I Want to Cry

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 170 People

    Can't sleep, but I'm tired.

    My anxiety is high and my emotions are all over the place. After being informed that my brother's hearing is tomorrow. I went flat affect. I'm glad to get closer to justice for my brother and closure for my family, but it's been extremely difficult to continue to relive that day...
    NaomiSunshineJourney NaomiSunshineJourney
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2015

    Uqqh

    ii Want 2 Let it ALLLL OUT   but ii Cant seem 2 cry right now
    SourLove SourLove
    18-21, F
    Mar 17, 2008

    I think my tear ducts have stopped working.

    And for some mysterious reason I feel like crying!
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8
    16-17, M
    Jan 2, 2015

    But...

    Its a holiday, so I am trying not to cry....I just want to cry...I feel so alone. Both of my best friends, are not even talking to me right now...I just feel so alone...Like i have no one anymore =/ its a terrible feeling to have....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2009

    But Can't Seem To

    I look to the Sun shine And I want to take off my clothes And dive into God But I'm not here shpeal on myself. I'm here to help you. So let me let you know. It comes a time, that you find that nothing truly lasts. All is worth living for. One thing at a time, or many things at a...
    PureGoodSoul PureGoodSoul
    26-30, M
    Dec 8, 2012

    I can't stop thinking about how I'm always

    doing all the right things for all the wrong people.
    NevurEnuff NevurEnuff
    31-35, F
    Feb 17, 2014

    Lovely..

    i was having a great day...my family seems to ruin good things though... my brother just made fun of me for my OCD :/ its not something i like EVERYONE knowing about and my sisters boyfriend was over and everyone was laughing at me...yea its hilarious.im glad im the butt end of...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2009

    Again and Again

    I guess it's going to be one of those days that follows one of those nights. It's a hard lesson that never seems to end. I don't think it's supposed to though... I think that's how we continue to learn by experiencing life and its ups and downs. The unfortunate part is that it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2008

    I Am A Loser

    I am such a loser. I had several jobs and have never been promoted. I work 2 p/t jobs, and trying to get one decent f/t job, and I can't. I see people around me getting promoted, offered better jobs, but me - never. Never in my life. I graduated from colleges, got a BS degree...
    looserme looserme
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2013

    I Want to Feel Like I Matter

    I'm feeling like a terrible father, husband and  maybe even a person. After a lot of built up anger and terrible sadness, I walked out on my family and marriage of almost 30 years. It was a trivial argument but one that followed many others. I always told my wife, maybe even...
    lost4ever lost4ever
    46-50, M
    5 Responses May 27, 2008

    To be honest, I want to curl into a ball

    and cry a big puddle of tears.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    22-25
    Sep 19, 2015

    Boys in my class like to flirt with me (touch

    the booty) I want ot cry! Like stay off!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015

    It's Been A Long Time

    When I was a kid I was such a crybaby.  I would cry over every little thing all the way up until 3rd or 4th grade.  Kids would make fun of me for it, but I was a sensitive person and it was part of who I was. As I got older, I cried less frequently.  Times with...
    axel123 axel123
    18-21
    Oct 18, 2009

    someone once said to me on icqchat ,

    ''world will come to the end someday , but love is forever'' her id was meimei . a korean good girl . shes the most kind person i in the world , but she doesnt want me anymore . i miss her too muchl .always. i wish i could be her friend again
    KuSeGanTian KuSeGanTian
    26-30, F
    Oct 6, 2015

    My best friend was going to move back home here

    in Cali from rehab in Costa Rica and we were going to live together in an apartment. I've been waiting two years for that day...but this morning I got a text from his saying he was going to move to Colorado... I wanted to be happy for him but at the same time I feel abandoned. I...
    MasterTusi MasterTusi
    18-21, F
    Dec 2, 2014

    Another Day Of Hell

    I slept all day only to wake up to the same old feeling of sadness and depression...every night i wish god would just let me not wake up...but my wish never comes true...everyone i know is getting married or is married...having kids or already has one or two...and where am i? 20...
    WishfulWander WishfulWander
    22-25, F
    Nov 10, 2010

    Let the Tears Flow

    Every now and then, I think its good to cry, to let every emotion just wash out with every tear until you can start over with no feelings bundled up. I want to cry and let all the morose in my heart just spill and leave me forever...or for awhile. I can feel when my tears are...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine
    18-21, F
    Nov 17, 2008

    Help Me

    rightttt basically i love him, he loves me and we want to be together but we cant because he has booked to go abroad with his ex girlfriend and he cant afford to not go. its tearing me up and i dont know what to do, do i just move on and or hold on to hope that one day we will...
    jodieeee jodieeee
    16-17
    Feb 13, 2011

    I want to cry ,and cry.

    ...for what I'm not sure...its a sadness that wont go away....it hurts and I cant even be around my family with out crying in anger...im not sure why I'm mad at them....no reason to be mad ...but I am...I'm mad at the world,and I'm mad at what had happened to me in my life, I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2015

    I wanna cry why life

    and world so unfair . Why this existence is roses for some and thorns for others why this discrepancy why playing favorites why some people get to be wise and successful and others consistent losers .......why !!!!!!
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 8, 2014

    How Can I Stop It?

    I've been under pressure of too many things I have to carry on. It seem it's beyond my control but I can't run away from it. I'm almost crying with this situation. I have to stay strong, though. Now I wonder, how can I control my tears? I'm moved to tears easily no matter sad...
    MissTiara MissTiara
    41-45
    Jul 9, 2010

    I write I delete. I have no engery.

    I am invisible unless needed. I am needed for my uses not for me. I am everything to everyone and nothing to anyone. An empty shell crashing into the drowning waves. I wish knew how to be but I don't.
    alijo2012 alijo2012
    46-50, F
    1 Response Feb 7

    http://m.youtube.com/?

    reload=2&rdm=15d9q273g#/watch?v=FOjdXSrtUxA
    xenia29 xenia29
    31-35, F
    Jun 19, 2014

    This is not fair. I just wanted to be friends.

    That doesn't give you the right to ignore me because of that. You don't need to back off because I don't like you the same way. If you really liked me you would give me time. It's only been two weeks. You leave me now. I feel so lonely. I was just starting to get used to you and...
    MasterTusi MasterTusi
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2014

    Right now I feel like crying.

    I have felt this way before and didn't. I wont. I cant.
    boxorocks boxorocks
    46-50, F
    Feb 11, 2014

    Im So Sad

    i feel like a big fat nobody im not smart or good at anything in particular to make me stand out i wish i had something to make me feel like i am not wasting life but i am i dont know what to do with myself and im so bored and tired and angry at life and what makes me even sadder...
    whatevercs whatevercs
    22-25, F
    Dec 22, 2009

    Today I feel so worried

    that I want to cry. Probably one of those broken teenagers. Don't have the courage to pursue dreams, has no person to love and anxious all the time. I am so worried right now that I feel like crying and the weirdest thing is I just felt good a moment ago. Who am I?
    1234abcj 1234abcj
    18-21
    Jan 28, 2014

    Never Cry

    i never have cried but i want to so bad so much pain and sadness and death has happened in my family and now im alone i want to fall into someones arms and cry and be held and told its ok. I was raised that crying is weak and if i did start i woldnt stop i do not want to be alone...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 16, 2011

    Confused

    I am stuck here In Grahamstown so far away from my crazy imperfect family that drives me insane but who I adore. (They in Australia so even another time zone) I don't really have many friends, feel like such a freak here actually. I am busy studying for University credits that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 5, 2008

    I Gave In.

    I fight those type of tears. The ones I get from being jealous. That's a horrible feeling. To look at the mirror, feel normal, yes, flawed, yet  I feel alive, I feel okay, but then, I look at others... Seeing how pretty they are and suddenly letting that jealousy, hate brew...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    4 Responses Jun 1, 2011

    More Than You Know.

    Yesterday my mom woke me up by saying my aunt was bringing all three of the kids over.  I had to jump out of bed and rush around trying to clean a little before they got here.  I did not have time to do the dishes, there were so many.  Last night, I had...
    BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
    18-21, F
    Dec 22, 2009

    I Can't Cry

    I get upset, but I can't seem to show emotion in the last few months. I wish I could. Though I'm really happy at the same time I feel miserable and a good cry would probably help. =/ 
    RosesAreBlue RosesAreBlue
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2009

    I always feel so much

    for people and I don't get any feelings back. I'm a deep emotional person and I can see past the flaws, I can make them beautiful in my eyes and mind. I wish someone would love me the way I love her. I feel so empty right now, my heart feels fake.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 5, 2014
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