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I Want to Commit Sucide

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    I Just Want To Be At Peace With Werner

    at least he loved me... and didn't treat me as if I was retarded ...he didn't treat me like a whhore either... he treated me like a pretty and clever lovable 3,4, 5.6.7.8 year old and loved me and picked me up and hugged me lots and lots... its not too much to ask to be treated...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jun 26, 2011

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    Help

    Hi, I really want to end my life, I don't feel like going on, the thing is I'm coward in going on with the actual thing!! And I don't want something painful, I can't acesss poison like cynide, so today I was thinking about drowning myself in a bath tub, I was wondering if there...
    xzst xzst 22-25, F Apr 30, 2013

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    I've been struggling to deal with things.

    I've attempted to commit sucide twice already but always woken up in hospital. I can't stop self harming. And I've planned out that after seeing my friends tomorrow I'll leave them and jump off a bridge. I have it all planned. I know I can't swim. I know if I weigh myself down I...
    lbeldoon lbeldoon 22-25, F Apr 11

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    A World That I Dont Belong In

    Why resurrect me only to kill me?  I would have done anything for you.  All you had to do was tell the truth. Been a victim my whole buy this time its my fault.  Because I was in control, but I wanted to feel love. Thought that I can confide in you.  And the whole time I was...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F May 29, 2012

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    My Friend In Pain - Call Him Blame

    Blame me when your medicines you use to heal break me You don't see their poison effects on my body Blame me and leave me alone to suffer Blame me as crazy mad depressed For you don't want to see the damage you medicines had done to me For it's your job and you think you know...
    tonyaizms tonyaizms 41-45, F Dec 7, 2012

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    Just Want To Do Sucide

    i m worst person ever i hate myself i can never be good cause i cannot hide my monster anymore i will commit sucide as i don't wanna live anymore jf anyone has good idea of how to do sucide tell me  
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    :)

    I'm so tired of trying. My life seems to never be getting any better I feel like I’ve ran out of options. It hurts to be awake, to breathe, and to meet people. Really the only reason I'm still here is that I'm afraid of physical pain. What’s worst though what I feel in my...
    Princessmill Princessmill 26-30 1 Response Mar 6, 2012

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    Remorseful

    I had a wonderful family with 2 kids and I didn't treasure it. I crushed it and regretted itvvwry much. My husband forgave me.. but I live in guilt and sadness..I am always suspicious about my hubby.. thinking that he is out to revenge.. I am a failure as a wife and as a mum. I...
    Jan 10, 2013

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    I Try

    I like the pain it brings when i cut myself, i've tried to stop but it's like theirs this endless pain in my chest that i can't run from i know i'm not going to die naturally but i can't bring myself to finish the job i want to die so badly maybe then someone will here me maybe...
    Secretgirl18 Secretgirl18 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    'i Shall Pass This Way But Once. Therefore, Any Good That I Can Do Or Any Kindness That I Can Show, Let Me Do It Now, For I Shall Not Pass This Way Again.'

    For anyone that feels this is your desire and is an answer....please take a few moments more and drop me a note and let's talk about it.  noshadow
    noshadow noshadow 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    I Have No Plan To Do At Alll

    I have everthing i want to. I dont want to live anymore on earth.dont know why and now i want to do is suicide.i believe in next life and dont wanna be a object for the earthanymore.
    prettycat prettycat 22-25 1 Response Jun 1, 2012

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    I'm Going To Kill Myself

    I made a plan to kill myself may 22, 2012. That day is coming soon. So, when I was I kid I tried to kill myself because my mom and dad always abused my brothers and sister and I. My didn't care about me neither does my mom, I don't know if any body cares about me. I made a few...
    Mylifeisending Mylifeisending 18-21, M 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    But Not Alone

    ... and also not immediately now. I see committing suicide as a way to take your end in your own hand when it is time to go. I am now 54 and I envision that it will be time to go in a couple of years when my kids are old enough to take care of themselves. If I go I want to do it...
    wimnj wimnj 51-55, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    I Want To Commit Sucide

    i am student of undergraduate in an reputated university.from childhood my education progressed decreased.i got 87% in my+2.In my b.tech life itss very hard to clear my sem exams.even i cant read before exams also..my dad is investing money 2 lakhs on me every year...moreever a...
    bharatchandra bharatchandra 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    Depressed

    I am 31 years old. I really want to kill myself. My life sucks. There is not one good thing about my life. Can't find a women that like me. I want to know the most sucessful why to committed suicide?
    Newfie31 Newfie31 31-35, M Jul 10, 2012

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    Why I Cant Bring My Self To.

    I want to pull the damn trigger. Countless nights ive set my gun down next to me in my bed. Ive put on a song and sat. Then thoughts run through my head. I tell my self the pain i feel is worth it if my lil cusions look up to me. My farthers girlfriends kids joined rotc because...
    spkg spkg 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    My Name's Death, Yours Is..?

    Right. Well, I do everything else. I cut, etc. Except from drugs... Anyway, life isn't worth it:) OMFG NEWS FLASH: life won't get any better. end it before things get worse.
    bijoutopaz97 bijoutopaz97 16-17 3 Responses Mar 6, 2012

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    I have tried for many reason.! Where do I start.? My life is horrible.! I have this girl I care about, she is the only one keeping me alive.! Literally, because she said if I...
    LSKxGhost LSKxGhost 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    November 29th, 2013. Someone had just broken my heart and I felt terrible. I just wanted to go to sleep and never wake up. So I took 15 Advil PMs (one for each year I've been alive...
    CrownedWithLaurel CrownedWithLaurel 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I tried to end my life and was admitted to hospital. There, I said it! The reason why I haven't been on here a lately... That is all to say about me at the minute. Plus, I am self...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    It's not easy living with my family. A passive aggressive mother with massive expectations, a psychotic brother who often cracks and goes on rampaged, and a father living at...
    SCLegacy SCLegacy 70+, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I was walking toward the beach one evening with a bunch of pills and a bottle of wine. It was like something took over my body. My neighbors called me from their porch and I...
    darkdemons darkdemons 31-35, F a week ago

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    But failed... My stomach is so upset from throwing up it's not even funny. If I didn't have an upset stomach I'd be set
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I have managed to turn into the most untrusting woman there is out there at this point. And every time I try to come out of it, a man proves me right every time. As I've posted...
    ButterflyGirl9521 ButterflyGirl9521 18-21, F Jul 13

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    I really want to die I am a failure I'm a no good according to my dad Not good in studies ,sports and my friends think I'm a trust fund bady I just want end my life and hoping...
    chiragvijay chiragvijay 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    Boiling a pan of water may seem like the most innocuous activity and in fact it's something I do every day but there is the rush of bad memories that came from that. Sometimes I...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm 17, 167lbs, 40lbs underweight. Looking for a feeder, to fill me up to be as big as they want after I'm over 200lbs.
    MonkeyLord88 MonkeyLord88 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    It is without a doubt that suicide is something frowned upon and prevented by many people: professionals, family, friends... Reasons for doing so may include care for the...
    SereneSolidarity SereneSolidarity 18-21, M Jul 15

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    I can understand how people romanticize marriage and build it up with words like commitment, faithfulness, loyalty, etc. A marriage in itself doesn’t actually have the power to...
    GiantKaiju GiantKaiju 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 12

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    When I was 13 years old my friend John was about to commit suicide because another friend of his committed suicide. I was on the phone with him and another mutual friend and we...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jun 30

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    I spent the last 11 years spending my entire life savings in a long, drawn out custody battle for my son, who I lost custody of to my ex-wife when he was two. On July 4, 2010 I...
    OneLostFather OneLostFather 31-35, M 4 Responses Jul 1

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    Im tired of pursuing the men I love... to get no sign that he actually loves me in return... I fall in love easily... I know commitment... i love being in a committed relationship...
    VictoriaRRose VictoriaRRose 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    A couple months ago , i tryed to commit Suicede . I had trouble with my parents and me & my boyfriend were in a fight . I wanted to end my life . So i over dose & cutted myself 6...
    carolinathebasic carolinathebasic 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've been bullied myself. Thankfully I had a pretty good home life so I never felt compelled to contemplate suicide at all. My biggest regret was the fact that it wasn't until...
    Mariposa85 Mariposa85 26-30, F Jun 26

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    😞ive been so emotional these couple days! Hurting and missing someone who doesnt love me. But most of all, a healthy committed relationship! I just want to be in a good...
    Islandkween Islandkween 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    My older sister Nancy committed suicide last year she was struggling a lot with her studies she wanted to be a doctor sometime I feel really sad I miss her a lot I can't accept...
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I truly enjoy writing. Crafting a story and imagining the characters is wonderful. However, I am my own worst critic. Sometimes I read what I've written and then put the story...
    MadcoBiker MadcoBiker 41-45, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Don't Commit suicide nd don't be sad http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=H3o2v7qsMgs
    NoBodyCanHideReality NoBodyCanHideReality 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    I took 11 advils the other day to commit suicide. It didn't work.
    ktroseth ktroseth 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    I almost committed suiside when I saw my. Mom laying dead. On her bed. By overdosing. On zinc. I could believe what I saw I jus saw her laying there not moving and Thass when I...
    babyskyx3 babyskyx3 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Down to keeping diaries or taking medication at the right times every day, I find it so impossibly difficult to remember to do things and do them regularly or in a routine. I...
    nainaii nainaii 18-21, F a week ago

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    To all the people that tried to commit suicide.
    Cadillac49 Cadillac49 51-55, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Can't commit to anyone since I met my soul mate,I do not like to lie even to spare somebody's feelings. if I'm with u and thinking of him that would be unfare and a cruel and you...
    luluwacain11 luluwacain11 70+, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Thanks to everyone who recently liked or commented on my most recent post. I logged off earlier than normal and just got a chance to look on here. There were tons of comments and...
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F Jun 26

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    I want to die so badly. I can't live knowing that everyday I'm destined for absolute failure. I want to just commit suicide but I don't want my family to be sad... I just wish I...
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Before you add me, there are a few things you should know. First of all, I am very into the supernatural and I am part of it as well. I do what I can to help people with any...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F Jun 30

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    I can't take being in this life I am living anymore. I am so emotionally damaged that it is physically painful. I hate having the thoughts of not wanting to live anymore. I hate...
    LostVixie LostVixie 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Was a social worker for a long time. Saw many things that affected me in ways I never really thought of. I've watched people die. Seen somebody commit suicide. I've walked into...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    When I was 15 I was sent to a treatment center for teens. I was there for many reasons. First I had been raped and struggled with PTSD. I was drinking and doing pills to forget. I...
    jujubee16 jujubee16 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 11