I Want to Believe In God Again

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    God Is Real...proof

    Okay...you want to know that there is a God? Read this! Back in the 13th century, there was a man named Thomas Aquinas...otherwise known as Saint Thomas to us Catholics. He was very scholarly...the greatest theologian, philosopher and teacher in the Church's history. Okay...so...
    Stevenomurph Stevenomurph
    36-40, M
    Jul 30, 2013

    It Hurts To Believe

    I am 15 years old and when I was 12 my mother became very ill mentally. No doctor knows what she has or how to fix it. Sometimes she changes into a different person. Now she's never home. Shortly after she became sick, my dad was diagnosed with a rare cancer. By the time I was 13...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2012

    My Story

    Hi i'm Ava i'm 12. I always believed in god, but when my best friend in the whole entire universe left I was mad at god i thought he hated me I thought he was trying to break me down. I stopped believing in him..It kills me to say it because I'm afraid of going to hell and I...
    Avalovesjesus Avalovesjesus
    13-15
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

    Where Do I Start?

    Where do I start? Where do I begin?  I was raised Catholic.. baptised, communion, thats about as far as I went. Family, growing up, at first used to go to church for christmas, and easter, then that just went to church for family funerals. I love my girlfriend so much, I can't...
    msmailand msmailand
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 6, 2011

    My God Story

    Hi, I am Cherelle and I am a 13 yr old girl. I belive in God but I also kind of dont at the same time. When I am very scared of something happening to me like when I have a frostbit toe...... I pray to God saying please God please. I also think this is kind of weird because when...
    leah10005 leah10005
    13-15
    Nov 13, 2012

    Been Doubting That God Is Real

    Raised in church...had good God fearing pastors that preached the Bible(old & new test.) and I also believed and studied it..accepted Christ as my Savior and baptised 40 yrs. ago...few months ago began having doubts as to God's existance...have shared this with no one(except...
    jcm969 jcm969
    61-65, M
    10 Responses Jan 18, 2010

    I Want To Believe

    I was raised as a Christian. Not a particular sect of Christianity, I was just raised in a Christian family that followed the Bible.  I suppose that my descent began with my interest in witches. I had always been interested in witches and everything that involved fantasy, even...
    lostinthenight lostinthenight
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

    Why?

    I'm just 8 years old when my mother died. My dad was never home to begin with because of his work. But on that time, my dad visited my mom and been gone again to work. It was just 3 days after when my mom lost her last breath. It was on a hospital. She was still struggling when I...
    mitchenbang mitchenbang
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Sep 25, 2011

    I Want To Believe Again

    Hey everyone i need all the prayers i can geta few mo ths ago believed in god and loved him but when i learned about hell and the rapture it all went away and i to connect with him again and i asked jesus to be my savior a bunch of times. A few times i felt the holyspirit then...
    beltran beltran
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2012

    My Faith

    I'm an atheist, been one for years. But i have this urge to reconect with God i just don't know how. i want to believe in God again i just can't seem to. i hope someone can help me?
    etsz etsz
    16-17
    2 Responses May 19, 2011

    Hi I'm 21 years old. I first asked Jesus into

    my heart and asked for forgiveness when I was 5 years old, iv repeated this numerous times during my life usually after a challenging sermon or after committing a great sin. My faith has never been really strong but I'd always pray God would make it stronger and that he'd make...
    stevec1993 stevec1993
    22-25, M
    Mar 19, 2015

    I was raised as a Roman Catholic,

    and when I was young, I loved the Church and Jesus and everything about being a Catholic. But as I grew up, I began to question the church and its teachings, and slowly began to lose my faith. I considered myself atheist for several years. For a while, in the past year or so, I...
    catecat catecat
    22-25, F
    Mar 30, 2014

    Calling

    "You would not have called to me unless I had been calling to you," said the Lion.-C.S. Lewis, The Silver ChairI feel like I've been calling and calling to God for months - at least five or six - and not getting an answer. Which is very silly, because I do want to believe (very...
    alanajames alanajames
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2012

    Life Is Worst When You Don't Believe In God

    Can you believe God spoke to me some 20 years ago and now I don't even believe in him. Yes, some 20 years ago God give me a name of a person I knew and told me that within 30 days this person was going to come to Christ. The exact thing happen, the person called me up and...
    MissingGod MissingGod
    41-45
    5 Responses Oct 18, 2011

    I Want To Find God

    I'm 15, and I was raised a Christian.. Sort of.. I went to church for the first 8 years of my life. Off and on. Though after that I just never went. I never doubted God or Jesus, but I was really never thinking about them, or the bible. I was just always on the computer, or...
    KazzieNeedsHelp KazzieNeedsHelp
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 23, 2013

    A Letter To God

    Dear God,I am a sinner, but I don't wanna tell you what's obvious. I've been a very good girl--obedient, kind, respectful, humble, and I don't follow the crowd. I've been this way for years, but ever since I was a child, all of these terrible things were happening to me. My...
    thisbrerulezyou thisbrerulezyou
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2012

    How Can I Believe?

    I was brought up in the Baptist tradition.  We were very devout and I truely believed God existed - never doubted it.  My dad was a very active member of the church and took sermon on the rare occassion.  When I was about 10, my dad left the church.  It is difficult to get to...
    Ruthx Ruthx
    41-45
    1 Response May 4, 2012

    Im Confused

    I went to church when i was younger and i asked Jesus into my life. People have all different veiws about God and i think i let it get to me. I know that when i was younger i was alot happier and i never questioned God. I just want to be close to Him again. I dont ever feel his...
    Helpmeplease97 Helpmeplease97
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2013

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