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I Want to Be Normal Again

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         How it would be nice to do the things I used to do!  House cleaning, and everyday tasks! Having MS put the screws to everything that I always took for granted. Thats ok, because I have a wonderful family who supports me and treats me incredible...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 18, 2008

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    I have written about being depressed

    and considering suicide before. I am now writing this a year and a few months later and I still haven't changed my mind. I find myself smoking weed multiple times a day to the point where I can't tell the difference between being high and being sober. I've become closed off from...
    Sparkher Sparkher 18-21 1 Response Feb 23

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    When?

    After everything went to **** last year, I am still finding certain things hard to get out of my head. Certain things have been dealt with in therapy, I can cope and box some stuff up, store it away, other stuff i have dealt with and now understand. But, there are still small...
    StereoTypical StereoTypical 41-45, M Aug 15, 2012

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    I Want to Be Normal Again

    On 25 May 2008, I woke up to find the left side of my face paralysed. My daughter rushed me to the hospital and after numerous tests was told I had Bell's Palsy. It is caused by a virus. I was told that recovery takes about 3 months, sometimes longer. Well, it will be 3 months...
    williewhisp williewhisp 61-65 4 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    So today .. This is the first time

    that i had my Menstruation , and my Family is Teasing me And im sooooo scared cuz this is the first time and i promised myself that when i have my menstruation i'll wont get mad at anyone ..yet My Family is Provoking me!!! .. JUST STOP IT VLADIMIR!! lmao!
    Angelynne Angelynne 13-15, F Jul 17

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    What is normal. My Normal is totally different

    from yours or does society define what normal is? If so aren't you a follower and not a leader. I rather be not normal. And if everybody was normal. Then the society itself is screwed up in the head. This world would be boring as hell.
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T Feb 23

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    Unless. Unless i already am.

    And yall are the crazy.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    I Wanna Step Out of This Hole

    I wanna find the exit, I wanna climb out of the depths of derpession.. I never want to fall again. I want to get out of this vicious circle. And have a normal life again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    When we divorced we could not stay away from each other enough, but slowly over the years that changed. She asked me to visit her and do a couple of electrically related jibs...
    lab1950 lab1950 61-65, M Dec 13

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    I miss the time that I smiled for no particular reason; I miss the time that I was simply happy for a sunny or raining day; I miss the time I sang with the radio for miles... Where...
    mindwithawhy mindwithawhy 41-45 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Is there really a such thing as NORMAL, I mean I can't necessarily look at someone and say "Hey, that person over there well they sure are normal." Again normal I'm not sure there...
    orchids2blu orchids2blu 36-40, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to pour my heart out. I want to share my mind, my imagination, my ideas, my fears, my soul. I want to scribble or type until my fingers bleed. I want to write again. I want...
    badazzbasicbich badazzbasicbich 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 27

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    Back to normal again. Whatever normal is...Letz just say that itz sunny out and my mood has lifted! yay!
    roxrockman roxrockman 26-30, F Dec 10

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    I was in 8th grade when I first had the feeling for a certain boy. I saw him at the park and talked to him all night. I then started talking to him on Facebook since he was a grade...
    arianagrande14 arianagrande14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    i dont want to be here anymore. ive attempted once before and was almost successful and now over a year later i want to again i overdosed on my friends adhd medication that...
    usgai usgai 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    This site used to be more fun, endless experiences varying from the day to day to the adult kind. But ow you can;'t say certain words, or certain things in case some tosspot gets...
    Anth9012 Anth9012 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Love is not easy. Real people have real problems. Without fairy godmothers or elves or dwarves to help. Challenges appear and they do not magically disappear. It is hard to have...
    beautifulbutterfly2 beautifulbutterfly2 22-25, F 1 Response 15 mins ago

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    --Choosing to become a better person, or a worse one-- There can be a state of soul against which Love itself is powerless because it has hardened itself against Love... a...
    SilverSearching SilverSearching 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I am not as strong as i thought i was. i thought i could do this. i know i tell people it will get better eventually, that tomorrow is worth fighting for. that you have to have a...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 27 mins ago

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    It's been almost a year or longer since I kissed a girl. I love kissing and showing the girl I'm kissing that I'm totally interested in her. Hold her body close to mine, kiss her...
    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'll make my story as brief as I can: I have had symptoms with both feet for a year now. A doctor did nerve conduction and EMG and said I had tarsal tunnel syndrome. Report is...
    canifindagooddr canifindagooddr 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    So do I. A purposeless existence and wasting a life filled only with apathy and depression which is on it's way to despair...**** I'm even smoking now which is something I'm...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Test-up Jewels was staring out the window wondering what answers await her when she gets back to the mansion. What is this new ability she seems to be developing. All this...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 12

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    Hi all, When I started college I met this guy, Mark, who was in my halls. (We were around 80 people in the halls.) I noticed him from the beginning but he had a girlfriend. I am...
    PaolaGarcia PaolaGarcia 18-21, F Nov 30

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    1) Easy and relatively painless. Get three thongs. First in a normal shoulder w.e.d.gie. The second in a right tarzan w.e.d.gie (only loope onto right shoulder). And finally the...
    MasteringLife101 MasteringLife101 18-21, M a week ago

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    Fun Facts from a Botany Student! 1. Venus fly traps close their "petals" using hydraulics! That's right like the same type of idea that makes those silly cars just up and down...
    Harlequingal93 Harlequingal93 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I said this my last divorce, and of course I really did mean it. I was doing very well on my own. Mania kicked in I started overwhelming myself school, kids, I took in a friend w...
    orchids2blu orchids2blu 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    I am not completely sure as to what defines normal. But the only thing I am sure is that I dont fit in. Not with anyone. I just wish someone told me how it is to be normal. Coz not...
    hira0126 hira0126 18-21, F a week ago

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    I jsut want a normal person. Girl or guy to talk.to in the phone. Just aboht anything. Someone who can laugh with me but then again someone who can nod at my problems or listen to...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    You Are Fairly Normal. 60% Like most people you are normal in some ways... But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too! Why You Are Normal: When you're...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 13 hrs ago

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    One difficulty with this controversial topic is that people talk about the unseen. Doctors can make the new life visible and it is a normal procedure today that many parents take...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    Once upon a time there was a woman who believed in being polite and respectful, besides sincere to everyone she met and talked with...not only in real life but on the internet...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 17

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    Why is everyone so fixated on looking normal I don't want to be normal because that is what makes me who I am
    MiAlai MiAlai 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    we're all not normal... we're all different... so... to be not normal is normal...
    pitchy28 pitchy28 13-15, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Recently, I've been seeing this wonderful girl. She's funny and smart but most importantly sincere. I can be my normal and dorky self around her because it seems, at least to me...
    hollowman10 hollowman10 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    It is all in the definition. If you don't believe me, just check out my profile. You'll see how I define normal!!! And I'm very happy there's so many normal people around here...
    roleplayerjust4fun roleplayerjust4fun 51-55, M Dec 7

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    For those who claim that the risks of a normal peganancy and birth are greater than the risks of an abortion: According to the best record based study of deaths following...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    Before my birth my Mom was told no heartbeat can be found ,your child has died and we need to remove the fetus ,,Mom said no ,,,I want my Mom and her friends to pray ,,they did...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    Everyone thinks they have everything figured out and that they have the entire picture. No one does and no one in this family really understands me and really listens. They just...
    nomadventurist nomadventurist 18-21, F Nov 29

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    I know that sounds wierd but it's so true normal is boring i tried it and it wasn't for me im insane and i love it sure it lowers my friend list but who needs friends that can't...
    truthfulwierdo truthfulwierdo 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Sometimes I pretend to be normal... But it gets BORING! So I go back to being me :D
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 12 Responses Dec 3

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    So every time I move my arm I hear this squishy, cracking kind of crushing noise it doesn't typically hurt, so I'm wondering if this is normal has this ever happened to anyone ?
    MonsterRrR MonsterRrR 16-17, F Dec 5

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    Just be yourself!!! ;)If you try to be normal, then you miss out on being weird and awesome!
    Aryg Aryg 36-40, F 8 Responses Dec 6

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    I fly on my own wings. I don't think normal really exists.
    nicky242 nicky242 16-17, F Dec 9

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    My whole family is weird and some people think were "insane!" We all tried to be normal once, but none of us could do it! It was way too boring!
    s123456789s s123456789s 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    I will never fit into societies rule of "normal" or what most think i should be . I love who I am and I'm good to those who i care about and even kind to strangers that most of the...
    RyRy9 RyRy9 16-17, M 5 days ago

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