I Want to Become a Woman

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 442 People

    How It All Started

    I guess it all started back in the days when I use to play with my sister. She use to con me into doing her more girlish things and even playing games where I had to pretend I was a girl. I must have been 7 or 8 then and she's only less than a year behind me... by the time I was...
    trans75me trans75me
    36-40
    1 Response Jun 3, 2011

    I want to become a woman

    but I don't know what to do. It's very complicated because I think it's not accepted in my family and by my friends. What am I supposed to do!?
    Vindicatie Vindicatie
    18-21
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2014

    I want to become a more mature woman

    than I am now.Last year i became a teenager and I had an attitude(I still do),I didn't want to listen, I wanted to do what I want to do.But, before that I was an ok behaving kid and I always thought about the future, i didn't think I was going to be like the kids on Scared...
    TheNextWnbaAllStar TheNextWnbaAllStar
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2015

    Thats Who I Am

    I am a woman mentally and spiritually, now I need to change my body to match. I have wide hips, a small waist for a male. My chest is certainly not male as I have some breast development (not man bobbies) The day I start hormones will be the second best day of my life, the best...
    paula3198 paula3198
    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 20, 2011

    It is tearing me up inside

    that I am currently living as a man and not a woman. I have kept this secret for already my whole life. Even when I was young the first thing I thought about is being a girl. But because I was embarassed of this fact, I always also was trying to hide it, even in kindergarten...
    yun0de yun0de
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    I Do, But I Don't Think It's Possible

    If it was possible to become one and be able to bear children i would want to, to not have the left over traces of being a man lingering around.  however that is not possible in this day in age...though maybe some day........
    fornowish fornowish
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2009

    Hopefully Someday

    I ache so much everyday, I want and have a very strong desire to become a woman. I want it more and more and more and more everyday, it hurts so much, I can't make my desire come true and fulfill a lifelong dream.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    41-45, T
    Oct 15, 2013

    Yes I Dearly Do ...

    I want to become a woman. The surgeries do not bother me and I realize they will be rough and painful. More painful than living my life knowing who I am but not having the body to reflect who I am. It will be worth every stitch and ounce of pain to emerge completely (or as...
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Jul 25, 2008

    I have wanted to become a woman more

    than anything else in my life and have been wanting it for a very long time, more than want would LOVE to be a woman.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    41-45, T
    1 Response Oct 6, 2014

    Any Means Possable

    I have always loved to wear womens clothes and makeup and here recently wanted to have same sex intercourse i have been watching feminization hypnosis and listening to bianary beats trying to boost estrogen levels i dont have the money to see a therapist to get hormones so now im...
    Leoz7 Leoz7
    41-45
    May 25, 2013

    Lately it seems like all I think about is

    becoming a woman, the desires are so very awesomely strong, I want to become a woman so bad it will finally make me happy and I will finally be at peace, I want the pain and hurt that this is causing me to stop, I am really not sure what I will do, I am really desperate for this...
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    41-45, T
    3 Responses Jan 21, 2015

    Left It Too Late?

    I may have left it too late to be convincingly successful; life has conspired with imposed delay after imposed delay; but without holding out the dream I would end it all now. I think God has a dry sense of humour!
    NikkiNorris NikkiNorris
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Mar 11, 2011

    I want to be a woman right now,

    I do not need the year to live a s a woman, or just to make sure I have made the right decision, I will not have any regrets about being a woman, it is all I want, I wish there was some way I could be a woman without the councilor visits or the letter of recommendations, I know...
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    41-45, T
    1 Response Jan 19, 2014

    I Still Want To Become A Woman

    i still want to become a woman even though i was born a man i fell that i am a woman trapped in a mans body even at a younger age i have been wearing panties and bras and i have bought my own but before that i got caught wrearing my moms under grarements ever since then i got...
    ladydarkelf ladydarkelf
    36-40, T
    1 Response May 20, 2012

    Is It Right

    Gonna start off short, not real comfortable doing this but been thinking about changing to a woman for several years and never talked about it but also think about suicide alot to and dont talk about that either just cant seem to figure anything out and maube this will help if i...
    ohwhattodo34 ohwhattodo34
    31-35
    Aug 21, 2012

    I would love to see what it would be like in

    every way even if it was just for one day I would make the best of my time
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    Ive always wanted to be a woman

    but have been too afraid to tell anyone. I secretly cross dress but want to buy more womens clothing and find a guy who likes tgs. So scared to come out but i will soon
    sissboy25 sissboy25
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jul 27, 2014

    I've always wanted to be the person I truly am,

    the gender I really am, for as long as I can remember. I'm pretty open about it and I've come out to several people, only to lose them from my life...I was just trying to be honest. But then I realized that non-trans people have no idea what this life is like. I also realized...
    jeffiejen jeffiejen
    46-50
    Jan 31, 2014

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