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I Want to Be Normal Again

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    I have written about being depressed

    and considering suicide before. I am now writing this a year and a few months later and I still haven't changed my mind. I find myself smoking weed multiple times a day to the point where I can't tell the difference between being high and being sober. I've become closed off from...
    Sparkher Sparkher 18-21 1 Response Feb 23, 2014

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    What is normal. My Normal is totally different

    from yours or does society define what normal is? If so aren't you a follower and not a leader. I rather be not normal. And if everybody was normal. Then the society itself is screwed up in the head. This world would be boring as hell.
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T Feb 23, 2014

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    No Complaints

         How it would be nice to do the things I used to do!  House cleaning, and everyday tasks! Having MS put the screws to everything that I always took for granted. Thats ok, because I have a wonderful family who supports me and treats me incredible...
    Neveah Neveah 16-17, F Jun 18, 2008

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    I Wanna Step Out of This Hole

    I wanna find the exit, I wanna climb out of the depths of derpession.. I never want to fall again. I want to get out of this vicious circle. And have a normal life again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 9, 2007

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    So today .. This is the first time

    that i had my Menstruation , and my Family is Teasing me And im sooooo scared cuz this is the first time and i promised myself that when i have my menstruation i'll wont get mad at anyone ..yet My Family is Provoking me!!! .. JUST STOP IT VLADIMIR!! lmao!
    Angelynne Angelynne 13-15, F Jul 17, 2014

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    When?

    After everything went to **** last year, I am still finding certain things hard to get out of my head. Certain things have been dealt with in therapy, I can cope and box some stuff up, store it away, other stuff i have dealt with and now understand. But, there are still small...
    StereoTypical StereoTypical 41-45, M Aug 15, 2012

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    I Want to Be Normal Again

    On 25 May 2008, I woke up to find the left side of my face paralysed. My daughter rushed me to the hospital and after numerous tests was told I had Bell's Palsy. It is caused by a virus. I was told that recovery takes about 3 months, sometimes longer. Well, it will be 3 months...
    williewhisp williewhisp 61-65 4 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    i actually had one.. we were together going on 4 years in june.. and he basically chose another female over me.. like how does that even work after all this time ? i feel so lost...
    reddmarie reddmarie 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    One of the biggest mistakes I ever made was in 2011. My ex and I decided to take a 3 month break. We were always getting into a fight about stupid stuff and I needed air to think...
    SouthernGirl35 SouthernGirl35 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Honestly, I'm at a place in life where ... I'm tired. I'm tired of being knocked down when I'm already down. Just tired. I want to go to a place where I don't have to worry about...
    MickxLove MickxLove 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    he says he is not superficial, though--like me--prefers a thin figure. i am 135 pounds now but was 120 when we married. furthermore, i was a lot more flirtatious and fun and...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    A girl made me blow my load when i was 16 at school, just by pressing her leg or feet against my upper outer thigh, could she have been doing it on purpose/knew what happened/was...
    Th3Notorious Th3Notorious 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    wouldn't it be fantastic? you start you're life again with all you're memories. Imagine what could be acheived. you could stop being bullied at school in your teens, ask out that...
    diegosauns diegosauns 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    I am a 48 years old woman .I have two kids age 18 and 15 both are dependent on me as they both are studying yet.my story started when I got married at the first time in 1995 to my...
    Nikkikang Nikkikang 46-50, F 7 hrs ago

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    ******* coward. ******* knife. I feel its blade on my skin. The weighth of it. The slight burning of the little cuts where I tried before. ******* coward. Just a bit more pressure...
    MentallyVibrating MentallyVibrating 31-35, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    You claim you know me but how and what?? You know me because I have made you know me ..As because I have always felt you are someone very close,my own with whom I can share...
    winterfall winterfall 41-45 12 hrs ago

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    Use to,not ever again unless he's my bf.I don't think it's a good idea in the long run.Because eventually some one gets hurt.So now i just see guy friends as just that friends at...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I like to dream...big dreams I let my self drift away on the waves of my imaginations ... brake reality in little pieces and step into a land crated in my mind... I look at reality...
    Ariaspark Ariaspark 26-30, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    February 2016 cannot come in your life time again. Because this year, February has 4 Sundays 4 Mondays 4 Tuesdays 4 Wednesdays 4 Thursdays 4 Fridays and 4 Saturdays. This happens...
    Solegne Solegne 41-45, F 20 hrs ago

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    After coming out of the closet at a late age I can not see my grandson. I last saw him when he was 18 months. He will soon be 3. I may never see him again. Sad.
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    hi dis is Ananya n i want 2 share smthng dat most of u hv experienced mayb ya cmng 2 da point my scl recently celebrated annual day and studenrs of 9th class shld attend it. Its a...
    kajal1234ananya kajal1234ananya 13-15, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    If I act normal, Ill be boring. I know I will. I cant do it! :'(
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sick day as a toddler teen One day a few months back I woke up not feeling well. ACHOO! I sneezed without covering my mouth. Most toddlers I see do not cover there mouths when...
    coalburn coalburn 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    This isn't what the title makes it sound like. I am 16 and I want to be teenager because it feels like I haven't yet. I'm just wondering if anyone else feels like this - like we...
    notquitehuman notquitehuman 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I apologize for the long bible I wrote here haha. I just need to write it all down somewhere. So.. most of my life and my childhood, I had no parents or family, like a lot another...
    ninacu ninacu 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    There will be moments in your life that will seem quite ordinary. Just a normal day....nothing seems overly special about it. Pay very close attention to those moments, soak in...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    More and more I'm thinking I'm pregnant again. I wasn't even really thinking about it until my husband said something. We were out eating and I had been saying how starving I was...
    LadyLunaa LadyLunaa 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It happened again. Another person who I thought might become a part of my life walked away. I feel so foolish. I knew her for several months beforehand and once again, thought I...
    walkeninawinterwunderland walkeninawinterwunderland 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    "Required secondary powers." Have you ever heard of this? It's the notion that some superpowers can't work without another, secondary power backing it up in some way. My favorite...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wonder if it's even possible to have the things I want in a female partner? there are so many things that many would consider a "check list" which is usually not a good thing to...
    DarkKnightRanger DarkKnightRanger 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    1. I do not believe I will finish this. 2. I am 5'2" AND THREE QUARTERS. 3. I really speak out when something feels wrong to me. 4. I'm an 'INFJ' 5. I believe looking at the world...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have been thinking and something popped into my head. There are many people on here who suffer from depression and anxiety, and it seems we all have one thing in common. We are...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I want to see rainbows and butterflies Every time I close my eyes And reserve the right to be mesmerised, By the pure delight that awaits me every night; Waking up in the morning...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M a week ago

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    Ever since my early teenage years I have been struggling to make head or tail of my life, I have been bounced from counsellors to doctors, then psychotherapists and back more times...
    alphapuppy alphapuppy 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 31

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    its me that complicates things i have serious trust issues i met a guy a few months ago and he seemed amazing we had such a laugh and we were gonna meet the next day after talking...
    nicholajns6 nicholajns6 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    So much has changed so fast and it's continuing to change. Something that I already hate. There was a time where I abused prescription medication. I used it to take the pain away...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F Jan 31

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    Here's how to spot it!1. You feel on-edge around this person, but you still want them to like you. You find yourself writing off most of their questionable behavior as accidental...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    Seriously Ep wtf is going on with the censorship here for the dumbest most innocent things? Y'all let the racist bullshit go through but asking "Do you know Morse code?" breaks...
    PanHead1989 PanHead1989 26-30, M 6 Responses Jan 29

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    I've always been passed up for someone else I'm tired of it I just want to fall in love with a woman and her to fall in love with me and for that woman to be my other half and...
    Yasirmallick Yasirmallick 16-17, M Jan 29

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    Is it only me, or does your head get clouded and all sense of normal go out the window when your horny? Once you come you think straight again?
    liketomasturbate liketomasturbate 41-45, M Jan 27

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