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I Want To Beat This Depression For Good

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    Wouldent it be nice to know that you have finally won,and your not thinking about eating a bullet.It would be nice to wake up and know someone is there.Winning and not losing has been something to think about with depression,I know now I am starting to lose again and I just dont...
    Raven22Raven Raven22Raven 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 30, 2013

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    What A Waste.....Really

    What a waste really,I wont build up hope for myself,But there is always hope for you, !@%# Life......#@%! this...... What a waste
    Raven22Raven Raven22Raven 22-25, M 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    Beat It

    I would love to be done with my depression. I know however as it is caused by a chemical imbalance in my brain that will likely never happen.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 19, 2011

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