I'd rather have a terrible relationship with arguing and fights than being told I can't do any better than my last girlfriend. I want at least the allusion of being loved and cares for so I won't feel as empty anymore.
but I don't think I know how to be in a commuted relationship. There's this person who really likes me but I am not physically attracted to this person in ANYWAY! He's nice and likes to talk but I get the vibe that he may be controlling.