I Want to Become More Thankful.

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    Sometimes I Think I'm Not Thankful Enough

    And i cant stand it ...  I know im thankful but i have a hard time letting someone do something for me because ill feel like i owe them something and i cant stand that ... I know appreciation is much stronger than money or anything like that but ive always been too...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Jan 10, 2008

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