I Want to Be Okay

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    Just a little bit of a vent I suppose.

    After having dealt with depression for over five years, a few months ago something happened that really made me rethink the entire... 'do it yourself' idea I'd been led to believe. For the longest time, I thought about trying to tell someone or go to therapy. But so many times...
    8DayDreamer8 8DayDreamer8
    18-21, F
    Jul 10, 2015

    At Least

    If I can't be truly happy, I AT LEAST want to be okay. Just okay. Content. Alright. Anything but the way I am now. But is that too much to ask? :(
    deadmoon deadmoon
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2011

    I Want To Be Okay. :)

    My eyes are filling up a little while writing this. I am so ridiculously sensitive..I cry a lot...about nothing. :P I am wary about sharing my experiences with others because a voice in my head often chastises me for complaining at all, when I know that there are others out there...
    moonlitreverie moonlitreverie
    18-21, F
    Aug 12, 2012


    I find myself living in an illusion to feel ok, like telling myself everything will turn out great when in reallity theres little to no chance.
    DirkyBear DirkyBear
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2007

    I can't be happy knowing

    that I can't have you anymore. I can't try to move on because every time I see your face or a picture of you I can't help but to fall in love again. I want to be happy again but I think I should make myself happy before I make someone else happy. I hate seeing you with someone...
    Sealsthedeal Sealsthedeal
    18-21, M
    Jul 21, 2015

    In Time

    In due time it will all work out... it has to right? I mean it can't keep up at this pace, always going downhill. Lie to me if you must but let me know that it's all gonna be just fine.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 20, 2008
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