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I Want to Be Normal Again

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         How it would be nice to do the things I used to do!  House cleaning, and everyday tasks! Having MS put the screws to everything that I always took for granted. Thats ok, because I have a wonderful family who supports me and treats me incredible...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 18, 2008

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    So today .. This is the first time

    that i had my Menstruation , and my Family is Teasing me And im sooooo scared cuz this is the first time and i promised myself that when i have my menstruation i'll wont get mad at anyone ..yet My Family is Provoking me!!! .. JUST STOP IT VLADIMIR!! lmao!
    Angelynne Angelynne 13-15, F Jul 17, 2014

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    I Wanna Step Out of This Hole

    I wanna find the exit, I wanna climb out of the depths of derpession.. I never want to fall again. I want to get out of this vicious circle. And have a normal life again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    When?

    After everything went to **** last year, I am still finding certain things hard to get out of my head. Certain things have been dealt with in therapy, I can cope and box some stuff up, store it away, other stuff i have dealt with and now understand. But, there are still small...
    StereoTypical StereoTypical 41-45, M Aug 15, 2012

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    I have written about being depressed

    and considering suicide before. I am now writing this a year and a few months later and I still haven't changed my mind. I find myself smoking weed multiple times a day to the point where I can't tell the difference between being high and being sober. I've become closed off from...
    Sparkher Sparkher 18-21 1 Response Feb 23, 2014

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    I Want to Be Normal Again

    On 25 May 2008, I woke up to find the left side of my face paralysed. My daughter rushed me to the hospital and after numerous tests was told I had Bell's Palsy. It is caused by a virus. I was told that recovery takes about 3 months, sometimes longer. Well, it will be 3 months...
    williewhisp williewhisp 61-65 4 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    What is normal. My Normal is totally different

    from yours or does society define what normal is? If so aren't you a follower and not a leader. I rather be not normal. And if everybody was normal. Then the society itself is screwed up in the head. This world would be boring as hell.
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T Feb 23, 2014

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    My mother has been an alcoholic since I can even remember. She tells me it started when I was 2. I just want normal normality. My normal is maybe a lot different from others. For...
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    Hi everyone, My problem is related to my relationship. I used to be the kind of girl who would never depend on a man - that's why I would say I wasn't the best girlfriend to my SO...
    LadyCinephile LadyCinephile 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    ahhhh! ok, I have been saying it again and again. I will start Monday....or the 1st of the month trying to find that starting point. today I stepped on the scale. today is the...
    cchavez84 cchavez84 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    ive attempted suicide before but as usual failed now i cant stop thinkng about doing it again the only thing is i cant fail next time and am looking for someone that definately...
    laurad86 laurad86 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    I have been trying to lose weight for at least a few months. I've been eating right and I'm not on a diet. I've been busy with college and as a commuter student I can't really do...
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    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I want to be extremely fat so much. I had a giant custom fat suit made that makes me look huge and fat. When I moved to Southern California a few months ago I started wearing it...
    MAKVA MAKVA 61-65, M 2 hrs ago

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    It's been two years and still, I am obsessed. Me and him recently started back talking again but ended because he went back to his ex. This wasnt the first time he's chosen her...
    CrystalKlear17 CrystalKlear17 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    PLEASE I NEED YOUR HELP! yesterday i met a girl in the elevator, in the building next to my house (i was there because i was giving private lesson). Lovely and sexy. She clearly...
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    ***Sighs*** To runaway, is the thought that consumes me lately, life is too busy the hurry up and wait mentally is driving me insane. I want to run away to a deserted sandy beach...
    angeleyes4urpleasure angeleyes4urpleasure 41-45, F 5 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I have only had a real boyfriend once, its was really fun to be with him after few months later found out he cheated on me.. i was depressed alone, almost scared to date again. One...
    boredgirl01 boredgirl01 13-15, F 11 hrs ago

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    My new mantra. (Well, it's my old mantra that's new again. :) Plus, I was almost named Elizabeth because my dad thought she was the most beautiful woman in the world.)
    livelaughlovedream33 livelaughlovedream33 41-45, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I fall in love and he loved me back . He did everything for me and I did everything for him. We hung out everyday and talked all night. He made me smile. But then I became jealous...
    icynthiaj icynthiaj 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I think everyone is entitled to beliefs and opinions. Obviously we all have them and I think everyone has the right to be heard as long as it is said in a non demeaning way and as...
    stargirl58 stargirl58 26-30, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    The way your fingers brush my skin, you take my breath away again, like coffee were the perfect blend... you and I in live. Candlelight reflecting in your eye, I've blush but not...
    mindaroo mindaroo 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I certainly didn't expect to be where I'm at in life at this age... sometimes I get depressed even thinking about it at times. But then again everyone's story is different and...
    ZazzyBee ZazzyBee 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I always thank military staff for their contributions to making my world a safer place. Always in the form of a simple "Thank you for your service." I'm not trying to make a big...
    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence 31-35, F 5 Responses May 22

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    Last night everything blew up and my graduation party. I was the one that was made out to be the bad guy when I fell asleep talking to my fiance who's at AIT and I didn't get to...
    SlimsB SlimsB 18-21, F May 17

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    Okay I have been diagnosed with ADHD and Dyslexia but I always feel like I am different. That I am off some how. I don't really know how but just that I not normal. I have always...
    CuteButTheDevil CuteButTheDevil 16-17, F 1 Response May 25

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    I am a 20 year old from London who studies Performance at University, which is about to end in a week. After that ill be off to America for five months working and experiencing new...
    Amyflorence Amyflorence 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    Lately I've been making an observation about people and their behaviors. It's a Social norm I've become sort of annoyed by but it demonstrates what I'm referring to. So some of...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response May 12

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    I don't know why I choose this, I choose this in the beginning and since have realized no one is normal. That most people just want to be accepted and feel they have a place. Point...
    shaunrain shaunrain 18-21, M 1 Response May 9

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    I want to be me again. I'm tired of doing everything in slow motion. I feel like an elderly person. My chest will randomly keep seizing when I try to eat or drink, my hips, chest...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 May 13

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    I was at my friend's fourth of july party. There were no parents there, but there were little kids there. I was wearing my way too big for me low rise skinny jeans with a normal...
    callibutt89 callibutt89 26-30, F May 24

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    Specifically kirino kousaka . Why? So that I could make her character really sophisticated and cool and not as whiny or shy or calling her brother a pervert. And also so I could...
    SoleExecutioner SoleExecutioner 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    This particular woman that I have admired for many years once said to me, "I'm just like everyone else". I latched onto those words as a form of modesty and strived to be "normal...
    Elsahen Elsahen 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    So in all honesty, I joined EP from a combination of factors; I was looking at some "interesting" material on the 'net about a new discovery of mine, i.e. a bit of an adult...
    room10101 room10101 26-30, M 2 Responses May 17

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    02.05.2015 – Saturday You know I always thought that once one starts reaching out and getting yourself out there when it comes to community. Asking and leaning on those around...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 1 Response May 2

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    Because boredom and I need stories. 1. Name? Just call me Smiles from now on lol 2. Male or female? 'Tis a secret. 3. Were you named after anyone? Probably not. 4. Does...
    AnonSmiles AnonSmiles 16-17 1 Response May 3

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    Another thing I dislike about my parents' lifestyle is their relationship. Their's is the typical Middle Eastern, patriarchal, male-dominated marital setup. My father doesn't...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 3 Responses May 11

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    What the hell is normal anyway? We as humans are SO worried about this unachievable 'normal.' I don't know what it is, so instead of being normal, I'll just be me.
    Annaelaine Annaelaine 16-17, F May 8

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    Oh, man. You have NO idea how frustrating my life is now! I'm currently 18 going on 19 and I feel like a girl trapped in a boy's body. I went to see a phsyciatrist back when I was...
    j2oneone j2oneone 18-21, T 2 Responses May 25

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    I just read an article where a young mom shamed a man who took a picture of her naturally feeding her baby and posted it online. She didn't have a scarf or open blouse on the...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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