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I Want to Be Normal Again

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         How it would be nice to do the things I used to do!  House cleaning, and everyday tasks! Having MS put the screws to everything that I always took for granted. Thats ok, because I have a wonderful family who supports me and treats me incredible...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 18, 2008

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    I Want to Be Normal Again

    On 25 May 2008, I woke up to find the left side of my face paralysed. My daughter rushed me to the hospital and after numerous tests was told I had Bell's Palsy. It is caused by a virus. I was told that recovery takes about 3 months, sometimes longer. Well, it will be 3 months...
    williewhisp williewhisp 61-65 4 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    So today .. This is the first time

    that i had my Menstruation , and my Family is Teasing me And im sooooo scared cuz this is the first time and i promised myself that when i have my menstruation i'll wont get mad at anyone ..yet My Family is Provoking me!!! .. JUST STOP IT VLADIMIR!! lmao!
    Angelynne Angelynne 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    When?

    After everything went to **** last year, I am still finding certain things hard to get out of my head. Certain things have been dealt with in therapy, I can cope and box some stuff up, store it away, other stuff i have dealt with and now understand. But, there are still small...
    StereoTypical StereoTypical 41-45, M Aug 15, 2012

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    What is normal. My Normal is totally different

    from yours or does society define what normal is? If so aren't you a follower and not a leader. I rather be not normal. And if everybody was normal. Then the society itself is screwed up in the head. This world would be boring as hell.
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T Feb 23

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    Unless. Unless i already am.

    And yall are the crazy.
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I Wanna Step Out of This Hole

    I wanna find the exit, I wanna climb out of the depths of derpession.. I never want to fall again. I want to get out of this vicious circle. And have a normal life again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    I have written about being depressed

    and considering suicide before. I am now writing this a year and a few months later and I still haven't changed my mind. I find myself smoking weed multiple times a day to the point where I can't tell the difference between being high and being sober. I've become closed off from...
    Sparkher Sparkher 18-21 1 Response Feb 23

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    thatonegirl456 thatonegirl456 13-15, F Jun 28

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    I just want somebody who can see when I'm down or sick or unhappy or whatever and surprise me with helpful, loving things. I wish I had someone to send me flowers or write me sweet...
    niceusername niceusername 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I was 13 and me and her were inspereable. Me and her are straight or at least we thought. Well lately id had been noticing her. As in her body features . I tried to tell myself...
    learningdaily learningdaily 13-15 Jul 12

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    I have kissed her more than a hundred times but then she moved😔. We visits me sometimes and i think about kissing her again all the time.
    alysharoberts25 alysharoberts25 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I have never done this but I want to what should I say to my best mate?
    annonymous1999 annonymous1999 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I have never kissed a girl but I want to and more to a close friend what should I say and does this mean I'm a lesbian?
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    I know that its probably too early for me to want this, or even think that this is possible, but I can't help wondering. I mean my marriage wasn't always bad. I had what I felt was...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I met this amazing guy through sports, I feel safe, and loved, and like nothing can touch me, when we are together, he tells me he loves me, and calls me his girlfriend, and babe...
    justyouraverageteen justyouraverageteen 16-17, F Jul 12

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    I miss the closeness and goofiness of all the friendships I once had. I just want that again. Just a few close "best" friends would suffice.
    ceexa ceexa 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Boiling a pan of water may seem like the most innocuous activity and in fact it's something I do every day but there is the rush of bad memories that came from that. Sometimes I...
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    I like a lot of guys. Practically every single guy in my class. The lame part is, several found out and use it against me. If they ask for something several times, I give it to...
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    Qualification What qualifies a man as a candidate for love? Does he have to be in shape or have a job? Does he have to be a certain type of person? I'm sitting in the dmv looking...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I'm not completely unhappy with my life. In fact, I'm actually pretty happy with it overall with the exception of my education and career. When the economy collapsed, my education...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    So today I went out with my science captain buddy and my teachers and their class. And I wasn't really feeling too happy but then seeing them happy made me happy and it was just...
    Smiles1997 Smiles1997 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    ThatOneLoneWolf ThatOneLoneWolf 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    It's not that I want to die (not anymore...not since I started praying and trusting in myself and a higher power), but i just want the pain to stop. I know that one day, things...
    lunabyrd666 lunabyrd666 18-21 Jun 24

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    I don't know what it is. I just want to start over again. Become a new person. Maybe it's my obsession with changing things around? I have no clue but I really just want to start...
    h3ysam h3ysam 13-15, F Jun 24

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    ToBeAnOtaku101 ToBeAnOtaku101 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I'm suffering from lack of focusing & doing things for a VERY long time. Till I left my family for my high school education, I was simply living in my bed. I was intelligent, I...
    tewkel59 tewkel59 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Below is a write up I have just finished compiling. Bride of Christ is to leave behind materials that will guide those who shall become believers during the tribulation period as...
    stepkamau stepkamau 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I'm trying to do the right thing not only for myself, but for my family, especially for my beautiful baby daughter, to whom I might never apologize enough for not choosing well her...
    mery81 mery81 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Hey everybody.. You know.. Sometimes you have a feeling, that your heart is not breathing anymore. It feels like, it has been chained with a giant metal ball, trying not to drawn...
    Fortunatus33 Fortunatus33 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    Author's note: I'm sorry if all this doesn't make sense. It was written to understand, and I worked through a lot writing it. It feels odd posting it but I haven't posted here in a...
    theologian theologian 18-21, M Jul 4

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    I was withy ex for over 3 years, out relationship was always on and off yes he will stop contacting me for no reason according to him he was going out of the country for work...
    babosa20 babosa20 26-30, F Jul 7

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    Who the hell wants to be a normal human being ha? Those people that have unbelievably normal boring uninteresting lives so they end up seeking entertainment in other people's lives...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    1) I am a Malaysian 2) I was born on 08/1995 3) I have brown eyes 4) I have brown hair 5) I am mixed with 1/4 chinese, 1/4 malay, 1/4 melanau and 1/4 mirek 6) I like poetry 7) My...
    thelonercollegestudent thelonercollegestudent 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    My mother is a *****. There's no more eloquent way to put it than that; she's hypocritical, so very rude, harsh, superficial and relies on others for her own happiness. It's...
    punkrockisfreedom punkrockisfreedom 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    SunniBunni101 SunniBunni101 18-21 6 hrs ago

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    So im done now completely done what is to live for? Nothing my life is complete and utter shite and I have nothing now and I never will I'm going to fail with money school love and...
    Lolbeansarefun Lolbeansarefun 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm still in my 20's but suddenly got osteoarthritis this year in both knees and can't walk and am in constant pain. My dad died when I was 24 and since then my mom now suffers...
    tmac543 tmac543 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    THis story starts in Pennsylvania. I am now in kindergarden everything seems to be going well until my dad showed up. My dad had to have everything his way (so did I) and so since...
    Farl Farl 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    People have insisted that I'm not fat, and my weight relative to others is normal, but people fail to realize that just because I'm short doesn't automatically make me thin, and it...
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    belleeec belleeec 26-30, F Jun 25

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    SadFacedDork SadFacedDork 16-17, F Jun 25

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    Achievement of power to cross Samadhi 271) 10th November, 1977, Friday. Place: Makardah (Howrah). Early morning dream: I had a vision of many Jibankrishna devotees...
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