I Want To Clear My Mind

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    well since I.got away from "you" my mind is way

    clearer. I can breath. though I do want to experience u. just for the hell of it, if only once! I hope I can. though im really starting to doubt it. im starting to think this has all beem for nothing! months and months of conversations for what? Nothing! ohh well it was fun...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel
    31-35, F
    Dec 14, 2014

    Random entry here.. Its not gonna be easy

    but i deleted my fb account! I said i wanted to disappear so its what am doing. Now i need to work on my finances!! Pay my debts and save some money.. I'll let u know how that goes... One more thing! Although my stories are interesting and may some day make a great book! I bow...
    Marypossa Marypossa
    26-30, F
    Jun 27, 2014

    So yesterday was a very rough day

    for me and my family. My baby brother whos 2 years younger than me but still the baby of the family, felt into a crisis and as heart breaking as it can be we had to put him in a mental hospital. It was like a movie, he got so out of control, took off and i followed him thru...
    Marypossa Marypossa
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2014

    Heres What Im Thinking.

    My dearest, forgive how sappy I'm bound to sound, okay? Bare with me. I long to feel how your sheets feel. Warm? Cozy? I wonder how it is I would feel in them. Rather, pressed presumably tight up against your side. Any contact will work for me- honestly. I'm curious as to how...
    abn0rmal abn0rmal
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

    This are very hard times

    for me and my family. If you read my other post, i have a brother in rehab and its breaking my family's heart. My big bro is about to be a daddy and my dad is busy out of state. That being said, i feel like i need to be the strong one who keeps the family together and be there...
    Marypossa Marypossa
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 5, 2014

    I don't want anyone to know how much I struggle,

    and why. But at the same time I do. I don't want to be seen as a victim. It's not what defines me. I'd rather be seen as being strong.
    Anngelic Anngelic
    31-35, F
    Jul 8, 2014

    I've had my moments when I think

    that there is something wrong with me because I feel so many emotions that some people don't feel as strongly as i do but then I think maybe there is something right with me and that's why is feel those emotions as strongly as I do. We are put in this world with our strengths...
    stajapandabear stajapandabear
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    My log, April 16, 2014 Today has gone by fine,

    I see the world and wonder about everything, I have been told that I am sweet and have a big heart, That they like to talk to me, I am just trying to accept the compliments, They are so foreign to me, I do not know what to do, All i am trying to do is love myself, I have...
    Alexob13 Alexob13
    22-25, M
    Apr 17, 2014

    To my future boyfiend: You're probably not ready

    for a committed relationship, neither am I. All I know is I've been waiting for you all my life and i know your probably as tired as me of dating the wrong people. I don't want us to buy that old stupid cliche of love at first sight! But i know you feel it too when i can say...
    Marypossa Marypossa
    26-30, F
    Jun 22, 2014

    I have been so depressed lately.

    it's eating me alive. it hasn't been this bad in such a long time. it concerns me, considering I'm on a fairly high dosage of antidepressants. what else do I need? I worry it's mostly situational. nearing the end of the school year I had my heart broken a total of three times...
    aftersomeday aftersomeday
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 4, 2014

    Time is running out, I feel like i am about to

    burst, But i will not scream or shout, Only keep these feeling to myself, I know it is not good, But i can only trust myself Why do i feel like i disappoint the world, Even when i am on the moon, Gravity still holds me down, These chains from my mind, Constrict my body, As i...
    Alexob13 Alexob13
    22-25, M
    Apr 2, 2014

    Sometime i feel like i don't fit in with

    society. Everyone is always so happy with smiles on their faces every morning , i cant keep putting on my fake smiles anymore. Its tiring :(
    Melodyk3 Melodyk3
    22-25, F
    Jun 4, 2014

    I have this theory...

    So ive been overweight all my life. I dont know when i became so promiscuous but i think it could be related to being fat. Now that ive lost a lot of weight it seems i have better judgment in with the guys that pursue me... Could it be i have higher self-esteem or because am...
    Marypossa Marypossa
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2014

    So I was on my lunch break on Tuesday,

    and all of a sudden this other guy who works in a different department , mind u we've never met before .. We're total strangers , so he asked for my number and asked if am married, I gave him, and told him am not..but in between our conversation , he asked me something , /and I...
    PhransinBelvonte PhransinBelvonte
    26-30, F
    Jan 22, 2016

    I don't know what to say :( My head hurts,

    i am tired, i know what i want, and i know I can not rush it This is hard, life is hard *sigh*
    Alexob13 Alexob13
    22-25, M
    Jan 26, 2014

    I sometimes feel ashamed

    when I wonder what it would've been like growing up with a father in the picture. My mom does all she can for me, but something always makes me wonder
    sharnold1914 sharnold1914
    18-21, M
    Jun 4, 2014

    I was told to go to church

    because i believe in soulmates. Ok so its hard for me to believe that a God that loves me doesn't want me to feel love. He said all the love you need is God. Sure, i love god, he loves me.. Whatever! How can someone do drugs, drink and curse all day and when i talk about my...
    Marypossa Marypossa
    26-30, F
    Jun 29, 2014
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