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I Want To Be Restrained And Immobilised

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    Four weeks ago I experienced the extreme climax of yet another depression triggered/nervous breakdown. The month preceding that I was in what I thought was a beautiful...
    NoLongerSober NoLongerSober 31-35, M 23 mins ago

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    Life .............. its Pathetic. I don't want it !
    shivit shivit 22-25, M 41 mins ago

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    I never wrote in english before: The place I want to be, It's far away from me, Pain is flying in my mind, Nobody can see or find, I don't know what I should do, Should I tell or...
    jeruo jeruo 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I was starving myself and I put myself on a strict diet to eat 3 meals a day and nothing else. But recently, I just ate and ate, and now I have managed to gain so much more...
    bpc2415 bpc2415 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I went to Italy for 3 weeks last summer to visit family and I've wanted to go back ever since I got back to America.
    dac01 dac01 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I want a boyfriend, but I really don't need one.
    lolawolf lolawolf 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    One of my fears is the thought of not leaving this one place I'm at. Not even seeing a glimpse of the world. I never want to die thinking I have not lived my life to the fullest. I...
    Lunaaaa Lunaaaa 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I wish i want a lover A simple 1 To love nd to love me.
    zainakram zainakram 18-21, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Hey im kitty, I have been in search for the perfect master for years .i have been a slave since 11. I realized I admire power. I wish to find a demon master or a master...
    yourlittlekitten yourlittlekitten 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I went to the store today with my dad and bought some food and some other things i wanted to get for a while.It had been maybe a month give or take too since i had left the house...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I was and still am, "One of those guys" You know me in so many other people. You know me because of the large assorted friend zoned people you have quarantined to not cross that...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 10 Responses Jun 26

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    I'm so ******* angry with everything. I sincerely just want to ******* scream. A year ago, I probably would have wanted to cut myself or start ripping my hair out. Luckily, I am...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F Jun 23

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    Brains v.s Brawn Lorelie relaxed on a tree branch of the tallest tree in the back yard, he'd sat there all morning until the sun rose up. The view of it behind the mansion was...
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    There is nothing like a night of being restrained and completely controlled by someone. Hard to go back to anything normal after experiencing that haha
    juils675 juils675 18-21, F 7 Responses Jun 20

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    I want to tell you everything that happened to me. But I can’t because I love you. I don’t want you to be hurt by my past. I want to tell you the truth about my life. But I...
    crackedwriter crackedwriter 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    Everyday i ask God for forgiveness for all the wrong i have done. I pray that he cleanses my soul and gives me a second chance. I remember the amount of times I have broken his...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster 22-25, F Jun 11

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    I want to escape. I want to get an old Ute and sleep in the back with cushions and blankets. I want to get out of here. I want to rough it somewhere else where no one could find me...
    courvill courvill 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 11

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    I'm going to be 36 next month. I know I'm not ugly but there's something everyone women needs to feel and that's sexy and beautiful. Im married and feel like a frumpy old housewife...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 23 Responses Jun 11

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    oh I so love to do this. but I want to sit by a particular lake with my soulmate, my bear hugget. I want to curl next to you in your arms. I want to inhale your scent, I want to...
    evolnillef evolnillef 70+, F Jun 10

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    If you get cheated on its your own fault... I've never cheated on someone, and I've never had someone cheat on me. The way I see it, hear me out till the end please, is that if...
    CaptainHoof CaptainHoof 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 10

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    I really want to be wanted but I am scared of being wanted as well. :(
    MistyLunaria MistyLunaria 31-35 4 Responses Jun 10

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    Laying here in bed beside him Don't want to be here Want to be in another place Yearning to be in another's arms Close my eyes and I see his face The one that's on my mind Then...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 10

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    I want someone who I can share my secrets with someone who i can talk to when I need them and they won't judge me I want someone who will respect me I just want the fairytale like...
    gainergirl98 gainergirl98 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 9

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    I want to be somebody people can rely on. Someone who knows the answers to life's problems. Someone who makes the world a better place. There are a lot of possible reasons why I...
    MathewMasquerade MathewMasquerade 26-30, M Jun 9

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    These words are for you. I believe that one day you will read them and find your way home, knowing the road is long and yet to be travel. Your image is sitting somewhere in my...
    kipross44 kipross44 46-50, M Jun 9

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    I am so distracted and depressed that, while I am somehow managing to get all my work done, I am constantly lost in the space of the nothingness I feel. I go home and he is there...
    slideways slideways 22-25, F Jun 9

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    Independence As we know, independence is something that everyone wants, that feeling of freedom made people fight for it since old times. So many leaders in this world tried to...
    RosaryLaCroix RosaryLaCroix 18-21, F Jun 9

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    Sex, a part of our life. Sex, a taboo word in some cultures, a shameful word for young ones, a wanted thing for the others. In our days sex is everywhere, even is showed in a...
    RosaryLaCroix RosaryLaCroix 18-21, F Jun 9

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    my mom had my baby brother a few months ago, so lately I been doing this life change, I am allowing myself to let go of certain things about last year and in my past, so I can...
    jennylovesroses jennylovesroses 22-25, F 12 Responses Jun 9

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    I don't want something that will end. I want something serious, something that will last a life time and I want it with a best friend. Someone I can tell anything and everything to...
    ChainedHeart ChainedHeart 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 9

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    Manipulation does not work on people who don't want kids. Parents who do it to their own kids, are horrible parents. Who the **** gave them the right to do such a thing? They do it...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 9

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    I want someone to draw me. Or paint me. I want to be a muse I guess. Or so to say. But I've always wanted to be in art. Just for the expirence. I also want to see what I look like...
    Gabbysam Gabbysam 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    I want a guy that I can talk to about anything with even if it's ridiculous. I want late night conversations and morning texts. I want someone that cares for me and someone that I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 9

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    Here comes my last update. I want to feel you. I want to feel your breath on my neck Touch me with your wonderful lips and moisten my lips with your seductive tongue I want to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 8

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    I don't what's wrong with me anymore. I don't feel like I can even trust my closest friends anymore. It's not like they did anything and I love them to death but I can't tell them...
    peachlove509 peachlove509 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 8

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    I want to workout everyday but I don't want to loose my breast. I see women working out but they're chest get smaller. I want mine bigger. I also want abs (6pack). I would love to...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    I don't want to go out just to hang out at your place later to have sex. I want to get to know you. I want to know your favorite foods, hobbies, goals. I'm deeper than that. What...
    LookingForYou89 LookingForYou89 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    I'm asian woman and i dont want plan to have kids. I guess its too much responsibility and i dont want to make another unhappy human being . I wish many times that i was never born...
    iwanttovanish iwanttovanish 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    I've been with this guy for 4 years, married 3. Almost immediately he began to emotionally and physically abuse me. Tonight, he may have gone too far. Things had been looking up...
    Istherehelpforme Istherehelpforme 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    Last month I said "I don't know how my pain could get any worse. Any more I'll be dead". The pain was intense then. So bad I couldn't think straight or function. I spent five days...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 4 Responses Jun 8

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    Just updates. My health has gotten worse. I went back to hospital 2-3 nights ago and will be having an ultrasound tomorrow. Three nights ago I was seriously contemplating taking...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Jun 8

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