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I Want to Believe In God Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    Been Doubting That God Is Real

    Raised in church...had good God fearing pastors that preached the Bible(old & new test.) and I also believed and studied it..accepted Christ as my Savior and baptised 40 yrs. ago...few months ago began having doubts as to God's existance...have shared this with no one(except...
    jcm969 jcm969 61-65, M 10 Responses Jan 18, 2010

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    My Faith

    I'm an atheist, been one for years. But i have this urge to reconect with God i just don't know how. i want to believe in God again i just can't seem to. i hope someone can help me?
    etsz etsz 16-17 2 Responses May 19, 2011

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    It Hurts To Believe

    I am 15 years old and when I was 12 my mother became very ill mentally. No doctor knows what she has or how to fix it. Sometimes she changes into a different person. Now she's never home. Shortly after she became sick, my dad was diagnosed with a rare cancer. By the time I was 13...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 7, 2012

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    I Want To Believe Again

    Hey everyone i need all the prayers i can geta few mo ths ago believed in god and loved him but when i learned about hell and the rapture it all went away and i to connect with him again and i asked jesus to be my savior a bunch of times. A few times i felt the holyspirit then...
    beltran beltran 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2012

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    Life Is Worst When You Don't Believe In God

    Can you believe God spoke to me some 20 years ago and now I don't even believe in him. Yes, some 20 years ago God give me a name of a person I knew and told me that within 30 days this person was going to come to Christ. The exact thing happen, the person called me up and...
    MissingGod MissingGod 41-45 5 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    A Letter To God

    Dear God,I am a sinner, but I don't wanna tell you what's obvious. I've been a very good girl--obedient, kind, respectful, humble, and I don't follow the crowd. I've been this way for years, but ever since I was a child, all of these terrible things were happening to me. My...
    thisbrerulezyou thisbrerulezyou 18-21, F Mar 18, 2012

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    Calling

    "You would not have called to me unless I had been calling to you," said the Lion.-C.S. Lewis, The Silver ChairI feel like I've been calling and calling to God for months - at least five or six - and not getting an answer. Which is very silly, because I do want to believe (very...
    alanajames alanajames 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2012

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    Why?

    I'm just 8 years old when my mother died. My dad was never home to begin with because of his work. But on that time, my dad visited my mom and been gone again to work. It was just 3 days after when my mom lost her last breath. It was on a hospital. She was still struggling when I...
    mitchenbang mitchenbang 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2011

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    I'm Finding It Really Difficult

    I went to a Christian primary school, so I used to believe in God. But you see, I did it rather passively. I didn't really question His existence because it never occurred to me that He might not exist. Later on in my primary school years, I started getting bullied. It was a dark...
    RootSeven RootSeven 16-17, F 1 Response May 30, 2013

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    God Is Real...proof

    Okay...you want to know that there is a God? Read this! Back in the 13th century, there was a man named Thomas Aquinas...otherwise known as Saint Thomas to us Catholics. He was very scholarly...the greatest theologian, philosopher and teacher in the Church's history. Okay...so...
    Stevenomurph Stevenomurph 36-40, M Jul 30, 2013

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    I Want To Believe

    I was raised as a Christian. Not a particular sect of Christianity, I was just raised in a Christian family that followed the Bible.  I suppose that my descent began with my interest in witches. I had always been interested in witches and everything that involved fantasy, even...
    lostinthenight lostinthenight 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    I Want To Find God

    I'm 15, and I was raised a Christian.. Sort of.. I went to church for the first 8 years of my life. Off and on. Though after that I just never went. I never doubted God or Jesus, but I was really never thinking about them, or the bible. I was just always on the computer, or...
    KazzieNeedsHelp KazzieNeedsHelp 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23, 2013

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    Hi I'm 21 years old. I first asked Jesus into

    my heart and asked for forgiveness when I was 5 years old, iv repeated this numerous times during my life usually after a challenging sermon or after committing a great sin. My faith has never been really strong but I'd always pray God would make it stronger and that he'd make...
    stevec1993 stevec1993 18-21, M Mar 19

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    Im Confused

    I went to church when i was younger and i asked Jesus into my life. People have all different veiws about God and i think i let it get to me. I know that when i was younger i was alot happier and i never questioned God. I just want to be close to Him again. I dont ever feel his...
    Helpmeplease97 Helpmeplease97 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2013

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    My God Story

    Hi, I am Cherelle and I am a 13 yr old girl. I belive in God but I also kind of dont at the same time. When I am very scared of something happening to me like when I have a frostbit toe...... I pray to God saying please God please. I also think this is kind of weird because when...
    leah10005 leah10005 13-15 Nov 13, 2012

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    How Can I Believe?

    I was brought up in the Baptist tradition.  We were very devout and I truely believed God existed - never doubted it.  My dad was a very active member of the church and took sermon on the rare occassion.  When I was about 10, my dad left the church.  It is difficult to get to...
    Ruthx Ruthx 41-45 1 Response May 4, 2012

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    My Story

    Hi i'm Ava i'm 12. I always believed in god, but when my best friend in the whole entire universe left I was mad at god i thought he hated me I thought he was trying to break me down. I stopped believing in him..It kills me to say it because I'm afraid of going to hell and I...
    Avalovesjesus Avalovesjesus 13-15 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    Where Do I Start?

    Where do I start? Where do I begin?  I was raised Catholic.. baptised, communion, thats about as far as I went. Family, growing up, at first used to go to church for christmas, and easter, then that just went to church for family funerals. I love my girlfriend so much, I can't...
    msmailand msmailand 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    I was raised as a Roman Catholic,

    and when I was young, I loved the Church and Jesus and everything about being a Catholic. But as I grew up, I began to question the church and its teachings, and slowly began to lose my faith. I considered myself atheist for several years. For a while, in the past year or so, I...
    catecat catecat 18-21, F Mar 30, 2014

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    SpiritualStoner SpiritualStoner 16-17, M May 12

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    I know that God exists because the Jews exist and the world cares about what they say what things they do. We dont care about Persians, Egyptians and Mexicans as a world. The world...
    Sullan Sullan 36-40, M 3 Responses May 3

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    Have you found your other half? Do you believe in true love? Does true love really exist? I don't know. I haven't found it, so maybe that's why I'm a bit skeptical.
    Barbiedoll89 Barbiedoll89 22-25, F 4 Responses May 11

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    I once move far far away and I want to do it again...get the old resume out and revamp it.
    firedesire firedesire 51-55, F Apr 27

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    I wanna fall in love with the same person over, and over, and over again. :) #hopefulromantic
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Life is simple and easy, do not add unnecessary negativity into your life. Steer clear of nonsense.
    aleydis aleydis 26-30, F 1 Response May 9

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    Go for it ladies! if this make you feel good than by all means enjoy having milky breasts.I know I dream of being with a woman with big heavy milk filled beauties to let down daily...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I used to be a firm believer in God when I was little but as I got older I just didn't see the point in believing anymore. Now I don't know whether I should believe in God or not...
    MarioT96 MarioT96 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't have a problem with people believing in atheism, everyone has a right to believe in what they believe in however I do have a problem with SOME(note some, NOT all) atheists...
    lunamoon12 lunamoon12 16-17, F 6 Responses May 15

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    I'm actually happy with my life now. and i have God to Thank for it. i feel really close to god again and I've realized where my life was heading. i was in the direction to be my...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    “I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.”-C.S. Lewis. I have found more and more...
    stellagmc stellagmc 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Though I was raised to be a catholic, I grew to change my way of thinking and wonder a whole lot. I respect all religions and I think religion is a beautiful and amazing thing that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    How does it feel to have another person deep inside you? Feeling trapped, restless, anxiety, which lead to depression. Yes, it is how I feel. Born female with gender dysphoria was...
    hearttreasure hearttreasure 36-40, T May 1

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    Since last night I went back and forth, I would start to write this post and then .... I would delete. Some times I even completed the post but never found the courage to actually...
    Pand0rasCharm Pand0rasCharm 70+, F 12 Responses May 6

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    To people in my past, it might not seem like I have forgived, but I have. You can't hold a grudge forever. I believe God would want me to forgive anyways. ( :
    samhc samhc 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    This is THE ONLY THING IN LIFE IVE EVER TRULY WANTED! My parents are Southern Baptist though, so even if they would allow it...I am HOMESCHOOLED, so it's never gonna happen. It...
    CheerNikki13 CheerNikki13 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    I have someone who,came into my life to make me want to love again, feel again, feel whole again....I am thankful we found each other....
    Fix1975 Fix1975 36-40, F 11 Responses May 6

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    It's harder to decide when I'm aware that I prolly might not have a chance to live. I'm too lost. I dunno if it's worth deciding at this point. I've had to leave to several other...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I fell in love once; it was unlike anything I have ever felt before or since. That sense of purpose, that drive, that pure joy at seeing her, the number of new skills I learned...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M May 16

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    I can't even look at myself in the mirror. How disgusting must I be for my wife to continually say she has no passion left? How undesirable I feel! How ugly I feel! How unsexy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 27

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    I had an online sexual affair for a couple of months last year, we finished it as it was getting too addictive, but I want to try again - I am in a relationship, but the sex is...
    artieax artieax 31-35, M Apr 27

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