I Want to Change My Personality

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    Self-loathing

    I guess my self loathing is part of my personality. I self-accuse and sabotage. I feel so stupid for doing it. During a really low period I could tell myself I am one ofd the worst people in the world. I feel the TV was helping. It suggested stuff to me and I would take...
    demonizd demonizd
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 26, 2009

    I Am Still Too Hateful. I Am Angry.

    I think I am actually a passive agressive. I store-up my bad feelings toward people and either make myself cry later-on or I explode at people after a while. I did explode at a couple of people at work. I was right to be pissed-off at them but not to store-up anger and then blow...
    demonizd demonizd
    31-35, M
    1 Response Feb 26, 2009

    Ive always been this weak girl

    that everyone can say everything to her believing that she will take it as laughing , this have always been the kind of image that i show , i wish i can fight with someone if he says something bad abt me even if he says it while thinking that hes laughing with me , this weakness...
    goodgirl501 goodgirl501
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2015

    Healing of Toxic Shame Short Exerpt;

    A Short Copy/paste From Links In My Groups Above in my profile: A dysfunctional method of trying to rid oneself of shame is by transfer. Generation to generation caregivers unconsciously embarrass, humiliate, hold to unatainable standards, innappropriately depend upon, avoid...
    demonizd demonizd
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 1, 2009

    May Be It'll Match !?

    If I find a woman that i'll be able to make her happy, but at my age everyone of them are married or got a boyfriends, having childs ... So all the "good" ones are already taken by guys. There few months ago, i meet a girl (the sister of the girlfriend of an old friend...
    sadlifeman sadlifeman
    31-35, M
    Mar 1, 2009
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