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I Want To Beat This Depression For Good

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    Beat It

    I would love to be done with my depression. I know however as it is caused by a chemical imbalance in my brain that will likely never happen.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 19, 2011

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    What A Waste.....Really

    What a waste really,I wont build up hope for myself,But there is always hope for you, !@%# Life......#@%! this...... What a waste
    Raven22Raven Raven22Raven 22-25, M 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    Wouldent it be nice to know that you have finally won,and your not thinking about eating a bullet.It would be nice to wake up and know someone is there.Winning and not losing has been something to think about with depression,I know now I am starting to lose again and I just dont...
    Raven22Raven Raven22Raven 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 30, 2013

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    I'm tired of being sad almost all of the time. I want to have a good day today. I deserve it. I hope everyone reading this has a good day too.
    brokenbecauseofhim brokenbecauseofhim 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    i am a singer. i want a sponsor for my music recording. my mom dad is very poor. they cant help me plz sponsor me.
    rajatshreerama rajatshreerama 22-25, M Mar 31

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    I want someone to force feeding me 'till i'm pass out cause I'm a pig and i want to expend my stomach 'till i can't stop eating and i'm fattening up just to seen me.
    piggybilly piggybilly 22-25, M a week ago

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    I always** want to sleep forever.
    xoMegan xoMegan 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Fair amount of success too... Getting out and about instead of lying in bed has helped wonders, and with my weight loss comes self confidence and happiness that seem to push the...
    jbar291 jbar291 18-21, M Apr 6

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    My depression comes and goes. Sometimes it's bad but not severe other times it's so severe, it becomes a battle I can't over come, a suicidal depression. Recently I was so so...
    juliaek1 juliaek1 13-15, F 15 hrs ago

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    i have had depression since high school cause i use to get bullied and i take everything at heart all the time no matter what people say to me i let it get to me, i have had help...
    westlife213 westlife213 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    The thing about me is that i get bored easily.Then i get lowly and then really low and then get depressed.I always find myself comparing to others in terms of intelligence...
    edwn112 edwn112 18-21, M Mar 26

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    It's only a four day week, so I'm really happy about my 3 day weekend. :) I don't mean to wish my life away. But I get so anxious for the weekends. That's an issue I'm working on.
    Hd84 Hd84 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    After I had come out about a year one of my cousins was going to get married. At the beginning the family was making all kinds of list. At one point they were looking for...
    sandybrandy70 sandybrandy70 41-45, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This time, I WON'T BE COMING BACK. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR MISERABLE LIVES. **** you, Zaran
    Zaran7 Zaran7 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm from Bombay .. I'm a pure punjabi boy .. 24 yrs and very good looking as people say and well read and educated , done my masters in business management .. Working in the...
    anishsawhney anishsawhney 22-25, M Mar 25

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    I need to stop cursing forreal. Never use to curse so much. Not lady like at all. So lately I been catching myself. One day at a time.
    LCxx91 LCxx91 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm 19 and I've already waited 2 years to start college... I just can't figure out what I want to do and I don't want to waste my time studying something that I change my mind...
    amgasan amgasan 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    One of my fantasies is that someone would capture me, and force me to get really fat. I weigh around 130 pounds, but my capturer would make me gain 200 pounds. I would first...
    fattenmeplease fattenmeplease 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I was at the shopping centre for an excursion with my class during the day. It was for my business and wasn't very exciting. At the end all my friends left and I was just about to...
    manchester20 manchester20 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    i want cross dress as a female like all the clothes,have long hair, makeup, jewelry and everything and also learn the ways of women. even how to do sex. plzzz message me and help...
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    i want cross dress as a female like all the clothes,have long hair, makeup, jewelry and everything and also learn the ways of women. even how to do sex. plzzz message me and help...
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M Apr 12

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    i want cross dress as a female like all the clothes,have long hair, makeup, jewelry and everything and also learn the ways of women. even how to do sex. plzzz message me and help...
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M Apr 12

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    The non-Playmate Search of 2013 I should have written this story months ago. As both my BF and I are fans of Playboy and have been for many years we anticipated a Playboy Playmate...
    elainepetersen68 elainepetersen68 41-45, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I wish I could work for myself instead of giving my damn life energy to college. Graduating with a Bachelors Degree only to waste away to a multi-million dollar company with a...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    When science invents a way for humans to hibernate, just set my alarm for January 1, 2099 lol.
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M Mar 22

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    Sleep is so addicting. When I'm sleeping I don't have to think about anything, I can just be warm and cozy in my bed for hours and hours and hours. It's the best way to avoid all...
    justsayyes2 justsayyes2 16-17, F Mar 27

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    A lot of older people are really getting on teenagers while they are on here. This is a website for EVERYBODY'S experiences and it's not right you yell at us because we're young...
    hoovesstarfighter hoovesstarfighter 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I would love to be force fed and watch as my belly bulges to new levels of fatness, and grow until all I can do is eat more and more and weigh 2000 pounds
    superfat400j superfat400j 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    I love being force feed and having no say in how much I'm forced to eat oh I just love it. I wish I could have a feeder that would force me to eat and eat and won't stop till he's...
    tabbycat110 tabbycat110 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Hi I'm Brandon or tb for short again nyu I'm looking for love as well as friendship I'm bi so for girls I love the people who are well around my age 15-17 kind nice smart cares...
    Teddybearfluff Teddybearfluff 13-15 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I could do it for eternity. ❤️ sleep is so damn beautiful to me.
    levanlee levanlee 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    There is nothing in this world that can stop I u set your mind to it ;)
    Eerr77 Eerr77 18-21, M Apr 9

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    Some days I get sucked back, but now, I can't even imagine or think about the pain and sadness I used to feel. It feels so great to be free! :P
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    The only thing I have to remember those dark years are some journal entries I have, and I can't even bare to read those anymore.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F a week ago

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    I've been doing the work of three people at my job, and yesterday they just announced that I will have help in a few weeks. :) So much stress off me!
    Hd84 Hd84 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=36zLQ_TKllI http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3nZtysnDRjc http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8 My three favorite songs.
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M a week ago

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    I would see what they could do
    blazingshower blazingshower 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I am sooo exhausted,hate being out all day.
    Caribbeanbeauty93 Caribbeanbeauty93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Love to find a boy <3 to dress pretty
    JadenLangVageta JadenLangVageta 13-15, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    love to find a girl who would dress me pretty and do all girly stuff with me. if any in dubai plzzz message
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    I truly hate this . This feeling . It's like being trapped inside of four walls . Four walls made of glass , and a glass roof . You see the rain , the sun , the moon and the stars...
    SuicideBerry SuicideBerry 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    'It makes me sad to see you this way.' This was the sentence that made me want to change my life. My friend told me that, while he saw me crying. Of course, being secretive and...
    eliahlior eliahlior 22-25 1 Response Apr 4

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    March 24. Appreciating Ourselves. We are the greatest things that will ever happen to us. Believe it. It makes life much easier. —Codependent No More It is time to stop this...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    March 24. Appreciating Ourselves. We are the greatest things that will ever happen to us. Believe it. It makes life much easier. —Codependent No More It is time to stop this...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 24

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    April 16. Letting Things Happen. We do not have to work so hard at gaining our insights. Yes, we're learning that painful and disappointing things happen, often for a reason and a...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    I have been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember. From before I even knew what to call it. I am thankful that my darker periods are less frequent and don’t...
    AnonymousEP77 AnonymousEP77 41-45, M Apr 5

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    The hunt Friday, April 18 8:30am Location: mansion Everyone in the house was sound asleep but unannounced to them someone was attempting to break in the house. Four gentlemen...
    darkwolf19 darkwolf19 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Boy, do I ever! :( I have struggled a lot with suicidal thoughts, but there are just days where I just feel lethargic and empty. I don't want to do anything but sit alone in my...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 23

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    I'm so sick of everyone. Sometimes, I honestly feel like being alone is so much better. With people, I have to mask everything about myself and it's not just my scars, my eating...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    Backstory: Diagnosed 7 years ago with Severe Clinical Depression. Relationship of 1.5 years broke up few days ago because he couldn't deal with my issues. He says I need to...
    aintthatinnocent aintthatinnocent 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 3

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    I've battled depression for a few years now. I can only say it had taken over my life. No matter how hard I tried to push it away it would hit even harder. I hate how people...
    HyperAngel HyperAngel 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 25