I Want To Break This Cycle

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    Where Is My Break Away Point?

    I grew up in a very abusive household. Majority of my memories are filled with fear, anger, confusion, isolation & sadness. Everyday I was beaten, told that I was ugly, stupid, fat, a *****, useless, unwanted & that I would never amount to anything in life. I was molested by a...
    Taurian3 Taurian3
    36-40, F
    Mar 9, 2011

    Love, And Pain

    For many years, from the age of about 11, I had to deal with a marriage (my parents) that was stretched, to put it mildly.. So, I learned to say the right thing, that would give the best possible outcome to all involved. This I did because it was in my family: I could focus 100...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    Aug 5, 2011

    It's So Hard To Say Good-bye

    I tried for years to convince myself that I do not have to rely on a partner for happiness. I lived for years being single. Then one day I changed my mind. I wanted to feel connected to someone again. I wanted to share my smile, my days & nights with someone. So, I decided to...
    Taurian3 Taurian3
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2011

    Secrets

    You cannot hide from me the bitterness in your heart that also poisons your mind The plague you bring to infect those around you who are not wise to your sickness cannot be hidden from me because I see your cancerous ways turning good to ash turning light into dark Hate spreads...
    Taurian3 Taurian3
    36-40, F
    Mar 9, 2011

    Addiction: Home Invasion

    there's a silent intruder in my home who entered stealthily one day and made its place of residence within my family it infiltrated its way so beguilingly that I did not recognize its presence until things began to come undone and caught me unawares...
    Taurian3 Taurian3
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2012

    I Have A Plan For The Next Guy

    who tries to rape me or abuse me the next woman who bashes me or tries joyces tricks on me police --hospital- rape kit -report to police... sentence! no sympathy!!!!! i can go to the police anytime over katy n rick or over the blue light discos as a child ken carey or any of my...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Mar 10, 2011
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