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I Want to Change My Life Completely

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 230 People

    Not Completely... But A Few Things Really Need To Go..

    I need to drop the "Soon to be" part of my stbx.... I need to call more people on their bs and remove them from my life... Maybe spend more time thinking about my needs and wants... Maybe spend less time trying to change and just making it happen already...I am sure there will be...
    DeeLisa DeeLisa 31-35 1 Response Dec 26, 2012

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    How Can I Be Happy?

    I wish I could feel like a confident and beautiful woman, I wish I could have real friends, I wish I could get along better with my dad, I wish I could fall in love with a boy (and he could love me back), I wish I could fall in love with my career, I wish I could fall in love...
    danonino0o danonino0o 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2011

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    Not What But When

    I know exactly how I want to change. But for some reason I can't do it. I want to stop being a b**** to people, I want to show who I really am, and I want to be happy. I know that I am in control of all of those things but for some reason the wall I built around me gets higher...
    shesaidshewrote shesaidshewrote 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10, 2012

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    The Plan

    Cheers! I've decided to share my 'change myself' story, perhaps someone will get something useful from it. So first, I had the greatest opportunity to change my whole life months ago. I've left school, and started to learn at home. At the begining it was like hell. All my...
    killedmyplant killedmyplant 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 6, 2011

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    Change.

    As I'm sitting alone in my room, surrounded by the suffocating darkness, i stare at my wall. Nothing has changed. What has been achieved from my attempt to start? Emptying out my whole wallet for a group of people i Don't really care for, but only hoped they would be a ladder to...
    UnexpectedThings UnexpectedThings 18-21 Nov 11, 2013

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    Becoming My Opposite

    When I See myself.. I see a perpetual virgin. A man who all the females would love to marry, but not court. I see myself maybe becoming the slave to some ungrateful cheating cow when I am 40... why because I have no idea how get females. I want to become the other side of the...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Apr 25, 2011

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    Doing the Best I Can For Me

    I`ve made the first steps. Moved to a new town, away from the negative people, the bad history and the mistakes. The new job starts in 9 days time. I really hope I can turn things around. No more drinking, being the town ****, being socially retarted, playing the victim, being...
    fullfigureozchick fullfigureozchick 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    To Leap? Or Not To Leap?

    I have a good life. Amidst all my mistakes and imperfections I am fortunate to still be able to say that. Without the great safety net of my family, friends and boyfriend, I should be living a much worse life. So how do I leave it all behind and start new? I am in the middle of...
    LovelyLama LovelyLama 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2012

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    I Want To Change My Life.

    From tomorrow I am going to change the way I live my life, for me. I am going to give my life direction and purpose. I'm 32 years old and I feel completely unforfilled . I try my best to keep everyone else happy and agree with everything people say. When I awake tomorrow my aim...
    Longer32 Longer32 31-35 Oct 5, 2012

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    Unhappy With My Life

    Where to start?  All of our money is gone and we are behind in our taxes on our house thanks to bad decisions husband made without consulting me.  Continue to struggle trying to work out things with the mortgage company etc.,,,  I am so beaten down.  Working a dead end job...
    lprettylolamae lprettylolamae 56-60, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2010

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    Why Can't I...

    I want to chnage things about my life. I know what they are.I understand what they are. I know the benmefits to these chnages and I want to experience those benefits. I really, really do... but I am lacking with either willpower, discipline or some other thing (maybe even all 3...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 17, 2012

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    All I Want To Know Is Why?

    Do you ever look at your life and ask why? Why do such events occur and why is it happening to you? I ask myself that each and everyday. Does it mean that I am self centred and I should be grateful for what I have? Every day is a battle for me. I wake up, wondering what the day...
    nadine17 nadine17 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2013

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    If Wishes Could Come True.....

    If I could wish for anything, it would be, to turn into a VERY, VERY, VERY beautiful girl. I already made long stories, exclaiming my wishes, and everything I feel. But now I'll just tell you the short, to the point story. I am a boy, something I really wish god didn’t do. I...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M Jan 23, 2011

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    I Don't Recognize Myself Anymore

    I just want to change so many things in my life.  My career, where I live, my money situation. I used to be so motivated, had a great career, saved a lot of money.  Now, after spending several years escaping through alcohol and drugs, I have been sober 2 years and now...
    life101 life101 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 7, 2008

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    Goal Setting Session

    Ok so today I was very slack and took a day off work. Maybe to be accountable to myself I've created a list of goals for the next 6 months. It should have been done about 2 months ago but here it is. I wish there was a way to remind myself when I get close to reaching each goal...
    OttoTao OttoTao 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2012

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    Time To Change..

    I woke up this morning and looked in the mirror, and didnt know who I was looking at. I need to make a change. I know what I believe, what I preach, But recently, I havent been acting by it. I got caught up in trying to get ahead, and lost touch with the people near me. I need to...
    TheSwagHippie TheSwagHippie 18-21, M Apr 6, 2011

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    Dammit

    My first story began about how i decided to take another day off from my new job thats paying $27 per hour. Full time too so thats about $1000 a week in my account. Then i pressed the wrong buttons on my keyboard and lost it all. So Annoying So anyway, im over it. Here it is...
    OttoTao OttoTao 26-30, M 4 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    Change My Life

    Change my life, It's happening soon, Movin' out, New start, Can't wait, Won't know myself, The freedom, Livin' ones live, The way ones always wanted, What joy, That day will bring.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    I Want to Be Someone Else; Somewhere Else.

    Sometimes I wish I could just take the bare minimum; the things that mean the most to me, pack up my car, and leave.  I wish I could start all over again.  I wish I was brave enough to take the risk to change everything. New life. New job. New home. New...
    HerOdyssey HerOdyssey 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 25, 2009

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    What's This?

    Are we a bunch of loosers or we aim for something here?...I wish i could erase my life and start over ...is that because i am loosing my self confidence ...or because i just woke up one day and i realised that all i been dooing fiew years ago was fighting to get to wat i have...
    elena27 elena27 26-30 1 Response Jul 17, 2009

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    The Rice Cooker

    Hit or miss. Trial and error. Guess and learn. For as long as i can remember, I've never really been able to get the rice cooked right. How hard could it be to cook rice, you might ask? See, with a gas stove, the kind where the flames are very easy to burn things, there is no...
    OttoTao OttoTao 26-30, M Mar 7, 2013

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    I just feel like I'm not LIVING

    as much as I could be. First things first new location.... But I can barely decide that. I also want a bf or gf lol because I'm not picky at all. Last but not least, a new body. I'm working on that one though. 10 lbs down 🙌🙌 whoo hoo
    lolabaybee lolabaybee 22-25, F May 23, 2014

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    XP. Lol ik weird. But idk. I had one gf before. Broke up with her just bc we were drifting apart she didnt want to see me anymore bc of parents etc. Meh sad. Idk. Just weird i...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I'm so done, I just want all the sh*t I'm dealing with to be over. I don't want to go to therapy, I do t want to see a doctor, I don't want people to force me to eat. I just want...
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I really wish ! Once i've graduate from college i'd take a vacation with a group of people that share same interests + are funny! And go camping ,hiking or discover something new i...
    leen94 leen94 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    I am looking for someone to fatten me up the point where I cannot move. I'm thin but I've always had a thing for being fat. Any takers?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 3

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    so determined to feel better, been depressed for so many years now it's ridiculous
    maddieXxx maddieXxx 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    Sitting in my Hyundai Coupe S3, listening to music on my iPhone and thinking if things would have been different had I of taken a different path in 2011. Would I be sitting here...
    JenniBob JenniBob 26-30, F Jan 13

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    I'm all out of time machines so nothing I can do with the past as much as I continue to regret letting my life be controlled by others, falling into group homes to be treated...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M Dec 27, 2014

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    I really don't know what I want any more. What I want changes so constantly it's like I'm a different person each time. My boss already got on to me for not telling him what my...
    Kckiss88 Kckiss88 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm at a point in my life that I don't need a relationship, nor do I really want one now. I've found a peace unknown to many and on my own I feel at ease. But when the time is...
    FutureVal FutureVal 16-17, F Jan 13

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    Last night ,as I looked at my new years resolution and reminiscing 2014, I decided that it was time I get rid of all the negative vibes that was pulling me down and not letting me...
    JassmineEvelynRoy JassmineEvelynRoy 16-17, F Jan 8

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    I'm not where I thought I would be at this age, but that's OK because I'm not dead yet. That means I still have time to change life. It's not too late unless you're either dead...
    Calcetines Calcetines 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    i don't want to talk to anyone sometimes just drawing myself in music i need to be alone sometimes and i want to disappear....completely just saying
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I've been doing well. I quit just before the year ended so in two days it will be a full month smoke free. It wasn't easy,Lord knows it wasn't but it's definitely been rewarding. I...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    *My Death in Syria* I am on the balcony fetching something, when a missile/bomb shell hits the street below. The street is to my right. For a little second I can see the missile...
    Alpha8Wolf Alpha8Wolf 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I'm in an aimless state right now. Theoretically my life should be pretty good, I have parents who will support just about any life path I choose to take, and they can fund...
    distantlurker distantlurker 18-21, M 6 Responses Jan 11

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    My life feels out of control. I can't seem to keep a job. It all seems overwhelming. I have anxiety/depression that is keeping me from enjoying life. I don't know how to feel...
    smile4today smile4today 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I been very wishy washy about what I want in life. I am 26 years old and never been in a real long term relationship. For six years, I never dealt with men on a physical level but...
    BrownBeeCa BrownBeeCa 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 15

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    [1] I love this song [2] I love how Taylor Swift is all crazy here and dancing crazy. [3] This song is just makes me move. And I am exhausted. [4] I dance like that....just shake...
    LordLucas LordLucas 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Yup. But no one wants to life me. Because I'm a ugly, sarcastic, hopeless loser.
    junglejimlove junglejimlove 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 1

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    Yesterday I managed to eat: - Breakfast: 1 green apple+coffee - Lunch: 1 Orange+Tea - Snack: Coffee - Dinner: Steak+salad+small piece of bread+orange I feel guilty because I know...
    skinnym skinnym 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 2

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    Hi ^u^. My name is Justin. So if u ever want to contact me say hi :). Background: read my featured story called~ i want to say thx you. :). But basically last year i was super...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I am writing this incase anyone else finds themselves in a similar situation . . . Please do not worry about me, I have been free of this relationship for 7 years now. I am a lot...
    elimarie7 elimarie7 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    It been a long hard year. A very stressful year. A very painful and mundane year. The new year was approaching and I knew I needed a change, a fresh start, a new beginning, and...
    desire2bebald desire2bebald 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    I'm trying to get some focus and direction in my life. I've applied for university. I got into 5 last time I applied. This time it's going so badly. I only applies for 3 and one...
    0815Jade 0815Jade 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I have a new life, my life changed on the 10th January 2010. Your life can change too - here is how: This group may currently only have a few members, but the content is visible...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago