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I Want To Beat This Depression For Good

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    Wouldent it be nice to know that you have finally won,and your not thinking about eating a bullet.It would be nice to wake up and know someone is there.Winning and not losing has been something to think about with depression,I know now I am starting to lose again and I just dont...
    Raven22Raven Raven22Raven 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 30, 2013

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    What A Waste.....Really

    What a waste really,I wont build up hope for myself,But there is always hope for you, !@%# Life......#@%! this...... What a waste
    Raven22Raven Raven22Raven 22-25, M 1 Response May 3, 2013

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    Beat It

    I would love to be done with my depression. I know however as it is caused by a chemical imbalance in my brain that will likely never happen.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 19, 2011

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    So - I have never felt challenged. I never tried in school, or in college, and now I'm out in the real world. I started a couple businesses (all construction related, basically...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M Sep 5

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    I really want to do something good, like donate blood to charity, or give money to africans or work in a homeless shelter, what other things can you think of?
    GirlyChick99 GirlyChick99 22-25, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I want someone to force feed me so badly, until I can't even get up because of the immense weight and fullness of my belly. I want my feeder to go past the point of me telling them...
    H4mmrsn1pr H4mmrsn1pr 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    I'm 99% straight and I have many fantasies such as being a human dog, being tied up , but a new one join my list is wanting to be forced a sissy, I want to be forced a sissy by...
    giantsword18 giantsword18 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    Not be an the videos just work behind the set or be the camera person or just help with clients. I don't how my mom would take it telling her I want to work for ****.
    vertffy vertffy 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    I am finding the more I speak out about my battle w/depression the more it is diminishing. PRAISE THE LORD!!! Again I say, PRAISE THE LORD!!! I am also finding that the...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    By killing yourself, you're taking a cowards way out. The real beauty is escaping the depression.
    Lexikay99 Lexikay99 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    For all of you fighting this, I'm one of you, I write a blog, on how I fight my everyday life.. How I cope with being a full time student and at the same time fighting depression...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I am so depressed today and I'm sorry to say that I just want attention. I want someone to see me. I think people assume that I don't feel this way. I'm the star of my own trite...
    Ghostling2600 Ghostling2600 31-35, M Sep 2

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    Well it's official. She's gone and I'm destroyed. Not only because she's gone, but because she wants to get back with her ex. Before we even started dating I told her that she...
    HeartBreakHero HeartBreakHero 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I held her in my arms as she lay dying...she was taking her last breath and I was helpless to save her...Her time was coming to an end and I could only do what was the most...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    I'm just an emo girl trapped in this ****** up world being screwed over left and right it makes me want to take a flight. I'll put the gun to my head pull the trigger then I'll be...
    Gothika88 Gothika88 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I'd love to have a good (if not great) day, especially after a string of busy days. Well, here goes! :)
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    I dream and think of this all the time. Why can't i find a good woman? What am I doing wrong :(
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 25

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    Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent Gujarati Jain good looking guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 3 days ago

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    I'm going on holiday tonight but only for three days. My partner has gone insane, making me feel awful saying things will be extremely different when I get back between us. I...
    hannaheatoxo hannaheatoxo 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I'm thinking a lot of starting to write. I know that it isn't the answer to my current financial struggles, but I think that I might be able to do it well. I have a lot of views...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M Sep 14

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    Lately between work and school I have had NO free time. I haven't been getting home until 8, and then someone has still been expecting me to cook. The other night it was 11pm and I...
    SupernovaxGirl SupernovaxGirl 26-30 1 Response Aug 31

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    Its better to be unhappy single than unhappy in a relationship... I know my first weeks will be hard, but am confident that I will re-gain my strength again :) Thanks for your...
    santees santees 26-30, M Sep 10

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    Today, Sunday, August 24, is Pray for Iraq Day. For those that don't know, a terrorist group called ISIS has taken over northern Iraq. They demand that people convert to their...
    JustAGuyinFL JustAGuyinFL 36-40, M Aug 24

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    I want some structure in my life I don't get it at home. So I'm looking for someone who will help set limits on going out during school and on weekends. Someone who will help me...
    MJtheatregirl MJtheatregirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I hate the job I do at the moment I want to open a bakery I need to do a business plan but I don't even know where to start
    foreverbellaalone foreverbellaalone 22-25, F Aug 26

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    I want someone to keep me straight.punish me for things I do wrong make me study cause I don't.and more
    danielle2002 danielle2002 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I'm vegetarian but I want someone to tell me how much to eat and what to eat each day...
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I want someone to hold me down and stuff me til my belly pops. My boyfriend did Saturday and my belly got so big. Will someone be my online feeder?
    bellygurl bellygurl 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 1

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    I just want to close my eyes and never wake up.
    123jewels456 123jewels456 13-15, F Sep 1

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    This may sound kinda corny... But wat the heck just want to say thanks to the friends I've already made on here and the positive feedback even the giggles I've had with you people...
    XoxJazzyxox XoxJazzyxox 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I want some European friends..maybe also from Australia & New Zealand.. <3
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    Love doing this stuff too myself, but having someone else do it for me? sounds like the ultimate in laziness x) aha so its just perfect. i just want too sit back on my bed one day...
    lozielaury lozielaury 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 3

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    I want it so bad. I really need a feeder encourager
    Feedme023 Feedme023 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 8

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    I'm feeling so depressed right now...I just fell like leaving everything behind. I feel like I'm living someone else's life. I've spoken to my husband about my dreams and the...
    soleil2611 soleil2611 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I didn't even want to run away this much when I was a child.
    Lolypolypostrgrl Lolypolypostrgrl 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    My BMI is now 31.9 I checked a few months ago and it was 28.3 that's up 3.6! I'm now 192 was sick so was off for a bit and lost some weight but got it all back! 170 a few months...
    BellyIsStuffedAndRound93 BellyIsStuffedAndRound93 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I am 29, gay, straight-acting, well educated, Hindu and I live in Delhi. I am looking for a MOC with a feminine and closeted lesbian. If anyone is interested, then please mail me...
    seekingmoc28 seekingmoc28 26-30, M Sep 5

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    I feel like nothin is real.
    comfortablynumb4 comfortablynumb4 16-17, F Sep 9

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    You were my oxygen, the thing that made me think I could escape.
    Lolypolypostrgrl Lolypolypostrgrl 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    Still have the same problems I had yesterday but really gonna try to not let them consume my day!!
    suzyq73 suzyq73 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I keep dreaming like that, problem is you need money in this world.
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M Aug 25

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    I know you guys are too awesome to not be friends with me!! Huddle up!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 22-25, M Sep 2

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    Hour 11 without a cigarette . Never picking one up again, hopefully
    leaom22 leaom22 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    i have 2 girls in my life that i have great friendships with but i don't know if should ask 1 of em out or what, i'm so confused. any help would be greatly appreciated thanks...
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Out of all the experiences that I've had on this site, I'm not really impressed and don't think this site is ever going to improve or get any better. But luckily, a co worker of...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 31

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    I'd never do this in real life, it's just a fantasy of mine. I'm a 100% straight guy but at night the thought of being blackmailed and turned into a sissy boi is one of my biggest...
    NightlockForever NightlockForever 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I will sing this to my babies :) so sweet! love this song 
    MKM18 MKM18 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29

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