I Want to Be Real

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 66 People

    Living inside a prison I've created

    I cant say that I'm completely changed or that i have everything worked out or that I'm fixed, healed...whatever. I'm not a model for healthy ...presentation of ones self to the world?? however you would word it-i don't think I'm there yet (whatever 'there' means) but i...
    beyondfear beyondfear
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Mar 11, 2009

    I want to be real. I want the endless thoughts,

    pain, and misery to go away. I want the depersonalization and derealization to go away. The dissociation is horrible. I hate it and the pyschoactive medications do nothing. I want to feel real. Am I real? Am I truly here or am I just a ghost among people? I tend to think the...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid
    22-25, M
    Feb 23, 2014

    Im Real Are U!?

    i always try to be honest and real, without intenting to insult people that isi cant stand fake people, most are, and it bothers me a lot!so idk i dont want to be like that, i appreciate honesty and would take it over a "nice lie" any dayi prefer honest opinions over B.S. dont...
    JustM3E JustM3E
    18-21, F
    Jan 17, 2011

    I Want to Be Real I want to be real.

    I don't want to force it or fake it or fix it after the fact. I just want to be real. I want to operate from truth, not from pressure to please or perform for people. I don't want to choose from fear of what others will think of me or of my motives. I want to choose what I...
    Panman60 Panman60
    61-65, M
    Jan 30, 2014

    I Will Be Real.

    I've been thinking, my life, my thoughts and friends and emotions, my ego. I've been thinking about whats real in my life, why sometimes insecurity takes over me in situations sometimes and I feel totally compromised by myself. For one, my ego, I'm told I could go on a date by...
    The5Cs The5Cs
    Sep 17, 2007

    I Wanna Be Real

    I wanna be real,Anything else,Not worthwhile,I wanna live,Make an impression,One that lasts,After all,Life's for livin'.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 16, 2012

    Who Am I?

    A lot of times I feel like I don't show people who I am. I just clam up and don't let the real me shine through. I think more people would like me if I could just be myself more but I just feel like I can't. It's really frustrating. Only a few people see the real me and I'd like...
    shmoofins shmoofins
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 19, 2007
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