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I Want to Commit Sucide

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    I Just Want To Be At Peace With Werner - at least he loved me... and didn't treat me as if I was retarded ...he didn't treat me like a whhore either... he treated me like a pretty...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Jun 26, 2011

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    A World That I Dont Belong In - Why resurrect me only to kill me?  I would have done anything for you.  All you had to do was tell the truth. Been a victim my whole buy this time...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F May 29, 2012

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    :) - I'm so tired of trying. My life seems to never be getting any better I feel like I’ve ran out of options. It hurts to be awake, to breathe, and to meet people. Really the...
    Princessmill Princessmill 26-30 1 Response Mar 6, 2012

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    I Try - I like the pain it brings when i cut myself, i've tried to stop but it's like theirs this endless pain in my chest that i can't run from i know i'm not going to die...
    Secretgirl18 Secretgirl18 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2012

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    'i Shall Pass This Way But Once. Therefore, Any Good That I Can Do Or Any Kindness That I Can Show, Let Me Do It Now, For I Shall Not Pass This Way Again.' - For anyone that...
    noshadow noshadow 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    I Want To Commit Sucide - i am student of undergraduate in an reputated university.from childhood my education progressed decreased.i got 87% in my+2.In my b.tech life itss very...
    bharatchandra bharatchandra 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 9, 2011

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    My Friend In Pain - Call Him Blame - Blame me when your medicines you use to heal break me You don't see their poison effects on my body Blame me and leave me alone to suffer Blame...
    tonyaizms tonyaizms 41-45, F Dec 7, 2012

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    I'm Going To Kill Myself - I made a plan to kill myself may 22, 2012. That day is coming soon. So, when I was I kid I tried to kill myself because my mom and dad always abused my...
    Mylifeisending Mylifeisending 18-21, M 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    I Have No Plan To Do At Alll - I have everthing i want to. I dont want to live anymore on earth.dont know why and now i want to do is suicide.i believe in next life and dont wanna...
    prettycat prettycat 22-25 1 Response Jun 1, 2012

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    But Not Alone - ... and also not immediately now. I see committing suicide as a way to take your end in your own hand when it is time to go. I am now 54 and I envision that it will...
    wimnj wimnj 51-55, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2011

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    Help - Hi, I really want to end my life, I don't feel like going on, the thing is I'm coward in going on with the actual thing!! And I don't want something painful, I can't acesss...
    xzst xzst 22-25, F Apr 30, 2013

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    My Name's Death, Yours Is..? - Right. Well, I do everything else. I cut, etc. Except from drugs... Anyway, life isn't worth it:) OMFG NEWS FLASH: life won't get any better. end it...
    bijoutopaz97 bijoutopaz97 16-17 3 Responses Mar 6, 2012

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    Why I Cant Bring My Self To. - I want to pull the damn trigger. Countless nights ive set my gun down next to me in my bed. Ive put on a song and sat. Then thoughts run through my...
    spkg spkg 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    Depressed - I am 31 years old. I really want to kill myself. My life sucks. There is not one good thing about my life. Can't find a women that like me. I want to know the most...
    Newfie31 Newfie31 31-35, M Jul 10, 2012

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    I've been struggling to deal with things. I've attempted to commit sucide twice already but always woken up in hospital. I can't stop self harming. And I've planned out that after...
    lbeldoon lbeldoon 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Just Want To Do Sucide - i m worst person ever i hate myself i can never be good cause i cannot hide my monster anymore i will commit sucide as i don't wanna live anymore jf anyone...
    evilkilllingme evilkilllingme 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    Remorseful - I had a wonderful family with 2 kids and I didn't treasure it. I crushed it and regretted itvvwry much. My husband forgave me.. but I live in guilt and sadness..I am...
    Jan 10, 2013

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    Giia Giia 13-15, F Apr 5

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    I tried today and I was researching how to hang myself. I can across this post and I thought it would teach me. She actually saved my life it was called I tried to hang myself...
    ronarenae ronarenae 31-35, F Mar 20

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    I.... I can't take it anymore. I have fan fiction to keep me sane barely from the constant bullying! I've had it! The 'popular kids' don't even thank me for tutoring them, or...
    BloodyShatteredStyx BloodyShatteredStyx 13-15 Mar 29

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    I still haven't told anybody. A few weeks ago I was fed up with existence and feeling really numb. I used an old belt to try and hang myself. It broke. It did leave a mark, and I...
    puppy85899 puppy85899 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I really just don't see why I should go through anymore of this life, I don't believe in god so to me I would just be dead. I know it would hurt my family but it's hurting me the...
    CollinTrevino CollinTrevino 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So 2 days ago I tried to kill myself and that's the reason I didn't text back anyone and I be been in the hospital…I cut up my whole arm and my thighs I hit a major vein on the...
    11001s 11001s 13-15, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I am not putting this experience on here to put anyone in a depressive mood, I'm putting this on here to advise you NOT to commit suicide, I was planning to, and then I stopped. I...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    Okay so basically i have really bad commitment issues.... I think and i really don't know why. Basically i have two parents and they have been together for almost 30 years And i...
    cutiepatootie96 cutiepatootie96 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I fell in love with a beautiful, kind monster. He loved my best friend first, who couldn't commit to a relationship at the time, and promised to wait for her until she was. I...
    kissthestars972 kissthestars972 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Let's say a guy named Fred is attracted to a woman named Martha. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner...
    oldermanlookingforwomen oldermanlookingforwomen 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    I attempted to commit suicide once, when I was 14. I'd gotten out of an abusive relationship, lost all my friends and the school I went to had turned against me because of this ex...
    Clothesfanatic123 Clothesfanatic123 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    My fairytale has no ending yet, because I am still living it every day, even though it's filled with drama and heartache. The Love of my Life is my best friend. I believe you have...
    bethrichards bethrichards 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Every time I get into a relationship, a couple of days later, I just feel like I'm not good enough and it just makes me want to break it off. I'm either out of their social class...
    MaryRiddle3 MaryRiddle3 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    My name is Randy. I'm 14 and I hate bullies. In fact, I go out of my way to stop bullies. I'm an antibully. I help the teased, the beaten up, and the unpopular. If I see a bully in...
    antibully14 antibully14 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 19

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    As I said, I will post the MB terrorist attacks, and here is another one. Hope blind people will finally see the terrorism being committed in Egypt and realise who the army is...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M Mar 26

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    ***Post of the Day*** Find out more at: www.facebook.com/FavorUponYou Peace be unto you. I became Muslim almost three years ago, right after Ramadan in between the two Eids. My...
    FavorUponYou FavorUponYou 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have to be honest.I'm OBVIOUSLY not one of the beautiful girls out there.I'm a curvy girl.What is my priority?Family,education and friends.I'm in the middle of extrovert and...
    miztagarfield19 miztagarfield19 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    My little brother was 11 years old and he got tired of being bullied so committed suicide. I have been keeping him from killing himself. But I had to leave for the week because my...
    Rosey61354 Rosey61354 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    it is really tempting to commit suicide...again. I just want everything to be calm and alright... I hope I get through all these temptations... I am trying to overcome all these...
    wherethehealingbegins wherethehealingbegins 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hi my name is Julie, I am here because I dont know where else to go.............In May 2012 I lost my dad he was 82 years old, 6 weeks later my mother died of a broken heart, they...
    julesmcj3 julesmcj3 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I go through a lot... I'm not happy I just feel like I'm just here. I don't have a purpose here on earth. Yes I have tried to commit suicide. And life would be better for everyone...
    Sammie099 Sammie099 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I've tried to commit suicide. I used to try to drown myself every night. I also cut up and down my wrist a lot. I thought if I did it enough I could go deeper. Thankfully I couldn...
    Darkflowers Darkflowers 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I actually dont know anyone close to me who committed suicide but i do know this one girl who will do it tomorrow yes that girl, is me... Ive nervous but im prepared, i dont know...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    My half-brother committed suicide the week of March 19, 2014. This is the third half-sibling of mine that has killed themselves - the other two were sisters, and their deaths were...
    TxParalegal TxParalegal 46-50, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am 24 years old and just got out of a four year relationship with a 46 year old man. I met this guy in college when I was a fresh faced 20 year old. It was infatuation at first...
    freebird24 freebird24 22-25, F Apr 1

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    We met when i was 16 and he was 17. Dated for 3 yrs and got married right after i graduated high school. During my last year in HS he joined the military. we stayed together and...
    PerdidaPorEl PerdidaPorEl 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    We met when i was 16 and he was 17. Dated for 3 yrs and got married right after i graduated high school. During my last year in HS he joined the military. we stayed together and...
    PerdidaPorEl PerdidaPorEl 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    People have misconstrued the idea of marriage. It was never about love, it was about commitment. You would sign a paper agreeing that you would always be together. That was the...
    mydays1994 mydays1994 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 27

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    I would like to be a wife to a loving and caring husband.I will shower him daily with love, trust and happiness.I will be there for him through thick and thin and give him hope...
    AshaKayMary AshaKayMary 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 1

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    I often think that I need to find my true love or soulmate soon before I get too old. I want to be involved with young love, with falling in love in high school and being extremely...
    theskyisarainbow theskyisarainbow 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Hi, Im a married man 41 year old, Im happily married and Im in deep love with my wife. But recently I discovered that I enjoy her relationship with other men. I even want to see...
    rimpi1972 rimpi1972 41-45, M 8 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm 17 years old. Pretty young age, I know. I've been wanting to kill myself for quite some time now. My first attempt was when I was 9 years old. And over the past 8 years, I've...
    taelourbrhee taelourbrhee 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am here to tell you about me, my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    You entered: Talynn _____ _______ You like to control everyone within your influence, to shape things to your own liking. If positive, you develop high spirituality, as you have a...
    Talynn Talynn 18-21, F 2 days ago