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I Want To Be Tortured

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    A Dream I Had That Has To Do With Rape And Torture

    I had this dream about 2 years ago, but I still remember it vividly. I was walking near dusk and there was a van on the side of the road i was walking on. The back was open. Since no cars were coming, I walked in the middle of the road to pass it. I was scared, obviously. As I...
    nishworks nishworks 18-21, F Nov 23, 2013

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