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I Want to Commit Sucide

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    I Have No Plan To Do At Alll

    I have everthing i want to. I dont want to live anymore on earth.dont know why and now i want to do is suicide.i believe in next life and dont wanna be a object for the earthanymore.
    prettycat prettycat 22-25 1 Response Jun 1, 2012

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    My Friend In Pain - Call Him Blame

    Blame me when your medicines you use to heal break me You don't see their poison effects on my body Blame me and leave me alone to suffer Blame me as crazy mad depressed For you don't want to see the damage you medicines had done to me For it's your job and you think you know...
    tonyaizms tonyaizms 41-45, F Dec 7, 2012

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    Depressed

    I am 31 years old. I really want to kill myself. My life sucks. There is not one good thing about my life. Can't find a women that like me. I want to know the most sucessful why to committed suicide?
    Newfie31 Newfie31 31-35, M Jul 10, 2012

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    I Want To Commit Sucide

    i am student of undergraduate in an reputated university.from childhood my education progressed decreased.i got 87% in my+2.In my b.tech life itss very hard to clear my sem exams.even i cant read before exams also..my dad is investing money 2 lakhs on me every year...moreever a...
    bharatchandra bharatchandra 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    Remorseful

    I had a wonderful family with 2 kids and I didn't treasure it. I crushed it and regretted itvvwry much. My husband forgave me.. but I live in guilt and sadness..I am always suspicious about my hubby.. thinking that he is out to revenge.. I am a failure as a wife and as a mum. I...
    Jan 10, 2013

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    Why I Cant Bring My Self To.

    I want to pull the damn trigger. Countless nights ive set my gun down next to me in my bed. Ive put on a song and sat. Then thoughts run through my head. I tell my self the pain i feel is worth it if my lil cusions look up to me. My farthers girlfriends kids joined rotc because...
    spkg spkg 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    I Just Want To Be At Peace With Werner

    at least he loved me... and didn't treat me as if I was retarded ...he didn't treat me like a whhore either... he treated me like a pretty and clever lovable 3,4, 5.6.7.8 year old and loved me and picked me up and hugged me lots and lots... its not too much to ask to be treated...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jun 26, 2011

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    :)

    I'm so tired of trying. My life seems to never be getting any better I feel like I’ve ran out of options. It hurts to be awake, to breathe, and to meet people. Really the only reason I'm still here is that I'm afraid of physical pain. What’s worst though what I feel in my...
    Princessmill Princessmill 26-30 1 Response Mar 6, 2012

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    I Try

    I like the pain it brings when i cut myself, i've tried to stop but it's like theirs this endless pain in my chest that i can't run from i know i'm not going to die naturally but i can't bring myself to finish the job i want to die so badly maybe then someone will here me maybe...
    Secretgirl18 Secretgirl18 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    But Not Alone

    ... and also not immediately now. I see committing suicide as a way to take your end in your own hand when it is time to go. I am now 54 and I envision that it will be time to go in a couple of years when my kids are old enough to take care of themselves. If I go I want to do it...
    wimnj wimnj 51-55, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    'i Shall Pass This Way But Once. Therefore, Any Good That I Can Do Or Any Kindness That I Can Show, Let Me Do It Now, For I Shall Not Pass This Way Again.'

    For anyone that feels this is your desire and is an answer....please take a few moments more and drop me a note and let's talk about it.  noshadow
    noshadow noshadow 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Just Want To Do Sucide

    i m worst person ever i hate myself i can never be good cause i cannot hide my monster anymore i will commit sucide as i don't wanna live anymore jf anyone has good idea of how to do sucide tell me  
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    I've been struggling to deal with things.

    I've attempted to commit sucide twice already but always woken up in hospital. I can't stop self harming. And I've planned out that after seeing my friends tomorrow I'll leave them and jump off a bridge. I have it all planned. I know I can't swim. I know if I weigh myself down I...
    lbeldoon lbeldoon 22-25, F Apr 11

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    My Name's Death, Yours Is..?

    Right. Well, I do everything else. I cut, etc. Except from drugs... Anyway, life isn't worth it:) OMFG NEWS FLASH: life won't get any better. end it before things get worse.
    bijoutopaz97 bijoutopaz97 16-17 3 Responses Mar 6, 2012

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    I'm Going To Kill Myself

    I made a plan to kill myself may 22, 2012. That day is coming soon. So, when I was I kid I tried to kill myself because my mom and dad always abused my brothers and sister and I. My didn't care about me neither does my mom, I don't know if any body cares about me. I made a few...
    Mylifeisending Mylifeisending 18-21, M 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    A World That I Dont Belong In

    Why resurrect me only to kill me?  I would have done anything for you.  All you had to do was tell the truth. Been a victim my whole buy this time its my fault.  Because I was in control, but I wanted to feel love. Thought that I can confide in you.  And the whole time I was...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F May 29, 2012

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    Help

    Hi, I really want to end my life, I don't feel like going on, the thing is I'm coward in going on with the actual thing!! And I don't want something painful, I can't acesss poison like cynide, so today I was thinking about drowning myself in a bath tub, I was wondering if there...
    xzst xzst 22-25, F Apr 30, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    So, a few days ago I was at work, and I met a girl who I instantly became friends with. Work was so slow, we talked for hours. She's a really nice person. And then, I see on her...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I'm in the hospital now. I ODed on Tylenol :/ they've been monitoring my liver & everything. I get it "I was stupid" now let me out :( any hopeful words/advice? A sitter for crying...
    RexxTheDinosawr RexxTheDinosawr 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    A few weeks ago, I tried by ODing on various pills. Sadly, I live in walking distance of a hospital and my mom found me.
    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F Sep 9

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    took bottle of valium and whiskey but slept like 2 days instead and woke up sick as a dog. ive not tried since
    Keanu1991 Keanu1991 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    This is it I am going to do it this weekend. I'm so done bein treated like trash. And called a ***** and skinny white girl. I'm so tired of being hated so much they have to make my...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Christians are being murdered all over the world, and no one seems to be talking about it. This idea might seem foreign to us in the United States, where Christians are able to...
    valha11a valha11a 46-50, M 18 hrs ago

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    So i've develped a new phobia with time. Phobic to committments. I know it's a lil weird. But i've become pessimistic about my life. I think that i'm not gonna make it up for more...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I have been thinking about suicide but I'm so in depth about it I have soo many questions about the pros & cons. Why do one think about commiting suicide? How to they feel about...
    djdwtw17 djdwtw17 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 31

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    JUST FOUND A GUN. LIVE IN PA. MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANT IN.
    Teenyphilly Teenyphilly 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    4 The Reason I Wanted to Die --  5 The Reason I'm Alive -- There is a reason you exist . . .  The day Lacey Sturm planned to kill herself was the day her old life...
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My now ex boyfriend(as of 1 hour ago) told me sometime ago he had two friends but they committed suicide, I didn't believe him because he likes to make up stories whenever we...
    profiled profiled 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I seem to be unable to handle a relationship. I realize this after having three boyfriends within this year.... ( ._.) Like I want romance and a good relationship, but when I'm...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Pseudocide. It is a word that is both beautiful and frightening. Pseudocide: the death of identity, the cessation of the self. For years-- at least half my life-- it has been an...
    WildMagic WildMagic 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    Ok so like im so mad right now and sad. I really want to run away out on a night where everyone's asleep. And I want my freedom so badly! My family is the main reason. One, my...
    WarriorsCatsLover122 WarriorsCatsLover122 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I only realized yesterday that I have met the coolest people over the last year and a half, but I also tend to look for reasons to give up on people. I suppose it's so that I don't...
    SuperWomanFly SuperWomanFly 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I have commitment phobia, it hurts so much I don't really want to talk about it. Probably the thing I want most in life is a relationship. It hurts so much, everyday pain :( . I'm...
    Xoxogossipgirlx Xoxogossipgirlx 18-21 3 days ago

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    Plz help me i want to commit suicide and depression has taken over me and hate my life 😭😭
    Suicidalemo Suicidalemo 13-15, F 30 Responses Aug 24

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    Let's be honest here, losing weight is the most committed experience that everyone hates. Personally, I am one of those people who absolutely complains about her weight, decides to...
    PeaceBatman PeaceBatman 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 9

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    yesterday I tried to commit suicide for the 4th time. Idk what's gonna happen. All of my other attempts failed in the past but this time I tried harder. I mixed alcohol with...
    liaret92 liaret92 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm not trying to find a perfect man yet somehow the thought of being close to any- in reality- freaks me out. I have over the years developed this terrible pattern where somehow...
    lonelygirl10 lonelygirl10 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I just don't understand why someone commit suicide. God gave us a free will to know what's best for us. Our life is precious and we are created with purpose. I can't imagine how...
    Yojj13 Yojj13 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I am still "a fully committed and loyal member of Experience Project" after 6 years as a member of E.P. You know I almost left too because I guess I was kind of tired of E.P...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Sep 2

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    I read this in the elite daily's post. Somehow I really believe that long distance relationship is a chance to be on your own without ever having to feel alone. As in long...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Here goes... 1. My full name is Stephanie Dawn Wayland 2. I'm married 3. My maiden name is Pearcey 4. I'm 21 years old 5. My birthday is on 2/7/93 6. I'm 5ft 5 7. I have blue eyes...
    stephiwayland stephiwayland 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I was watching: wristcutters: a love story. And i couldn't make it past the 46 minute mark, i was breaking down, i still am. I hope that type of place really exists. Although that...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 28

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    Hi! I'm 18 yo boy, My native language is Russian and Ukrainian, sorry for the mistakes (: I don't know where i want to go, but maybe UK or Germany. I haven't money, i haven't...
    Romka21 Romka21 18-21, M Sep 3

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    I have been through clinical depression, contemplated suicide many times and I once nearly committed it. I went through that alone I never told anyone, from that experience I...
    shaunrain shaunrain 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    I didn't make the line up for my high school tennis team this year and i went through a small phase of depression. I talked with my mom,"Mom, i've sacrificed all of my time and...
    Dapperness Dapperness 16-17, F Sep 6

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    I honestly think that I could be a pretty ****** adorable girlfriend, but an online relationship is just not for me. I need to see you, and hold your hand, and kiss you when you're...
    makaiajane makaiajane 16-17, F Sep 7

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    I was at my darkest moment I was only 12 & in 8th grade, I couldn't take it anymore my whole life all I've ever heard were names about my weight, looks & arms. I felt like a bomb I...
    DestroyToCreate DestroyToCreate 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I'm just dying inside I have started a new job and i fell in love with my boss he is so cute and his smile is contagious since the first day I met him I can't stop thinking about...
    lostinthisword lostinthisword 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 13

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