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I Want to Commit Sucide

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    I Have No Plan To Do At Alll

    I have everthing i want to. I dont want to live anymore on earth.dont know why and now i want to do is suicide.i believe in next life and dont wanna be a object for the earthanymore.
    prettycat prettycat 22-25 1 Response Jun 1, 2012

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    I Just Want To Be At Peace With Werner

    at least he loved me... and didn't treat me as if I was retarded ...he didn't treat me like a whhore either... he treated me like a pretty and clever lovable 3,4, 5.6.7.8 year old and loved me and picked me up and hugged me lots and lots... its not too much to ask to be treated...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jun 26, 2011

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    :)

    I'm so tired of trying. My life seems to never be getting any better I feel like I’ve ran out of options. It hurts to be awake, to breathe, and to meet people. Really the only reason I'm still here is that I'm afraid of physical pain. What’s worst though what I feel in my...
    Princessmill Princessmill 26-30 1 Response Mar 6, 2012

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    But Not Alone

    ... and also not immediately now. I see committing suicide as a way to take your end in your own hand when it is time to go. I am now 54 and I envision that it will be time to go in a couple of years when my kids are old enough to take care of themselves. If I go I want to do it...
    wimnj wimnj 51-55, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    Just Want To Do Sucide

    i m worst person ever i hate myself i can never be good cause i cannot hide my monster anymore i will commit sucide as i don't wanna live anymore jf anyone has good idea of how to do sucide tell me  
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    I Want To Commit Sucide

    i am student of undergraduate in an reputated university.from childhood my education progressed decreased.i got 87% in my+2.In my b.tech life itss very hard to clear my sem exams.even i cant read before exams also..my dad is investing money 2 lakhs on me every year...moreever a...
    bharatchandra bharatchandra 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    Remorseful

    I had a wonderful family with 2 kids and I didn't treasure it. I crushed it and regretted itvvwry much. My husband forgave me.. but I live in guilt and sadness..I am always suspicious about my hubby.. thinking that he is out to revenge.. I am a failure as a wife and as a mum. I...
    Jan 10, 2013

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    My Friend In Pain - Call Him Blame

    Blame me when your medicines you use to heal break me You don't see their poison effects on my body Blame me and leave me alone to suffer Blame me as crazy mad depressed For you don't want to see the damage you medicines had done to me For it's your job and you think you know...
    tonyaizms tonyaizms 41-45, F Dec 7, 2012

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    I've been struggling to deal with things.

    I've attempted to commit sucide twice already but always woken up in hospital. I can't stop self harming. And I've planned out that after seeing my friends tomorrow I'll leave them and jump off a bridge. I have it all planned. I know I can't swim. I know if I weigh myself down I...
    lbeldoon lbeldoon 22-25, F Apr 11

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    I'm Going To Kill Myself

    I made a plan to kill myself may 22, 2012. That day is coming soon. So, when I was I kid I tried to kill myself because my mom and dad always abused my brothers and sister and I. My didn't care about me neither does my mom, I don't know if any body cares about me. I made a few...
    Mylifeisending Mylifeisending 18-21, M 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    Depressed

    I am 31 years old. I really want to kill myself. My life sucks. There is not one good thing about my life. Can't find a women that like me. I want to know the most sucessful why to committed suicide?
    Newfie31 Newfie31 31-35, M Jul 10, 2012

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    My Name's Death, Yours Is..?

    Right. Well, I do everything else. I cut, etc. Except from drugs... Anyway, life isn't worth it:) OMFG NEWS FLASH: life won't get any better. end it before things get worse.
    bijoutopaz97 bijoutopaz97 16-17 3 Responses Mar 6, 2012

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    A World That I Dont Belong In

    Why resurrect me only to kill me?  I would have done anything for you.  All you had to do was tell the truth. Been a victim my whole buy this time its my fault.  Because I was in control, but I wanted to feel love. Thought that I can confide in you.  And the whole time I was...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F May 29, 2012

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    Help

    Hi, I really want to end my life, I don't feel like going on, the thing is I'm coward in going on with the actual thing!! And I don't want something painful, I can't acesss poison like cynide, so today I was thinking about drowning myself in a bath tub, I was wondering if there...
    xzst xzst 22-25, F Apr 30, 2013

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    I Try

    I like the pain it brings when i cut myself, i've tried to stop but it's like theirs this endless pain in my chest that i can't run from i know i'm not going to die naturally but i can't bring myself to finish the job i want to die so badly maybe then someone will here me maybe...
    Secretgirl18 Secretgirl18 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    Why I Cant Bring My Self To.

    I want to pull the damn trigger. Countless nights ive set my gun down next to me in my bed. Ive put on a song and sat. Then thoughts run through my head. I tell my self the pain i feel is worth it if my lil cusions look up to me. My farthers girlfriends kids joined rotc because...
    spkg spkg 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    'i Shall Pass This Way But Once. Therefore, Any Good That I Can Do Or Any Kindness That I Can Show, Let Me Do It Now, For I Shall Not Pass This Way Again.'

    For anyone that feels this is your desire and is an answer....please take a few moments more and drop me a note and let's talk about it.  noshadow
    noshadow noshadow 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    I really want to die I am a failure I'm a no good according to my dad Not good in studies ,sports and my friends think I'm a trust fund bady I just want end my life and hoping...
    chiragvijay chiragvijay 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    Thank to someone on ep who messaged me about things that weren't true now all I want to do is die. I will be probably doing this at midnight but I'm not sure. All I know is I'm...
    Countrycutie2098 Countrycutie2098 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    i was just thinking about it last night...I sat on the bathroom floor, locked the door and cried for a good hour, wanting to end it all right then and there
    jaynick15 jaynick15 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I often say I wish I died. And that's true. I feel like I already grew up and everything although I know I'm "young" and I have many more years to live. I know, I know. I should be...
    enchanthorizon enchanthorizon 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    How can I over come my commitment issues? I'm currently single and looking but when someone comes around I want out of it faster then lightning. I have no idea where it all started...
    theshellofthesea theshellofthesea 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    i don't see why people say "don't commit suicide you will hurt the people around you" if people are talking to you about themselves and their feelings don't ever say its gonna...
    Randomchick3 Randomchick3 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Hello, my name is David, and I will be telling you about my SUICIDE EXPERIANCE. It started when I was 11, my friend Cat was moving, we through h goodbye party, and we would all...
    DjN1234 DjN1234 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 24

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    I took the test and... I'm evil???? O.o A lawful evil villain methodically takes what he wants within the limits of his code of conduct without regard for whom it hurts. He cares...
    TheDaken TheDaken 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Every time I try to commit to something new, I find that I fall back into the same old routine of wasting my time doing things that aren't going to advance my aspirations in life...
    mariop64 mariop64 18-21 5 days ago

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    My older sister Nancy committed suicide last year she was struggling a lot with her studies she wanted to be a doctor sometime I feel really sad I miss her a lot I can't accept...
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    I truly enjoy writing. Crafting a story and imagining the characters is wonderful. However, I am my own worst critic. Sometimes I read what I've written and then put the story...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 22

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    Honesty I don't know how to just follow through. I sat in the bathtub with a tourniquet around my arm and was just watching my brachial artery. I sat there with a safety straight...
    Ajoseph219 Ajoseph219 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 2

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    On EP he was my friend and I was helping him stop cutting I knew that he committed suicide yesterday . It was horrible .he posted a suicide letter when he was ding and after that...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Jul 24

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    I've dated SOOO MANYY people, but after I a while I always realize that I don't like then all that much. I'm always the one to break up with them, and it hurts, but it's nearly...
    Nickiboy14 Nickiboy14 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    apple4s apple4s 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    And i think i might try again. Wouldn't be the first, and if i survive, it won't be the last. Almost everyone around me, and everyone at school has told me to kill myself...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 6 Responses Aug 3

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    I've thought about it a lot but I've only ever really tried to commit suicide once in my life. I was nine years old. I had done something terrible and I was afraid my parents would...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I tried to commit suicide a few months ago. When I did I remember having all the different pills and all the different colors in my hands I remember putting a rope around my neck...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 3

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    I'm officially committing suicide. To the ones who will miss me, i am so sorry. To the one i love, remember i love you, until death. And to all those who know me, it's not your...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 5 Responses Aug 9

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    when i get drunk or high i try to commit suicide
    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I was never meant to be born, i'm just absolutely worthless, if i commit suicide most wouldn't care, and the people who care would probably say or think "i'm so glad he's gone now...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I commit so easily. What should I do
    lisa1996 lisa1996 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    THis story starts in Pennsylvania. I am now in kindergarden everything seems to be going well until my dad showed up. My dad had to have everything his way (so did I) and so since...
    Farl Farl 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I already do have great female friends but unfortunately the nearest one is like 90 minutes away so this means the rest are actually further :/ I'd love if I could hang out for...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 Jul 26

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    shanaiya24 shanaiya24 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 27