I Want To Be Open And Honest With My Feelings

learning more about truly expressing feelings 1,837 People

    I have always lied about how I felt

    and I still do now because if is a hard habit to break and I get in arguments with people I care deeply about because of those lies.
    MyBullshitLife MyBullshitLife
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 4, 2016

    I think maybe it might be better

    for me to just post more, and not so much message with specific members, I think my messages are small talk and boring and I don't want to interfere with people that have other friends on here. Fade into the background so to say and just post my tripe in groups. I hate to be a...
    1niceguy4u 1niceguy4u
    51-55, M
    Sep 16, 2015

    I feel bad today ..but I still want to stay

    positive it is a bad habit because I cover up trying to cheer myself...
    simplyme6791 simplyme6791
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2015

    I need you as much as you need me,

    I don't need you as much as you don't need me and I need other 49/51 or Closely Complementary Relationships with... High heels vs Flats Sarcastic vs Straightforward Females vs Males Trans / Lesbian / Bi / U / " " vs Gays Chocolate vs Flowers Air-conditioned vs Natural Casual...
    whyacinth whyacinth
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 27, 2016

    This is too dangerous

    for me. Life has taught me that anyone I love will undoubtedly hurt me. This happens without fail. Attraction is necessary, without would be self sabotage. But anyone I am attracted to does not show me the kindness and love that I have found in the women I have dated in the...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2015

    as mixed up and out of order my thoughts may be

    at the present, they are honest, and my feelings are without a doubt like an open book... I am all over the place most of the time....Anxious thoughts taken over for the most part. Dreadful hopelessness is my honest feelings Anyone out there who is hurting as bad as this, i...
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2016

    last night I had the perfect opportunity to

    have some great sex with a great guy. But, I have heard many rumors of him being married. He may be going thru things, and indeed he may be recently divorced. Either way I don't want to cause him anymore problems. He is such a gentleman that he suggested we keep it on a...
    alexalonley alexalonley
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jan 25, 2015

    Sometimes I just want to belt it out what I

    feel inside because sometimes no matter how much it sucks, the truth needs to be heard.
    loveloveforever loveloveforever
    18-21, F
    Feb 27, 2016

    I like turtles!🐢 especially

    when they are in the Teenage Mutant Ninja variety! I love being a child at heart 😊
    LilBoyBluu LilBoyBluu
    26-30, M
    Sep 29, 2014

    Time goes by so fast,

    one must never forget to tell people how much they mean to us...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2015

    I couldn't bear any part of my life,

    any part of me, to be without meaning.. Hidden somewhere deep down in my nature, something tells me that nothing in the whole world is meaningless, not even psin,not even sorrow, and suffering the least.. absolutely not even death..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    1 Response Mar 20, 2015

    But what's the point

    when no one understands? It doesn't matter how many times or different ways I try to explain things. Maybe it wouldn't be quite so bad if they would acknoledge that they don't understand rather than trying to act like they do, then go and tell me things about myself and when I...
    Redstar86 Redstar86
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 27, 2016

    I used to think Proof reader reads everything.

    Not any more.What is that he has on me, that, my sounds does not work. I scream, I called out to be a Lair.I read their story. Their all beginnings all ends. Mr. proof reader; I didn't lied to you. Even I did, may be I was scared.The point blank is.. I don't call on shot at any...
    lostsister64 lostsister64
    41-45, F
    Jan 27, 2016

    I honestly want to experience romance

    but I am scare. So, forgive me?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 26, 2016

    Yet I stutter, overthink

    and worry about little things.
    RandomExistence RandomExistence
    18-21, M
    Oct 1, 2015

    I'm waiting for a DNA test result to tell me

    something about my biological father. I don't know anything about him. I wasn't even told about this until I was 47. I desperately want to know about him but I'm sure it will be a let down since I still don't even know his name. Bitter sweet.
    Invisibleclementyne Invisibleclementyne
    56-60, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2015

    Sadly I'm not, usually I'd

    rather 'open up' by writing what I feel down with the most basic vocabulary. But sometimes I try my best to open up when I'm with people I truly trust and know they won't judge me.
    carazami carazami
    18-21
    Sep 30, 2015

    4 AWESOME Apps to Express Yourself Anonymously

    https://loujann.wordpress.com/2016/03/18/4-awesome-apps-to-express-yourself-anonymously/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 18, 2016

    i want to but my emotional walls are

    so high nobody can climb them and my trust issues are a lot. id rather tell my boyfriend then anyone else.
    xxpawprintsxx xxpawprintsxx
    18-21, F
    Sep 30, 2015

    The only way I could make this fathomable to

    the human mind is by putting it down in here... I have many, many, intangible pieces of hurt and resent that fill up every fiber of my being. It's been almost three months since you told me we were over... I'm not entirely sure why I am writing this... An inability to start the...
    jazzME jazzME
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2014

    I hate the word Broken,

    No one is broken. Honestly it almost brings me to tears being here sometimes. So many people are hurting ,so many people just want a hand to hold and everything to be alright and yet you can reach out and try and they keep going about their way. I know..I know you can lead a...
    LastMinutePrince LastMinutePrince
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Oct 13, 2014

    I honestly want to experience romance

    but I am scare. So, forgive me?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 26, 2016

    I just miss how things use to be,

    but then i really don't miss you. This is a terrible feeling. I should stop drinking, for good this time. Ffs!!!
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2016

    I Second This: Who Is Really Looking Out For You?

    I picked up a book for .25 cents today by O'Reilly He gave examples of corruption and how he wanted you to see That its been going on for years and there's cover ups galore Greed. Not wanting to shake the boat. Looking away from the gore. From past presidents to government...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Jan 19, 2013

    I recently gave up on something

    that was the catalyst for a lot of changes in my life. It was the reason for the crack in my mind that was the start of an awakening. An awakening that I'm not sure is a good thing yet. 😏 It can be. One day. But it's so hard to accept the changes when that which brought...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 27, 2016

    You're significant darling.

    . and you don't need me or anyone to tell you that.. in you, there's heaven and there's earth.. a divine place to dream and a wonderful place to breathe..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2015

    but I am highly selective with whom I share.

    I am very guarded as a rule. when I open up to someone I feel very vulnerable. I am almost fearful until I witness their reaction
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015

    I need new friends people

    that won't turn there back on me and will be like a family
    reddemonsoul reddemonsoul
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2015

    I've been through too much to not look out

    for myself. Ask questions, tell the truth and speak from the heart. I think this, but go to school and do the same thing. I'm getting better though. I try too hard to avoid confrontation with other people, so I'm quiet and I stay to myself. Last time I made friends, ALL but...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 16, 2014

    I wish I could say more goodbyes.

    . I wish I could be less selfish.. I wish I could stop entertaining all the BSs people recklessly play with.. I wish they would taste their own poison.. I wish i won't pour them the drink.. I stil hve the darkest night with the stars so bright here.. While the angel is...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2015

    I still miss you. I miss being around you

    and all the fun/adventures we had together. Part of me regrets ever dating you simply because I know we'd still be friends other wise. You were my best friend first and foremost. I miss who you were. I'm over you, I let you go long before I fully realized it. I'm over the idea...
    asteriai asteriai
    22-25, F
    Jan 29, 2016

    I have done to some extent

    but not like I should of
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Oct 1, 2015

    I once heard a story

    that I so wanted to have happen in my life, and to share with a special woman, but I never met the woman and I am afraid I am broken so the story will probably never ben mine as well. There was an old couple, in fact it was one of the Marx brothers, Zippo, he was quite a ladies...
    1niceguy4u 1niceguy4u
    51-55, M
    Sep 30, 2015

    i don't think you came occasionally,

    to check up on the people you claimed to care is care.. occasionally visit won't mke up for the lost moments you hve missed.. at least i don't do that.. because the caring nightingale will sing non stop when she decided to sing n it is impossible not to ignore her.. i am not...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2015

    But I can't..........

    ............
    Flowerposter Flowerposter
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 1, 2015

    After My Daughter Leaves Home, Maybe I’ll Start Collecting Plastic Bags And Cats

    I know I'm supposed to be grateful for all that I have and I am. Many people are worse off than me although many are doing better too. It’s all relative. Tonight I find myself feeling bored, lonely, alone, irritated and overwhelmed. I have boxes to unpack and things to organize...
    zeeva70 zeeva70
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 7, 2013

    To be honest, sometimes I'm not very satisfied

    with my gender. I'm not transgender, I don't want to cross dress, or any of that. Sometimes I wish I was born as a female. But even with that being said, I wouldn't be satisfied with that gender either, I think I just would be better off as a female. it's difficult to explain. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 20, 2015

    Chivalry isn't dead,

    but it can't be bought, found or borrowed. It must be learned, practiced and applied. Manners will open all the doors that even the best pick up lines won't. She's a lady, not an object. Don't make her wait, chase or blush.. Unless, of course, it's behind closed doors.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    I want to be able to talk to my family.

    Sometimes i feel alone and hated. Like no one cares. Whenever I watch a movie with my older sister she makes me do her hair and if i dont she'll give me this glare that makes me want to crawl into a hole and die and says hurtful things and i wish i had the guts to tell her i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2015

    Happy Birthday Daddy

    Happy Birthday Daddy,even though me and my dad aren't close anymore. he has tried to be there for me when ever possible.he was there even when i didn't want him to be there at times it was annoying but at times i realize i do need him thereI LOVE MY DAD even though i dont think i...
    lonelyGirl100 lonelyGirl100
    13-15, F
    Aug 19, 2011

    I was upset earlier because I was afraid to

    talk to someone about my life. It hasn't been that great, and I even cried when telling him everything. But he was open and accepting, and I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    I don't want have a baby.

    I only want a family. I'm getting old and I know it but I just can't imagine having a broken home. It's very scary and I think that's in part to my parents absolutely miserable marriage. I want so much not to live the past. I'm trying so hard to be responsible and a good person...
    MNI1982 MNI1982
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Jan 4, 2016

    I am done playing "ANGRY BIRDS" .

    ... So where can I get the app for "LOVE BIRDS".....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 4, 2015

    I can't talk to people.

    I don't know how. I see people around me that just click, while I wonder how to connect with them. I do try to reach out to them but at the end of the day, when i'm by myself again, I just think and think about the things I said, what I should have and shouldn't have said and I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 21, 2014

    So I've been going out with this guy

    for a while now which whom I completely love with all my heart. Things aren't always easy, no one ever said love was always going to be a peaceful, joyful ride. I myself am a recovering addict who was addicted to pain killers and started the methadone program to help with my...
    skipper596 skipper596
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 23, 2015

    it feels like swimming in the ocean

    and it is raining.. massive possibility to die but still swimming, alive.. hoping for the rain to stop,or hoping for a ship to suddenly appear, it's like hoping for the impossible but possibly could happen..by miracle..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    3 Responses Mar 19, 2015

    Owning Our Feelings Some Christians view

    feelings with suspicion. They think emotions are unimportant or unreliable. Yet our feelings play an enormous role in our motivation and behavior. Think of a time when hurt feelings prompted someone to lash out in anger or to take revenge. Consider that some people have been...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2016

    You Always Had To Have The Last Word. Well, Now It's My Time.

    Dear Daddy: My final days are marked with pain because you exploited my pain for your own gain You tore me apart by your words But it was like being stabbed with endless swords You sucked all the meaning out of every thing So you could come off looking like a king Your ego is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    31 Responses Dec 3, 2012

    I wish you were who I thought you were based on

    the person you pretended to be.
    BlackWidowBaby BlackWidowBaby
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2015

    I was taught at a very young age

    that honesty is the best policy. I practice that theory in every aspect of my life. Sometimes it isn't easy. Sometimes you hurt people with your honesty. I hurt someone with my honesty. The person who means more to me than anything in the world. The woman I love. I feel horrible...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 9, 2015

    First thing first, I don’t have any feelings

    for him, that’s a sure thing. I came to a realization that both of us are not really meant for each other, his ways are too different from mine, and he has a lot of emotional and some mental luggage to deal with. I really don’t know what came to my mind why I let myself fall...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2015
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