep a night I've tried everything to make me tired but I just can't...
    Andy2233 Andy2233 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 17

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    BEING NORMAL MEANS RESPECT NO ODD STARES ACCEPTANCE IN SOCIETY A SIGN OF MATURITY LESS LIKELY TO GO INSANE LIKED BY PEERS LIKED BY FRIENDS LOVED BY FAMILY LIKED BY CO WORKERS...
    RainbowLollipop587 RainbowLollipop587 16-17 Jun 16

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