I Want to Change

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 380 People

    I've Had It....

    Enough is enough, I've had it. Starting to day I stopped wasting my time and am gona focus on my goals and start working really hard just on them. I don't care anymore that am single and alone with no one beside me to understand or help me. F### it all, I can do it and will do it...
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    1 Response May 6, 2012

    Trapped In A World Where Everyone Hates Me?

    Okey, so here is my story. I kind of feel alone, almost all the time, it feels like my life has no meaning, I don't know what to do with it. I know you think "ooh another teenage story where he hates himself and he feel like nobody notices him" Maybe it is? But so what, I want...
    Novalonely Novalonely
    Jul 18, 2012


    Im sick of being me. I'm changing everything
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    1 Response May 14, 2008

    I know it's up to me to do this,

    but something has to happen or it will drive me insane. I am unemployed, friendless, and alone so something needs to occur. I hate having three degrees and feeling like it is pointless with others I know with less being better off than I am. Something has to happen sooner rather...
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015

    Needing A Change

      Change is a constant that is so welcomed in my life and I hope it always will be. I think what I would like to change at the moment is what I have been reading. Being the power reader that I am it's easy for me to devour books the way a child consumes candy at...
    constantchange constantchange
    36-40, F
    Nov 15, 2009


    I don't even know what the **** I want anymore. It's just too confusing. I know I want to make myself a better person, but I don't know how. I want to stop thinking about death, but I can't get it off my mind. Everything in my life has been ******* pain! But nobody listens to the...
    MaiaTheBroken MaiaTheBroken
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

    My Dreams Are All About Trying To Park The Car.

    And it feels like I want to find somewhere safe to stop, to leave the danger and find a quiet legitimate undisturbed place for me and my stuff. I don't know where to put it, and I'm always in the wrong lane or it's not safe to stop, and I cant find a place . . .
    dispossessed dispossessed
    51-55, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2013


    Why is it so hard? I really need to do it, I'm old now u_u
    lonestar87 lonestar87
    26-30, F
    Dec 31, 2012

    I Want To Change, But It Seems Like A Lot Of Work

    I'm a 45 year old who keeps making the same stupid little mistakes, like a child. Communicating is my greatest fail, and what could be simpler then picking up a phone and talking. Just answering the phone makes me cringe. I'm in a dead end relationship, with an alcoholic for...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 24, 2012

    My whole body, breast enlargement,

    tummy tuck, Brazilian buttlift and a nose job.
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids
    22-25, F
    Apr 2, 2015

    It Will Probably Destroy It But It Needs To Happen

    I want to move on from him and if not move on from him i want to at least stop being so mad at him and be able to at least live a little bit more of my life without him. We've already started to severely drift apart this will just be one more nail in this broken, rotting old...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2012

    I seriously need to change!

    Its one of my top greatest things I want to achieve this year. It may take a lot of time, but at least Im ready to do it. Im ready to face life. I want to get out from this isolation Ive been experiencing. I want to feel and see what life really is (of course, in a good way). I...
    theoabern0741 theoabern0741
    Jan 17, 2014

    As a 16 year old girl the pressure to be

    perfect is horrendous. I can look in the mirror and point out my flaws in record time. My fat rolls, nonexistent thigh gap, large arms, and cubby face seem to glare at me every morning in the mirror. Its a struggle to listen to the small handful of positive voices that tell me I...
    ifyoureallyknewme65 ifyoureallyknewme65
    18-21, F
    Dec 8, 2014

    A Long Road Through Recovery

    7 years ago my life was turned inside out because I was going down the wrong path I was a punk I would get in peoples faces I would spit on them I would threaten to kill them. The reason I acted that way was because I've been diognosed with an accute phycosis and parranoid...
    dreamanylist dreamanylist
    22-25, M
    Jan 4, 2010

    I really want too since no girl wants a guy

    whose sweet and caring and I want to change my style my personality I want to be a player! I want to be a straight up thug get money and f@ck bitche$ you know I've had enough of being a goody good boy!
    LatinoPapi LatinoPapi
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 27, 2014

    I can almost constantly feel my brain

    and heart battling with me. Confidence dwindling. Sanity haning by a thread. I need help. I jist want to be happy again.
    brokenprincess25 brokenprincess25
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2013
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    I dressed in a T-shirt

    and jeans everyday to school. I came home and changed into tank-tops and leggings. Maybe I'd throw a sweatshirt in there to change it up. I don't want to be just that. At least not all the time. I don't even own a skirt or a blouse or a dress. I don't know how that came to be...
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2015

    I Used to hate Change

    But now.. I realized so much. I need to change! I mustn't hate it. I want to get out of an asocial depressed life. And I won't be able to get out of it without changing a lot. I want to get out. And I want to change. Things have to change! They change anyway, so maybe it's...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 4, 2008

    Change Thinking..

    change how i think sometimes..feel..change the way i see myself..change to better..to have more positive thoughts..
    amysangels amysangels
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 6, 2010

    The Things I'd Change.

    I know that this is probably the opposite of a therapuetic step towards self-esteem, but who cares, it's midnight. When I'm by myself I think of things that would be really interesting or smart to say in a conversation (not on purpose, I'm not a practicer), but when it comes to...
    Rae1025 Rae1025
    Feb 2, 2009

    Cant Move Forward

    Its that classic story, I spend every second that im not at school at home... Doing nothing. I'm always trying to find something to do ( like the next video game to play, or the next YouTube video to watch). Its really quite pathetic, I'm 17 I should be out getting a job and...
    baaron4 baaron4
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 17, 2013

    I want to find and understand my purpose in

    life! For years I have wondered what should I or could I be doing. I've always done hair. It's something I enjoy doing but for some reason I never completely got certified doing it. I have all of my hrs just didn't ever take the test. For years ppl begged me to do it. But my...
    Ttbaby23 Ttbaby23
    31-35, F
    Apr 7, 2014

    I don't want to be that hot sassy girl.

    I already am. I want to be something more... me. Like a unicorn! :D
    SweeterThanToblerone SweeterThanToblerone
    13-15, F
    Jan 6, 2015

    I want to change my style,

    like the way I dress and my hair and just the way I look. I don't have a style really. I listen to emo/punk music, and I like the emo style, but I would never consider myself emo at all. I dunno. One day I want to be bright and colorful and outgoing, other days I want to pile on...
    Dream0fParadise Dream0fParadise
    18-21, F
    Jun 19, 2014

    I Wanna Change

    I wanna change,I'm gonna change,Come hell,Or high water,I'm changing,Had enough,Gonna take control,Ain't no one,Gonna walk all over me!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 16, 2012

    I Want to Change How I Get My Guys

    I am way to easy. I need to change. :/
    tennisgurly tennisgurly
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2009

    I want to change. I'm 17 year old boy I'm a

    nerd I don't have a gf never have had a gf never had my first kiss either. I want to be a bad boy not a nerdy virgin, chicks don't like nerdy virgins with no tattoos. I plan on going to this party next weekend I plan to party hard smoke a lot of weed and drink can't wait to make...
    laser1500 laser1500
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jul 10, 2014

    I Want A Change To Happen..

    There's so many things I wish I didn't do and people I never meant to hurt this current year. I'm holding on to so many baggage, Its so hard to keep myself together. I did so many things I never thought i'd do before, I never meant it, I swear I never did, I'm just confused...
    AngelsBlood AngelsBlood
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2012

    Tired Of Mediocrity & Lack Of Success

    Hi all - I hope that posting on this forum will help me a little & that this is the correct place to do this, if not tell me and I'll look elsewhere. Basically I want to change my life for the better. Im not a drunk, drug addict or have any addictions but I do have bad habits...
    Katana24 Katana24
    1 Response Dec 7, 2011
    TheVirginRapids TheVirginRapids
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    I don't want to feel stuck anymore.

    And I don't want to sit around complaining about the things I don't like only to still do absolutely nothing about it. I want to push myself. Really push myself. I always tell myself "It's time for something different". Well, maybe this time I won't say anything. Maybe this time...
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    2 Responses Aug 22, 2015

    Hello Guys, this is Jay speaking :) On the 20th

    of January, I am going to become the person that I want to be, mainly because I am not really proud of the person I was in the past. On the day I will try getting out more and looking people in the eye, as well as being kind and doing the things I have always wanted to do. I...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 13, 2014

    I'm Not Content.

    I'm getting my daughter ready for camp tomorrow. I'm not sure how I'm going to get her there because I don't have a car, and our truck will probably not make the 4 hour trip. Why am I still renting a home and not buying one? Why don't I have a car? Why do I feel so lucky...
    rottenrobi rottenrobi
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2012


    I already took my first giant leap now I just have to stand for it defend what I decided and never turn back to my old life style which was never make me feel right its hard, bcz I get used to it bcz I already feel the honey taste and the sweet of it keep rewind in my head and...
    staticonveyor staticonveyor
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2012

    I want to be able to not care

    if someone doesn't give a crap about me or not. Why do I do this to myself? I'm there for people when they need me, but when they no longer need me or things are going good for them I am forgotten. Why can't I bring myself to stoop to their level?? Why can't I bring myself to...
    agirlalone1 agirlalone1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jun 25, 2015

    I asked EP what they honestly thought of me

    and I got, nice, self conscious, bipolar, good, smart, etc.I want to change my behavior on EP but I feel if I act "normal", Ill be boring.People tell me I make them smile. Im a silly lady.Thats just me. I act crazy sometimes and I know it. Im sorry. I call people names and Im...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 7

    I Want to

    i want to change into something im not i feel i will lose my friends doing this but i want to be difrent its the only way i will get noticed these days thats pritty much why i chage. so i am noticed but i want to stay the same and be noticed i want people to say some thing to me...
    Rebirth Rebirth
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 16, 2007
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