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I Want to Change My Life Completely

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    Not What But When

    I know exactly how I want to change. But for some reason I can't do it. I want to stop being a b**** to people, I want to show who I really am, and I want to be happy. I know that I am in control of all of those things but for some reason the wall I built around me gets higher...
    shesaidshewrote shesaidshewrote 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10, 2012

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    If Wishes Could Come True.....

    If I could wish for anything, it would be, to turn into a VERY, VERY, VERY beautiful girl. I already made long stories, exclaiming my wishes, and everything I feel. But now I'll just tell you the short, to the point story. I am a boy, something I really wish god didn’t do. I...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Jan 23, 2011

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    Not Completely... But A Few Things Really Need To Go..

    I need to drop the "Soon to be" part of my stbx.... I need to call more people on their bs and remove them from my life... Maybe spend more time thinking about my needs and wants... Maybe spend less time trying to change and just making it happen already...I am sure there will be...
    DeeLisa DeeLisa 31-35 1 Response Dec 26, 2012

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    To Leap? Or Not To Leap?

    I have a good life. Amidst all my mistakes and imperfections I am fortunate to still be able to say that. Without the great safety net of my family, friends and boyfriend, I should be living a much worse life. So how do I leave it all behind and start new? I am in the middle of...
    LovelyLama LovelyLama 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2012

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    Doing the Best I Can For Me

    I`ve made the first steps. Moved to a new town, away from the negative people, the bad history and the mistakes. The new job starts in 9 days time. I really hope I can turn things around. No more drinking, being the town ****, being socially retarted, playing the victim, being...
    fullfigureozchick fullfigureozchick 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Unhappy With My Life

    Where to start?  All of our money is gone and we are behind in our taxes on our house thanks to bad decisions husband made without consulting me.  Continue to struggle trying to work out things with the mortgage company etc.,,,  I am so beaten down.  Working a dead end job...
    lprettylolamae lprettylolamae 56-60, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2010

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    What's This?

    Are we a bunch of loosers or we aim for something here?...I wish i could erase my life and start over ...is that because i am loosing my self confidence ...or because i just woke up one day and i realised that all i been dooing fiew years ago was fighting to get to wat i have...
    elena27 elena27 26-30 1 Response Jul 17, 2009

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    The Rice Cooker

    Hit or miss. Trial and error. Guess and learn. For as long as i can remember, I've never really been able to get the rice cooked right. How hard could it be to cook rice, you might ask? See, with a gas stove, the kind where the flames are very easy to burn things, there is no...
    OttoTao OttoTao 26-30, M Mar 7, 2013

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    Time To Change..

    I woke up this morning and looked in the mirror, and didnt know who I was looking at. I need to make a change. I know what I believe, what I preach, But recently, I havent been acting by it. I got caught up in trying to get ahead, and lost touch with the people near me. I need to...
    TheSwagHippie TheSwagHippie 18-21, M Apr 6, 2011

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    Change My Life

    Change my life, It's happening soon, Movin' out, New start, Can't wait, Won't know myself, The freedom, Livin' ones live, The way ones always wanted, What joy, That day will bring.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    All I Want To Know Is Why?

    Do you ever look at your life and ask why? Why do such events occur and why is it happening to you? I ask myself that each and everyday. Does it mean that I am self centred and I should be grateful for what I have? Every day is a battle for me. I wake up, wondering what the day...
    nadine17 nadine17 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    I just feel like I'm not LIVING

    as much as I could be. First things first new location.... But I can barely decide that. I also want a bf or gf lol because I'm not picky at all. Last but not least, a new body. I'm working on that one though. 10 lbs down 🙌🙌 whoo hoo
    lolabaybee lolabaybee 22-25, F May 23, 2014

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    Becoming My Opposite

    When I See myself.. I see a perpetual virgin. A man who all the females would love to marry, but not court. I see myself maybe becoming the slave to some ungrateful cheating cow when I am 40... why because I have no idea how get females. I want to become the other side of the...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Apr 25, 2011

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    Why Can't I...

    I want to chnage things about my life. I know what they are.I understand what they are. I know the benmefits to these chnages and I want to experience those benefits. I really, really do... but I am lacking with either willpower, discipline or some other thing (maybe even all 3...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    Goal Setting Session

    Ok so today I was very slack and took a day off work. Maybe to be accountable to myself I've created a list of goals for the next 6 months. It should have been done about 2 months ago but here it is. I wish there was a way to remind myself when I get close to reaching each goal...
    OttoTao OttoTao 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2012

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    How Can I Be Happy?

    I wish I could feel like a confident and beautiful woman, I wish I could have real friends, I wish I could get along better with my dad, I wish I could fall in love with a boy (and he could love me back), I wish I could fall in love with my career, I wish I could fall in love...
    danonino0o danonino0o 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    Change.

    As I'm sitting alone in my room, surrounded by the suffocating darkness, i stare at my wall. Nothing has changed. What has been achieved from my attempt to start? Emptying out my whole wallet for a group of people i Don't really care for, but only hoped they would be a ladder to...
    UnexpectedThings UnexpectedThings 18-21 Nov 11, 2013

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    Dammit

    My first story began about how i decided to take another day off from my new job thats paying $27 per hour. Full time too so thats about $1000 a week in my account. Then i pressed the wrong buttons on my keyboard and lost it all. So Annoying So anyway, im over it. Here it is...
    OttoTao OttoTao 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Want To Change My Life.

    From tomorrow I am going to change the way I live my life, for me. I am going to give my life direction and purpose. I'm 32 years old and I feel completely unforfilled . I try my best to keep everyone else happy and agree with everything people say. When I awake tomorrow my aim...
    Longer32 Longer32 31-35 Oct 5, 2012

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I just want to change so many things in my life.  My career, where I live, my money situation. I used to be so motivated, had a great career, saved a lot of money.  Now, after spending several years escaping through alcohol and drugs, I have been sober 2 years and now...
    life101 life101 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 7, 2008

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    I Want to Be Someone Else; Somewhere Else.

    Sometimes I wish I could just take the bare minimum; the things that mean the most to me, pack up my car, and leave.  I wish I could start all over again.  I wish I was brave enough to take the risk to change everything. New life. New job. New home. New...
    HerOdyssey HerOdyssey 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 25, 2009

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    The Plan

    Cheers! I've decided to share my 'change myself' story, perhaps someone will get something useful from it. So first, I had the greatest opportunity to change my whole life months ago. I've left school, and started to learn at home. At the begining it was like hell. All my...
    killedmyplant killedmyplant 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    I don't really have many friends, certainly none locally, due in part to my anxiety and depression. I find it difficult to open up to people sometimes...the last few people I...
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    MOB I no I sent you this but I want everyone to see that is so true for me you are my everything:- Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely...
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    Soon I'll be nineteen, and then i'll be on my twenties.. then start working, applying for job, then actually land a job, devoting my time, sweat and heart at work planning the good...
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    All my life.. I've waited for that 1 special someone.. After we met.. We got soo close that I feared separation from him.. No due to Interfere of Friends.. I changed myself so much...
    Mittsie Mittsie 26-30, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Sometimes you have to break down, to build yourself back up. Sometimes I forget how broken I am, because I've worn this mask far too long it's fooled even me. Sometimes I wounded...
    KellerKing13 KellerKing13 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I am 22 years old. Until almost a year ago, I had never had a girlfriend. Unfortunately, this relationship only lasted a month, but that was the greatest month in my life. Today...
    charlesrook charlesrook 18-21 11 hrs ago

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    All my life I have always felt like 3rd pick to my cousins and my friends. As a kid the older adults would always make fun of me and shoo me away from them. It makes me seem as if...
    SmileyFaceJenn SmileyFaceJenn 18-21, F 6 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    It has been so Long, since I have actually had a Deepful, and meaningful conversation with someone, about Life, goals, and dreams, about what is going on in the world, or what is...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    It's probably the only way in my life that I can make a difference in someone's life. I have always wanted to go out this way.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 12 hrs ago

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    changed for the worst..... i constantly feel lonely even though my best friends ever on here chat to me a lot. i feel like my heart has just turned to ice. i don't feel as friendly...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 5 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Four months.Four months since I've been to EP.The girl I thought was the love of my life... wasn't.The girl who saved my life was not meant to stay there.I've found her, guys. I've...
    HozierAndMumford HozierAndMumford 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    I feel like none of my friends really know me. I would never discuss what I've been and am currently going through because I feel as if they would never understand. In school it is...
    susann017 susann017 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    Just Once... All my life, I don't think I have ever had anyone really proud of me, no matter what I have done, or what I have accomplished, I can't remember a time, where I...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    I mean no harm to anyone. I just wanted to write this. As I always say my life is a r-rated movie(only for nudity and language), but this is the PG rated version. So read on and...
    BADLIFEFORME BADLIFEFORME 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Today after a long time, i was back on my page and just thought to see my friends here. But there were many changes on ep site as well as many friends over here were disappeared...
    Devil08 Devil08 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like the universe is trying to tell me something. I'm 21 years old man. I have recently finished college. I feel like my life has no meaning to me. I'm very confident person...
    momolegend momolegend 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Basically, im on the verge of giving up. (this is kinda lengthy, sorry) Im very lonely and very depressed, i dont have many friends, but i considered the few friends i had a close...
    md732 md732 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Previously i was TheLeftBehind and i really liked it tbh, it explained who i was back then.. Always left on the sides, worthless blah blah blah... But I've changed, i chose to be...
    Sublevarse Sublevarse 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Dear life, Could you pretty please stop giving it to me dry and fast? I didn't choose to be here, I didn't choose my mother and father... step father, next step father, mothers...
    Aliandras Aliandras 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My mother died, when I was in my early 20's. She was the Mom everyone wished they had, and "everyone" loved her. Not more then me though. It's been over 30 years now, I'm about...
    Shankman55 Shankman55 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    I have decided that I will follow my dream of becoming an EFL teacher after I graduate with my bachelors degree. I was talking to my best friend about it today and I said that I...