a snowflake, etc. I just feel the need to break something really badly. But I can't because I know it'll make a mess and then I'll have to explain why I broke it which is something I don't have any interesting in dealing with.
whenever i think about my mother or replay scenarios in my head of our interactions i want to punch a wall or break a ton of ****. I never really get to the point where i break anything. I have settled with screaming at the top of my lungs in my car over and over again. i wonder...
I am not usually the type of girl to share how I feel, but there are time when I erupt and breaking something would feel so good to do. Soemtimes I just wished I had a baseball bat orsomething and something to smash, to just use all my strength and not hold back
or take a sledgehammer to a car, maybe use a metal bat and just go at stuff. Or maybe a nose. That sounds fun to break. Just to hear the sickening crack and watch the blood run down their face.
Hmm...that normally doesn't sound like me.
Ive started getting angry.
I NEVER get angry. Never clearly so, never at anyone other than myself, never without reason.
But recently Ive just been feeling angry. Angry at everyone who promised they would stay, who promised they'd be there, but **** off when...
i am so frustrated with my sister.
for deciding to move in a week. to take herself and my nephew away from all of their family. stealing my heart.
to tear us apart after we just put everything back together.
i keep thinking about the scene in hook when they smash all the...
It's really my anger. I have serious anger problems that should and need to be managed. I mean I have so many pet peeves its not funny. And one by one they set me off like fuse.I throw and chair at the wall, it made a small hole and I kicked a hole in the wall. I covered up with...
i actually don't do that as much anymore. i try to tell people when i'm getting to that point, but usually...nobody listens. i throw dishes mostly. or whatever is within reach. :/ i wish i felt bad... but i don't. it's just stuff after all... right? well, it's not like i hurt...
We are both 42.
We have a son who's 14.
We are Bengali couple from Kolkata, West Bengal, India
My wife is hot & beautiful.
I want my wife to experience every bit of her life.
Because I feel that she might have gone monotonous with my touches & feel since 1996.
I want her to...